When she was sure that she wouldn’t burst into tears or storm out there and tell him
off, she dried off and walked back into her room.
The bedroom door was still closed the way she’d left it. She listened but didn’t hear
anything coming from the other side of the door. She figured that Grady must have just
gone to bed since she’d have heard the television if he had it on. She walked to the
scene of the crime and yanked down her comforter. She climbed naked into her bed and
reached for the light switch over her head on the wall. The room went totally dark.
Mika couldn’t sleep. Why was Grady acting the way he was? Would it kill him to
sleep with her and to share her bed? He had no qualms about burying his face between
her thighs or burying his cock to the hilt inside her. That was damn personal. Sleeping
in a bed with her obviously wasn’t a line he wanted to cross. She decided he was a total
jerk and a major asshole.
Gritting her teeth, she flipped over onto her stomach and sighed, knowing she
should be tired. It was almost eleven-thirty at night and she’d gotten up at eight. At
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home she usually went to bed at ten. She sighed again and flipped back over. Maybe
some more sexual release would put her out. She stuck her finger in her mouth, wet her
index finger, and spread her thighs. She closed her eyes and put an image of Grady in
her mind. It turned her on remembering he had one hell of a body, picturing him naked
as she rubbed her clit.
She softly moaned at the thought of what Grady’s mouth could do to her and
spread her knees wider. She drew circles around her clit, imagining it was his tongue.
She tilted her head back and bit her lip. It didn’t take her long to get to the point where
she was ready to come. She tensed and softly cried out as pleasure tore through her. She
sighed and shut her legs, withdrawing her hand from under the covers as her body
relaxed and she tried to calm her pounding heart.
Her bedroom door came crashing open, loudly slamming into the wall, and Mika
lunged for the light switch. She heard a growl and then her bed dipped. She flipped the
light on right as the covers were torn from her body. She stared in shock at a naked and
very aroused Grady glaring at her. He was on his knees on her bed by her knees. She
couldn’t miss the hard-on that was pointing right at her.
“If you really wanted me to share your bed all you had to do was say so,” he
ground out harshly. His hand gripped her leg, yanked her flat on her back and shoved
her thighs apart before he came down on her. “Don’t ever torment me again. I could
hear every breath, every moan, and every other sound you made while you touched
yourself.”
Mika cried out in sudden pleasure as Grady entered her. He gripped her arms,
jerking them above her head, and used his elbows to support his upper body weight, to
keep from crushing her. His hold was tight but not painful on her wrists. He started to
move in her in deep, long strokes. Mika wrapped her thighs around his hips and curled
her legs over the back of his ass.
Intense pleasure hit her while Grady fucked her hard and fast. He drove in and out
of her. She wound her arms around his neck and clung to him as their bodies moved
together when he released her wrists. He tensed and she felt him jerk on her. He
groaned and came. She noticed that he kept his face turned to the side, his teeth far
from her skin.
Disappointment hit Mika. Grady cursed softly and then was rolling them over. His
large, strong hands gripped her. He moved her so she was straddling his lap sitting up
on top of him. He was still hard inside her. He released her and lifted her with his hips,
driving into her. One of his hands gripped her hip to steady her while his other hand
reached between them to rub against her clit while he bucked her on his hips. In less
than a minute Mika came hard.
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Chapter Six
Mika woke up alone. The bedroom door was open, allowing the smell of coffee to
lure her into crawling out of bed. She winced a little as sore muscles protested. She was
a little tender between her thighs in that day-after-too-much-sex way.
Grady had growled the night before as she sprawled on his chest, panting after he’d
made her come. Mika had just lain there, letting the aftermath turn her into jelly. She
had breathed in that wonderful scent Grady’s skin put off and listened to his heartbeat
pounding in her ear. He was damn warm, large, and comfortable to lie on. Mika had
drifted to sleep on top of him the night before.
She studied her bed as she climbed out of it. Had Grady spent the entire night with
her? He’s accused her of tormenting him.
What the hell was that about
? She sighed and
stumbled to the bathroom. Her mind gave her simple instructions—
use the bathroom,
brush your teeth, take a fast shower
. Zombielike, she stumbled through her morning habits.
Ten minutes later when Mika walked out of her room, still damp and wearing a
robe, Grady was in the kitchen. His hair was wet and she knew he’d showered too. He
was leaning against the counter holding a coffee mug in one hand and a cell phone held
to his ear with his other. His dark gaze fixed on her but no emotion showed on his face.
“I’m going to have to put that off.” His voice was soft as he spoke, looking away
from her. “I’m sorry. I know we had plans.” He pushed away from the counter and
walked around Mika. He was careful to not touch her as he moved into the living room.
“I got assigned pack duty and I can’t take off for a weekend.”
Mika walked to the coffeepot and poured some into a mug. She cocked her head,
straining to hear anything but it was silent, as though Grady were listening to someone.
She couldn’t see him since he’d moved out of the room. She hesitated and then tiptoed
over to the wall and pressed her ear against it.
“I know it’s mating season and I know we had planned on spending the weekend
together, Megan. I just can’t get out of this because its pack related. You know how that
goes. Your job with your pack is important to you and so is mine as an enforcer. I was
looking forward to a few days of no-holds-barred animal sex with you myself. We’ll do
this in a few weeks when our schedules clear up again.”
Mika hated the raw pain that sliced through her as she realized he was on the
phone with a woman. That no-holds-barred-animal-sex comment had hit her as the
verbal slap that it was. She reeled away and walked back to the sink to stare out the
kitchen window. Tears filled her eyes, blinding her, and she hated them. It hurt that
Grady was talking to another woman, obviously a werewolf bitch, and possibly the one
he’d mate with when he wanted to settle down. He said they’d meet up in a few weeks
so he was definitely planning on fucking that bitch.
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She closed her eyes, frantically fighting more tears, and just stood there trying to get
hold of her emotions. The real problem was that she was having them. She was falling
for Grady as fast as if a ton of cement hung around her neck and he was never going to
fall too. He’d slept in her bed but he was talking on the phone to another woman,
making plans to meet up with her in the near future. She admitted it hurt and she was
jealous.
“Morning,” Grady said from behind her.
She kept her eyes closed, refusing to acknowledge him as she took deep breaths
until she knew she had the urge to cry under control. She opened her eyes, sipped her
coffee and stared out the window to avoid looking at him. She needed to get a leash on
her temper that was rising fast because anger was how she handled the raw pain of
knowing he wanted to be with another woman instead of her.
Mika wanted to be honest with herself. He was only with her because he’d been
ordered to protect her. He’d been forced to live with her and if he hadn’t marked her,
he’d probably still be refusing to touch her.
Life sucks
, she determined.
“Mika? I said ‘morning’.”
She didn’t turn to face him. “I heard you.”
He was silent but she could sense him watching her. “Are you all right? Did I hurt
you?”
He had no damn idea how much. She remained silent. She didn’t turn but she just
knew he was slowly drawing closer. She felt him directly behind her though he didn’t
touch her.
“Mika? I know I hurt you. Do you need a doctor? Was I too rough with you?”
“It must be hell for you.” She kept her voice soft.
Long seconds passed in a room too quiet. “What must be hell?”
She slowly turned then and set her coffee cup on the counter next to her so she
wasn’t tempted to chuck it at his head. She forced herself to look up at Grady. Only a
foot separated them. “Having to be with me instead of who you want to be with. I’m
really sorry that I ruined your plans for the weekend and I’m really damn sorry that
you have to put up with me for the next two weeks. Duty must a hellish thing for you
right now. Excuse me. I’m in need of some space so I’ll be in my room alone.”
Grady’s face paled slightly. She inched sideways, and walked quickly away from
him. She didn’t want to be in the same room with him. She heard him softly curse as
she left the kitchen but she didn’t look back. She walked to her bedroom and closed the
door.
It was insane to fall for someone too fast. She must have lost her damn mind. He’d
saved her twice, given her mind-blowing sex repeatedly, and he certainly was too damn
attractive to ignore. She walked to her dresser. She needed to be away from him to clear
her head, even if it was just to hide away in her bedroom.
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She put on jeans, a T-shirt, and running shoes. She studied her reflection as she
brushed out her damp hair and pulled it into a ponytail. She was going to get hurt even
worse by the time this was over. Spending one night with the guy was already affecting
her to the point that she’d had to fight bawling like a baby in the kitchen. What would
happen when it was time to go? After getting used to touching and having Grady
around, it would be hell when it ended. She shook her head sadly. It would be really
damn stupid to set herself up for that kind of pain. She wasn’t psychic but she knew
she’d fall harder for the guy.
He wanted a werewolf mate. Hell, what could she offer him anyway? Her life was
in Orange County. She’d have to give up her shitty apartment and have to quit the job
she couldn’t even stand. She’d never see her friends who were in relationships and who
barely found time for her. She winced. The truth hurt. Giving up her life in Orange
County wouldn’t be difficult at all.
Mika sighed. If Grady wanted to mate her she’d go for it even if it was totally nuts
since she barely knew him. Giving up her life in California wouldn’t be a hardship and
she’d have a sexy hot man in her bed every night if he mated her. He had a job so he
wasn’t a loser and they could live in her house. It was probably bigger than his place
over his bar. Besides, she loved her house and had wanted to move in full-time once
before. Uncle Omar would have to accept it if she mated Grady.
Spinning away from the mirror, she was totally disgusted with herself for even
having those stupid thoughts. Grady didn’t want her that way so going over how nuts
it would be to mate with the guy was a moot point. Imagining little Grady babies was
just ridiculous. She bet that any kids she had with him would be damn cute and she
really wanted kids. Mika clenched her teeth and walked over to collapse heavily on her
bed.
Grady was a werewolf and she wasn’t. They were either born or brutally made. She
knew it was usually a deadly attempt when someone tried to turn a human into a
werewolf. Uncle Omar had explained that to her when she was a child and had wanted
to turn into a puppy and run with her uncle in his wolf form.
It was all about biting, blood loss, and near death to get someone to turn into a
werewolf. The bite would have to come from a werewolf in full wolf form. There had to
be massive blood loss and shock to the body, taking the person to death’s door, and
then there was just a slight chance the body would accept being turned. More died from
trauma than those who survived the attempted change. Uncle Omar said only about
one in twenty survived long enough to let the process take hold so their bodies could
heal to survive.
No.
Even if she was willing to attempt being turned into a werewolf, and she
wasn’t, there was no way it would be allowed. Uncle Omar would kill anyone who
even suggested it. She really didn’t want to tie herself down to a man who wanted her
to be brutally bitten, with just a prayer that she’d survive. She realized chivalry had
died but she wanted a man in her life who would do anything to protect her from hurt.
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The drawbacks to mating a werewolf as a human were well known to her. Her
parents had been harassed and not accepted by the pack. They’d moved away to avoid
it but Grady would never leave. She and Grady would have to deal with that kind of