Love Me Some You: A Complete Novel (14 page)

Shit.

“Yes, baby...” I said softly. This is what I wanted, not arguments.

“Do you trust me Jessica?”

I kept silent.

Forrest then smacked my ass hard. Shit. “Answer me, Jess.”

“I trust you, baby. It’s the females I don’t trust.”

He gently caressed my ass, softening the slight pain he had caused by smacking my ass.

“Trust me Jess, you’re the only woman I want,” he whispered in my ear, before leaning into the side of my neck and planting kisses everywhere.

I trusted him.

~ 19 ~

~ Jessica ~

“Do you trust me?” he questioned me, wanting to know nothing but the truth from me.

“Yes I do, Forrest, one-hundred percent.” That was the honest truth. I trusted Forrest. He was my man and my feelings for him were growing stronger and stronger every day. He meant so much to me, and I truly couldn’t see myself with any other guy but him.

He made me laugh, he made me smile. He made sweet love to me every day and could cook! I was so blessed to have him.

“Good.” He kissed my forehead, wrapping his arms around my shoulders as he led me out the gym.

I had come to watch Forrest deal with his second female client of the week and everything seemed to be going well. His female client didn’t know I was watching though, because I didn’t want her to start acting up if she knew that her hot personal trainer was being watched by his girlfriend.

I just pretended to be a regular at the gym and I would catch Forrest staring at me as I did my own personal exercises. He couldn’t keep his eyes off me, especially when I was doing my squats and stretches.

I was wearing my black tight leggings and red gym crop top bra. Being a model means that I have to stay in shape all the time. So I’m going to have to make an effort to come to the gym at least twice a week.

I also needed to keep fit because of Forrest. He’s a personal trainer, and if I don’t make myself fit, he’ll make me fit.

Honestly, I didn’t mind watching Forrest’s session with his female client but I didn’t have to. It was all Forrest’s idea. He wanted to prove to me that I had nothing to worry about.

He was right.

I had absolutely nothing to be worried about. Sure, my man had to touch his female clients but at the end of the day, I was the only woman that he wanted his hands and eyes all over.

I was the only girl that he wanted. It was very obvious to me that Forrest cared about me. He always wanted to make sure that I was okay and that I wasn’t upset. Sure, we had a few ups and downs but what couple doesn’t?

We were getting more and more serious. And it was as if he lived with me in my apartment. Every night there was only one girl that he made love to. Me.

We made our way to a nearby frozen yogurt shop and bought two. Forrest got me a strawberry one, with rainbow sprinkles and he got himself a vanilla one, with chocolate sprinkles.

We sat outside in the shade, on the chairs outside the yogurt shop. Today was a very hot day in Los Angeles and being in the gym from nine to one in the afternoon was actually quite relaxing. Before Forrest trained his female client, he trained me and it was very nice to have him feel every aspect of my body.

It was as if he wanted to make love to me right there and then in the gym. He kept touching my ass, waist and breasts, always trying to know how I was feeling.

“Did you like our mini training session, baby?” he questioned me, taking a bite of his yogurt on his spoon and placing it in my mouth.

I nodded happily, as I took the sweet yogurt in my mouth, licking my lips sexily at him.

My man looked so sexy shirtless... Those hard muscles, those abs… Lord give me strength. I couldn’t wait to get home and have his strong arms wrapped around me.

Today I had no photo shoots and Forrest had no more clients for the day, meaning we could spend some more quality time together. Just my man and I.

“Open up, baby.” I placed some of my yogurt on my spoon and waited for Forrest to open his mouth. He smirked at me, keeping his mouth shut, before opening it and taking my yogurt.

I smiled at him before leaning closer to him, sucking up my lips playfully wanting to feel his smooth lips on mine. He pecked my lips gently, several times, which turned into a full heated battle of our tongues. He led the way, driving me crazy for him to take me home and have his way with me.

“Mmmm...” I gently moaned, tasting the sweet taste of strawberry in his mouth.

After getting some frozen yogurt and chilling together for a bit, we went back home and cuddled together in bed.

“So we’ll probably go see my mama again next week. She’s been calling my phone, begging for me to bring you over.” Forrest held me close to him, while I rested my head on his warm, naked chest.

“Yeah, definitely. I miss her. She was so nice to me and treated me with respect. I’m just happy she didn’t dislike me or else I wouldn’t have known how I would have coped.” I gently stroked his chest, feeling every part of his warm, muscular physique.

“Why wouldn’t she have liked you, baby? You’re amazing...” Forrest gave me a kiss on my forehead.

“Thank you, baby. You already know how amazing you are.”

“You’re happy with me, right?”

“Of course I am, Forrest. Are you happy with me?”

“Yes baby. I am.” He kissed my lips gently before moving his fingers down my body, near my shorts.

Further down he went, lifting the top of my shorts before pushing his fingers inside.

“Forrest...” My breath grew heavy as he began to tease my pussy lips with his long fingers. “Shit...” I moaned gently, slowly grinding my pussy against his fingers.

“You like that, baby?”

“Uhh… Yess!” He pressed his digits into my pussy harder, his thumb circling my clit. He softly kissed my cheek, moving his fingers faster and faster inside my shorts. “Baby, don’t stop.”

Unfortunately, he stopped, only to remove my shorts completely and place himself between my legs.

The touch of his tongue on my pussy was electrifying. A moan escaped from my lips as he flicked his warm tongue against my lips and pushed into my slit, completely blowing my mind. “Oh God... Forrest!”

I couldn’t help but push his head down further my legs, only wanting him to get deeper into my G-spot. He knew exactly what to do with that talented tongue of his.

“Forrest! Yessss, baby! Uhhh,” I moaned loudly, as he continued to lick and suck my wet pussy. “Mmmm!”

It didn’t take long for Forrest to make me climax and once I felt the hard tip of his shaft slowly push past my wet pussy, my mind was spinning out of control.

I had started using birth control pills again, so that Forrest wouldn’t have to use his condoms all the time and we would be able to feel each other better.

We were just getting started when suddenly the doorbell rang loudly.

We wanted to ignore it. We needed to ignore it, in order to sort out our burning desire for each other. However, hearing my doorbell ring repeatedly was beginning to make my mood change.

“Baby, the door,” I moaned gently, feeling Forrest slowly pull himself out of me.

“I got it, baby.” He quickly pecked me on my lips before putting on his shorts and running out of my bedroom.

I was hoping that it was no one important, or maybe a delivery so that my man could finish what he had started. But once I started hearing shouting, I knew that this wasn’t no delivery.

By the sound of it, a man was by the door and he was now causing a problem with my baby.

“What the... No you can’t come in!”

I quickly grabbed my black silk dressing gown, walked out of my bedroom only to see...
Ryan
trying to get pass Forrest, into my apartment.

“Who the hell are you?! I’m her boy... Jess, baby,” he spoke, looking up and down at me, biting his lips sexually, liking exactly what he saw.

Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit!

Ryan.

~ 20 ~

~ Forrest ~

We were just getting started, until the doorbell decided to ring and ruin our mood.

I decided to go answer the door because I figured whoever was at the door could easily be gotten rid of by me. If Jess went, she would make conversation and almost forget that we were in the middle of having sex, trying to drive each other insane.

“Who is it?” I asked, standing on the side of the door, taking a quick peek through the peephole.

I saw a guy standing outside holding a bunch of red roses in his hand.

It wasn’t Jess’s birthday until next week. So who the hell was trying to give her flowers?

I opened the door, facing the guy, who had a look of confusion on his face.

“Can I help you?” I questioned him, taking a good look at him, up and down. He was black, quite tall and dressed in an Armani suite. Who the hell was this dude?

“Where’s Jess? I need to see he-”

He had made the biggest mistake of trying to get past me. As far as I was concerned, he was a stranger.

“Yo! Ease up. I can call her to come here, but you can’t come in.” I blocked him from trying to get past me.

“What the fuck? I’m coming in whether you like it or not,” he said, trying to push past me again.

“What the... No, you can’t come in!” I shouted at him, still blocking him from trying to enter.

Who the hell did this nigga think he was?

“Who the hell are you?! I’m her boy... Jess, baby,” he stopped speaking midway.

I turned to the left only to see that my baby had come out of her room. This is exactly what I didn’t want. I didn’t want her coming out her room because of some stranger at the door. However, this nigga right here didn’t seem to be going anywhere.

Jess had a look of worry on her beautiful face. She was holding on to her body tightly, that was covered by her seductive silk gown.

The tension in the room had grown from 0 to 100, real quick. Jess said nothing, and this stranger kept silent too. She just stared at him with nothing but sadness in her eyes.

“Baby, who is this?” I questioned her, pointing to him.

“Jess...” he finally spoke, “I’m back for you.”

What the fuck?

Before we started dating officially, Jess had told me all about her cheating ex-boyfriend, Ryan. As far as I was concerned, that boy was an idiot. All the things he did to my woman was despicable, disgusting and stupid. Why the hell would someone ever want to cheat on my baby?

“Jess, who is this?” I asked her again, becoming slightly annoyed at her silence.

Was this Ryan? I didn’t want to make no assumptions but if this was Ryan, I was about to beat his ass.

“Forrest... I... Just give us a minute please.”

I began to contemplate if I should leave her alone with this stranger. They obviously knew each other, but from the way she was looking at him, I knew that something wasn’t right.

“Jess, who is this?”

“Nigga, the lady asked you to leave!” he began to shout at me, but I was not having it.

“Shut up, fool! I didn’t ask for you to get involved, did I? So shut the fuck up. This is between my girlfriend and I, not you!”

“Girlfriend? She’s m-”

“Ryan, shut up!” Jess loudly shouted at him.

This was Ryan?!

All I saw was red.

~ Jessica ~

All I saw was Forrest raising his fist to Ryan’s face. One hard blow and Ryan was knocked back out of my apartment. He wasn’t on the floor, but he was definitely injured.

Once I saw Forrest move closer towards him to take another hit, I knew that I needed to stop him. ASAP.

“Forrest! Baby, no!” I ran up in front of him, trying push him away from Ryan, whose nose was now bleeding. “Please! He’s not worth it, baby, please!” The roses that Ryan had brought for me were now scattered on my apartment floor. The only look on Forrest’s face right now was anger. He wanted to kill Ryan, there was no doubt in my mind.

I wasn’t about to let Forrest kill Ryan because that was exactly what he planned to do.

I had told Forrest about Ryan before we were getting serious and I knew that he had grown a dislike towards him. He hated him because of what he had done to me.

Ryan was here. In the flesh. Why?!

He was going to ruin everything. I could already feel it. He was going to try and get me back and I didn’t want him back at all. The only man that I wanted was Forrest.

A few minutes later, I managed to calm Forrest down and take him away to my bedroom. I gave Ryan a tissue and ice pack for his nose and told him to leave. He said that he was coming back for me and didn’t give a fuck about my new boyfriend.

Lord, give me the strength to carry on.

Forrest now currently lay on my bed, trying to relax. Ryan’s presence had definitely heated him up.

I stood by my door, watching him. What was I supposed to do? My ex-boyfriend shows up from nowhere, saying he’s coming back for me.

“Forr-”

He raised his hand up, signaling for me to keep quiet.

“No Forrest, I wa-”

“I don’t want to hear it, Jess,” he snapped, using his hand to massage his forehead. He was pissed.

“I didn’t know he was going to show up,” I said, crossing my arms over my chest.

“You couldn’t answer my simple question, Jess. I asked you three times who he was and you failed to answer me.” He shut his eyes, clearly not in the mood anymore.

I guessed we were no longer having sex.

“I’m sorry! I was in shock.” That was the honest truth. I couldn’t answer him because I was shocked.

Ryan Lewis had shown up on my doorstep, looking so damn fine, with a bunch of roses. What the hell was I supposed to do? I didn’t even see this coming.

“I’m your boyfriend, Jess, you’re supposed to tell me these things. I looked like an idiot in front of him.” He thought he was an idiot?

“Baby no...” I moved from the door to climb on my bed. “You didn’t look like an idiot. He’s the idiot.” I positioned myself on top of Forrest. “Baby, I’m sorry...”

He sighed deeply, lifting his back off the bed, coming up to press his forehead against mine. We looked into each other’s eyes and I gently leaned closer to his lips, almost touching.

“I heard what he said, Jess,” he whispered against my lips.

He had heard Ryan say that he was coming back for me. As far as I was concerned, Ryan wasn’t coming back for nobody. I didn’t want the fool.

“I don’t want him. I want you,” I replied, running my fingers up his muscular back.

“Do you still have feelings for him?”

Did I still have feelings for Ryan? Do I? I didn’t think so.

“I... I don’t love him anymore.”

“That’s not what I asked you, Jess.” Forrest lifted his forehead off mine, but still continued to look deeply into my eyes.

No! There was no way that I, Jessica Carter, still had feelings for that jerk.

“I don’t have feelings for him.”

“Are you sure?” he questioned me, placing his hands on my hips.

“Positive,” I whispered to him, pecking his lips, before lifting myself off his lap and getting off the purple king sized bed.

I kept my eyes on Forrest as I slowly removed my black silk gown and chucked it to the side.

I didn’t care about Ryan anymore. There was only one person that I wanted coming for me.

I watched as Forrest pulled down his shorts, boxers and relaxed his back down, beckoning for me to climb on top of him.

I carefully climbed on to the bed, sat on top of him and guided him inside of me. I pushed my chest out allowing Forrest to hold on to my breasts.

We were definitely going to finish what we had started earlier.

My hips began to roll back and forth, riding him slowly. “Baby... So big,” I whispered, looking down at him. I could feel him inside me and he felt good.

I slowed down my motions, stopping completely before carefully lifting myself until I pulled his hard dick from my wet pussy. “Shit... Jess...” He squeezed my hard nipples between his long fingers, driving me crazy with arousal for him.

Forrest was the only one I needed. Fuck Ryan.

~ Ryan ~

Who the fuck was that fool and why the hell was he shirtless and with my woman?

All I had come to do was give my woman a token of my love for her. I had come to get her back and tell her how sorry I was that I left her. But I couldn’t do that now she was with some other guy.

Who the hell was that? And how the hell did he have the audacity to punch me?

All of these things didn’t fucking matter right now though. All I knew was that I was getting Jessica back. I shouldn’t have allowed her to leave in the first place. I shouldn’t have broken her like that. I fucked up, but I’m a changed man now and I’m not going to break her heart again. That’s not why I’m here.

I’m here because I want her to be mine again. I never should have let her go in the first place. She was always supposed to be with me. I’ve tried living life without her and I just can’t do it. I need her back and I’m going to get her back.

Just watch me.