MC: LaPonte-Karr: Book Three (12 page)

Two weeks

Rich

Fuck she’s killing me with kisses.  She started touching us all the fuckin time.  Standing at the counter she leans her whole fuckin body against me and pulls me down for a kiss.  Putting my tongue in her mouth has my dick begging me for relief.  I can’t step back so I turn her and sit her on the counter.  Fuck.

“Fuck I like seeing that.”  Patches says.  She fuckin moans in my mouth.  Fuckin Hell!  I have to step back.  Thank Fuck she’s too dazed to see how fuckin hard I am.  I give her a peck on the lips and run up the stairs.  Patches can kiss her.  I need a fuckin cold shower.  Again!

My dad wants to talk to me and Patches this morning.  Kate is taking Tess to the grocery store.  I need to hurry so we’re not late.

Walking into my dad’s is like walking into a circus some days.  This is one of those days.  I laugh seeing Ben standing at the stove in pajama pants and t shirt with a spatula in his hand.  He’s just watching the kids running after Ally.  I catch her and everyone stops.  Putting her on my shoulders I ask them why they’re chasing her.  Jessie signs ‘she’s the Outlaw.  She stole our strong we’re on a mission to get it back.’  I look up at Ally.  She’s got the biggest fuckin smile on.  I laugh   “Why are you the Outlaw?  I would think you’d be the good guy?”

She laughs.  “I’m the only one strong enough to be the Outlaw.”  Jessie says as she signs.

“Ain’t that the fuckin truth?”  Their hands go out.  Fuck!  Patches laughs and give them a buck.  I put her down and they’re running again.  Ben is laughing his ass off.  The kids run in the living room.  “How the fuck do you get out of paying?”

He smiles at me. “Me and your father give them a flat rate hundred bucks a month.  They’ve learned it can get them more than what we use.  Darren has a flat rate for Tiny too but his is two hundred.”

Me and Patches crack up.  “Wonder what ours will be?”  I look at Patches.

“No fuckin way I’m getting lumped into your flat rate.  I don’t swear in front of them much.  You and Tiny have no discipline when it comes to your language.”  Patches laughs me.

My dad comes in with the kids and Kate.  Everyone is calm.  Holy shit he’s good.  We kiss Kate’s cheek and tell her Tess is ready.  She’s picking her up.  Once everyone is packed in the truck I shake my head.  Grocery shopping with all the kids is going to be a fuckin nightmare.

We sit at the table and Ben brings us coffee.  This is new.  I’m more comfortable with him being here.  “You wanted to talk to us?”

“Yeah we did.  Kate is concerned about Tess.”  Ben says.

My father nods.  “She’s been asking her questions about sex.  She’s never had the feelings she’s going through and asks Kate for advice.”  Fuck, I do not like Kate knowing this shit.  Patches looks at me and I know he’s thinking the same thing.

“What you’re thinking isn’t it.  She has no experience with love. She never had boyfriend or normal sex.  She was taken as a virgin.  The only thing she knows is that it hurts and there is no connection between sex and love.  She’s nervous that once you have sex she won’t feel the same because it will mess up your relationship.”

“Fuckin Outlaws.”  Patches growls what’s going through my head.

“The concern Kate has is she’ll get caught up in the moment and not be ready when she does have sex.  She knows you’d never hurt her but if Tess says she’s ready Kate wants you to know she’s not.  The girl has never had an orgasm, never masturbated.  She was brought up so sheltered she wasn’t allowed to talk about anything sexual.  She asked Kate a ton of questions because she saw something on tv.”  Ben says but I don’t want to hear this from them.  I don’t want them to know this shit.  I need to know it though.

I run my hands down my face. “Fuck.”

My dad blows out a breath. “Think about when you were a teenager.  The stuff you did when you were first exploring sex and girls.  She needs to learn from that point.  Like she’s a virgin and you’re her first.  It doesn’t have to be hard, start at the beginning teach her what she lost so when she says she’s ready, she really will be ready.”

“As much as I don’t want to be having this conversation you’re right.  Is there anything else we need to know?”  I reluctantly ask.

“This is what makes you a good leader Rich.  No matter what it is you always ask if there’s more information that will help you carry out a job, make a decision or correct a situation.”  Ben says with a smile.  Fuck it feels good to get the compliment but I still don’t want to have this conversation.  I throw him chin.

“There’s nothing else that Kate has told us.  You’re old enough and smart enough to figure out what you need to do.  Your love for her gives her the protection she needs.  Kate just wanted you to know there’s an area you may not be seeing that is in need.”  My dad says chasing his words with a drink of coffee.

“Kate was right.  We’ve been waiting for Tess to tell us she’s ready.  Without the insight we could have made a complicated situation disastrous.”  Patches tells them.  Fuck I don’t think we would have been disastrous but it could have set us back.  He looks at me.  “I think we need a new list.”  I fuckin laugh with my dad and Ben.  Patches fuckin lists.

I stand up.  “Thanks Dad, Ben.  I find I’m not sure what to call you.  Calling you Pres when you’re in pajamas is awkward.”  I say looking at him.  They fuckin laugh.

“How about Pres at the Club and work?  Ben works for the rest.”  I throw chin.

“Come on Patches we got a new fuckin list to make.”  He follows me laughing.

Patches

“We should just tell her.  It would make it easier on all of us.”

He rubs his hands down his face.  “I don’t have a problem telling her but I don’t think we should give her the list.  We should follow it but let this happen more naturally.  If she thinks we’re following a list it will take away from the experiences.”

“Yeah, it shouldn’t be like checking it off to get to the next aisle in the store.  This is going to fuckin kill us.  My hand didn’t see this much action when I was a teenager.”  I look back at the list.  Fuck I’m never going to make it.  “How long do you think it will take?”

“However fuckin long she needs it to take.  We can’t put a time on it without knowing how she’s going to react to each thing on the list.  I want to do this right.  If we go too fast now it won’t be good later.  I want what my father and Ben have.  I want it to be as good when we’re older as it will be now.”  He looks so passionate I wonder if he realizes what he just said.

“Ok Brother.  Slow and steady wins the race it is.”  Fuck.  “We can talk to her today.”

“Yeah and hope to fuck she doesn’t share with Kate.”  He looks disgusted I can’t’ help but laugh.

“She never really had a mom that accepted her.  I can see where she sees Kate as that woman.  She’s a mom figure and she likes her.”

“She’s our fuckin mom figure too Patches.  It’s fucked up.”

“Yeah it is, but it’s kind of funny too.” I tell him smiling.

“You’re fucked up.”

Tess

Rich made me a daiquiri while we wait for the food on the grill.  "I like this one."  I tell him before sucking on the straw for more."

They laugh. Rich tells me the rules for drinking.  "Always have something in your stomach, drink water in between drinks, don't drink too fast and don't drink anything from a cup that someone else gives you."

"Don't leave your drink unattended.  Ever!"

"I can do that.  I'll remember."  They laugh when I suck some more.  "I guess this would be too fast?"

Rich nods.  "We have more mix and all night.  If you drink it too fast it will put you to sleep and you'll be sick tomorrow."  I drink from the water in front of me.  I hate puking.  He smiles at me.

Patches brings the chicken to the table.  While we make our plates I tell them about the kids at the store.  "They're so good and help everyone.  Like little worker bees, every time I turned they were doing something for someone.  I was really proud to be with them."

"They are awesome kids.  They fit together like no other family I've ever seen."  Patches says.

Rich clears his throat.  "We wanted to talk to you about whether or not you're ready to move forward with our relationship.  If you're ready for more?"

Oh no!  I've been talking to Kate about this.  I know they need more, I love them but I'm afraid.  I can’t say I like what they want to do to me but I want to give them what makes them happy.

Patches takes my hand.  "We know this is scary.  We're not going to do anything that would hurt you or you're not ready for.  We need you to trust us.  Trust that we will always protect you and never put you in a situation that would hurt you."  I look at him thinking.

"Tess what are you feeling right now?"  Rich asks.

"Scared."  I look at him.  "I'm scared that you'll take away what we have."  He nods.

"I can see how you'd feel that way.  You went from having no sexual experience to being a slave. We're not trying to make you a slave for us.  We want a life with you, babies, holidays, vacations, family.  None of those things come close to slave.  Without experience you wouldn't know that.  Trust that we have your best interest at heart.  This is one of those leaps of faith that we talked about."  He's so direct; they haven't ever lied to me.

"Ok."

"Is that 'ok' this is what Rich and Patches wants or 'ok' I'm ready for more?"  Patches asks.

"It's ok I'm ready for more.  You've never lied to me so I need to take that leap.  You're doing it for me.  It's time for me to give that back."  They both smile.

They're talking while I eat.  I'm wondering what's going to happen.  My body is completely healed.  Kate says when you're in love you don't have sex.  You make love and it's a beautiful experience.  I wonder what that is like.

Rich stands up and clears our plates.  Patches has the platter and bowl. They both bend and kiss my cheek.  "Time to get out of that head of yours pretty Tess."  Rich tells me.  I smile.  They know me so well, I wonder if they can hear me thinking.

We get everything cleaned up and sit on the couch.  I wonder why we're not going in the bedroom.  "Aren't we going to bed?"

Rich looks at me, "Nope.  The first things you do when you're learning about physical relationships are kiss and touch.  We don't get bed until you've learned how you end up in bed.  That's not even close to tonight."  Patches nods.

"You're really going to teach me?"  I can't help the wonder in my voice and tears in my eyes.

"We plan on marrying you; we can't have our wife not getting pleasure when we do.  That's not a marriage that's a slave babe.  We don't want a slave.  You've already mastered kissing.  The next thing is touching.  You learn how to touch us and we learn how to touch you.  The point is pleasure for both of us."  Patches leads me to Rich.

I sit on his lap and he turns me sideways.  "You'll feel me getting hard.  Fuck all you have to do is look at me and I'm hard.  It's a normal reaction for a guy.  It doesn't mean we're going to bed.  We need to go through the process with you so we can please you later.  Right now is for your pleasure.  Yeah?"

I don't know what to say.  They're doing this for me to have pleasure.  "No one has ever done anything like this to me before."  They both smile like they won the lottery.

"That makes it even better."  Patches says.  He's kneeling on the floor in front of Rich's legs.

"I'm excited."  I tell them.  Rich turns my head toward him.  "We're going to kiss you and touch your body as we do.  Nothing else will happen here tonight.  You tell us if you're uncomfortable and want to stop.  Yeah?"

"Yeah."  He kisses me so gentle sliding his tongue in my mouth.  Patches is rubbing my back and leg.

I lean into Rich trying to push my boobs into him, they feel funny and I like when they touch him as we kiss.  He moves his mouth away.  I pout.  He smiles.  "You're pushing your tits into me.  Do you like the way it feels when you do that?"

"Oh yes.  They feel funny when we kiss.  It always feels better when I push them against you."  Patches groans.

Rich laughs.  "It feels good to us too but we'll make it better for you.  You have to trust us ok?"  I nod and lean into him again.  Patches moves his hands around my waist and onto my boobs.  Holy cow!  Rich's mouth is making fireworks happen in me.  Patches hands are making them explode.  I can't help moaning.  I feel him hard under me.  He likes it too.  He moves his mouth away.  We're breathing heavy.  Patches doesn't stop and I moan.  "Does that feel good babe?"  He asks as he kisses my neck.

Holy Cow!  "Yes!  Please don't ever stop doing that."  Patches is circling and squeezing my boobs when he gets to the nipples he give them little twists.  My whole body is tingling.

"Tess we need to stop or you’re going to come."  Rich says.  Patches moans again.

"Please don't stop."  I'm breathing like I'm running a race.

"I'm going to put my hand between your legs.   It will feel good.  You’re not going to get hurt here ok?"

"Please!"

Rich

Holy fuck we screwed this up.  I put my hand I between her legs and she pushes against me making me fuckin moan.  My dick is ready to explode.  "Tell me when to stop babe."