Maris (4 page)

"Oh, yes,
I
would," said Gwyneth, "but then, I wouldn't have the Thorpes to think about."

She said it so quaintly and so gravely that Maris would have broken down and laughed if she hadn't felt too frightened and too sad to laugh. But somehow it opened her eyes to the way her young sister felt about her future relatives.

And just then the doorbell pealed through the house.

"We must muffle that bell," said Maris. "The doctor said there mustn't be any noise. Mother startles every time she hears a sharp sound."

"I'll go," said Gwyneth.

"No, you stay here and help me. Tuck the sheets in over that side. The doctor wants to get Mother in bed as soon as possible. They are going to bring her right up. Someone will go to the door, Merrick or that young man he brought in with him. He's been very kind."

"Young man!" said Gwyneth. "Didn't you know who that was? That's Lane Maitland, the boy that used to live next door to us five years ago. Don't you remember him?"

"Lane Maitland? Why, yes, I remember him. But I didn't know him. I guess I didn't even look at him. Gwyn, you run down and tell them we're ready. I'll wait here and put out some more towels. Maybe they'll need me to help get Mother settled."

Gwyneth started, but as she passed the window she exclaimed, "Oh, Maris! That must have been Tilford that rang the bell! There's his car out there now."

Maris looked up in dismay.

"Well, I can't see him now. You run down and tell him what's happened. Quick! Before Merrick gets there! Merrick hasn't any sense."

Gwyneth vanished, and Maris turned back the covers carefully. She could hear that they were bringing her mother up the stairs. The nurse was ahead, eyeing the arrangements with a quick keen glance. Maris had no more time to think of Tilford now. But surely he would understand.

Then there was so much to be done that Maris forgot Tilford entirely. She helped the nurse to undress her mother. There were things to be hunted for. A nightgown and robe. Mother just didn't seem to have anything. All her garments were worn. Maris was ashamed to hand them out. She dashed into her own room, opened the drawer where her own pretty lingerie was waiting to be packed for her trip abroad, and selected a pretty gown and a little pink robe with sprigs of embroidery scattered over it. The tears blinded her eyes as she hurried back to the nurse.

"Oh, haven't you something plainer? Something old and worn?" said the nurse. "Keep these till she is able to sit up."

Maris felt as if her eager gift had been rejected, but she hurried away and hunted again among her mother's things.

"That will do," said the nurse, reaching for an old faded gown with a tear halfway up the back. "I shall want to cut it up the back anyway. It's easier to put it on without disturbing her."

Dear Mother, so inert, lying there limp, while others arrayed her in her old garments. Mother who never let anyone do anything for her and was always waiting on others! Oh, if she had only seen all of this before. If Mother didn't get well, would she ever be able to forgive herself and go on with life?

"Can you get me some ice?" asked the doctor crisply, breaking in on her frantic thoughts.

Maris dashed downstairs for the ice and almost knocked over Tilford, who was standing at the foot of the stairs, his handsome face snarled into an ugly frown.

"What on earth is the matter with you, Maris?" he said vexedly, reaching out his arms to prevent a collision. "You seem to be all wrought up. Can't you have a little self-control? And why have you had to keep me waiting so long when you know how busy I am this morning? I've been waiting here exactly fifteen minutes!" He glanced at his watch to be accurate. He was always accurate about details. "I sent you word that I was in a great hurry and would keep you only a moment, and yet you didn't come. I can't understand it."

He gave her a severe look as if she were a naughty child, and Maris burst into tears. Her lips quivered, but she controlled herself at once.

"Oh, hush, please," she said in a whisper. "We mustn't talk here. Mother is very sick indeed. The doctor said there must be absolute quiet. Come into the kitchen with me. I can't stop even a minute. The doctor wants some ice."

"Well, why doesn't he send the nurse after it? I saw a nurse go upstairs. Does he expect to make a packhorse out of you?"

Maris flew to the refrigerator and began to work away at the ice with an ice pick and mallet. She was suddenly very angry. She had hoped for a little sympathy from Tilford, and he had only sharp words.

"Mercy! Don't you have a modern refrigerator?" he said as he followed her annoyedly and stood watching her knocking off the chunks of ice. "I thought everybody had ice cubes now."

Maris shut her lips tight. At another time she might have explained that her father had had the money saved for an electric refrigerator and was just about to get one when she announced her intention of getting married soon, and everything else had to give way to get money for that. But now she was too angry to explain anything. Tilford was being disagreeable. He knew her father wasn't wealthy.

"Well, come and sit down somewhere," he went on haughtily. "I've got to tell you one or two things before you vanish again. Are these chairs all right to sit on? Kitchen chairs are apt to have flour and grease on them." And he inspected one with a disdainful finger.

"Anything in my mother's kitchen is perfectly clean," said Maris with uplifted chin.

"Oh, certainly, of course," said Tilford perfunctorily, "but servants aren't so careful."

"We have no servant," said Maris briefly.

"You have no servant? Why? What has become of Sally?"

"She is not here anymore," said Maris. "And now, Tilford, you can sit down anywhere you like, but I have no time to sit down. If you have anything to say, say it quickly. I'm taking this ice right upstairs. My mother is too precious to run any risks of delay."

"Nonsense!" said Tilford. "You probably are exaggerating the whole thing. Your mother is just tired and will be all right in a few hours. You should get a good servant at once. Two of them, in fact, while you have a nurse in the house. Would you like for me to stop at an employment agency and send a couple out?"

"Certainly
not
!" said Maris firmly. "We will look after our own household. Tell me quickly what you want, for I have to go, and I may not be able to come down again for some time."

"Well, really, Maris, I never saw you in a mood like this. I'm sure I hope your mother won't be ill often."

Maris didn't answer. She was working swiftly, gathering up the pieces of ice in a bowl and closing the refrigerator door softly, still sickroom conscious, he perceived. It was evident she meant what she said and would not be there long.

"Well, Maris," he said more pleasantly, "what about this dress Mother wants you to see?"

"Well, what about it?" said Maris, still haughtily.

"Why, Mother said you promised her to go and see it and try it on."

"No, I didn't promise her, Tilford. She told me about the dress and I told her that I had no need for a wedding dress, that I already had one, and then some people came in and we didn't talk anymore. That's all. I have no need for another dress, and if I did, I would pick it out myself."

"That's not a nice spirit, Maris. You certainly don't act like yourself this morning. I don't know what has come over you. Whatever was actually said, you are perfectly aware that my mother expressed a wish for you to have that dress and asked that you go and see it at once because she had had it reserved for you. I came this morning to take you down in my car to the shop, because I wanted to save you the trip, and you act this way. Come, get your hat and we will go at once. Slip on another dress, can't you? That one looks a bit like a kitchen rig."

Maris flashed a look at her bridegroom and spoke in low, decided tones: "I cannot possibly go anywhere today, Tilford, even if I wanted to go, which I certainly do not! I have no wish for another wedding dress. When I am married, I shall wear the dress my mother made for me and no other. If people do not like it, they can look the other way. But at least until I am married, I am the one to say what I shall wear. My mother sewed half the night last night to finish the lovely dress she has made for me, and I certainly shall not wear any other, no matter if it pleases anybody else or not."

Maris was very angry now. She was washing the pieces of ice and lifted them into a clean bowl.

Tilford's face was a study, if she had only had time to see it. Amazement and scorn struggled for the mastery.

"Your mother
made
your wedding dress?" he exclaimed in a tone of horror. "You were going to wear a
homemade
dress to
my wedding
! You were going to do a thing like that to
our family
?"

Maris wheeled and stared at him for a second in amazement. She had never seen Tilford like this before. His handsome face was almost disfigured with scorn. Then she said crisply, "Why, yes, I was. You see, I thought it was my wedding, not entirely yours, at least I thought it was
ours
, not your family's. And you have always seemed to rather like my homemade clothes. It didn't occur to me that you or anybody would have anything to say about my wedding dress."

"Well, I am amazed," said the haughty youth. "It seems my mother was entirely right in feeling she ought to do something about this. A homemade dress at a Thorpe wedding!" he repeated. "Really, Maris, you and I will have to have a plain talk. Suppose you take that ice upstairs and come right down and we will settle a few things, here and now. I know, of course, that you are very much wrought up. You have evidently been working too hard. Your family has no right to let you get so tired when you are to be married so soon. The strain of the festivities is enough without difficulties in your home. But it is time I make a few things quite plain to you that I have been taking for granted that you understood."

"You have certainly made a good many things plain to me already," said Maris cryptically, as she rescued that last lump of ice from sliding off the table and plunked it into the bowl with the rest, "but I have no time nor desire to discuss anything more with you this morning. I'm going now."

She opened the back stair door and darted away.

He arose hastily and strode after her, calling up the stairs.

"Listen, Maris. Have you sent off those wedding invitations yet? Because this is the last day they should go. If they aren't done, suppose you give them to me and I will take them home. Mother will have her secretary finish them."

But Maris closed the upper stair door quietly and firmly, and when he sought the front stairs and went halfway up calling her name cautiously, the white-clad nurse came silently out with her finger across her lips and shook her head at him. And though he waited for some minutes, Maris did not appear again.

For Maris had other things to think about. Her mother was gasping for breath, and it was apparent that it was going to take swift work to save her life.

Two hours later the worst seemed over, for the present at least. The tired heart had taken up a slow but dependable beat again, and the mother was sleeping. She had taken a few sips of nourishment, and her hand was lying in her husband's, who sat beside her, gray and worn and anxious.

The nurse was putting her domain into immaculate order, report card and pencil, thermometer and medicine on the bedside stand; starched white uniforms hanging in the guest closet in place of the hastily removed wedding garments. The house had assumed a new atmosphere. Merrick had gone to get Sally to return to the kitchen. Gwyneth had gone to the store for the list of necessities her mother had made out before she suddenly dropped out of the day. The strange young man whom her sister had said was their old neighbor Lane Maitland had disappeared along with the doctor. The nurse was with the patient; the house was very quiet. Maris had just returned from the attic where she had hidden the addressed wedding invitations, boxes and all, wrapped carefully in many thicknesses of tissue paper and stuffed under the eaves behind an old trunk, when the doorbell pealed through the house. She must go and muffle that bell before she did anything else, she thought to herself, as she hastened to answer the ring.

There stood the Thorpe chauffeur with a letter in his hand, addressed in Tilford's handwriting.

She frowned as she looked at it. There was something so assured and almost smug about even his writing. The thought darted through her mind unbidden, and she shut it out again. She must not think things like that about the man she was going to marry, even if he had been disagreeable when she needed sympathy and help. Everybody had faults, and of course Tilford had some little things-- She looked at the chauffeur questioningly.

"Were you to wait for an answer?"

"Yes, ma'am, I was to wait and see if you had any messages."

Maris stepped into the living room and read the letter. It was not long.

 

Dear Maris:

Of course I realize that you were overwrought just now, and I shall not hold it against you. I would not trouble you again today but the time is getting short, and this matter of the wedding dress is somewhat insistent. My mother feels as I do that we should not let this most suitable garment go, now that we have found it. So I have taken the liberty of having it sent up to your house. I will take care of the bill myself. Call it a wedding gift if you like. I am told that it is the custom in some Asian lands for the groom to provide the wedding garment. And I am sure when you have seen it you will agree with us that it is most suitable for a formal occasion such as our wedding is to be, and that any mere homemade dress would be entirely out of place.

Let me know if I can help with the invitations. You know they should be mailed no later than this evening. The man will wait to see if you have any messages.

Hoping that your mother is now feeling much better and that by tomorrow she will have fully recovered.