“I was. They claimed I’d fallen down some stairs. They told my mother I was dead. The Chevalier de Lorraine told me
I
was dead, that I was no more than a phantom and I would have to find my own way in the world.”
“He turned you out with nothing?”
“With a few baubles, actually. Things I could sell on the street, and I did. I made enough to earn a passage back to England and I went to my father’s estate. The servants, having heard of my death, were convinced I was a ghost. Rumours of my haunting the place persist until this day.” He laughed now, his mood growing lighter. “I took more things to sell so I could live, and I disappeared. I didn’t know what to do. I ended up on a merchant ship to Barbary, where I fell victim to slave traders.”
I gasped. “Slave traders?”
“My blond hair and pale skin made me a desirable item for any sheik’s private collection. Fortunately, a Persian doctor rescued me and brought me to live with his family.”
“Amazing.”
“Lucky. He knew a few things about my condition.” He stopped talking and stared out of the window, at the sky growing darker over the rolling waves.
His back to me, I risked getting close to him again, this time to comfort, not to seduce. I pressed myself to his back and gave a light squeeze, my hands cupping his shoulders.
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He spun around to face me. “He cured me. The Persian. Or so I thought. He made potions that he encouraged me to drink. I still don’t know what was in all of them, but I’ve tried to duplicate most of them from memory.” He laced fingers with mine. “I aged. I grew up. Cured. Or so I thought. And then ”–
“Then?”
“He died. He died and his secrets died with him. I realized
that without his medicines, my symptoms were coming back and
I moved on.”
“Where? Back to England?”
“I banged around the Barbary coast for years as a pirate.”
“Of the eye-patch-wearing, peg-leg, shiver-me-timbers variety?” I crossed my arms over my chest. I imagined him in tawny leather breeches, a billowy shirt opened to his navel. Maybe not such a stretch.
“A pirate. Of the bloodthirsty, treasure-pillaging variety.” He nodded, apparently not about to offer more proof than his word. “A damn good pirate too. They called me Goldbeard. I
was feared around the globe. All right, at least around that particular coastline. I set my sights on raiding all French ships that came into range. There was a price on my head for many years. I eventually got tired of the lifestyle and decided to try my hand as an explorer.”
“Of course. And what did you explore? Mayan ruins?
Perhaps you discovered the fountain of youth?”
He shrugged. “Who needed it? I explored the colonies. America. I settled with some displaced Huguenots along the coast of Maine.”
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I cocked a brow. “I suppose you also fought in the
Revolutionary War?”
He shook his head. “I’m not a fan of war. I was off on new
adventures by then. Adventures in botany, actually. Still looking for the right combination of herbs and roots to make the cure. It wasn’t until the sixties that I finally attended med. school.”
“The 1960s?” He nodded. I needed to make sure. “Wow. So
when in all that time did you come across Connor Black?”
His sharp intake of breath indicated his displeasure with the change of subject. No, I hadn’t forgotten Connor, though I could no longer hear him in my mind.
“We’ve crossed paths through the centuries.” He met my curious gaze, the amber of his eyes as intense as a gold-tinged flame. “We’re brothers of a fashion.”
“Brothers?” My hand flew to my neck. I knew he didn’t mean actual brothers. “The Chevalier de Lorraine? But Connor doesn’t support your cause?” An innocent question on the surface, but I had a feeling it went deeper between Luke and Connor. Way deeper.
“We’ll never be in agreement on the ethical responsibilities
of our condition. I’ve given up on Connor Black.”
“And he would rather not see you, either, I’m guessing. So
why were you there that night? Why track him down?”
“He’s spreading the infection. It goes against everything we
believe in here.”
A pain stabbed deep in my chest. “Where’s Connor now?”
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He reached out to stroke the hair back from my face, a tender gesture that felt all too protective. “You need rest. Your system still hasn’t adjusted.”
“I don’t want to sleep Luke. I want to know the truth.”
“You will , In time. But trust me on the sleep thing. I know
what you need.”
And suddenly, as if his voice registered a hypnotic
suggestion, I could hardly keep my eyes open.
“Sleep,” I echoed. “Yes, I need sleep.” And before I could blink, I felt myself sliding to the floor. The last thing I knew was the feel of Luke’s arms around me as he carried me to my bed.
I woke breathless, buried under the sea, paralysed by the weight of water pummelling, pummelling, even as the waves brought me closer to shore. I could see the light beyond white crests but couldn’t reach it, too far, so far away. I told myself not to breathe, that breathing would be death, but I couldn’t fight the urge. I sucked in, like breathing through a velvet curtain then swallowing said curtain whole. Too thick, it caught in my throat. Connor grabbed the end and pulled.
“Breathe, Miranda. You have to breathe.!”
I sat up choking and grasping at my throat. It was all a
dream. But Connor’s voice still lingered.
“I can’t breathe,” I whispered into the night air, taking great
gulps between words.
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Now find me
. Connor’s voice stayed with me.
Walk towards
the shore
.
Barefoot, still in my cotton nightdress, I walked to the sitting room and slipped out through the patio doors. The night was warm and still, no trace of a breeze. The moon hung low over the water. I headed towards it, wood patio slats giving way to soft sand. Waves caressed the shore with a sound as light as a lover’s touch. When I got closer to the water, I turned back to look at the house.
It was larger than I imagined, too big for one or two people. An enormous stone mansion that could have come straight out of a film version of
Pride and Prejudice
, Mr Darcy’s Pemberley. He’d said the lab, research facility and dorms were in another building, so why all the space? There was more to Luke, and this little island retreat, than he’d let on. Suddenly I wondered how he would react to know that I was awake and walking around. Had alarms gone off? Would he come looking for me? Or was I truly as free to come and go as he’d said I was? I had my doubts.
I forgot the waves and the beauty of the night and returned to the house. My little suite of rooms didn’t show through the trees, but there were lights on in what looked to be the main part of the house, an enormous central room lined with windows looking out to the sea. The room took a clearer shape as I approached. It was a library, rows of books lining shelves around the room, tables and chairs in the centre. I saw Luke on a ladder, his back to me.
As I neared a row of stone steps, something beckoned off to the side, and a voice in my head said:
Stay low
. Low? I crouched, an instant reaction, and ducked around the wall. A light in another window caught my gaze. I headed for it and found that it was open. I shimmied across the window sill carefully, the coolness of the stone against my thinly clad
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bottom reminding me I probably should have dressed before heading out for an adventure. My feet touched down on smooth tile in a room with steel tables, glass tubes, vials, burners and sinks. It looked to be some sort of lab, probably where Luke did some of his more private research. I walked out of a side door and into a dark corridor.
Find me
. Connor’s voice became
louder, as if perhaps I’d got close. I opened a door, some sort of bedroom with an antique canopied bed at the centre. Heavy velvet linens draped a matching wine-coloured duvet. No sign of Connor, but there were pictures everywhere.
A painting of a lovely woman in a 1970’s -style gown, pink chiffon, graced the wall opposite the bed. There were photos of the same woman under the painting in various poses and outfits, different days, celebrating different black-and-white moments in her life: having a picnic, walking on the beach, holding a baby and standing under an arch of flowers at what had to be a wedding. She looked a decade older than Luke, who stood beaming at her side, so handsome in black tie.
She looked familiar somehow, but it took me several stilted heartbeats to figure out why. She could have been me. We looked a lot alike. Had this been her room? What about the baby?
Find me
. My attention flew to the door opposite the bed. Connor.
I opened the door. No sign of Connor, but I knew the baby had been a girl, and this had been her room, next to her mother’s. It must have been a lovely child’s room, all pink and lace, but it hadn’t translated well to a young woman’s private domain. A do-not-disturb sign hung from the knob, heavy-metal posters on the back of the door of Van Halen, The Who, AC/DC. Maybe some of them were vampires. Who knew? The fact that Connor didn’t believe in Luke’s mission meant that
there were probably plenty of vampires out there, feeding
among the masses, spreading their disease.
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“Our blessing,” he said, muffles but distinctly out loud.
I looked around. “Where are you?”
“Open the closet. I’m locked in. It opens from the outside.”
I opened it quickly. Connor squinted into the night. “Thank God, you finally found me. It’s like a coffin in here. I can hardly move. Lend a hand.”
I helped him climb out of the empty, rectangular darkness. Much like a coffin, I agreed. Only he’d been left standing up. “Poor thing. Can you walk?”
He stretched, squatted down on his haunches and stood back up again. He wore the Stones T-shirt and the same jeans I’d been ready to slide off him on that fateful night in my apartment. The night we’d both been taken. Taken, I realized at last. No one had asked my permission.
“I can walk.” He took my hand. “Come on. We have to
move fast. I know where we can find a boat.”
“A boat? You think we should just leave?”
He turned to me, such a look in his eyes. “I haven’t exactly been kept in luxury accommodation. I have a house in the Keys. We could make it by daylight if the weather cooperates.”
“Daylight,” I echoed following after him to the next room. I tugged him back. “Why don’t we go out a window? We’re on the ground floor.”
He gestured to the windows. Barred. Apparently, Connor wasn’t the only one to be held against his will. “Oh. God. Why?”
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“Later. Come on.” He led me back to the lab where I’d
come in. He helped me through the window first, then followed
me out. “Down the beach. There’s a boathouse.”
He moved faster than I could have imagined, as if he had wings on his feet. What should have been more surprising was that I’d kept pace with him without losing my breath. But I pulled back as we neared the boathouse, a small storage area with a dock at the end of the sand.
“No. He’s there.”
“Luke?” Connor looked at me with concern. “How do you
know?”
“I can feel him.”
“Like you can feel me?” He seemed to be hurt, as if he hadn’t even considered the possibility. I hadn’t realized it myself until now.
“The same way.”
He dropped my hand as if scorched. Luke appeared in the
doorway.
“I thought you were going to stay?” He ignored Connor in
favour of questioning me.
“I thought I was free to make up my own mind.” I could imagine how he must have looked as Goldbeard, terror of the sea. The firm line of his jaw and the fire in his eyes made me afraid I’d be forced to walk the plank, and then glad of it. Better to face the sharks than to have a go with an angry Goldbeard.
“You are free. I’m asking, not demanding. Please stay.”
“What about Connor?”
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Connor laughed. “He’s not about to challenge me now that I’m not locked up. I’m taking a boat and I’m going. Are you staying or coming with me?”
I looked at Luke. Was it true? He wouldn’t challenge Connor? Fight him? Force him to stay? The men looked at each other as if they would gleefully go at it to the death. Perhaps they had, and more than once. Perhaps that’s why neither one of them made a move now. “I’m not sure.”
“Christ,” Connor swore and looked at the heavens. “Miranda, look at me. You know we belong together.” Something in his gaze made me certain he was right. But something about Luke made me wonder if I should stay. I felt suddenly torn, oddly connected to both men,