Authors: Richard K. Morgan
S
OUTHWEST ZONE
. T
HE
Brundtland.
The decaying concrete bones of the estate squatted mostly in darkness. A handful of unsmashed lights cast sporadic stains of sodium orange on walkways and stairstacks. Isolated lit windows stamped the darkened bulk of buildings in black-and-yellow code. Child-size shadows scurried away from Carla’s headlights as she parked the Land Rover. Once outside the protection of the vehicle, it was worse. She could feel professional eyes watching her set the antitheft systems, professional ears listening to the quick, escalating whine of the contact stunner charging from the battery. She walked as rapidly as she could without showing fear, away from the vehicle and into the lobby.
Miraculously, the elevators appeared to be working.
She had stabbed at the button more to vent frustration than anything else, and was almost alarmed when the lights above the battered metal doors blinked and the downward arrow illuminated. She blinked a little herself, wiped angrily at a tear that had leaked out over one eyelid, and waited for the lift to arrive. Her right hand was wrapped tightly around the stungun Chris had bought for her; there was a can of Mace in her left. The lobby at her back was coldly lit by grating-protected halogen bulbs and starkly empty, but the wired-glass portals she’d come through were cracked and pushed in at a height suggesting kicks, and the damage looked recent.
FUCK YOU ZEK TIV CUNTS
said a wall to her left in daubed red lettering. Pointless rage; no self-respecting executive was going to be seen dead in the Brundtland.
The elevator arrived, but when the doors opened the stench of urine was so thick she gagged. She deliberated for a moment, then compressed her lips and headed for the dimly lit stairwell to her right. Holding the Mace hand extended and keeping the stungun hidden behind her back, she climbed the five double flights of stairs and marched down the corridor with steps intended to convey to anyone who might hear her that she was at home in this stinking pit.
She stopped at number 57 and hammered on the door with the butt of the Mace can. There was the sound of slow, slurred movement inside. A light sprang up under the door.
“Who’s there?”
“Dad, it’s Carla.” She tried to keep her voice even, partly out of pride, but more out of a desire not to alarm. Only a year ago, her father had told her, one of the local edge gangs on the estate had forced an elderly woman to open her door by holding a gun to her daughter’s head on the doorstep. Once in, they’d ransacked the apartment, raped the daughter while her aged mother was forced to watch, and then beaten both women into unconsciousness. Apparently, they hadn’t bothered to kill either of their victims. They knew there was no need. The police attitude to the zones was containment, not law enforcement. Raids were infrequent and unrelated to actual crimes committed. The estate was gangwit-run. Rape and burglary were not considered transgressions of gang law.
“Carla?” There was the snap of the lock being unfastened, the solid
thunk
as the security bolt system she and Chris had paid to have installed was disengaged, and then the door was thrown wide. Her father stood in the doorway, a pool cue hefted in his right hand.
“Carla, what are you doing here at this time of night?” He switched to Norwegian. “And where’s Chris? You didn’t come up here alone, did you? For Christ’s sake, Carla.”
“Hello, Dad,” she managed.
He ushered her inside, slammed the door shut, and engaged the bolt system again. Only then did he relinquish his grip on the cue, dropping the makeshift weapon into an umbrella stand by the door and opening his arms to hug her.
“It’s good to see you, Carla. Even if it is half past midnight. What the fuck happened? Oh, don’t tell me.” He nodded as the repressed tears began to leak out and she trembled against him. “Not another fight? Is he downstairs?”
She shook her head against his shoulder.
“Good. I won’t have to be diplomatic, then.” Erik Nyquist stepped back from his daughter a little and took hold of her chin. “Why don’t you come and have a whiskey coffee with me and we can bitch about him in his absence.”
She choked a laugh. He echoed her with a gentle smile.
“That’s better,” he said.
S
O THEY SAT
in front of an antique electric heater in the threadbare living room with mugs of cheap coffee and cheaper whiskey steaming in their fists and Erik stared into the reddish glow of the heating element while his daughter talked. The tears were under control now, and Carla’s voice was firm, an analytical tool sifting through the settled sediment first of the last few hours, then of the last few weeks, finally of the last few years.
“It’s just,” she said, “I’m sure we didn’t always used to fight this much. Did we? You must remember.”
“Well, you never drove across the cordoned zones in the middle of the night alone because you’d been fighting,” Erik admitted. “That’s a first, at least. But if I’m honest? I think you’ve been having arguments with Chris about as long as you’ve known him to any appreciable depth. Certainly as long as you’ve been married. I couldn’t say if you have more now than you used to, but that’s not really the point.”
Carla looked up, surprised. “It isn’t?”
“No, it isn’t. Carla, marriage is an artificial state. Invented by the patriarchy to ensure that fathers know who their children are. It’s been going on for thousands of years, but that doesn’t make it right. Human beings were never designed to live like that.”
“I think I’ve read this somewhere before, Dad.”
“The fact that it was written by your mother,” Erik said severely, “does not invalidate the argument. We are tribal, not matrimonial.”
“Yeah, yeah. Let’s see if I remember how it went. The basic human social unit would have been a matriarchal tribe, a female child-rearing and knowledge-keeping center with a protective outer shell of warrior males. Uh, how does it go, children held in common by the tribe, reproduction only understood by the females, and—”
“The point is, Carla, exclusive pairing is unnatural. Two people were never meant to be so exclusively much to each other.”
“That’s a pretty fucking poor excuse,” she said, then bit her lip.
Erik gave her a reproachful look. “That isn’t what I meant. Look, even in the recent past you had extended families to soak up some of the strain. Now we live in isolated couples or nuclear families and either both partners are working so hard they never see each other or they’re not working and the stress of living on the poverty line tears them apart.”
“That’s a simplification, Dad.”
“Is it.” Erik cradled his mug in both hands and looked back into the red glow from the heater. “Look at where you live, Carla. A village neither of you knew the name of three years ago. No friends living close, no family, not even a workplace social life unless you’re prepared to drive for an hour and a half at the end of the evening. All these things put a huge strain on you both, and fights are the result. The natural result. It wouldn’t be natural not to fight with someone you share your whole sleeping and waking life with. It’s healthy, it provides release, and if you don’t hold grudges it shouldn’t damage the relationship.”
Carla shivered despite the heater.
“This is damaging us,” she said.
Erik sighed.
“You know what your mother said to me before she went back to Tromsö?”
“Fuck you and that English bitch?” She regretted it as soon as the words left her mouth, surprised that the anger was still there on tap nearly two decades later. But Erik only smiled wryly, and if there was pain behind that, it didn’t show. She reached across to him with one hand. “I’m sorry.”
“Don’t be.” The smile flickered but held. “You’re right, she did say that. More than once. But she also said that it was high time, that she wasn’t really surprised because we didn’t have fun together anymore. She said that.
We have no fun anymore, Eric.
”
“Oh, come on!”
“No, she was right, Carla.” He looked across at her, and this time there was pain in his face. “Your mother was usually right about these things. I was always too busy being political and angry to spot the emotional truths. She hit the nail on the head. We didn’t have fun anymore. We hadn’t had any real fun for years. That’s why I ended up with Karen in the first place. She was fun, and that was something your mother and I’d stopped trying to do years ago.”
“Chris and I still have fun,” Carla said quickly.
Erik Nyquist looked at his daughter and sighed again. “Then you hold on to him,” he said. “Because if that’s true, if it’s really true, then what you’ve got is worth any amount of fights.”
Carla shot him a surprised glance, caught by the sudden gust of emotion in his voice.
“I thought you didn’t like Chris.”
Erik chuckled. “I don’t,” he said. “What’s that got to do with it? I’m not sleeping with him.”
She smiled wanly and went back to watching the heater.
“I don’t know, Dad. It’s just . . .”
He waited while she assembled her feelings into a coherent shape.
“Just since he went to work at Shorn.” She shook her head wearily. “It doesn’t make any sense, Dad. He’s making more money than he ever has, the hours aren’t so different from what he used to clock at Hammett McColl. Fuck it, we
ought
to be happy. We’ve got all the props for it. Why are we falling out more
now
?”
“Shorn Associates. And is he still in Emerging Markets?”
She shook her head. “Conflict Investment.”
“Conflict Investment.” Erik smacked his lips against his teeth, then got up and went to the bookcase set against the wall opposite the heater. He dragged a finger across the tightly packed spines of the books on a lower shelf, found what he was looking for, and tugged the volume out. Flicking through the pages, he came back to the heater and handed it to her.
“Read that,” he said. “That page.”
She looked at the book, turned it to see the title. “
The Socialist Legacy.
Miguel Benito. Dad, I’m not in the mood. This isn’t about politics.”
“
Everything
is about politics, Carla. Politics
is
everything. Everything in human society anyway. Just read the passage in highlighter.”
She sighed and set down her coffee mug at her feet. Clearing her throat, she picked up the line with one finger and read aloud. “ ‘Revolutionaries throughout the twentieth century had always been aware’?”
“Yes. That one.”
“ ‘Revolutionaries throughout the twentieth century had always been aware that in order to bring about a convulsive political change—’ ”
“Actually I meant read it to yourself.”
She ignored him, plowing on with the edge of singsong emerging in her voice. “ ‘In order to bring about a convulsive political change, it was essential to intensify the existing social tensions to the point where all would be driven to choose sides in what would thus be established as a simplistic equation of class conflict. Marxists and their ideological inheritors described this as sharpening the contradictions of society. In populist recog—’ Dad, is there a point somewhere in all this bullshit?”
“Just finish it, will you.”
She pulled a glum face. “ ‘In populist recognition of this underlying truth, the cry during the latter half of the the last century became
if you’re not part of the solution, you’re part of the problem.’
Aaaagh, new paragraph. ‘What any survivor of late Marxist ideology would be forced to recognize in the politics of the twenty-first century is that the contradictions are now so heavily disguised that it would be the work of decades simply to reveal them, let alone sharpen them into anything resembling a point.’ A bit like this prose style, huh? All right, all right, nearly there. ‘An overall problem is now no longer perceived, therefore an overall solution no longer sought. Any distasteful elements within the world economic order are now considered either candidates for
longer-term fine-tuning
or worse still an irrevocable by-product of economic laws supposedly as set in stone as the laws of quantum physics. So long as this is believed by the vast majority of the populace in the developed world, the contradictions identified by Marxism will remain hidden and each individual member of society will be left to resolve for themselves the vaguely felt tensions at an internal level. Any effort to externalize this unease will be disdained by the prevailing political climate as discredited socialist utopianism or simply, as was seen in chapter three,
the politics of envy.
’ ” She laid down the book. “Yeah, so what?”
“That’s your problem, Carla.” Erik had not sat down while she was reading. He stood with his back to the heater and looked down at her as if she were one of his students. She felt suddenly fifteen years old again. “Unresolved contradictions. Chris may still be the man you married but he’s also a soldier for the new economic order. A corporate samurai, if you want to adopt their own imagery.”
“I know that, Dad. That’s nothing new. I know what he does, I know how his world works. I help build and repair the vehicles they use to kill each other, in case you’d forgotten. I’m just as involved in it all, Dad. What?”