Liberty Falling-pigeon 7 (18 page)

Her date was neither a smashing success nor a crashing bore. Food was good, talk was easy, compliments satisfying, but by the end of dinner she found herself envying Molly and Frederick's love-at-first-sight scenario, and wondering if she still had the capacity to be swept off her feet. If she did, would the experience exhilarate or terrify?

By nine-thirty she was glad to have the Liberty Islander's Cinderella excuse. One didn't turn into a pumpkin at ten o'clock, but that's when the last boat left MIO. Stragglers were marooned on Manhattan for the night.

Her clothes were at her sister's, but she'd not left herself time to change and so rode the subway in Molly's silk dress and Louis Vuitton shoes. Theoretically she should have felt like a target; a lone woman in the subway at night wearing what probably amounted to a month's wages for half the city's denizens. She didn't. Other travelers looked at her hot with envy or malice but with the polite disregard one bestows on those who arrive at wienie roasts in Chanel suits.

Because she was cutting it close, trains came with aggravating infrequency. After twenty minutes, she lucked into an express. She would have to switch to a local for South Ferry farther downtown. As the train shrieked through the next station, Anna saw Mandy, Patsy's roommate, waiting for the local. It was comforting to know somebody was cutting it even closer than she. By South Ferry, Anna had made her way from car to car and stood in front of the doors nearest the conductor, the portion of the train closest to the stairs to the street. When the doors opened, she broke through. Molly's evening clutch tucked under her arm like a football, she took the stairs two at a time, then ran across the street to the chain-link fence and guardhouse that protected the dock.

The guard was a man Anna had met twice before, a genial fellow in his early thirties with velvety brown skin and wide-set eyes under sparse black brows. Revealing a mouth full of braces, he smiled as she skidded to a stop before his booth. "Your ship done sailed," he said. "Time and Dwight wait for no man. Speaking of which, you comb your hair and mop the sweat off your face and you'd be purely worth waiting for. How come I never seen you in a dress before?"

Inane as the question was, it brought Anna up short. Somehow it seemed important that she retail how long it had been since she'd worn a dress. The answer eluded her. Children born the last night she'd disguised herself as a girl were riding tricycles by now.

"You got a
place you can stay?" the guard asked kindly.

There was always Molly's apartment, but the train ride back to the Upper West Side and facing Frederick in his new avuncular persona were too vile to contemplate.

She must have looked as forlorn as she felt. "Tell you what," the guard said. "Sometimes we let castaways bunk in the Coast Guard's conference room. It's not swank but it beats sitting on the pier all night."

Gratefully, Anna followed him through the door of the building opposite the security kiosk and up a narrow flight of stairs. He flipped on the overhead lights in a room housing a sizable wooden table surrounded by chairs. "I never tried it myself, but I hear you can make yourself a pretty decent bed if you stack up a bunch of seat cushions. I'm on all night. Holler if you need anything."

With those comforting words, he left her alone.

Having located a phone, she punched in Patsy's home number. A peal of laughter met the story of her predicament. "I've spent a few nights on that conference table," Patsy assured her. "Slept like a baby. Just be sure you put all the cushions back. I don't know if the Coast Guard brass know they're running a flophouse for homeless park rangers."

Anna promised she would bring to bear her considerable experience with minimum-impact camping.

"Be sure you catch the early boat," Patsy told her. "I've got a treat for you, but you've got to get here early. Remember Charlie?"

Anna cast about in a mind overloaded with new people and unexpected situations. "The Keeper of the Flame?" she asked when she'd made a match.

"That's him. I've got an in with Charlie. He's promised to take you up into the torch if you get with him first thing. Be properly appreciative. Charlie doesn't just let anybody go up there."

Tired as she was, Anna made the effort to sound as pleased as she felt. Going into the torch: the sort of perk that rangers sometimes got.

"Don't let the bedbugs bite," Patsy finished, and Anna hung up the phone. The disgruntled rumble of a gasoline combustion engine took her to the window of the Marine Inspection Office. At the end of the dock a figure in dark sweats, the hood up though the night was mild, threw off the moorings from a boat so low in the water Anna could see nothing of it. "Hey!" she yelled, and pounded the flat of her hand on the glass. The sound must have carried. The dark hood turned toward the high window. With no light to catch the face, it looked like the costume customarily given to Death. For a long moment the dark oval stared at Anna with unseen eyes. Then turned away. In seconds the boat was motoring away, its wake a silver-blue V. On the stern was painted
Puddle Jumper II.

Nobody but NPS and Coast Guard used the MIO dock. That boat was Liberty-bound.

Having no idea what the phone number of the guard shack was, Anna padded down the steps in Molly's soon-to-be-ruined panty hose. The guard met her near the door. By the way he was fiddling with his belt, she guessed he was just back from the john.

"Who owns a boat called
Puddle Jumper Two?"
she asked.

"Guy named Claypool, the Assistant Superintendent. You want to catch a ride home?"

"Too late. He's gone." Anna sounded accusing.

"Hey, I had to take a leak," he defended himself.

"Not your fault," she said. Her apology was curt and not accepted. The guard didn't say anything but she knew goodwill was lost, at least for the moment. He went back to his post. She retraced her steps to the conference room.

Since arriving in New York she'd had the disconcerting sensation of being on the fringes of life, a spirit wandering unseen, unheard and unnecessary in the world of the living. Molly and Frederick, Hatch and his dead visitor, bare footprints where none should be, aborted falls from subway platforms, collapsed stairs, grouchy actors and Park Policemen who saw ghosts, now Claypool leaving her in the lurch--all seemed to be happening in a realm she was not a part of and yet was not free to leave. Perhaps, like an unsettled wraith, she had to find answers before she would be set free.

Exhausted by the need to interact with members of her own species, Anna found the lonely expanse of the conference table inviting. On a nest of cushions, clad in designer silk and covered by an army blanket smelling faintly of mildew, she slept.

12

At eight the next morning, when Kevin docked the
Liberty IV,
Anna was waiting. Staggering into morning in rumpled evening clothes, shoes in hand, she looked a classic wastrel. Perversely, she didn't mind the knowing winks and sly comments. If one couldn't actually have had a wild night on the town, it was pleasant to know others still believed one had the stamina for it.

The water was smooth, the
Liberty IV
's engines loud. She isolated herself in the worst of the noise at the stern under the flag and enjoyed the view of Manhattan on a golden June morning. Most of the ferry's other passengers disembarked at Ellis. When they had pulled out again into the harbor, Anna made her way to the bridge to visit with Kevin for the short leg from Ellis to Liberty.

Kevin, as ever, seemed delighted at the company. He politely refrained from noticing Anna's state of dress, his very delicacy suggesting a racier time than she'd enjoyed in years. Hoisting herself up on the high shelf behind the wheel, she watched the water divide over the captain's shoulder.

"Anybody on Liberty commute in their own boats?" she asked, thinking of the defection the previous night.

"Not as much as you'd think," Kevin answered, a touch of the mariner's disdain for landlubbers seeping through. "This isn't a water park--you know, like Voyageurs or St. John or even Fire Island," he said, referring to the National Park scattered in pieces along a sandbar-become-island off the coast of Long Island. "Though the monument is set on these two dots in the harbor, it doesn't attract seafaring types. Law enforcement doesn't mess with boat patrol. Nothing like that. On Liberty one house is a secretary's. Then Pats and Mandy. They're more your talk-and-push-paper kind of people. They're happy to let someone else do the driving."

"Nobody keeps a boat?" Anna pressed.

"Trey's got one, I guess. I see it moored there at the dock, but he doesn't use it much. He prefers to ride with me and Dwight. Truth is, I think he's scared of the water. That boat used to belong to the old superintendent. He retired someplace in Arizona. Didn't need a boat there and let it go for cheap. I think Trey picked it up not because he couldn't resist boats but because he couldn't resist a bargain. Me? I'd sure have a boat if I lived here."

Scared of the water but heading out alone at night on a busy commercial harbor. Claypool must have had compelling reasons to come and go at odd hours.

Not my problem,
Anna thought as she caught sight of Charlie on the dock. Charlie DeLeo wasn't a national treasure--at least not officially--but he was in the hearts and minds of some. Unprepossessing in the green and gray of the NPS maintenance uniform, a cap looking as big and balloon-topped as a conductor's on his head, he sat on a piling waiting for the boat to dock.

He couldn't have been much taller than Anna and she doubted he weighed as much. As Cal looped the
Liberty IV's
line to the pier and Charlie stood, Anna could see his trousers hag straight from prominent pelvic bones. His shirt looked as if it were still on its wire hanger. She had no idea how old he was--around fifty at a guess--and over half his life had been dedicated to keeping Liberty's flame burning bright and ministering to the health and dignity of the lady herself. Charlie was arguably the most celebrated maintenance person in the service. And NPS maintenance workers had countless jobs, from cleaning toilets to clipping the bushes from President Roosevelt's nostrils at Mount Rushmore.

Periodically the press rediscovered Charlie DeLeo and an article would be run on him. He'd designed and rigged climbing gear and routes. With a heavy vacuum on his back, he'd scaled each and every inch of the statue's infrastructure, keeping clean the girders of her skirts, the crooks of her elbows, her rivets and folds. Outside, he'd climbed to the tip of the torch to make repairs. The flame, he'd said, was pockmarked from lightning strikes. As far as Anna knew, Lady Liberty was the only woman in his life.

An ember of childlike excitement was fanned within her as Cal handed her ashore. Seeing the statue with Charlie DeLeo was akin to river-rafting with the Archdruid or bird-watching with James Audubon.

Charlie smiled and shook hands formally. His hand looked too large for wrist and forearm, the knuckles swollen into knots by years of physical labor and, perhaps, the beginning twinges of arthritis. A tooth or two had gone missing over the years and never been tended to. Self evidently wasn't as important to Mr. DeLeo as service.

"You're going to want to change your shoes," he said matter-of-factly, and they walked together in companionable silence to Patsy's house. In Liberty's one alley, Patsy Silva passed them at a run, catching the boat to work.

Charlie was walking stiffly, his back bent. "I'm stove up," he said when Anna remarked on it. "Hurt my back pretty bad yesterday. One of the boys does the cleaning was trying to be funny. He threw one of those five-gallon detergent cans and yelled 'Catch!' "

Charlie was more generous than Anna. It didn't sound like the idiot was trying to be funny, just plain mean.

"You'll be on your own a little. I won't be climbing ladders or anything else for a few weeks."

He waited on the bench under the London plane tree while Anna changed back into her real self: Levi's, moccasins and a black Jockey tank top. In her middling years, and with brassieres back in style, she'd considered abandoning thin clingy tops worn sans foundation garment but decided there were few enough perks for the small-breasted. Freedom was one. If somebody's eye was offended, they could damn well pluck it out.

The transformation from uptown to down-home took considerably less time than the reverse. In a matter of minutes she was back with Charlie DeLeo.

"Needn't have hurried," he said, and she realized the patience a man might develop who spent a quarter of a century waiting on a woman who neither moved nor breathed but stirred souls by her mere existence.

Burying her hands in her trouser pockets, Anna unintentionally aped him as they walked the wide plaza to Miss Liberty's doors. Charlie talked and Anna listened. He spoke of God, His calling him to tend the statue. It was said with such simplicity and unassuming faith that it didn't grate on her nerves. The torch, Charlie said, was like a chapel, so high, close to God, with a humbling view of His world. Anna murmured politely and made a mental note to mind her manners. Charlie talked of not being as young as he once was, of feeling his age in the aches in his joints. He'd trained a handful of others to wait on his lady, but they hadn't the calling and had moved on to other parks. There was concern in his voice and Anna allowed herself the fancy that the statue would shed a tear the day Charlie DeLeo died.