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His mother,

his younger sister,

and his two younger brothers

were caught and killed by the departing commander of the People’s Army.

Kim Jong-ho, who ran away and so survived,

caught the commander’s daughter,

dragged her into an empty house,

raped her, then killed her.

He also caught another commie’s wife,

raped her, then killed her.

He killed in that way

three times,

or four,

or five,

then, on a full-moon night,

climbed to a hilltop and wailed.

After that he drank every day.

He smashed the window of the tavern.

He grabbed the bar-girl by the hair and swung her around.

The neighbourhood menfolk

carted him off,

his limbs flailing.

He went away. Somewhere.

His house was sold off.

The war was over.

The war had lasted three years which felt like thirteen.

The near-empty crocks on the storage terrace made whining sounds.

The blue sky descended

on the soy sauce left in the crocks

and wept salty tears.

Early summer,

on the sixth day of the Armistice,

she appeared at Daejeon railway station

wearing a nylon skirt

and a nylon blouse

she’d been storing somewhere,

and sporting a parasol:

Sim Bul-lye.

Almost all who intended to return to Seoul were back.

Daejeon too had gone back to being the same old Daejeon.

The sky alighted close by.

Sunlight poured down on the parasol,

repaired some days before;

sweat pearled on the young woman’s breasts.

Yi Song-won, the boy from Gasuwon

who had come visiting every night in her dreams

no longer visited.

He had come visiting every night

since being killed while fighting in the Iron Triangle.

His mother called a shaman;

only after a costly exorcism

was his soul set to rest.

That day she was off to visit her aunt in Jochiwon.

Her aunt who’d been inviting her at every turn:

‘Call on me,

call on me.’

So she set off.

She did the washing, cooked the rice,

finished the sewing, swept the yard,

nursed her father,

drew water at dawn,

drew water at night

Finally, free of housework at last,

she went flying along.

What kind of man did her aunt have her eye on?

She could guess why her aunt wanted her to visit.

She might look young,

but deep inside

she knew what was what.

Sim Bul-lye.

As a child, he was best at the Thousand-Character Classic.

Ikki eon, ikki jae, on ho, ikki ya
…

as he finished the last line of the Classic,

his flushed face looked cute.

Bak Yeong-man,

a boy with a good-looking prick –

like a distended ripe pepper when he pissed.

A boy good at twisting thin straw ropes

like his father,

Bak Yeong-man.

In the war he lost a leg.

Field hospital, then

military hospital.

After a long fight,

at the end of long treatment,

he returned to his hometown

with a false leg,

on a crutch.

His neighbours threw a party for him

with
makgeolli
and dried fish.

The barley fields were the same as before.

The mill was gone,

the miller’s daughter Sun-yeong was gone.

They said she’d married a refugee from Seoul.

Damn it!

By the time he’d smoked two cigarettes, he’d got used to despair.

He relieved himself.

Old Syngman Rhee was quick to run away.

He left Seoul in secret

a day ahead

of American ambassador Muccio.

In the official residence of the governor of South Chung-Cheong province,

Rhee ate buckwheat noodles

with his wife Francesca.

His face was contorted.

Once Suwon was threatened

he left Daejeon

for Daegu.

He had been the first to run,

leaving everyone in Seoul behind.

He fled, deceiving the people into thinking

that the President was still in Seoul.

Is that how he did things during the Independence Movement?

He hated the insecurity of Siberia,

Manchuria,

and China.

He sought out safety with wealthy America.

If you talked about that carelessly,

the bar owner reported you as a red.

Dragged away by Counter-Intelligence,

soon you couldn’t walk.

Drunkard Seok Nak-gu

was sentenced to three years in prison,

three years confirmed on appeal,

reduced to two-and-a-half by the highest court.

His daughter lost the offer of a job she had got.

Her engagement, too, was broken off.

Outside, night rain grumbles.

Inside, Seok Nak-gu grumbles:

In Hawaii, old Syngman Rhee collected donations from the Korean labourers.

He easily earned honorary degrees from prestigious universities.

Wherever he went, he created factions, dividing the Korean community.

That old scoundrel!

One day in late June when it rains often,

at Seoul Radio Station under the People’s Army,

the president of Korea University, Hyeon Sang-yun,

the novelist Yi Gwang-su,

the assemblyman Jo Heon-yeong,

all having failed to escape from Seoul,

made broadcasts denouncing Syngman Rhee:

‘The South’s puppet clique is doomed.

The South’s reactionary leader Syngman Rhee should kill himself.’

‘Daejeon is still Republic of Korea territory,’

the novelist Choi Dok-gyeon declared,

countering the broadcasts from Seoul

with streetside broadcasts and posters.

Making street broadcasts,

he travelled beyond Daejeon southward

to Nonsan, Iri, Jeonju, Gunsan,

and as far as Mokpo.

Much of the time, he walked;

if he found a friendly truck he would ride.

‘Our ally in freedom, the American Army is coming.

Take heart.

The invasion by the Kim Il-sung faction will soon be repulsed.

Don’t believe the broadcasts from Seoul

by leaders who have sided with the reds;

they speak under duress.’

When he returned to Daejeon,

after having made it all the way to Mokpo, to Songjeong-ri,

Syngman Rhee had quit Daejeon

and moved to Daegu.

When he arrived in Daegu,

Syngman Rhee had made a detour

and gone down to Busan.

Choi Dok-gyeon, the author of
Sorrowful Song of a Buddhist Temple
,

the dandy Choi Dok-gyeon

travelled on, soaked in sweat, hoarse with broadcasting.

Busan was the last remaining tip of Korea.

He stared at the sea off Taejong Cape.

His street broadcasts were done.

He went back to being a first-class lecher, a second-class journalist, and a third-class writer.

Gi-seon's mother in Gunsan's Oryong-dong wore loose working trousers

from the day she got married.

She had to patch the worn knees

over and over again.

She was fully accustomed to poverty.

Yu Sang-ho's family, five refugees from Jangyeon in Hwanghae province

were living in the barn of Geum-sik's house.

The wife had to support her sick husband

and three kids.

Buying plaice, sole and other kinds of fish wholesale

and putting them in a rusty tin washbasin,

she went around village after village selling them.

Times she came home with fish left in the basin.

She was always starving.

The traces of beauty in days gone by

were all faded, withered.

Gi-seon's mother went to the kitchen,

prepared a meal with the rice she was so frugal of

and served it with kimchi on a cheap tall serving tray.

She also gave her some barley

in exchange for three of the unsold fish.

Poor people must look after poor people.

Who else will?

Saying that, Gi-seon's mother gave that refugee wife a comb.

If you comb your tangled hair

your parting will look nice, she said.

Today is the eighth anniversary of the start of the Korean War.

It’s also my big brother’s seventh death anniversary.

Eight years since the war started

and in South Korea today there’s no right wing,

only the extreme right wing.

In the eyes of the far right

everything’s ultra-left.

Dogs are reds, pigs are reds,

even ghosts are reds.

The Armistice Line is still a battle line.

Land of ever-unchanging far right.

In this country

you’re not allowed to sing about red flowers.

You’re not allowed to paint red sunsets.

My blood is definitely not red.

A red skirt received as war relief

must be dyed black before you wear it.

In the summer of the eighth year after the war started,

my friend became a poet.

He recited a poem about snow glowing white

Another friend had his first exhibition of paintings,

composed entirely of abstracts in black and white.

He trembled at the very thought of pink.

The anti-communist league must be getting bored.

They say one of the league’s top executives

shouted in a bar:

Something must happen.

We must make something happen!

I’ve thrown out Kafka.

Oppose communism.

Eradicate communism.

Conquer communism.

I must join the anti-communist league.

Then I’ll be more confident,

for the world will be mine.

Within a few years

I must get promoted, become one of the league’s top executives.

I’ve thrown out Kafka.

The earth keeps sufficient women alive.

War.

Massacres by rightists and leftists.

You who survive

must erect walls of straw mats on the ashes

and begin life again.

You need to set up a rice-cauldron.

You need to make bitter smoke rise up

like the sound of crying.

Cauldrons have been women's work for centuries.

Mulberry trees have been women's work for centuries.

There have to be women.

Only if there are women

can the empty places left by the dead

be filled with new-borns.

Only if there are women

can the stupid men,

when they return home weary of the rough world,

find strength to go back into the world.

After Yun Seong-su's wife lost her husband

she remarried before the three years' mourning were over

and became the wife of Hwang Yeong-mo.

A baby was born at once.

The kids from her first husband

were Min-gu

and Sang-gu.

Then the newborn arrived

and she became known as Yeong-seop's Mom.

Amidst utter poverty she was always brimming with energy.

That was lucky.

Just after Yeong-seop turned one

she got pregnant again.

From the end of dawn until midnight

she was out in the fields,

or hulling barley in a mortar

then she had to go and pick mulberry leaves

and after mulberry leaves

she would pick mulberries and give them to Yeong-seop.

She would walk twenty
li
to market and sell greens

then buy shoes for Min-gu

and Sang-gu.

On the way back home

her breasts heavy with milk, she would hurry along.

Baby must be hungry.

Her whole body soaked in sweat.

What black eyebrows she had!

Just like charcoal.

From behind, the other women would joke:

she's walking fast as a mule

because she wants to hug her husband.

From ahead, Yeong-seop's Mum replied briefly:

I have to nurse the baby first,

then hug hubby or swallow him.

After the bombing

a gaunt mouse came along.

He was glad.

‘How hungry you must be!’

Legless Gi-cheol threw his wooden pillow,

knocked the animal senseless,

cooked and ate it.

He cooked and ate the scream the mouse made

as it died.

When would the war end?