Madness or Purpose (22 page)

She stretches her arms above her head exposing her stomach. I shouldn’t want her, she’s obviously struggling, but I can’t resist and I reach out to run my fingers over her exposed skin. The tingling sensation from her skin shoots straight to my spine and down to my groin. God, one touch! It’s almost painful.

I want her and I want her now. Why am I so selfish? Does it matter? I let my fingers take over tracing the bottom of her shirt and flattening my palm against her stomach and inching my fingertips under the material. Her arm moves from over her eyes. The blue and purple haze swirls in another worldly fashion.

Zoe’s smile is sleepy but it begins to morph into a seductive and tempting grin as my hand continues to travel up her torso.

“I’m sorry, I just can’t help myself.” I hear myself almost growl. I’m not an animal, but something primal inside of me wants to claim her, show her that I can take care of her, sooth her and pleasure her all at once. Zoe doesn’t say anything but she sure doesn’t stop me either. I can feel the heat start in my stomach and begin to radiate out. As my palms graze her body her eyes close for a moment or two just feeling the sensations I know are rocketing through her body. Like a flood gate when it bursts her every emotions floods into my head and I have to brace myself a bit. I slip my shirt off, which I don’t remember putting on, but then again when we let go some of the details in the after math are often missing from my memory. I wonder if it’s because it’s just so overwhelming, or if it’s because the electric pulses from her body is starting to fry some of my brain cells. Looking down at her pale skin her mark begins to pulse and then flicker like a lightshow beneath her skin.

“Take me now; you know you want to Gavin. I need you. I need you to take away the pain.”
Her voice is desperate and pleading even in the silence in my head, each syllable crystal clear and loaded with pleading.
“Only if we get out of the apartment afterward,”
Zoe nods and in the same instant I slide in slow to the hilt watching her body arch up to meet mine. With the feeling of her clenching down on me and all the muscles contracting and almost preventing me from pulling out, I lose control and as she moans I feel the fire light inside of me and my skin heats turning red. My eyes tint over and her pulse blue mark looks purple through the haze. Her fingers reach up and scrape down my chest. If she had nails she would being drawing blood. Just as I am about to pull out to slowly enter again to tease her and pleasure her with every stroke, but she stops me just before the tip exists by clamping down on me. I groan with the pressure applied to such a sensitive spot. I cry out, which is not normal. In an instant she releases and then without any more thought I thrust into her with all I have picking up the pace. As rough as I become she dishes it back never allowing me to withdraw from inside of her and as she stops the tip each time I flare up literally.

As the flames rise higher Zoe eases up a bit not wanting to light the whole place on fire. “Don’t stop! I promise I won’t light us on fire. I’ll show you.” Reaching down with my flaming hand I run my finger tips over her jaw. Though the flames consume us both from head to toe, the flames don’t burn. I have been working on my mental control.

Though my body is hot and sweating the actual flames are harmless. And evil grin spreads across her face and I feel her body tense and contract around me.

My eyes close in ecstasy as my head falls back. I grasp her soft breasts and pull out again as far as she will let me. As I slide back in my hands rove over her body and I pull her up to a semi sitting posture. She nips and licks driving me wild. I can feel the pressure building and the wave of adrenaline washing over me.

In an instant of impatience I flip us over without breaking the connection and slide up against the head bored all at once. Zoe slides her knees up on either side of my hips and rises almost off of me and then drops back down. I groan with the pleasure and grab her by the hips. Zoe smacks my hands and shakes her head. Her pitch black hair looks even darker through the red haze of my eyes. To compromise, I take her breasts in my hands tweaking and massaging while she rides me hard and fast. As she pulls off and then slams back down I can’t help but moan and encourage her.

I can feel the pulsing in my erection and the contractions of her inner walls.

Zoe rides harder and harder clamping down. The heat running down me and onto the sheets is like putting gasoline on a fire. The flames leap and dance around us. As Zoe screams she brings me to the brink as the lights flash and I hear the microwave ding and the fire alarm sound I grab her hips forcing myself into her further and finally feel myself release. I pull her up and down another time allowing myself to climax yet again with the friction to my still hard throbbing erection.

Zoe collapses on top of me both our bodies sticking together from our sweat. Our breathing slows, but the pulsing doesn’t stop. If it’s possible I seem to become more rigid and engorged filling more of Zoe. Internally her muscles begin to respond and massage my full length. It’s like her body has a mind of its own. Our bodies are still pressed together and being chest to chest our marks are touching and I have gone blind at this point seeing only white with odd bursts behind my eyelids.

My emotions are her emotions, my desires become hers. “Are you getting bigger?”

She gasps, as I feel myself pulse and throb and enlarge to an alarming size. I can’t answer her I seem to be incapable of speaking so I do the only thing I can think of and grab her hips lifting her up and back down onto me. With every thrust I can feel my entire body shudder and the sensations intensify. The fire doesn’t return and though I feel like I’m on fire my skin is not burning her.

Every time I move Zoe’s electricity shoots through me. I am so engorged I can barely move inside of Zoe. She leans back placing her hands on my chest and starts to take over bouncing more than allowing me to thrust, but because of the size the friction is just perfect and as she bounces up and I run my palms over nipples making her gasp and moan. She climaxes and I can feel the heat flow down my penis and her bouncing becomes more free and the friction though less intense seems to be better aided by the conductivity of her hot juices all over me.

Zoe speeds up bouncing up and down and I can hear her ass smack my thighs as she rides me as fast and hard as she can. She cries out and her breathing is frantic. I assist her by pulling her down by the hips on the way back down slamming my head to her back wall and feeling her squeeze my shaft. Her lips find mine and the salt from our sweat makes her mouth even more tempting. Zoe thrusts her tongue into my mouth taking control and claiming my mouth. I’m throbbing and she is so wet. I need to end this I need release. I almost ache like I’m going to combust. Zoe begins to picture me in her mind in ever raw detail. It’s odd looking at myself naked aroused and reclining on our bed. Zoe appears in my head crawling towards me licking her lips her firm breast dangling from her frame swaying just a bit as she approaches. This really isn’t helping! I feel the space between my penis and her internal walls shrink as I engorge more. Oh fuck, I’ve never been this hard or this horny. I don’t think I’ve ever lasted this long, but I can’t pull out of her. I’m too big. During this whole time she is still riding me like the horny temptress she is. In her head she runs her tongue up my thighs and she drags her perky nipples and breast along my erection.

Then without warning she takes my full length into her mouth and sucks hard and fast slightly bobbing her head as she works. She pictures me grabbing her by the hair and thrusting into her mouth. I can almost feel her teeth grazing my length and the tension builds faster and faster. She screams and she clamps down on my cock just as I reach the brink and I explode inside of her. I pull her up and down a few more times shaking with spasms and breathing so fast my head is spinning. I feel like I can’t breathe but with the added lubrication and finally release from my orgasm Zoe is able to slide off of me and lean next to me on the bed. “I’m going to shower, but don’t you dare come in there! We can’t have the bathroom exploding from another little episode!” By this time I can see, and she of course crawls off the bed shaking her ass at me. Fuck! What is wrong with me and why, why would she crawl off like that? With that she goes quickly to the bathroom and all I can think about is the water cascading down her body and the soap making her fingers glide over her skin as she lathers her body.

Looking down as I fear my penis is sticking practically straight up and it’s larger than I ever remember it being. I can’t keep fucking her, I just I’m going to collapse and the constant hard on it starting to make me angry. Something about this isn’t right. Something about this is screaming guardian binding. *Need help.

Guardian stuff.* A few seconds later,
shoot.
*Is fully bonding first time or a specific time?* I really hoped he was getting my drift. It was hard to think with my erection throbbing and being able to mentally glimpse Zoe in the shower. She isn’t trying to send me messages but I’m getting them, loud and clear! *Not always first time. Got a problem that just won’t go away? J *

What an ass! But I guess he understands what I’m asking. *Correct. What do I do?* The anticipation of the answer is almost worse than the fact I can’t seem to go flaccid. I can’t say I’ve ever wanted it to be that way so much in my life! *You just have to go until it goes away. J* Holy fuck! How long could this go on?
Fuck!
I think my body is going to give out before my penis does. *Exactly, fuck until you can’t any longer. It’s torture I know. Just keep it up! J*

Oh, what a jackass! I hear the shower turn off and I figure that’s my cue.

After sitting for a while I seem to have some renewed strength. Standing I walk across the apartment and with each step I ache in a way I never have before. I can smell her and I know she knows I’m coming for her. Zoe appears dripping wet at the bathroom door. I stop and watch her as the cool air from the apartment caresses her body and her breasts seem to perk up and her nipples harden. I can feel her eyes move up and down my body. They flash blue and purple. I close the remaining space between us and taker her by the hand. I practically fling her up against the wall and place my hands on either side of her head effectively trapping her. I press my body against her my erection pressing into her stomach. I drop one hand and trace down the center of her body. I lean back just enough to slide my hand between her thighs. I can feel the heat of her body increase as my hand draws closer. Zoe gasps quietly as my first two fingers slip between her legs and straight into her. With that I feel myself throb and as quickly as I slipped my fingers in I lift her up and replace them with my erection. I let her slide on slowly to be sure I don’t hurt her, but she fits like a glove and her moan just makes her all the more wet.

Zoe locks her legs around my hips and lets gravity do most of the work. This time around she climaxes practically immediately and her internal muscles pull me to my own release. I let her rest in my arms her breathing is erratic and her shower was pointless.

Our bodies are drenched in sweat and her wetness covers our thighs.
“What the hell is going on?”
Her voice enters my head. I can’t respond out loud either so I don’t.
“So, you know how souls bond?”
She doesn’t answer, but seems to be waiting so I just continue. I feel like I should still be protecting her, but I don’t think this is the kind of thing to leave her in the dark about.
“Well, I guess it’s not the first time necessarily, but it’s early on and I guess it goes until it’s done.”
With that I can feel myself stand at attention inside of her. Her internal muscles are already contracting and causing me to grow and engorge again.
“I feel like I should be tired, but every time it ends I can’t wait until it happens again. Is this size thing part of it? I mean don’t get me wrong you are great, but I can’t believe you fit!”
I feel a grin spread across my face and we both start laughing.

However her laughing tightens her stomach muscles and thus she clenches down on me making me groan and press her hard against the wall. Zoe bites my shoulder and thrusts her pelvis forward.

I finally move us to the new couch and we proceed to defile the poor piece of furniture. This marathon proceeds for most of the day. When evening comes we are collapsed on the floor in each other’s arms. “I think it’s over.” I whisper into her hair. I was really hoping it was. I finally went flaccid and we were both more than exhausted. The feeling that took over any desire to sleep, fuck, or even talk was the desire to pee and find food. It was like we had the munchies. I’ve had my fair share of those, but this was even stronger. It’s probably because we haven’t eaten since the night before and sex takes a lot out of you. After a wicked pee and a short shower I vacate the bathroom and let Zoe wash up again. “I’ll call Dominic and Natasha and have them meet us at the diner for food and we can ask them to come with us.” Zoe’s brow furrows a bit; I swear this is what we discussed last night and in our sleep. “You smell like sex still. Don’t you think they will know?” I just laugh a bit. “Of course you can smell sex; it’s not as noticeable as you think to others. Once you shower and we get out of this apartment you won’t notice so much. If Dominic says anything I’ll kick his ass! If anything he’ll be jealous! Ha ha! Now get your hot little ass in there and shower!”

Now that she’s in the other room I find the closest clean clothes and pull them on. I search the apartment for a moment or two before I hear a buzzing noise from the bedroom. I make my way to the room and I barely see a flash and rumble as it vibrates its way under the bed. Picking it up, the screen is displaying a message from Jaron. *Are you two coming into work tonight or are you still flying the flag?* All I can do is shake my head and chuckle. *We’ll be there.* I answer quickly and place a call to Dominic and one to Natasha. Both are up for a late dinner before we take Zoe for her first night of waitressing. Natasha is an off and on waitress for Dean, so the regulars know her and she will be a good teacher. She can also help Zoe with keeping up her mental shields and learn how to block out the constant bombardment of busy thoughts. Starting this sort of “training” at the bar will be best, because though each half soul can communicate telepathically with their other half; all guardians develop the ability to keep up mental shields like walking becomes a second nature after it is learned. Zoe emerges from the bathroom and to keep my mind off of her I busy myself in the kitchen feeding Relic and wondering how much of the book I gave Zoe she has read? I guess first thing is first, food and planning our little rescue mission.