Manage Me (Toven's Circus #1) (30 page)

I grab onto the top of her corset ripping the two cups apart, sending the little hooks pinging all over the place, spilling her breasts into my wanting hands. Massaging and tweaking her nipples as she leans back on her hands to allow me full access to her exposed flesh. I head down to nuzzle each mound against my cheek, before I lick and suck at her sensitive skin.

Chapter 43

Nell

Leaning my head back, I pant and let out a moan.

Biting my lip, his pinches my nipples hard, making my release a gasp. I feel myself building, I've never climaxed without penetration before but before I get too lost, Jaden starts to descend down my torso. He draws circles around my navel, nipping at the edge, making a groan escape from deep within my throat.

Standing up straight, he jerks my ass to the edge of the counter and flipping up the tiny skirt to check what’s underneath. “Mmm, naked pussy, my favorite.” He smirks and wiggles his eyebrows. “Are you wet for me, Nell?” He rests his hand across my center, his palm at my opening as he gently massages my entire mound. My back arches and a mewing purrs though my lips. 

He lowers to his knees, leaving as he pushes my leg wide, hooking one over his shoulder. Calloused fingertips brush the soft skin around my inner thigh causing tingle bunnies to erupt all over. He leans down to my wet center and while maintaining eye contact, brushes his nose along my outer lips and inhales deep, closing his eyes. "Mmm you smell amazing. This scent alone has my cock hammering to get out."

Moaning at his warm breath tickles along my skin, I'm thrown quickly to the edge, and know I won't last long. When he kisses and nibbles just below my opening, lapping up the liquid seeping out. With his tongue lax, he licks slowly from my opening to my clit, before sucking the tight little bud between his lips and humming. I can't hold on any longer, I’m gone like a rocket.

"Oh shit!! Jaden, I can't, I'm, I'm coming!" I cry, as he dives face first into my roaring heat. I cum harder with him feasting on me. I drop my legs to the surface of the counter top incapable of holding them up anymore.  I grab onto his hair making sure he doesn't go anywhere as my mind explodes with flashes of light and my body constricts and releases into bliss. 

As I lay floating in the afterglow, Jaden is busy. I feel his tugging at my skirt then hear a tearing, more tugging and tearing but this time at the corset.

“I really loved that outfit.”  I mumble as I feel his scruffy face graze my stomach, causing the butterflies to throw a fit. My hands are still tangled in his hair as I caress and love on him.

“I liked it a lot, too, clearly.” He grins up at me then starts kissing his way back down to my center, pushing my legs up again. “Hold these.” He grunts and I have little choice but to oblige.

He large hands cover my ass cheeks, using his thumbs lightly massage my tightest hole. His tongue reaches out, circling with the tip then flattening for a long slow lick from my puckered star, across my soaked opening, and up to my clit circling and sucking it into his wet mouth.  Shivers emanate through me as I ride his mouth, and when his slick warm finger pushes against my tightest entrance, I relax pushing against him.

“Good girl” he praises.  Softly touching my folds and circling my entrance, with his other hand.

"Please, fuck me Jaden," I plead but he decides to start humming, his lips that are latched on to my clit vibrate again and I gasp, my hips thrust up but Jaden stays with me. Chuckling, he uses his long talented fingers to enter into my hot center. I squeeze my keegal muscles as he enters a second long finger, bending them to massage my g-spot.

"I can't fuck you" at this statement I jerk his head up from his nuzzling. He lets out a moan at the pain I just inflicted on his scalp.

"What? What do you mean you can't fuck me?" I'm pissed off and he is doing his best with his busy fingers to distract me. He laughs when I have to fight my eyes from crossing, which of course pisses me off more, so I try to squirm away, to dislodge his fingers from inside me. But he leans forward capturing my mouth with his, stilling my movements and cooling my temper. I can smell my essence on his lips, as he kisses me bringing my body back from the anger.

Pulling away he looks at me, "Wow, are you done? I meant, I cannot fuck you yet, but I was distracted but this juicy pussy.” He whispers to me, sliding his fingers deep inside of me. My eyes roll back in my head as a groan slips from my lips. He lowers his head back down for another slow lick, “Despite you being so wet and ready for me, I need to do a little prep work to this tight hole first."  He says wiggling the finger in my ass and I get excited that we are finally going to explore that area further.

He removes his glistening fingers, deliberately licks them clean before kicking off his boots and drops his pants. My mouth waters as his cock bouncy free. The head is nearly pulsing with need with a drop of pre-cum resting on its tip and he grabs his white t-shirt from the back collar and pulls it over his head.

“I love you, Jaden.” It just spills out of my mouth and his head pops up. I hadn’t planned on telling him while I was displayed on the counter like a Christmas ham. I wanted to tell him after we had made love in the bedroom.
Why isn’t he saying anything?

He just standing there leaning against my open   legs staring at me, saying nothing. I thought he said he loved me. Tonight, during his song he poured his heart out at my feet, so why is he silent now?
 

With a growl he lifts me and throws me over his shoulder. “What the fuck!? Jaden talk to me!”

Chapter 44

Jaden

Kicking the bedroom door open and tossing her beautiful naked body on the bed.  The head of my cock is pulsing an angry purple color and I crawl slowly up her body until I'm pressed along her whole length, rubbing my sensitive head along her wet slit. Looking into her face, I'm overcome with so much feeling in my chest. Nell’s eyes are huge and full of tears and it’s then I realize that I haven’t said anything, that I just went pure caveman on her.

“Beauty, fuck. Fuck, I love you so fucking much. You’re my world, you’re my heart, you’re my everything.” I pour out as she nods her head and smiles. She grabs my faces kissing me deep, tears rolling down her face

“I love you, Jaden, you’re my world, my heart, my everything, forever.” We kiss deep and she lets out a long low moan. I can’t hold back, I want to fill her with my seed, and claim her as mine. I shove inside her, into the warmth, into her perfectness that was made to fit my cock inside of her. I will never be without my woman, she will always be inside me. I don’t last long, but then Nell is right there with me as we both plunge over the edge.

When I pull back to take her in, she’s continuing to moan, that low painful sound. Her eyebrows meet in a frown as she looks confused and my horny sex-crazed brain finally catches up. Nell isn’t making that noise, it’s coming from someone in the bathroom.

“You stay here.” I tell her, jumping out of bed, I grab a pair of sweatpants from my bag on the floor and slip them on.

The bathroom door is mostly closed, but for about an inch, the light is off, and the sound of silence is screaming through the crack. The moaning has stopped but it sounded like it was in pain. I grab the tall silver tapered candle stick from the dresser, incase whoever is in there tries to attack me and I need to defend myself. I push open the door but nothing. The sound doesn’t resume and no one runs up on me, so I reach in and flick on the light.

The light illuminates the room, the vanity sits right across from the door and the shower is off to the right, with the toilet on the other side of the half open door. I look around seeing nothing until movement catch my eyes creeping under the door.

A pool of blood is making its way towards me. I dart into the room, closing the door to see the area behind it and there laying in the pool on the floor is Emily, unmoving and so pale her lips are nearly blue. The gaping wound to her abdomen the only sign of any damage.

“CALL 9-1-1!” I scream to Nell, and drop to my knees beside Emily’s lifeless body. 

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The paramedics came and took Emily away. They were able to get her heart pumping again before they left but she had lost a lot of blood and there was no way to tell if the baby was going to make it. The police came along with them and told us we couldn’t leave town. We were allowed to go wait at the hospital and that is now where we wait.

When the police enter the private waiting area the hospital set up for us, we all tense up.

“Hi, I am Detective Madden, I am lead on this investigation. This is Detective Kitchens, my partner. You are Jaden James correct?” He shakes my hand introducing his partner and himself. Who both look like they shop at the same cheap men’s suit shop.

“Yes, Sir, I am James.”

“May we speak with you privately? And if we could request the rest of you stay here, we would like to talk to all of you.” We all nod in agreement, they already told us we couldn’t leave the state, so it’s not like we were going anywhere. .

I follow the detectives to the next room over and sit in the chair.

“Mr. James, how long did you and Miss. Snow have a relationship?” Detective Madden asks.

“Uh, well we didn’t have a relationship. We spent a weekend having sex together.” I reply.

“But Miss. Snow was pregnant with your child, correct?” Kitchens asks.

“She is pregnant, yes. We have a paternity test scheduled for tomorrow to find out if the child is mine.” I pause absorbing what they just said, “Wait, you said was…?”

“Why did you feel a paternity test was needed? Did you not trust Emily?” Madden asks ignoring my question.

“It’s not that I don’t trust Emily, I honestly do not know her well enough to trust her. It was more about protecting myself and my future. I always wrapped up when having sex with woman, all woman, including Emily. I didn’t want to have a child with some random hook up. And now that I have found the woman that I want to marry, I wanted to make sure.”

“That would be Nell Craven, correct?” asks Kitchens, and I just nod. “Did Nell know about Emily and the pregnancy?”

“Yes, I told her everything shortly after we got together.”

“How did she feel about the pregnancy?” Madden asks leaning forward on the table.

“She wasn’t thrilled about it but we had agreed that there was nothing to worry about until we knew it was mine for sure.”

A loud crash sound from outside the room and I hear Finn and Ryker yelling. I stand up going for the door but Madden grabs my arm.

“Mr. James, you need to sit back down.”

“What the fuck is going on? Why are my guys yelling?” I ask yanking from his grip just as the door the room is thrown open.