Marked. Part I: The missing Link (15 page)

BAM! I hit him again.

This time his muscles clench and his face contorts briefly in pain. I cross my arms and smile smugly at him.

“You're damn pleased with yourself, I think maybe I need to get even,” his face turns sinister, but his eyes are glowing with playfulness and when he lunges for me I'm not afraid.

I giggle when he throws me over his shoulder and gives my ass a hard slap. He walks us over to the couch and drops me on my back. He lifts my shirt and gives me raspberries on my belly, making my legs curl up as I laugh. He does this all over my stomach and I start laughing so hard I'm afraid I'll pee.

“Okay! Jay, stop! Jay, I'm serious!” I'm gasping for air between each word as he continues his onslaught.

He hovers over me, holding onto the armrest, “Had enough?” He grins before devouring my mouth and sending a tingle straight to my hot spot. Then his mouth starts doing raspberries along my neck. I start tickling him and to my delight he squirms.

“Is the big bad tough guy ticklish?” I tease, getting him on his sides. He squirms enough that I can roll him on his back. I straddle him and continue the torture.

Jay entwines our fingers and pulls me down. I'm flat against him and he wraps my arms around his neck, then he takes hold of my hips.

We resume kissing and the kiss takes on a life of it's own. We begin clawing at each other, forcefully smashing our lips together while our tongues search the others – for what I have no clue, but they are
very
determined to find whatever it is.

Jay's hands glide up my shirt, his thumb grazing my nipples and my hands take hold of his head. I sit up and Jay follows, his lips trying to draw mine back. I remove my shirt, followed by his, and I start to undo his pants.

He moves his hand to stop me. I let go and wrap my legs around him. My arms are around his neck, smashing myself into him and I kiss him with deep hunger. After several minutes I try again. I reach back down and this time he doesn’t stop my hands from unzipping his jeans. We move so we are up on our knees and my fingers go along the edge of his jeans, around his back, and pull down. I almost lose it at the feel of his perfect muscular ass as I pull his pants off. His arousal brushes mine and he starts moving his hips to rub the length of it along my folds to the crease of my butt. His hands are entangled in my hair and he pulls it back to expose my neck. He's licking and sucking while he continues to stoke me with his cock. My nails are digging hard into his shoulder blades and I'm afraid I'll leave markings, but I can't seem to loosen their hold. I have never felt desire like this; I never knew it existed; I'm consumed with wanting him. He starts picking up his pace as he slides against me, moving with ease from how wet I've become. His hands grab hold of my breasts, pinching and pulling my swollen nipples, and my hips start grinding into him.

“
Fuck, Lily,” Jay moans, and not long after I feel him come along me. When he's finished he pushes me down, throws a leg over the couch, and buries his head between them. His tongue licks from the back all the way to my sweet spot. He takes it into his mouth and sucks. I buck against him, ready to come. He releases it and starts twirling around it with his tongue.

“
Damn baby, the taste of you and me together is pure fucking heaven.” That's the kinkiest thing I have ever heard, but so help me it almost makes me orgasm. His finger enters me as his tongue continues to work and three thrusts later I explode, screaming loud enough I think the neighbors heard.

Jay scoots up, watching my face as his fingers work my swollen sex. When he senses I'm close again he switches hands and sticks the fingers he had rubbing me in my mouth. I can taste myself and him together and it turns my orgasm into a bomb that shatters my body. I become limp and I don't think I will ever be able to move again.

Jay kisses along my neck, “I could spend the rest of my life watching you come for me. Nobody has ever given themselves to me like you do, so freely with no pretenses.”

He continues to torment my neck as his hand starts working me again, softly at first until he hears me moaning. He slides a finger in while his thumb continues to circle and probe. A third orgasm starts building.

“Come for me, Lily. I want to feel you come around my finger. You feel amazing, you taste amazing,” Jay nibbles on my ear and rams two fingers in. I explode in convulsions, screaming out his name. “Shall we try for a fourth?” Jay's lips move down my neck and to my breast, taking a nipple in his mouth, sucking hard and pulling with his teeth. I want to tell him I think I might die if I have another but he already has my body wanting more. He moves to the other breast and his hand pinches and twists the other.

“
Should I make you come like this?” He nips on the tip before fully taking it into his mouth and sucking it with a force that would normally be painful, but it only adds to my arousal. He pulls up, taking my breast with him, then releases it, causing me to cry out. “You like that?” He repeats what he did on the other breast and I think I
might
come from this.

His head dips down between my legs and flicks his tongue inside, “God baby, you taste way too fucking good.”

It doesn't take much for his tongue to start sending me over the edge and I take hold of his head, pushing it down harder into me. This seems to excite him because he digs his hands into my ass cheeks, pushing them up to meet his face, sucking me even harder and I come again, with another one right after that causes goosebumps all over my body and I tremble. Jay doesn't let up and his tongue lightly keeps stroking.

“
No more, Jay, I can't take any more.”

“
Oh, but I think you can. I'm going to wear you out. You'll be too tired to think of doing anything but lie here.”

“
I already am,” I pant as my hips start grinding into his mouth.

“
Liar,” he breathes out and starts kissing it exactly as he does my mouth, and when he enters two fingers in me I come with a force that surprises me after how many I've had.

He makes me come two more times, and now I'm overly spent and sedated. I can't talk, move, or even remember my own name.

Jay moves my body to the side and lays behind me. I fall asleep in his arms while Jay trails feather light kisses along my jaw and neck, whispering how beautiful and perfect I am.

Chapter 13

11: 17pm

Jay crawls into bed and immediately reaches for me, encompassing me in his arms. His lips start seducing the sensitive skin behind my ear, slowly making their way down my neck. His hand fondles my breast, squeezing and pulling in a way he already knows I respond best to. He stops the minute he realizes I have no clothes on. I hear him breathing heavily and I'm not sure if he's upset with me for being naked or not. He gets out of bed and leaves the room. I try to ignore the rejected pain I feel stab my heart.

11:29pm

Jay comes back into the room and slides into bed, pulling me into him. I gasp at the feel of his naked body pressed to mine. He encases me in his arms again, resting his head on mine.

“
I know what you want Lily, and God help me I want it too, but I want this to be special for you and I'm not sure I know how to do that. I only ever...fuck. I know I keep reminding you but I'll be gone
very
soon, and this will only complicate things.”

I move to my back and Jay is on his side peering down at me with unease, but I can also see a strong need for me, a need that is making the aqua and yellow-gold of his irises appear to be swirling around.

I reach up and stroke his cheek. “I want to have this to remember you by. I want to erase my only memory of sex with something beautiful and pure. I'm scared and nervous but I don't have any doubts you will be gentle. Think of how you are with me. You won't hurt me.”

Jay connects his forehead to mine and his hand roams my body.

“I've been holding back from this moment because it's going to suck when I leave, and this will only make it worse.” He sighs and buries his head into my neck, “But at the same time I want to have this to cherish for the rest of my life. I want to remember a time when my life was perfect, simple, and full of happiness. I've never had any of those things before, but I have that with you. After I leave, I won't ever have it again.”

My throat constricts from the sorrow behind Jay's words. I bring my lips to his and his body crashes down on mine, clinging to me.

We take our time kissing, exploring with our mouths and hands on every crevice of our bodies. I thought I loved the way his muscles felt under my hands, but my lips on his body is even better.

I can still sense hesitation in him. I stop and move to make us at eye level.

“What's wrong?”

He gives me a sheepish grin, “I don't have any condoms.”

I broadly smile at him, “Is that what had your body tensing up?”

His adorable sheepish grin is still formed on the side of his mouth as he nods yes.

“I had an IUD put in a year ago.” Stevie had made me, expecting that I would be ready one day with Will. Back then I never understood the fear I had possessed of finally taking the next step with him. With Jay there isn't an ounce of fear. Nothing has felt more right than to share this with him.

Jay tucks my hair behind my ear and runs his fingers over my lips, “I'm going to remember you forever Lily, and how life seemed to stand still whenever you smiled at me.” Jay moves our bodies. I'm now underneath and we kiss, both of us trying to convey to the other how unforgettable our time together is.

“I'm nervous,” I whisper against his mouth when I feel his erection at my entrance.

“
Me too,” he keeps his lips on mine as he talks, “I want this to be good for you.”

“
It will be.” I promise. How could it not when it's with him?

Jay slowly enters me, working his tip in and out, inching in further and further every time. It's not as painful as I thought it was going to be. I guess because this time I'm not a virgin, and I'm not being forced to do it. It actually feels kind of good the more he moves in and out of me.

“Lily, you feel incredible,” he breathes into my neck, thrusting deeper inside, “God, I didn't know it could feel this good.” He's crushing my body the more he moves, like he's restraining himself from losing control.

“
Let go, Jay. I'm alright. Let yourself go.”

His arms move onto the pillow to support his weight when he lifts his upper half and dips his head down to watch himself slide in and out of me.

“So fucking perfect,” he moans under his breath.

He takes hold of my thighs and bends them back into me, then straightens his back up more. His thrusts get faster and harder as he continues to watch himself move inside me.

He starts hitting against my walls in a way that makes my toes curl and I dig my nails into his biceps.

“
Don't stop, whatever you're doing, don't stop,” I beg, my eyes rolling back from the ecstasy I'm feeling. Holy hell, I never thought it would feel this good. No wonder people become sex addicts.

Jay widens my legs more to drive inside me with more force and my back arches from the ripple of pleasure it causes. He slides his arms under my arched back and pulls me up. We are both sitting with our knees bent at each others sides. I bite down on his neck from how deeply he's inside of me. He places his hands under my butt to lift it and get more movement.

The more we move the more I cling to his neck and bury my face in it. I push my butt out, wanting to feel more of him sink inside when I bring it back down.

“
Oh shit,” Jay cries when I do it again but faster, “I'm going to come baby, you feel too damn good.” His hands dig into my ass as he seems to expand inside me and twitch. Jay is moaning and grunting and I realize he's coming. This makes me smile into his neck. I close my eyes tightly to remember what it feels like to have Jay inside me, taking pleasure from me and I him. It's beautiful.

We hold one another, still sitting upright, our faces buried in the others' necks. I love hearing Jay's heavy pants knowing it's from us making love.

“Man, I really wanted to be able to last long enough for you to orgasm,” Jay chuckles, “I guess that means we'll have to keep practicing until I get it right.”

“
What a shame.”

Jay trails kisses up to my lips. His hands push back the matted hair on my face and brush it off my shoulders, “I'm thinking we stay in bed all day tomorrow – actually I think it's Monday by now – and we go to the shooting range on Tuesday.”

“You know what we need right
now
?”

He kisses me, “What?”

“Pie.”

He groans, “That sounds
awe
some.”

Jay lays us back down and pulls out of me.

He tugs on my mouth, “What's with the frown?”

“
I like having you inside me.”

His cock twitches against me, “Keep talking like that and I'll be ready for round two.”

Jay kisses me hard on the lips before getting off, “I'll be right back. I'm going to the bathroom, and then getting the pie.” He glides his hand between my legs and curls his finger tips, picking up our juices. He brings his fingers to his mouth, sucks it all off, winks at me, and jogs out of the room.

I listen for him to finish in the bathroom and I have a turn. We arrive back at the room at the same time and we both stop to stare at the naked body in front of us.

Jay lets out a low whistle, “Damn baby, you're fucking sexy.”

“
So are you,” my mouth has gone dry from remembering that I’ve had that naked body on me and inside me. Yum.

We get back into bed and Jay takes a bite of pie straight from the middle. He had brought in the whole dish that we never got around to eating earlier.

“Hey!” I cry, “Ladies first.”

He takes another bite, moaning, completely ignoring my protests, and twists his body when I try to grab the fork from him.

“It's too good to share,” he mumbles, mouth full of pie.

When he goes to bring another bite to his mouth I bend over and snatch it into mine.

So good
.

I lay back in bed, letting the pumpkin linger on my tongue.

“Fuck. Never mind, I’m definitely sharing if you make noises like that.”

I open my eyes to find Jay hungrily devouring me with his.

“I didn't know I made any.”

“
It was soft, but fuck, it was just about one of the sexiest things I have ever heard.” He feeds me another bite and I'm in pumpkin pie heaven.

“
Okay, time for round two.” Jay throws the pie onto his nightstand, causing the glass to clink on the wood.

The taste of pumpkin in my mouth and in Jay's is fantastic.

“Fuck baby, the noises you make when you taste pumpkin. It's like a damn aphrodisiac to you.”

I never really thought about it like that before, but I guess it is.

“Next time if I think I'm going to come before you do, I’ll just shove some pumpkin pie in your mouth and I think that would do it.”

My eyes get wide and eager at the idea, “Can we try it?”

Jay laughs, “I was joking, but yeah baby, I'd like to see that.”

“
Let's get started then,” I throw my arms around his neck and bring my lips to his. We begin to prepare each other for round two of what I think will be a long night full of many rounds, and lots and lots of pumpkin pie.