Midnight Sun (6 page)

‘Your father and grandpa?'

‘No,' he said. ‘I'm thinking about Ristiinna.'

I didn't bother asking how he thought I might be able to guess that. My tongue felt like a dried-out sponge, but that drink would have to wait until he'd finished talking and left. He'd even given me some of the money back. ‘So who's Ristiinna?'

‘She's in year five. She's got long, golden hair. She's at summer camp in Kautokeino. We were supposed to be there too.'

‘What sort of camp is it?'

‘Just a camp.'

‘And what do you do there?'

‘Us kids play. When there aren't meetings and sermons, I mean. But now Roger will ask if Ristiinna wants to be his girlfriend. And they might kiss.'

‘Isn't kissing a sin, then?'

He tilted his head. Screwed one eye up. ‘I don't know. Before she left I told her I loved her.'

‘You said you loved her, straight out?'

‘Yes.' He leaned forward and said in a breathy voice with a faraway look in his eyes: ‘
I love you, Ristiinna
.' Then he looked up at me again. ‘Was that wrong?'

I smiled. ‘Not really. What did she say?'

‘Okay.'

‘She said “okay”?'

‘Yes. What do you think that means, Ulf?'

‘Well, who knows? Obviously it might mean that it was all a bit much for her. “Love” is a pretty big word. But it might mean that she wants to think about it.'

‘Do you think I'm in with a chance?'

‘Definitely.'

‘Even if I've got a scar?'

‘What scar?'

He lifted the plaster on his forehead. The pale skin underneath still showed signs of stitches.

‘What happened?'

‘I fell down the stairs.'

‘Tell her you had a fight with a buck, that you were fighting for territory. And that you won, obviously.'

‘Are you stupid? She won't believe that!'

‘No, because it's only a joke. Girls like boys who can tell jokes.'

He bit his top lip. ‘You're not lying, are you, Ulf?'

‘Okay, listen. If it turns out that you're not in with a chance with this particular Ristiinna this particular summer, there'll be other Ristiinnas and other summers. You're going to have loads of girls.'

‘Why?'

‘Why?' I looked him up and down. Was he small for his age? He was certainly bright for someone his size. Red hair and freckles might not be a winning combination with women, but fashions like that came and went. ‘If you ask me, you're Finnmark's answer to Mick Jagger.'

‘Huh?'

‘James Bond.'

He looked blankly at me.

‘Paul McCartney?' I tried. No reaction. ‘The Beatles.
She loves you, yeah, yeah, yeah.
'

‘You're not very good at singing, Ulf.'

‘True.' I opened the stove door, poked a damp cloth inside, then rubbed the moist ash on the shiny, worn sights of the rifle. ‘Why aren't you at summer camp?'

‘Dad's fishing for pollock, we've got to wait for him.'

There was something, a twitch at the corner of his mouth, something that didn't make sense. Something I decided not to ask about. I looked along the sights. With a bit of luck, now the sun wouldn't reflect off it and give away my location as I took aim at them when they came.

‘Let's go outside,' I said.

The wind had blown the midges away, and we sat in the sunshine. The buck moved further off when we came out. Knut had his knife with him, and sat there sharpening a stick.

‘Ulf?'

‘You don't have to say my name every time you want to ask something.'

‘Okay. But Ulf?'

‘Yes?'

‘Are you going to get drunk when I've gone?'

‘No,' I lied.

‘Good.'

‘Are you worried about me?'

‘I just think it's a bit stupid that you're going to end up—'

‘Burning in hell?'

He laughed. Then held the stick up as he tried to whistle through his teeth.

‘Ulf?'

I sighed wearily. ‘Yes?'

‘Have you robbed a bank?'

‘What on earth makes you think that?'

‘All the money you've got on you.'

I pulled out my cigarettes. Fumbled slightly with the packet. ‘Travelling's expensive,' I said. ‘And I haven't got a chequebook.'

‘And the pistol in your jacket pocket.'

I peered at him as I tried to light a cigarette, but the wind blew the flame out. So the boy had searched my jacket before he woke me in the church.

‘You have to be careful when you've got cash and no chequebook.'

‘Ulf?'

‘Yes.'

‘You're not very good at lying either.'

I laughed. ‘What's that stick going to be?'

‘A thole pin,' he said, and carried on whittling.

It was much more peaceful once the boy had gone. Obviously. But I wouldn't have minded if he'd stayed a bit longer. Because I had to admit that he had a certain entertainment value.

I sat and dozed. I screwed up my eyes and saw that the buck had come closer again. It must have got used to me. It looked so lonely. You'd think reindeer ought to be fat at this time of year, but this one was skinny. Skinny, grey, and with pointlessly large antlers that had probably got it some females in the past, but now looked as if they were mostly just in the way.

The buck was so close that I could hear it chewing. It raised its head and looked at me. Well, towards me. Reindeer have bad eyesight. They rely on their sense of smell. It could smell me.

I shut my eyes.

How long ago was it now? Two years? One? The guy I was supposed to fix was called Gustavo, and I struck at dawn. He lived alone in a small, forsaken wooden house squeezed in between the tenement blocks of Homansbyen. Some fresh snow had fallen, but it was supposed to get milder during the day, and I remember thinking that my footprints would melt away.

I rang the doorbell, and when he opened up I held the pistol to his forehead. He backed away and I followed him. I shut the door behind us. The house smelled of smoke and cooking fat. The Fisherman had told me he'd recently found out that Gustavo, who was one of his permanent street-dealers, had been stealing money and dope. My job was to shoot him, plain and simple. And if I had done so there and then, things would have been very different. But I made two mistakes: I looked at his face. And I let him talk.

‘Are you going to shoot me?'

‘Yes,' I said. Instead of firing. He had brown, puppy-dog eyes, and a wispy moustache that drooped sadly on either side of his mouth.

‘How much is the Fisherman paying you?'

‘Enough.' I squeezed the trigger. One of his eyeballs quivered. He yawned. I've heard that dogs yawn when they're nervous. But the trigger didn't work. Wrong, my finger didn't work. Fucking hell. In the hallway behind him I saw a shelf with a pair of mittens and a blue woollen hat on it.

‘Put the hat on,' I said.

‘What?'

‘The woolly hat. Pull it down over your face. Now. Otherwise . . .'

He did as I said. Became a soft, blue doll's head with no features. He still looked pathetic as he stood there with his little pot belly under his Esso T-shirt and his arms hanging limply by his sides. But I thought I could do this. As long as I didn't have to see their faces. I took aim at the hat.

‘We can share.' I saw his mouth move behind the wool.

I fired. I was sure I'd fired. But I couldn't have done, because I could still hear his voice:

‘If you let me go, you can have half the money and amphetamines. That's ninety thousand in cash alone. And the Fisherman will never find out, because I'll disappear for good. Go abroad, get myself a new identity. I swear.'

The brain is a strange and wonderful thing. While one part of my brain knew that this was an idiotic, lethal idea, another part was thinking hard about it. Ninety thousand. Plus the bonus of thirty thousand. And I wouldn't have to shoot the guy.

‘If you ever show up again, I'm finished,' I said.

‘We'd both be finished,' he said. ‘You can have the money belt into the bargain.'

Fuck.

‘The Fisherman's expecting a body.'

‘Say you had to get rid of it.'

‘Why would I have to do that?'

Silence under the hat. For two seconds. ‘Because it held incriminating evidence against you. You were expecting to shoot me straight through the head, but the bullet didn't come out again. That fits with the little pea-shooter you've got there. The bullet got stuck inside my head, and the bullet could link you to the murder because you used that pea-shooter in another shooting. So you had to stick my body in your car and dump it in Bunnefjorden.'

‘I haven't got a car.'

‘You took my car, then. We can leave it at Bunnefjorden. You've got a licence?'

I nodded. Then realised he couldn't see. And realised what a bad idea this was. I raised the pistol again. Too late, he'd pulled off the hat and was grinning at me. Animated eyes. A gold tooth glinted.

In hindsight it's easy to ask why I didn't just shoot Gustavo in the cellar
after
he'd given me the money and drugs that were buried in the coal bin. I could have just switched out the light and fired off a shot to the back of his head. Then the Fisherman would have had his body, I wouldn't just have half but
all
of the money, and I wouldn't have been left wondering when Gustavo was going to show up again. It should have been a simple calculation for a wonderful brain. And it was. The problem was that it was worth more to me not to have to put a bullet in his head. And I knew he was going to need half the money to get away and stay hidden. When it comes down to it, I'm just a pathetic, weak fool who deserves all the crap fate has thrown at me.

But Anna didn't deserve it.

Anna deserved better.

She deserved a chance to live.

A clicking sound.

I opened my eyes. The buck was running off.

Someone was coming.

I SAW HIM
through the binoculars.

He had a rolling gait, and he was so short and bow-legged that the heather brushed his crotch.

I lowered the rifle.

When he reached the cabin he pulled off his joker's hat and wiped away the sweat. Grinned.

‘An ice-cold
viidna
would be good right now.'

‘I'm afraid I haven't—'

‘Sámi aquavit. Distilled by the best. You've got two bottles.'

I shrugged my shoulders and we went inside. I opened one of the bottles. Poured clear, room-temperature liquid into the two cups.

‘Cheers,' Mattis said, raising one of them.

I said nothing, and merely gulped the poison down.

He quickly followed my example. Wiped his mouth. ‘Ah, that was good.' He held his cup out.

I filled it. ‘Did you follow Knut?'

‘I knew the
viidna
wasn't for his father, so I had to make sure the lad wasn't thinking of drinking it himself. You have to show a bit of responsibility.' He grinned, and a brown liquid dribbled down from behind his top lip and over his yellow front teeth. ‘So this is where you're staying.'

I nodded.

‘How's the hunting going?'

I shrugged. ‘Not many grouse about when it's been such a bad year for mice and lemmings.'

‘You've got a rifle. And there are plenty of wild reindeer in Finnmark.'

I took a gulp from the cup. It really did taste terrible, even if the first drink had numbed my tastebuds.

‘I've been thinking, Ulf. About what a man like you is doing in a little cabin in Kåsund. You're not hunting. You haven't come for peace and quiet, or you would have said so. So what is it?'

‘What do you think the weather's going to do?' I refilled his cup. ‘More wind? Less sun?'

‘Forgive me asking, but you're on the run from someone. The police? Or do you owe someone money?'

I yawned. ‘How did you know the drink wasn't for Knut's father?'

A frown appeared on his broad, low forehead. ‘Hugo?'

‘I could smell his workroom. He's not teetotal.'

‘You've been in his room? Did Lea let you inside the house?'

Lea. Her name was Lea.

‘You, an unbeliever? Now that—' He suddenly broke off, his face cracked into a smile, and he leaned forward with a laugh as he slapped me on my bad shoulder. ‘That's it! Women! You're one of those, a horny fucker. You've got a married man after you, haven't you?'

I rubbed my shoulder. ‘How did you know?'

Mattis pointed at his narrow, slanted eyes. ‘We Sámi are children of the earth, you know. You Norwegians follow the path of reason, whereas we're just foolish shamans who don't understand, but we
sense
things, we
see
.'

‘Lea just lent me this rifle,' I said. ‘Until her husband comes back from fishing.'

Mattis looked at me. His jaw was going up and down in a grinding semicircle. He took a tiny sip from the cup. ‘In that case you can keep hold of it for a good while.'

‘Oh?'

‘You were wondering how I knew the drink wasn't for Hugo. That's because he's not coming home from fishing.' Another little sip. ‘Word came through this morning that they'd found his life jacket.' He looked up at me. ‘Lea didn't mention it? No, I don't suppose she would have. The parish has been praying for Hugo for the past fortnight. They – the Læstadians – think that means he'll be saved, no matter how bad the weather has been out at sea. Anything else would be sacrilegious.'

I nodded. So that's what Knut had meant when he told me his mother was lying when she said he didn't have to worry about his father.

‘But now they're let off,' Mattis said. ‘Now they can say that God has sent them a sign.'

‘So the coastguards found his life jacket this morning?'