Maggie: A Girl of the Streets and Other Writings About New York (Barnes & Noble Classics Series) (19 page)

“Well,” he said, “well, but what th’ blazes—”

“Ah, come on,” said the little old woman. She went to him and put her arms about his neck. She began to coax him with caresses.

The young man grinned. “Thunderation!” he said, “what would I do at a prayer-meetin’?”

The mother considered him to be consenting. She did a little antique caper.

“Well, yeh can come an’ take care a yer mother,” she cried, gleefully. “It’s such a long walk every Thursday night alone, an’ don’t yeh s‘pose that when I have such a big, fine, strappin’ boy, I want ’im t’ beau me aroun’ some? Ah, I knew ye’d come.”

He smiled for a moment, indulgent of her humor. But presently his face turned a shade of discomfort. “But—” he began, protesting.

“Ah, come on,” she continually repeated.

He began to be vexed. He frowned into the air. A vision came to him of dreary blackness arranged in solemn rows. A mere dream of it was depressing.
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“But—” he said again. He was obliged to make great search for an argument. Finally he concluded, “But what th’ blazes would I do at prayer-meetin’?”

In his ears was the sound of a hymn, made by people who tilted their heads at a prescribed angle of devotion. It would be too apparent that they were all better than he. When he entered they would turn their heads and regard him with suspicion. This would be an enormous aggravation, since he was certain that he was as good as they.

“Well, now, y’ see,” he said, quite gently, “I don’t wanta go, an’ it wouldn’t do me no good t’ go if I didn’t wanta go.”

His mother’s face swiftly changed. She breathed a huge sigh, the counterpart of ones he had heard upon like occasions. She put a tiny black bonnet on her head, and wrapped her figure in an old shawl. She cast a martyr-like glance upon her son and went mournfully away. She resembled a limited funeral procession.

The young man writhed under it to an extent. He kicked moodily at a table-leg. When the sound of her footfalls died away he felt distinctly relieved.

THAT NIGHT, WHEN KELCEY arrived at the little smiling saloon, he found his friend Jones standing before the bar engaged in a violent argument with a stout man.

“Oh, well,” this latter person was saying, “you can make a lot of noise, Charlie, for a man that never says anything—let’s have a drink!”

Jones was waving his arms and delivering splintering blows upon some distant theories. The stout man chuckled fatly and winked at the bartender.

The orator ceased for a moment to say, “Gimme little whiskey, John.” At the same time he perceived young Kelcey. He sprang forward with a welcoming cry. “Hello, ol’ man, didn’t much think ye’d come.” He led him to the stout man.

“Mr. Bleecker—my friend Mr. Kelcey!”

“How d’yeh do!”

“Mr. Kelcey, I’m happy to meet you, sir; have a drink.”

They drew up in line and waited. The busy hands of the bartender made glasses clink. Mr. Bleecker, in a very polite way, broke the waiting silence.

“Never been here before, I believe, have you, Mr. Kelcey?”

The young man felt around for a high-bred reply. “Er—no—I’ve never had that—er—pleasure,” he said.

After a time the strained and wary courtesy of their manners wore away. It became evident to Bleecker that his importance slightly dazzled the young man. He grew warmer. Obviously, the youth was one whose powers of perception were developed. Directly, then, he launched forth into a tale of by-gone days, when the world was better. He had known all the great men of that age. He reproduced his conversations with them. There were traces of pride and of mournfulness in his voice. He rejoiced at the glory of the world of dead spirits. He grieved at the youth and flippancy of the present one. He lived with his head in the clouds of the past, and he seemed obliged to talk of what he saw there.

Jones nudged Kelcey ecstatically in the ribs. “You’ve got th’ ol’ man started in great shape,” he whispered.

Kelcey was proud that the prominent character of the place talked at him, glancing into his eyes for appreciation of fine points.

Presently they left the bar, and going into a little rear room, took seats about a table. A gas-jet with a colored globe shed a crimson radiance. The polished wood of walls and furniture gleamed with faint rose-colored reflections. Upon the floor sawdust was thickly sprinkled.

Two other men presently came. By the time Bleecker had told three tales of the grand past, Kelcey was slightly acquainted with everybody.

He admired Bleecker immensely. He developed a brotherly feeling for the others, who were all gentle-spoken. He began to feel that he was passing the happiest evening of his life. His companions were so jovial and good-natured; and everything they did was marked by such courtesy.

For a time the two men who had come in late did not presume to address him directly. They would say: “Jones, won’t your friend have so and so, or so and so?” And Bleecker would begin his orations: “Now, Mr. Kelcey, don’t you think—”

Presently he began to believe that he was a most remarkably fine fellow, who had at last found his place in a crowd of most remarkably fine fellows.

Jones occasionally breathed comments into his ear.

“I tell yeh, Bleecker’s an ol’-timer. He was a husky guy in his day, yeh can bet. He was one a th’ best known men in N’ York once. Yeh ought to hear him tell about—”

Kelcey listened intently. He was profoundly interested in these intimate tales of men who had gleamed in the rays of old suns.

“That O‘Connor’s a damn fine fellah,” interjected Jones once, referring to one of the others. “He’s one ’a th’ best fellahs I ever knowed. He’s always on th’ dead level. An’ he’s always jest th’ same as yeh see ‘im now—good-natured an’ grinnin’.”

Kelcey nodded. He could well believe it.

When he offered to buy drinks there came a loud volley of protests. “No, no, Mr. Kelcey,” cried Bleecker, “no, no. Tonight you are our guest. Some other time—”

“Here,” said O’Connor, “it’s my turn now.”

He called and pounded for the bartender. He then sat with a coin in his hand warily eying the others. He was ready to frustrate them if they offered to pay.

After a time Jones began to develop qualities of great eloquence and wit. His companions laughed. “It’s the whiskey talking now,” said Bleecker.

He grew earnest and impassioned. He delivered speeches on various subjects. His lectures were to him very imposing. The force of his words thrilled him. Sometimes he was overcome.

The others agreed with him in all things. Bleecker grew almost tender, and considerately placed words here and there for his use. As Jones became fiercely energetic the others became more docile in agreeing. They soothed him with friendly interjections.

His mood changed directly. He began to sing popular airs with enthusiasm. He congratulated his companions upon being in his society. They were excited by his frenzy. They began to fraternize in jovial fashion. It was understood that they were true and tender spirits. They had come away from a grinding world filled with men who were harsh.

When one of them chose to divulge some place where the world had pierced him, there was a chorus of violent sympathy. They rejoiced at their temporary isolation and safety.

Once a man, completely drunk, stumbled along the floor of the saloon. He opened the door of the little room and made a show of entering. The men sprang instantly to their feet. They were ready to throttle any invader of their island. They elbowed each other in rivalry as to who should take upon himself the brunt of an encounter.

“Oh!” said the drunken individual, swaying on his legs and blinking at the party, “oh! thish private room?”

“That’s what it is, Willie,” said Jones. “An’ you git outa here er we’ll throw yeh out.”

“That’s what we will,” said the others.

“Oh,” said the drunken man. He blinked at them aggrievedly for an instant and then went away.

They sat down again. Kelcey felt, in a way, that he would have liked to display his fidelity to the others by whipping the intruder.

The bartender came often. “Gee, you fellahs er tanks,” he said, in a jocular manner, as he gathered empty glasses and polished the table with his little towel.

Through the exertions of Jones the little room began to grow clamorous. The tobacco-smoke eddied about the forms of the men in ropes and wreaths. Near the ceiling there was a thick gray cloud.

Each man explained, in his way, that he was totally out of place in the before-mentioned world. They were possessed of various virtues which were unappreciated by those with whom they were commonly obliged to mingle; they were fitted for a tree-shaded land, where everything was peace. Now that five of them had congregated it gave them happiness to speak their inmost thoughts without fear of being misunderstood.

As he drank more beer Kelcey felt his breast expand with manly feeling. He knew that he was capable of sublime things. He wished that some day one of his present companions would come to him for relief. His mind pictured a little scene. In it he was magnificent in his friendship.

He looked upon the beaming faces and knew that if at that instant there should come a time for a great sacrifice he would blissfully make it. He would pass tranquilly into the unknown, or into bankruptcy, amid the ejaculations of his companions upon his many virtues.

They had no bickerings during the evening. If one chose to momentarily assert himself, the others instantly submitted.

They exchanged compliments. Once old Bleecker stared at Jones for a few moments. Suddenly he broke out: “Jones, you’re one of the finest fellows I ever knew!” A flush of pleasure went over the other’s face, and then he made a modest gesture, the protest of an humble man. “Don’t flim-flam me, ol’ boy,” he said, with earnestness. But Bleecker roared that he was serious about it. The two men arose and shook hands emotionally. Jones bunted against the table and knocked off a glass.

Afterward a general hand-shaking was inaugurated. Brotherly sentiments flew about the room. There was an uproar of fraternal feeling.

Jones began to sing. He beat time with precision and dignity. He gazed into the eyes of his companions, trying to call music from their souls. O’Connor joined in heartily, but with another tune. Off in a corner old Bleecker was making a speech.

The bartender came to the door. “Gee, you fellahs er making a row. It’s time fer me t’ shut up th’ front th’ place, an’ you mugs better sit on yerselves. It’s one o’clock.”

They began to argue with him. Kelcey, however, sprang to his feet. “One o‘clock,” he said. “Holy smoke, I mus’ be flyin’!”

There came protesting howls from Jones. Bleecker ceased his oration. “My dear boy—” he began. Kelcey searched for his hat. “I’ve gota go t’ work at seven,” he said.

The others watched him with discomfort in their eyes. “Well,” said O’Connor, “if one goes we might as well all go.” They sadly took their hats and filed out.

The cold air of the street filled Kelcey with vague surprise. It made his head feel hot. As for his legs, they were like willow-twigs.

A few yellow lights blinked. In front of an all-night restaurant a huge red electric lamp hung and sputtered. Horse-car bells jingled far down the street. Overhead a train thundered on the elevated road.

On the sidewalk the men took fervid leave. They clutched hands with extraordinary force and proclaimed, for the last time, ardent and admiring friendships.

When he arrived at his home Kelcey proceeded with caution. His mother had left a light burning low. He stumbled once in his voyage across the floor. As he paused to listen he heard the sound of little snores coming from her room.

He lay awake for a few moments and thought of the evening. He had a pleasurable consciousness that he had made a good impression upon those fine fellows. He felt that he had spent the most delightful evening of his life.