Maddie and Wyn (41 page)

“Wyn…” Maddie broke, love and empathy winding tightly around her vocal chords. “You’ve punished yourself for long enough. It’s time to stop now.” Lifting his hand to her lips, she pressed kisses to the back and palm, hating that his skin wasn’t hot the way it normally was. “I swear you’re going to be okay.”

Wyn sucked in a big gulp of air and exhaled slow and steady; maybe for the first time in years the breath was a cleansing one. Maddie prayed it was so.

“The second I saw your face that night,” he shared, “I knew I’d made a horrific mistake. But all it takes is one. What I did was so big, and I hurt you so deeply that you couldn’t forgive it. And I understood why. The damage was done. The impotence came immediately.” He sort of half smiled then, and Maddie knew he was starting to come out of the dark tunnel. “I tried to deny it, but a piece of my brain and heart knew I was only supposed to be with you, and my body punished me for ruining us that night with one stupid act.”

For Maddie, finally, what Wyn had done four years ago no longer mattered. Why he’d done it though, Maddie needed just one more answer in order to feel one hundred percent safe. “Have you made peace with the conflict inside you about your father?”

“I don’t know about total peace yet,” Wyn admitted, but he kept his focus steady and true, and most of the strain had left his voice, “but I’m conscious now of the conflict inside me about him, enough so that I believe I can recognize it and stop myself from hurting myself or you over this love I do still have for who he was supposed to be. I know now too he isn’t ever going to be that person I need and want him to be. He’s never going to be my father. With his dismissal of Ethan today—” Wyn shook his head, and the first flash of fire returned to his eyes, “—the piece of my heart that still pined for him died. If you can’t love my brother as he is, you can’t have me. And more, then I don’t want you in return.”

Maddie grinned, unable to keep her lips down. “I love Ethan. I always have.”

Smiling back, a real one that reached his gaze, Wyn switched the tangle of their fingers, lifted her hand to his lips, and kissed each of her fingertips. “Only one of the many reasons you own my heart.”

“And you own mine.” Spilling even more, her heart too full to contain, Maddie told him, “I want you to stay here with me.” Aching all over with love for him, she told him, “For always.”

Releasing a ragged, animalistic noise, Wyn cried out for Maddie and dragged her onto his lap, her legs around his waist. “I love you so much.” He stole a fast, rough kiss, another hoarse noise breaking through his system. “Without your forgiveness, I can’t go on.”

Running her fingers through his short hair, Maddie looked into his eyes, held him in place with her soul, and promised, “I understand you, and I forgive what you did.”

Wyn choked, “Maddie…Fuck…” His muscles rippling with python strength, he wrapped his arms around her and kissed her forehead, cheeks, and nose, and his shaft reared to life between her thighs. “Maddie…” He moved to her lips, and a groan filled the air as he kissed her and licked into her mouth. “Maddie, Maddie, Maddie.” Running his hands up her back, into her hair, he brushed his lips to hers so softly, yet Maddie felt the caress all the way into her being. “I love you.”

Her sex flooding for him in a shot, Maddie wound her arms around his back and started yanking at his shirt. “Take me inside now.” Needy so fast, she ground herself against the ridge of his cock. “Too many people at the garage during the day to risk stripping you naked outside.”

“Christ, honey.” Grabbing her under her ass, Wyn surged to his feet, keeping hold of her, and strode to the door. “You always know how to wind me up fast.” He shoved the door open hard, letting it slam all the way against the wall as he moved inside, and then kicked it closed with just as much force.

Maddie tore his shirt off over his head, loving the inferno once again burning under his flesh. She reached between them to get at his jeans. “Right here on the rug.” She slid down his body while undoing his zipper, desperate to make them one again. “It’ll take too long to get upstairs.”

His features dark with desire, Wyn shuddered and kissed her with a rough bite. “Jesus, Maddie.” Licking past her lips, he caressed her ass through her coveralls and shorts. “You’re gonna make me come.” He dipped his hand between her thighs from behind and caressed her pussy, and Maddie throbbed for him inside even harder.

Yanking his jeans and underwear down to his thighs, Maddie rubbed against him and moaned, “Just hold on long enough to get inside me first.”

Instantly Wyn went still and locked in on her stare. A question lived in the depth of his eyes, as Maddie had known it would. He wanted the confirmation that she, they both, accepted and welcomed the possible consequences of continuing to have unprotected sex. Pregnancy. A baby. A connection between them that would bond them forever.

Maddie’s pulse skipped a beat, but she knew excitement generated the reaction, not fear. Exposing herself to him again, she nodded, giving that confirmation he needed, and he uttered, “Damn it, Maddie; I love you.” His cock lifted to his stomach and leaked a river of early cum.

“I love you too.” Unzipping her coveralls, Maddie let the loose fabric fall to her ankles, revealing the skimpy tank top and shorts she often wore underneath. Her nipples pebbled against the white ribbed fabric of the tank, and her excitement had already soaked through her panties and dampened her shorts. “Now f—” Catching herself, she bit her lip.
Not fucking.
Not anymore
. Looking up at him, she ran the tip of her finger up the underside of his cock and teased the slick slit across the head, loving when he hissed and his balls pulled in his sac. “Make me yours right now.”

Growling, the darkness in his eyes brightening with chips of obsidian in that passionate way she loved, Wyn grabbed her in his arms and tumbled them to the rug. “You were always mine.”

Smiling up at him, love pouring through her system, Maddie wound her arms around his shoulders and pulled him into a kiss. “I know.”

Wyn slashed his mouth across hers and dominated with his kiss, holding her jaw parted and sinking his tongue past her lips for a raw lick. Holding onto him with everything in her, Maddie arched up against him, eager to feel him everywhere, and cried out when her clothing still separated her skin from his.

With a whimper to help, Maddie wiggled up from the floor and pulled at her top, awkwardly getting it off over her head. Wyn reared up, his jeans at his knees, his prick thick and long and dark crimson in color, stunning and heavy with his need.

Trained on her gaze, he shimmied her shorts and underwear down her legs for her, pulling her work boots and socks off in a seamless smooth motion along the way. After quickly removing the rest of his clothes, he parted her thighs for her too, bending her legs high and wide, and she moaned as the cool air caressed the heated line of her pussy, her lips already rosy and swollen and wet for him.

On his knees at the apex of her thighs, Wyn looked her up and down, and his chest rose and fell in a deep wave. “Hand to God, baby. Your beauty astounds me daily.” He cupped her breasts and rubbed his thumbs across her nipples. The coarse texture of his hands abraded the tips of her tits, stiffening her nipples into tight berry colored peaks and sent the delicious sensation winding through her body, all the way down into her core. “I’ve never known anyone like you.”

With his words, Maddie somehow blossomed even deeper inside, feeling truly whole for the first time in her life. Adoration pumping up from the depths of her soul, she rubbed her hands up and down his forearms, needing another way to assure herself he was real. “You’re so amazing and handsome and sexy and wonderful in every way.” Years and years of pent-up love flowed out of her in droves, tightening her throat. “I feel so lucky you saw me, and I’m the one who gets to be with you every day for the rest of my life.”

Stripping her name bare, he uttered, “Maddie,” and came down on top of her, bracing his hands on the floor on either side of her head. Whispering her name again, he crushed his lips to hers and surged into her with one sure thrust, claiming her all the way to the root.

Maddie bucked—
oh God, oh God yeeeesssss
. A series of deep spasms instantly rocked through her body, shooting intense throbbing pleasure into her cunt. Clutching Wyn’s arms, Maddie bit his jaw and rode the sharp orgasm he’d so quickly torn out of her. He tightened like a steel rod above her, within her, and became an unbreakable anchor she could cling to without fear during such an intense storm.

Finally, after sliding herself up on his rigid cock for endlessly glorious minutes, she loosened her grip on his biceps and sank into the rug beneath her back. She freed his jaw from her teeth too, thankful she’d only bruised him and not drawn blood.

Wyn’s features were pulled taut, but a twinkle filled his eyes. “Again?” he asked, and circled his arms around her head.

So fresh off a release, Maddie still shivered inside around his embedded cock, and her blood still raced hotter than lava. She whispered, “Yes please,” and scraped her short fingernails up his arms and across his thick shoulders. “Right away.”

“Fucking hell, honey.” Twitching his nose against hers, Wyn rumbled a noise between a chuckle and a groan. “If you get any cuter, you’re going to kill me.”

“And if you get any sexier,” unable to stop touching him, she ran her hands down his sculpted back and over the tight globes of his ass, “I’m going to perish in your arms right along with you.” Shifting just the slightest bit beneath him, Maddie gasped as Wyn rocked and his scorching length branded her inner walls. “Oh God. You feel so good inside me.” She held onto his tight ass cheeks and pumped herself on his shaft. “It won’t be long before I’m coming again.”

Uttering, “Fuck,” Wyn shuddered and drove himself hard and fast into her pussy.

Maddie scratched her way across the small of his back and lifted herself up into the piercing of his cock. “Not fucking,” she reminded him, the words coming from the deepest part of her core. “Not between us.” She scraped her fingers up his spine and took hold of his head, keeping his face close to hers. “Every time we’re together, we’re becoming one.”

The glitter of dew misted Wyn’s eyes, and he whispered, “You just made my life.”

Dipping down, he brushed his lips across hers again and again, putting his mark on her in another way, and began to move. No hard, rough slams of his hips, Wyn grazed soft kisses against her lips, braced her head in the strong circle of his arms, and rocked between her thighs with steady, sure thrusts. And as he did, he pressed his stomach and chest into her belly and breasts, making her feel him everywhere, and wound her back up, her body on the razor’s edge of coming for him a second time in minutes.

Overwhelming need and love twisted through Maddie’s middle, hurting her chest more than ever before, and waking her up in a deeper way, one she hadn’t experienced until this moment. Maddie clung to Wyn, digging her fingers into his shoulders, and lifted her body into the claiming of his cock. Each piercing of his thick, hot shaft rippled through the walls of her pussy and up into her core, tagging her deep inside in ways she knew would never wash away. That she didn’t want to ever cleanse from her body.
He’s everything to me.

Trapped in Wyn in every way, shivers raced through Maddie’s frame, and she began slamming herself harder into each drive of his prick. “Wyn…” Letting go of his shoulders, she grabbed his ass and pulled him harder into her body, desperate for him from the depths of her soul. “Please.”

Pressing the softest kiss to her lips, Wyn reached down, cupped her left thigh with a firm hand and stilled her frantic attempts to speed up their mating. “My Maddie.” His eyes bright with a smile, he threaded his fingers in her hair and held her head in place while continuing to slowly move within her, a gentle assault on her body. “I’ve called you that in my mind forever.”

Her throat blocked with too much love, Maddie confessed in a cracked tone, “I’ve loved you for so long. I stopped believing you would ever be mine, but in my dreams we were always together.” She looked up at him without blinking, and a tear rolled down her temple, into her hair. “And it was perfect.”

A jolt rocked through Wyn’s hard frame, and his voice went ragged. “Thank you for never truly letting go.” He dropped his forehead to hers, his lips resting atop hers. “By forgiving me, you gave me back my life.”

Each slide of his cock like a caress that backed up his words, Maddie locked in on Wyn’s stare as the waves of pleasure and need slammed harder inside her body, tightening the coil of release in her belly, pushing her dangerously toward the cliff. Whispering, “I need you,” almost without sound, Maddie lifted herself into the salvation in his cock, “I need to come.”

Pumping his hips, his hand tangled in her hair, Wyn didn’t blink either, touching her intimately in every way possible. Then he said, “I love you, Maddie. You are my world,” and kissed her heart with his soul.

Oh God, please, please.
Around Wyn’s prick, Maddie’s inner walls began to quake. Looking into his eyes, basking in the open love shining from within, Maddie let go, spun out into the atmosphere in his arms, crying, “I love you too,” knowing that no matter what happened tomorrow or even next year or in ten years, because they were together and loved each other, everything would always be okay.

*

The second Maddie said she loved him back, the moment her channel squeezed hard around his buried shaft, Wyn jerked between Maddie’s thighs and lost himself to the strength in her love. His lips against hers, whispering her name again and again and again, he spilled himself deep inside her. Spurting with each milking her pussy put on his cock, he released his seed in endless droves, putting himself inside her, in her welcoming warmth, his home, one that existed only in her body, the only place he was ever meant to be.

In the aftermath, their shared breathing still coming fast and heavy, Maddie slid her legs down alongside his, releasing the lock-hold she’d had on his hips with her inner thighs. Visibly spent, her body going to jelly, Maddie smiled up at him, glitter silvering her eyes, and he knew her mind and heart were still going a million miles an hour.