Josalyn Sloan prided herself on her stoic control. Her escort shook his head, but gave no indication that he thought her question was anything but professional curiosity. After all, why would he? As far as anyone knew, this was just one more case, one more judgement to confirm, one more execution to carry out.
She’d originally thought the assignment was someone’s poor idea of a joke. But, no, the request for her services had come straight from the prisoner himself. Standing at parade rest, she kept her hands firmly clasped behind her back. It was imperative that she maintain a calm façade when she walked into the interrogation room to face the most powerful vampire of his generation – Rafferty O’Day, her former friend and almost lover.
The door on the far side of the room opened as a uniformed guard stepped through and motioned her forwards. “The prisoner is ready for you, Chancellor. Please leave any weapons out here.”
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Josalyn curled her lip in disdain. “You dare tell me how to do my job? Did you think I would stake him this quickly? Where’s the fun in that?”
Shoving her way past the startled guard, she held up her scanner. The dials immediately lit up and shrieked, setting off an
ear-piercing alarm.
She spun back towards the guard. “Turn off whatever monitors you have running in there. If they come on again while I’m interviewing the prisoner, I will report the infraction to my superiors. I’m sure they will be only too glad to let me express my displeasure any way I choose.” Stepping closer to the guard, she used her superior height to her advantage and glared down into his frightened eyes. “The prisoner may be as guilty as hell, but he’s not without his rights unless I say so. Interfere with my investigation again and there will be a price paid in blood. Your blood. I’m sure the prisoner would like something fresher than that bagged stuff you’ve been feeding him.”
This time she included her escort in her promise. “And if he walks because of a miscarriage of justice, you two will be sitting in that cell.”
Then she smiled, showing her own fangs to emphasize her point, reminding the two human males that while she was not actually a vampire herself, she certainly wasn’t human either. Like all Chancellors, she was something between the two other species, and stronger than she looked.
The guard punched a code into the keypad by the door. Evidently he forgot that along with her superior strength, she could also hear far better than he allowed for. His mumbled, “pushy bitch!” came through loud and clear, despite the continued shrieking of her scanner.
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She leaned in close again, dropping her voice to an angry whisper. “Oh, sweetie, you have no idea how pushy I can be. Better hope you never find out.” Then she walked through the door and slammed it behind her.
She took one last deep breath to ease the knot of nerves in her chest. Nothing was going to make this any easier, so she pushed the door open. She kept her eyes firmly on the door itself, not wanting to face Rafferty one second before she had to. Reminding herself that she was no coward and delaying any further wouldn’t help, she entered the holding cell.
After checking her scanner one last time, she stepped towards the table. Rafferty didn’t look up, giving her eyes a few precious seconds to drink their fill. His hair was shaggier than she remembered, and the usual shine of his unique blend of chestnut and blonde was missing. Obviously, the North American Coalition didn’t waste money on prisoner hygiene.
But she wasn’t here to judge Rafferty’s appearance, only his
guilt or innocence. Once she was convinced he’d been fairly tried and convicted, then she would decide how he would die. Some of her kindred loved to draw out the process, soaking up the fear and pain to savour long after their prisoner had breathed his last. She didn’t approve of either their attitudes or their techniques.
She was paid to execute, not torture, and then only after she completed her own investigation. If she disagreed with the court’s findings, she could overturn their decision. It was the only thing that made her job bearable.
Rafferty stirred, the chains that bound him to his chair rattling slightly as he straightened up and at long last met her gaze.
“Josalyn.”
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“Rafferty,” She sat down across from him and pulled out
her notes on the case.
“I apologize for not standing.”
His smile looked a bit strained as he tugged on his chains with no real show of strength. His wrists were already raw and bloody from previous attempts. She considered ordering the restraints removed. The Rafferty she had worked with wouldn’t hurt her, but judging by the fury burning in those ice-blue eyes, maybe he’d changed. His face was thinner, too, as if all the charm and easy smiles had been burned away.
She leaned back in her chair and crossed her legs at the ankles. “I’ve reviewed your case. Anything you want to tell me?”
He shrugged. If I said I was innocent, would you believe
me?”
She’d wanted to, but the evidence had been pretty damning. “I’ll listen to your version of the facts. It’s as much as I can promise.”
“Then I won’t waste my breath, Joss. Send me back to my
cell. I’m missing my evening nap.”
She ignored his use of his pet name for her. “If you didn’t want to talk to me, why request my services? A hundred other Chancellors would’ve jumped at the chance to handle your case.”
Josalyn sat in stony silence while she waited fro him to respond. The truth was he’d been offered a list of Chancellors to choose from, but hers was the only name he’d considered. If he were to die the final time, ending his long life, he wanted her face to be the last thing he saw.
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She’d hate knowing that, especially when it was too late for either of them to do anything about it. Rather than tell her the simple truth, he settled for the easy lie.
“I knew you’d at least try to make it painless for me.”
Josalyn slammed the file down on the table as she leaned forwards to glare at him. “This is no game, Rafferty, I may not always like my job, but I am damn good at it. Painless or not, you’ll still be dead.”
He hoped not. He really did, but it was too early to predict how this was going to play out. His gut feeling was that his chances for survival had improved dramatically when Josalyn had sauntered through the door.
“Talk to me Rafferty.” Her voice dropped to a whisper. “I
don’t want . . .”
When she didn’t go on, he prodded her a bit “. . . to be the one to shove a stake through my heart? Or to think me capable of murder? We both know I’m only here because the dead guy was human and not vampire.” He was baiting her and they both knew it.
“Stop it, Rafferty. You know as well as I do that I’m not paid to make moral judgements. My job as Chancellor is to review the testimony, verify the facts and then decide whether you received a fair trial.”
“All right, fine. Where do you want me to start?”
“At the beginning works for me.” She sounded as tired as he
felt.
Where it really all started for him might not be what she had
in mind, but it was his story.
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“Remember the first time you sat down across a table from me?” He didn’t wait for her answer. “Well, I do. You were nervous. It was your first negotiation as an Arbitrator facing a room full of angry humans and vampires. I don’t even remember what we were feuding over.”
Josalyn shook her head in disgust. “The humans said your younglings were preying on theirs. The truth was that the humans ventured into vamp territory on a dare and some paid the price.”
Rafferty fought the urge to smile. The meeting had been as memorable for her as it had been for him. “As I said, the details
escape me, but the image of you is sharp and clear. Despite being outnumbered, you took charge and didn’t stop until both sides conceded defeat.” She’d been so vibrant, so beautiful, but she wouldn’t want to hear that from him. Not yet.
“This stroll through the past is entertaining, but it’s not
getting us anywhere.”
OK, so maybe he would tell her. “That meeting changed everything. I’d never met anyone quite like you. Before that, I hated mandatory time on the Coalition Council: being shut up for days and days with the stench of humans, arguing over the stupidest details. The day you came in as the new Arbitrator was the real beginning of this mess.”
Josalyn surged to her feet, her eyes blazing. “So the fact that you’ve been convicted of murder is now my fault? That ’s your defence?”
“No, but meeting you was the catalyst.” He waited for her to sink back down into her seat. “I was the chief negotiator that first time only because they forced me. After that, I volunteered as often as I could without raising suspicions, but I wasn’t
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cautious enough. My interest in you must have become too
obvious.”
Josalyn was always quick to understand the subtext of any
conversation. “So, that’s why your mate-to-be hated me.”
“Yeah, well, Petra hated me more.” She hated him enough
to arrange to have him executed, at least.
“Did she have reason to?”
He answered her real question. “I have to feed, Joss, even when she’s not around. That’s part of what we are and has no significance other than simple sustenance. Besides, Petra chose
me because of my status, not out of any emotional attachment. When she grew increasingly unhappy about my prolonged absences on Coalition business, I happily offered to end our connection. After all, there are others among our kind who would meet her requirements in a mate just as well. She didn’t hesitate to accept my offer.”
Josalyn arched an eyebrow, clearly questioning the truth of
that statement.
“What are you thinking, Joss?”
“I think you badly underestimated Petra’s feelings for you. If she hates you enough to destroy you, she must have loved you.”
Rafferty had considered that option and rejected it. “I doubt Petra is capable of loving anyone other than herself. No, I think she figured out that the real reason I set her free was to be with you. If I had formed an alliance with another female of our kind, she would’ve accepted my decision. After all, she’d dissolved a previous connection of her own to pursue one with me. I’m
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convinced she viewed my interest in you as an insult to her
standing among our kind.”
He leaned back in his chair and waited for the explosion. It
wasn’t long in coming.
“Rafferty, we never crossed the line, no matter what she thought. Not once. Not ever.” Josalyn lurched to her feet to pace the short distance across the room and back.
“That’s not quite true Joss.”
She froze mid-step and slowly turned to face him. “You
mean the night you fed from me.”
The heat in his gaze reminded her of the truth, not that she’d really forgotten. Her hand itched to touch the twin scars he’d left, but she managed to control the urge. He knew where they were, even if no one else did. How could they? The small marks weren’t where anyone could see them except during a medical
exam.
Her mind shifted back to that night. The vampires had been feuding amongst themselves, with allegiances changing from day to day, even hour to hour. As Rafferty had reminded her, feeding from each other was normal, even expected. But vampire politics were complicated, and someone in Rafferty’s position had to be careful whom he picked even as a temporary partner. Rather than risk his neutrality, he’d gone too long between feedings.
From the beginning, they had often taken long walks together, keeping to the public pathways. On much rarer occasions, Rafferty had walked her home after the night-long meetings, but always stopping at the end of the street to maintain the illusion their friendship was casual at best.
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But that one night, it all changed. He’d been on the verge of collapse after the meeting. Her home was the closest, so she’d dragged him there and offered him her wrist or her neck. He’d refused because the evidence would be impossible to hide. With dawn but a short time away, she’d offered him another, much more intimate choice. She could still feel the sweet brush of his
lips on her skin as he’d slowly lowered his mouth to the pulse point at the top of her thigh. One touch was all it had taken to have her craving his body on hers, in hers. They’d been strong enough to resist the overwhelming temptation, a fact she’d regretted more with each passing day.
“You were dying.”
“That was only an excuse, however true.” He started to stand up, obviously forgetting the chains. “I was out of my mind with the need to simply touch you. I’d already decided to break off my betrothal.”
“You never told me that.” Not that it would have mattered. She’d resigned her position, knowing she could no longer be neutral in any dispute that involved Rafferty.
“Damn it Joss, you didn’t give me the chance. My time on the Council was almost over. Once it ended, we could have had a future together. But if what I had planned had gotten out, it would’ve jeopardized the Council’s work for that entire session. Even if I’d been willing to risk it, you wouldn’t have.”