Authors: Laura Kinsale
Tags: #Fiction, #Romance, #Historical, #General, #Regency
He still found it difficult to comprehend that she had not married. When he had left,
he'd been sure that she would be wed within the year, if not sooner—as soon as her father
could arrange for it.
He had not cared to stay and watch the ceremony. He was a contemptible French
scoundrel, so he went to France. To his bloodthirsty delight, he'd found that Bonaparte
had good use for young men with bruised hearts and even more deeply lacerated pride.
For a few years Trev had labored under the name of Thibaut LeBlanc and shot at
Englishmen, starved hideously, looted Spanish peasants, and learned how far down he
could plunge into brute existence. What final vestige of pride or humanity he retained
was burned out of him at Salamanca. He had not rejoined the crushed remnants of his
company as they retreated; he'd surrendered instead to a British aide-de-camp who
recognized him from their school days, and spent the rest of the wars in the reasonable
comfort of various officers' prisons, interrogating French captives for Wellington's staff.
He might have gone back to Shelford after Waterloo. Instead he had remained in
France. He'd begun to write to his mother, but somehow he had not told her of the battles
or the ruin he had found at Monceaux, or the burned-out shell of her childhood home in
Montjoie. Somehow he had written instead of how he would win it back for her, the
fabled château and the titles and everything she had lost.
He knew all the stories. His grandfather had made certain of that. Instead of nursery
rhymes, Trev had been weaned on tales of the Terror, of his father's heroism and his
mother's sacrifice. His father had not surrendered, like Trev, but gone as a true nobleman
to his fate. His mother had barely escaped the mob. Trev owed his life and his baptismal
name to one Captain Trevelyan Davis, an enterprising Welshman who had smuggled her
and her five young children across the channel just two days before she gave birth to him.
In spite of the bloody backdrop, his childhood had been golden. He didn't miss a father
or a country he'd never known, but he remembered his pretty mother laughing while she
taught his elder brother to dance. Trev had worshipped Etienne as only a seven year-old
could worship a dashing brother of thirteen. Those had been the sweet, carefree times, the
years of perfect boyhood bliss. Then one day Etienne had tried to raced his hot-blooded
horse past a carriage, and amid a crush of wheels and his mother's frenzied grief, Trev's
brother had died, and the sunny world of childhood ended.
From that time, it was Trev's duty to regain all that had been stolen. Like a personal
guillotine, that expectation had hung over him, repeated with every blessing his
grandfather said at meals, in each letter sent to him at the English school, repeated
whether he fell ill or whether he recovered, when he was thrashed and when he was
praised, repeated until Trev had been sure he would throttle his grandfather, or shoot
himself, if he heard it one more time.
He had done no such thing, of course. Instead he had seethed like the silly, mutinous
boy he'd been, at least before all the gold and silver plate was sold and he had to leave
school and move with his family to the modest house at Shelford. After that he talked to
Callie and made her laugh. An agreeable alternative to murder, making Callie laugh. She
always tried not to and always did. It changed her face, made her eyes tilt upward and
sparkle in the hopeless attempt to stifle her giggle, just as it had tonight.
A bird called in the dark garden, a trilling whistle that made Trev turn his head. He
stared into the shadows. Then he put his hand in his pocket and felt for the pistol he
carried, realizing with some annoyance that another of his skeletons had dropped round
for a chat.
"Come away from the house," he said softly.
With a rustle, a figure moved out of the tangled gloom, shoving the overgrown bushes
aside. A chicken squawked and fluttered. The visitor uttered a heavy handed curse and
came through the gate.
"Quiet, you codpiece." Trev walked across the open yard with his hand still in his
pocket. When he reached the back of the small stable, he stopped and turned. "What do
you want?"
"Bill Hayter is beggin' a new match, sir."
Trev gave an exasperated sound. "I told you I've done with all that. He's been paid off.
Let him go to another operator if he wants to publish a challenge."
"But the stakes—"
"I will not act as stakeholder, damn it. Do I have to place an advertisement in the
papers?"
"The gentlemen of the Fancy don't trust no one but you, sir." His visitor was only a
black silhouette.
"Then they may go hang," Trev said cordially.
"Sir," the man said in a plaintive tone.
"Barton—my mother is dying. A low, unfeeling fellow I may be, in the usual course of
things, but I find this concerns me just a little. If you suppose I'm going to saunter off to
make book at some fight that would like as not be broke up by the sheriff and land me in
the dock, you may reorder your ideas."
"I'm sorry, sir. I'm sorry to hear that." Barton was silent for a moment. Then he said
tentatively, "Do you think, after she passes on, God bless 'er, that you might…"
"I might have you strung up and disemboweled. I might do that."
Barton gave a gloomy sigh. "Very well, sir." His feet shuffled on the gravel. "But I
don't know what's to become of us."
"For the love of God, you had two percent of sixty thousand guineas not a fortnight
ago. How'd you manage to spend twenty years' wages in two weeks? Or need I ask?"
"We ain't got your head for a numbers game, sir," Barton said humbly. "You're the
lucky one. Charlie botched the calculations, and we come up short to pay out on St.
Patrick when he won at Doncaster."
"That short? You'd better marry an heiress and be done with it."
"Ain't no heiress would have me, sir," Barton said.
"Then follow my example. Become an honest man."
Barton gave a snort. Then he began to chuckle.
"Go on," Trev snapped. "Get out of here before you wake the dead."
Callie was sitting at her dressing table, dreaming of escaping from pirates, wielding a
sword like a musketeer while Trev kicked a scalawag overboard at her side. As her maid
unwound the length of purple silk from Callie's head, Hermione peeked inside the door,
interrupting Trev's desperate lunge to pull Callie from the path of a cannonball.
Her sister slipped into the room, holding her wrapper close about her. "You're home,"
she said. "I was hoping you wouldn't be too late. Mrs. Adam said they hadn't a thing to
eat at Dove House."
"Nothing," Callie said. "And I'm afraid Madame has not long to live."
"Poor woman." Hermione walked restlessly to the window, plucking at the latch as if it
were not closed properly. "But her son has come home? High time for that, they say. I
didn't see him; is he a tolerable gentleman?"
"Oh yes. Elegant manners." Callie watched her sister in the mirror. Hermey took after
their mother, everyone said, with skin of smooth perfection and soft golden brown hair
falling loose now down her back. The maid plucked at the ends of Callie's own red braids
and began to unravel and spread them over her shoulders.
"Elegant," Hermey said. "Well, that's to be expected, I'm sure. He's Madame's son, after
all. And a duke, or whatever sort of title they have over there now." She stopped her
agitated pacing and made a sweeping flourish with her thumb and pinkie finger, as if she
were taking a pinch of snuff. "So very continental!" There was a f lush to her cheeks, a
high color that was unlike her.
"Crushingly modish, I assure you," Callie said lightly.
"I'm sure you took him in dislike, then. It was good of you to offer to help."
Callie did not correct her. "I intend to do what I can for them," she said merely. "I mean
to find some servants and see that the house is put to rights."
"Of course." Hermey made a distracted wave of her hand. She turned away and turned
back again. "I was surprised to find you gone, though. I was looking for you after the
waltz."
"Yes, I told Mrs. Adam—"
"I know. It's no matter. Only—" She hugged herself. A half smile of excitement curved
her lips. "Your hair is so pretty when it's down! It looks like copper waves."
"Hermey." Callie tilted her head quizzically. "What mystery are you keeping from me?"
"Sir Thomas is coming to call on Cousin Jasper tomorrow!" she said breathlessly. "He
told me so!"
Callie smiled at her. "Already!"
"Oh, Callie!" Hermey clasped her hands together, chewing her knuckles. "I'm so
afraid!"
"Afraid? Of what, pray?"
Hermione took the hairbrush from the maid's hands. "Be so good as to go upstairs,
Anne," she said primly. "I'll do that."
The maid curtsied and left the room. Hermey watched the door close behind her and
then began to brush out Callie's hair. Callie could feel her sister's fingers trembling.
"Hermey!" she exclaimed. "What are you afraid of?"
"It's just that—he said… he said he would do himself the honor of calling on the earl
tomorrow. That means he's going to ask, doesn't it, Callie?"
"I should think so," Callie said. "He had no business saying such a thing to you if he
didn't mean it."
"I'm twenty," Hermey said. "Twenty! And it's my first offer."
"Well, you needn't make anything of that. You couldn't come out while Papa was so ill,
and then you had to wait out the last year in mourning. You haven't even had a season."
"I know. But I'm almost—" She stopped, looking conscious.
"On the shelf?" Callie drew her hair over her shoulder, working at a tiny tangle.
"Goose! I'm on the shelf, not you. You'll have your choice of suitors if you wish to wait
until spring and go up to London. I hope you won't leap at this one if you don't like him."
"I like him," Hermey said. "Very much!"
Callie parted her hair and caught it, winding it about her head. Sir Thomas Vickery
seemed a kind and quiet gentleman, the perfect sort of person to be perpetually an
undersecretary. He rather reminded Callie of herself, which did not impress her greatly,
but she could find nothing to object to in him. Indeed, she could only be glad that
Hermey, who was a little flighty, seemed to prefer a steady man. And he was drawn to
her sister's vivaciousness no doubt—which would be just as well if the three of them
were to form a household. At least there would be one person to make conversation at the
dinner table.
"Well, then," she said. "If you like him that much, I advise you to wear that blue straw
bonnet tomorrow and be in your best looks. I don't know how he can help himself but
propose if he sees you in it."
"I think he will," Hermey said. "I know he will." She went and sat against the bed, still
holding her wrap about her and shivering as if she were cold. "No, anything but blue,
Callie. I think I will wear the apple green. Or the spotted lilac with the cream ribbon. Oh,
I can't think. I don't care what I wear!"
"Calm yourself, my dear," Callie said at this astonishing statement. Hermey always
cared what she wore. "It's really not so frightening. I've had three offers myself and
survived them all."
"I know. I
know
!"
She looked so distressed that Callie rose and turned to her. "What is it? Now, do not
cry, love! I never thought you would be full of nerves over such a thing. He's the one who
should be anxious, and I've no doubt he's quaking in his shoes this minute at the thought
of making an application to you."
Hermey gave a choked sob. "Oh, Callie! I'm going to tell him that I want you with me
or I must refuse him, and I'm s-so afraid he will say no to it."
Callie paused. She met her sister's unhappy eyes. Then she turned and reached for her
nightcap, bending to the mirror and tucking up her hair. "You will tell him no such thing,
of course!" she said briskly. "You mustn't make a cake of yourself just when he's
proposed, you silly girl. Do you want to frighten him out of the house before you have
him fairly caught?"
"But I will tell him!" Hermey took a deep breath. "I don't care if he won't agree. I won't
leave you here alone with that… that—oh, I don't know what horrid name to call her!"
"Hush," Callie said, as her sister's voice rose. "He would think you addle-brained, my
dear, just when he's declared his deep love and abiding respect for you, to be told that his
bargain is two for one."
Hermey bit her lip. "Is that what he will say? That he loves me?"
"Certainly. That's what they all say."
"Well, if he truly does love me, then he'll let me have you with me. And your cattle
too!"
Callie laid her robe across the chair. She crossed to the bed and gave Hermey a hug.
"Perhaps he will. But pray do not tax him with it at the very moment that the poor man
makes his offer. There will be ample time to talk of such things later."
Hermione caught her hand as she pulled away. "Callie. I will not leave you here with
her. I couldn't bear the thought. I won't speak of it to him tomorrow, then—but I promise
you that I will." She lifted her chin defiantly. "And if he doesn't agree, then I will jilt