Read Marriage Under Suspicion Online
Authors: Sara Craven
Tags: #Fiction, #Romance, #General, #Contemporary
'I didn't hear your car.'
'I parked down the road,' Kate admitted, hoping she wouldn't be called on for an
explanation, and feeling more awkward with every moment that passed.
'I see,' Mrs Lassiter said vaguely. 'Well, would you keep an eye on Tom for me, dear,
while I go and set another place? And make sure Algy doesn't steal any of the sausage
rolls I've made for tea,' she added, giving a warning look at the basset, who stared
mournfully back.
Kate sat down at the table, and looked at Tom's lump of pastry.
That looks nice,' she said. 'Is it a cake?'
'No, silly, it's a monster,' Holly said scornfully. 'Tom likes monsters.'
'Like monsters,' agreed Tom, with his blinding smile, splattering the pastry on to the
board.
Kate grinned back at him, wishing at the same time that she felt more at ease with the
pair of them. But perhaps she didn't see enough of them, she thought. And, an only child
herself, she had very little experience of young children, and their total unexpectedness.
She took a small piece of dough, and began to shape it into a rose, remembering how her
mother used to do the same thing to decorate her pies.
'I need to go,' Holly announced suddenly, standing on one leg. ‘And Grandma's shut the
door, so I can't get out.'
Oh.' Kate was taken aback. 'Well, I'll open it for you.' She paused. 'What about the
cloakroom door?'
Holly wriggled. 'I don't know.'
'I'll come with you and make sure,' Kate told her reassuringly.
She wasn't allowed to accompany Holly into the cloakroom itself, being told very
politely, to her relief that her niece could manage all by herself.
She was waiting outside when she heard a faint ting from the hall phone, indicating that a
receiver had just been replaced elsewhere in the house.
She looked up, and saw Mrs Lassiter coming down the stairs, looking preoccupied.
Kate thought, She's been making a phone call upstairs—where she wouldn't be
overheard. To Ryan— to tell him I've arrived? But why should she? Unless, of course,
Ryan didn't come down alone. And she instantly castigated herself for being not simply
paranoid, but ridiculous.
The Lassiters were kind parents, but quite conventional in their outlook. While Ryan
remained married to herself, they would never encourage him to bring some other woman
to meet them.
She said quietly, 'Holly's in the cloakroom. I'd better get back to check up on Algy.'
'Oh, please, dear.' Mrs Lassiter shook her head. 'The last time I left him alone, he ate a
dozen jam tarts, and a cheese and onion flan.' She shuddered. 'I don't know which was
worse—the crime or the consequences.'
When Kate got back to the kitchen, Algy was sitting by the door, looking the picture of
innocence. Only the crumbs still clinging to his heavy jowls gave him away.
'You're a terrible thief,' Kate told him severely, noting thankfully that he'd only got away
with a couple of the sausage rolls.
'Thief,' echoed Tom, gleefully, as she sat down again beside him.
Algy thumped his tail in agreement, then wandered over, dumping his chin on her knee
so he could drool on to her taupe linen trousers.
'Adding insult to injury.' She scratched the top of his head, and smoothed her hand down
the long, velvety ears.
Tom was getting restive, bored with his pastry, so, after a while, she took him into the
garden, the basset padding loftily behind them.
A wrought-iron table and chairs had been set under the shade of a tree. On the table was a
tray containing a covered pitcher of home-made lemonade and some glasses, and under it
was Thistle, panting gently. Nearby a rug had been spread on the lawn, with several toy
cars and a plastic tub of Lego.
Kate guided Tom towards these distractions, then sat at the table and poured herself some
lemonade, hoping its freshness would dispel the scared, dry feeling in her throat.
The sun was dappling down through the leaves, and the air was full of the scent of freshly
cut grass. The murmur of traffic in the distance was almost drowned by the busy hum of
bees at work in the herbaceous border.
Almost in spite of herself, Kate found she was drawing a deep, satisfied breath, and
lifting her face to the warmth as the peace of the garden worked its magic on her, and
some of her inner tension began to dissipate.
It wasn't how she'd normally choose to spend a Sunday, she thought drily, with two dogs
snoring under her chair, and a very small boy playing motorways a few yards away, put it
had its compensations.
When Tom brought the Lego tub over to her, she thought he simply wanted it to be
opened for him, but be tugged at her hand, making it vigorously clear that be expected
her to join him on the grass.
'No, Tom.' She detached herself gently. 'Go and play nicely.'
But 'nicely' wasn't a word in his vocabulary. The round, solemn little face darkened
ominously and he let out a thwarted roar.
'He wants you to build him a garage,' said Holly, the faithful interpreter, appearing from
nowhere.
'Does he now?' Kate said grimly. She'd never actually touched a piece of Lego before,
and trying to fit the various blocks into a recognisable shape under the critical gazes of
Holly, Tom and both the dogs proved something of a trial.
'It's all wobbly,' said Holly, when she'd finished. And it hasn't got a window. Why hasn't
it?'
'I'm just the builder,' said Kate. 'Blame the architect.'
But Tom wasn't nearly so censorious. He sat and stared at it for a few minutes then
treated Kate to another of his radiant smiles before clumping rather unsteadily across to
her and planting a sticky kiss on her cheek.
It was a totally unexpected gesture, and Kate felt oddly touched by it. Neither of the
children had ever been particularly demonstrative with her in the past. Indeed, she was
aware that Sally had cautioned them more than once about being a nuisance to her. But
there'd been something very satisfying about the trustful way Tom's sturdy little body had
leaned against her. And not even the realisation that his clutching hand had left a perfect
set of fingerprints on the front of her cream shirt could detract from that.
She persuaded Holly to help her build some tracks with the rest of the Lego for Tom to
drive his cars down, and they were occupied with this when she heard the sound of the
Mercedes coming up the drive.
‘Mummy.' Holly took off joyously across the grass, as the car came to a halt, and Sally
emerged from the front passenger seat, bending to greet her daughter. The men left the
car more slowly, bringing the newspapers and various carrier bags.
For a moment, they all stood by the car and Kate could feel four pairs of eyes boring into
her across the expanse of lawn. As she got slowly to her feet, Tom tugged at the leg of
her trousers, and held his arms out, asking mutely to be carried.
'You're supposed to walk, Tom-Tom,' Kate told him gently, using the pet name employed
by the rest of the family, but she lifted him into her arms anyway, and stood holding him.
No, she amended mentally. Holding on to him. Because she was suddenly aware that she
was shaking inside. And that she felt disturbingly—painfully self-conscious. And that the
little body in her arms was a shield.
It was clear from their reactions, more wary than actually surprised, that Mrs Lassiter had
indeed rung the pub to warn them of her presence. But why she should have done so was
beyond Kate's comprehension.
It took all her courage to pin on some kind of smile as they moved towards her, Ryan
leading the way. His eyes were hidden behind dark glasses, and the rest of his face
seemed totally expressionless.
Kate, recalling the nature of their earlier parting, felt her heart sink.
'Hi,' she greeted them, trying to sound nonchalant. 'The weather was too lovely for work,
so I thought I'd join you.' She saw Ben and Edward Lassiter exchange glances, and
added, 'I—I hope that's all right.'
'It's fine, my dear. Couldn't be better,' her father-in-law said heartily. 'We see far too little
of you. I was just saying so to Ryan earlier.'
'Oh,' said Kate, wondering whether or not Ryan had agreed with him. There was certainly
no indication in his impassive expression.
Sally stepped forward, her eyes fixed on her small son who was fidgeting now that he'd
seen her. 'Kate—let me take Tom. He's far too heavy for you. And he's always filthy,' she
added, with a slight intake of breath as she removed him firmly from Kate's grasp. 'Just
look at the mess he's made of your shirt. Oh, dear, I'm so sorry.' She shook her head at the
little boy. 'Tom-Tom, I've told you not to pester Aunty Kate.'
'He wasn't pestering me,' Kate protested, swiftly. 'And the shirt will wash.'
But Sally was already carrying the child towards the house, scolding him fondly. Kate
watched them go, feeling momentarily bereft, then turned back to her father-in-law with a
determined smile.
'The—the garden's looking wonderful,' she ventured, hoping that it was true.
'You seem to be wearing some of it,' Ryan remarked quietly. He stepped forward, and
removed a couple of beech leaves from her hair. 'How on earth did you manage that?'
'Aunty Kate was hiding in the hedge,' said Holly, emerging from under the table where
she'd been ensconced with the dogs.
Ryan paused. 'Hiding in the hedge?' he repeated on a note of incredulity.
'I was looking over the gate,' nodded the child from hell. 'And I seed her.'
'Saw her,' Ben corrected her automatically, then stopped. 'At least—I'm sure you didn't,
Holly. Don't tell stories.'
'I did too see her,' Holly said obstinately. Kate, conscious that Edward Lassiter and Ben
were staring at her with astonishment, glanced at Ryan, and saw his mouth twisting in
faint amusement. She felt a wave of defensive colour sweep up into her face.
She said, snatching at her dignity, 'I wasn't hiding at all. I was walking round the side of
the house, and I thought I heard an animal in distress—a cat.'
Mr Lassiter laughed. 'It would be a brave cat who'd come within a mile of the place, my
dear. Algy and Thistle see to that. But it was a kind thought.'
'Indeed it was.' Ryan had removed his sunglasses and was studying her. 'And did you find
this—afflicted creature?' he queried softly.
'I'm afraid not.' Kate dropped hurriedly to one knee on the rug, and busied herself with
putting the Lego back in its tub.
'What a pity,' he murmured.
'Well, we'd better take these things indoors,' said Mr Lassiter briskly. 'It's about five
minutes to lunch.'
He and Ben walked away, leaving Kate alone with Ryan. She went on packing away
Lego, aware her hands were trembling.
He squatted beside her, picking up the garage, and studying it critically. 'An interesting
concept,' he commented.
'Oh, shut up.' Kate snatched it back. 'Tom liked it, anyway. And will you pass me those
cars, please?'
'Speaking of which—what did you do with yours?'
'Oh, I left it round the corner somewhere.' Kate nodded vaguely in the general direction.
'So that you could hunt for more stray animals on the way, perhaps?' He shook his head.
'I never knew you were so interested in flora and fauna, darling. It's given me a whole
new insight into your personality.'
She lifted her head and looked at him. 'Isn't that what marriage is all about?' she asked
deliberately. 'Two people changing—developing side by side?'
Ryan's smile did not reach his eyes. 'I don't know, my sweet,' he drawled. 'You tell me.'
He put the toy cars into a neat pile, and stood up, dusting his hands on his chinos. 'Now,
let's go and eat.'
He reached down and pulled Kate to her feet, his hands firm on her shoulders, sending
ripples of awareness tingling through her body.
He looked down at her, his eyes lingering on her parted lips. She looked back at him
mutely, feeling her breathing quicken, waiting for him to bend his head and kiss her.
Needing the reassurance of his mouth on hers.
He said gently, 'I hope you've got an appetite,' then let her go, and walked away over the
grass towards the house.
Kate stood watching his retreat. The sun poured down on her in dazzling warmth, but she
felt chilled to the very bone.
Coming here had clearly been a big mistake, she thought, swallowing. And at the
moment she wasn't at all sure how to retrieve the situation. Or even—if she could do so.
And she knew suddenly that she was more deeply, shakingly afraid than she had ever
been in her life.
'I'VE been looking at the sample menus from this new catering firm,' announced Louie.
'Darling, they're bland to the point of being invisible. Surely you aren't going to use