like an hourglass, accentuated by a small waist. I tried not to stare
but couldn’t help it. Her cat eyes dared me. If I had to guess, I
would say she was wearing red panties. I saw the tattoo on her
right breast. It read, “ Thug Misses” in purple and red letters.
“
Wuz up?” I said and walked over and peeked out of the win-
dow into the darkness. If she saw the gun in my hand, she paid it
no attention.
Ice Cube once said, “Never trust a bitch with a fat ass and a
sexy smile.” That was a song that now held meaning to my life.
“
I thought maybe I could be of some ser vice to you.” The tim-
bre of her voice was melodious like a song.
“
Ser vice?” I quipped, thinking about how much I would pay
her to let me cut. Sex that is. With sure sophistication, I watched
as she went inside her purse and removed a Black & Mild and
freaked it on the nightstand. I continued to occasionally look out
the window and at her round thighs.
“
Papi, you pop up in town with that square-ass bitch, Hope. I
saw the date on that car tag, I also saw how she looks at you. I got
enough sense to recognize a playa. Hope is on some conscious,
intellectual bullshit, besides, she got a man,” Trina said as she
freaked the Black & Mild, talking to me like she trying to save my
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life. She continued, “You came here r unning from something. You
want to open up shop. Bleed this town for all you can get and then
get the hell out.”
She completely caught me off guard. I was now looking at her
from a totally different perspective. Her voice was laced with some
kind of accent, maybe Spanish. It dawned on me that it matched
her hypnotizing cat eyes and enchanting beauty. After she finished
with the Black & Mild she removed a blunt from her purse, bust-
ed it open with a long manicured fingernail. She placed the weed
in the blunt. Licked it while looking at me with a face that said,
“
this is how I would love to do it to you.”
“
You know that’s bad for your health,” I said for the sake of
conversation.
“
So is this town to niggas that come in here shooting people
up and selling fake dope,” she retorted, causing my mind to stag-
ger on the red alert. She had me on my toes against the ropes. My
mind racing,
how in the fuck did she know that?
She fired up the blunt with a gold lighter. I could sense that
she was amused with our cat and mouse game. She inhaled deeply
on the potent weed. It was hard to believe I was looking at a col-
lege student. What the fuck were they teaching in school?
“
I’m that bitch, Papi. Ride or die bitch.” She uncrossed her
legs and leaned back in the chair, like hot pussy on a platter. I
looked out the window again, but this time I was checking for my
own composure, trying to restrain myself. I placed the gun in my
pocket, grabbed the Hennessy off the table and drank out of the
bottle. It burned like the suspicion I had for her. I set my buttocks
on the edge of the table, ogled her luscious body as smoke curled
from pure lips making a halo around her head, giving her an
angelic appearance or perhaps a devilish one. In the fog of smoke
she said, “Nina Brown told me about your little caper.” She
smirked knowingly. I almost choked on my drink, but I should
have figured that. Talk about a small town. She had my attention.
“
You can get twenty for a brick and a grand for an ounce as
you already know.” I took another swig from the bottle, nodded
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for her to keep on talking, since she seemed to be enjoying herself.
“
My last lover is in the feds. He made over a million dollars,
mostly due to my connections. I never got credit for it.” She
stopped and took a long drag off the blunt. “I can get a brick for
ten thousand, cook it, break it down to dime rocks and make over
a hundred thousand dollars.” I whistled out loud at that. Either
she was lying, or was a bad bitch for real. She was starting to look
like a sexy dollar sign. All real hustlers recognize the potential for
making money, and in a new town, a female is always the first real
option.
She kicked off her heels, wiggled her pedicured toes in the car-
pet and yawned like a feline. I watched the swell of her breasts as
her nipples pointed skyward and her thighs spread across the chair.
Her perfect body alluring. I was fighting this urge.
She looked at the ashes on the blunt as if contemplating a
thought. And then she spoke, her cat eyes narrowing as if she
couldn’t put enough emphasis on what she was really trying to
relate to me.
“
Papi, I want to do the Bonnie and Clyde thing … you and I.
Stake some chips, get rich, leave this town. You know what I
mean?” Her voice was sultry, eyes dreamy. That black dress eased
up her thighs. I could see red lace panties, red like I imagined her
venom was. If she was poison, I was about to OD on her. No real
playa is really immune to the whims of a woman. You just go on
guts and instincts. She padded over to the radio. I watched her ass
bounce for me. She turned the radio to the college station and I
heard Hope’s voice. I got the feeling she was doing this to read me.
Just to see how much I cared for Hope. They debated, I listened,
and Trina watched me the way a woman does when she is trying
to read a man. Finally, music came on and Trina snapped out of
her reverie.
Slowly, sensuously, her body came to life. Her lower torso
grinded back and forth in a dance as if she were making love with-
out me. She eased right up close to me. Her perfume, mingled
with the weed, was like an aphrodisiac to my loins. Trina was com-
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ing on strong, strong like a woman that was sure of herself. A nim-
ble finger walked down my thigh. I could feel the heat from her
body. Trina was bold. I liked that in a woman, but under these cir-
cumstances, I was not too sure of her motives. The only thing that
I was certain of was that she set me on fire, and her passion stroked
the flames that went on to the furnace of my body. I stuck my
hand under her dress and palmed her plump ass. She was soft and
firm. I used the other hand to squeeze and spread her cheeks. I was
rewarded with a soft moan that could have passed for a purr.
“
Hey Shouty, I really ain’t into the bump and grind. Just put
a price on the damn thang and lemme hit it.”
She pulled away from me. “Why buy the cow when you can
get the milk for free, Papi?”
She then unzipped my pants, stuck her hand down my leg and
pulled out my joint. “Ooohh weee,” she droned. “You’re Mr. Big
for real, huh?” Her voice breathy. She licked my neck … my chest
…
stomach … down … down … took me in both hands, primed
her lips, stroked me and talked to me at the same time. “Papi, you
like this?” I nodded, took my hand and tried to force her head
down on me.
“
Um, um, um. I’m gonna make love to you like no woman has
ever done before.” The cadence of her voice was raspy. Her tongue
left a trail of hot saliva. Some women thought that the way to a
man’s heart was through his stomach, but Trina knew better. She
eased me into her hot mouth, slow as if savoring the taste like she
was a real head hunter. She went inch by inch. In the background
I could hear Hope on the radio. I looked down and saw her face
just as Trina deep throated me. I gasped, gulped air holding onto
the edge of the table as if it would prevent me from drowning
myself in her as her mouth went up and down masterfully as she
manipulated the juices in her mouth. I was losing control. She was
going too fast. Her hands gently caressed my balls. I groaned in
response as my hands held her head. She was moving too fast. She
was about to make me a minute man. My toes curled as I felt my
back arch. I was in that place of no return. The spoils of her vir-
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tuosity were stronger than my masculinity and she took what I
wanted to deny, at least wait. I came in jets of milky white, just as
she pulled her head away, aiming my semen on her chest.
She looked up at me and I saw something in her eyes, it was-
n’t love either. Maybe it was the same thing Samson saw in Delilah
before she cut his hair. She rubbed my juices on her erect nipples
and then my dick. I reached down and pulled her up. She wiggled
out of her dress, and then her panties. Pussy juice glistened
between her thighs. Trina had one of them bodies that just made
me want to stare. She touched herself and continued to rub her
nipples like it really turned her on. I took off my clothes like they
were on fire and we got in bed.
“
Wait, wait!” she halted. “We need a condom. A hard dick
ain’t never had a conscience.” Her pleas fell on deaf ears. There was
no way in the world I was going to ruin all this good pussy with
latex. She reached over and fumbled with her purse. I placed two
fingers inside of her, then three. She moaned like a bad song, a
silent surrender as I went deeper and stirred her passion.
“
Don’t do this … to me. I don’t have any rubbers,” she
squalled. That was her problem. I rolled on top of her, dick in
hand, like a battering ram. She resisted, and made some kind of
move with her hand, curled her spine, did some kind of leg lock
shit like they do while wrestling. It worked. She effectively put the
coochie on lock down. I bit down on her breast. “Ouch!” she
shrieked. “Please don’t do this to me,” she whimpered as she
unwrapped her legs. I found the entrance of soft silky pubic hairs.
Her eyes matched mine. She was tight and wet. The sensation felt
so good that I fought to keep control. Then she kissed me with a
fervor that almost sucked the juices out of my mouth. My hands
roamed her body. She spread her legs wider for me. She spoke in
Spanish. “Make love to me, this is your pussy.”
I was barely inside her and she began to cum. She quivered
and moaned. I went deeper. She dug her nails into my back.
“
You’re hurting me, go slow,” she stammered. She stroked my ego
and didn’t even know it. I found a rhythm, rode the wave of her
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body like she was the last woman in the world. This wasn’t mak-
ing love like what I did to Hope. We were fucking, wildly. I
plunged deeper. She made a noise like I was tor turing her. She
panted. I was in a zone, like a runner with a fast pace. Her teeth
snarled at me with an expression that she was determined to
match each one of my thrusts. Our bodies were covered in a sheen
of sweat. I was pounding so deep within her that it felt like I was
about to lose myself. She was now making enough noise to wake