Legend of Buddy Bush (9781439131824)
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Authors: Shelia P. Moses
16Â Have You Ever Seen Cotton Grow?
This book is dedicated to my beloved grandparents, Lucy and Braxton Jones, who gave my siblings and me a legacy to hold on to, and to their baby girl, my mother, Maless Moses, who passed the torch to their grandchildren.
June 5, 1947
Dear Pattie Mae,
How are you, Ma, Grandpa, and Grandma doing? I hope that this letter will find you all doing well. Tell them hello for me. I am fine and enjoying living in New York more and more each day. Harlem is more beautiful than anything you've ever seen on Grandma's new TV. Colored people are everywhere and they are dressed like they are going to Sunday go to meeting. Ma would die for one of the hats these ladies wear to church on Sunday morning. There are more cars on one block here than in all of Rich Square.
I would tell you more, but I want you to see it with your own eyes. I got your letter about visiting me. Pattie Mae, when chopping season is over, I will send for you. Yes, little sister, come north with me and feel the freedom of these Northern colored folks.
Love, your big sister
BarJean
P.S. Tell Uncle Buddy hello, too.
Thursday Letters
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f you are reading this letter, you have found all my letters, all of my secrets. The secrets of Rehobeth Road and the secrets of Rich Square, North Carolina. Most of all, you know the truth about what happen to my uncle Goodwin “Buddy” Bush. Uncle Buddy wasn't really my uncle. He was what Grandpa called kinfolks on nobody's side. Just plain old kinfolks. Grandpa told me that Uncle Buddy had his own family a long time ago; a real ma and daddy. Blood kin! He was just staying with them while his folks Rosa Lee and Hersey worked in tobacco over in Rocky Mount. Rocky Mount ain't far, just north of
the riverbank, about thirty-five miles from here. Grandpa said that Uncle Buddy's folks went to work one day and never made it back across that river. They were in some kind of accident in the tobacco barn and they both died on the same day. So my grandpa and grandma just kept Uncle Buddy and raised him like he was their own. He went North when he was sixteen. When he came back in 1942, he came home to us. I was seven years old. Blood kin or not there are few things about May 1, 1942, that I will ever forget. It was a Sunday when my uncle Buddy arrived. Ma let me stay home from church. My big sister and brother had to usher at church, so off they went. Me, I stayed home to lay eyes on him for the first time.
His car was blue.
Sky blue.
A Cadillac.
A new Cadillac.
His suit was blue too.
Dark blue.
With pinstripes.
Pinstripes like Grandpa's Sunday go to meeting suit.
I remember standing there holding my breath.
And my pee.
I couldn't leave that front porch.
The outhouse would just have to wait.
Lord, I wouldn't have missed that first sight at my uncle for nothing on Rehobeth Road.
A city man.
He pulled that Cadillac right up to Grandpa's front door.
I looked at his shiny shoes first. I could see my face in them.
I smiled.
My eyes went slowly up his legs.
They looked so long.
His jacket had
one
two
three
let's see
six buttons.
His shirt was white.
His tie was a pinstripe like his suit.
Then I saw the hat.
I will never forget that hat.
Yes, blue with a feather to the right.
Only a city man could own a hat like that.
Grandpa stood beside me.
He never moved.
I stepped to the right.
Grandpa waited for Uncle Buddy to walk up to him.
He did.
“Welcome home, son.”
“It's good to be home, Daddy Braxton.”
They hugged.
Grandpa looked over his shoulder at the Cadillac.
“Nice car, boy.”
“Oh, it ain't much.”
Ma runs onto the front porch.
“Ain't much! Bro, I ain't never seen a car this fancy, never.”
“Hey, sister.” He smiled a big smile at Ma as she ran around his car.
She rubbed it like it was a genie bottle. Then she ran over to Uncle Buddy and jumped in his arms like she was a rag doll.
“Hey, Bro.”
That only left Grandma to welcome Uncle Buddy home.
“Come on in this house, boy. I been keeping your breakfast warm all mornin'.”
We all followed Uncle Buddy inside.
I saw Grandma cry for the first time when she hugged her only boy. The one that ain't blood kin.
We ate.
We laughed.
We had a time.
We were a family.
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I wonder if Uncle Buddy was thinking about his real folks that day. I hope he wasn't sad. They must have loved him so, but Lord knows we love him too. I can't imagine anybody loving him more than Grandpa did. More than me! I am glad he is my uncle and I wish he would come back to us. But he can't because there still ain't no telling what white folks might try to do to him. I don't think Uncle Buddy will ever be able to come home again, so I just wrote about him in my letters to BarJean and
on paper sacks around the house. When I was done writing the letters I mailed some of them to my big sister. Some of them, I hid in the old smokehouse in the backyard. Yes, I hid the truth. A lot of truth is hidden around here. If only the trees could talk or the dirt could sing.
I remember like it was yesterday when this whole mess that forced Uncle Buddy to leave us started. Sometimes when I think about what happened, I feel twelve again. That's how old I was in June of 1947. I'm telling you I can just relive it like it's happening now. Right now.
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This June morning is no different than any other hot summer day on Rehobeth Road. The moon was full last week and I'm sure it is about to change all our lives, just as my grandma said full moons do. Last year when the full moon came my grandma said she saw death in that moon. Surely enough my cousin June Bug, my aunt Rosie's boy, who was only ten, went ice-skating with no skates over on Jackson Creek. Well the ice was too thin and both June Bug and his cousin Willie on his daddy side fell in and
drowned. They held a double funeral for them and everybody was crying.
Sad . . .
Sad . . .
Now every time a full moon comes, I just get scared, scared, scared. When the full moon came last week, I thought old man death would surely be back for another one of us.
To my knowledge every one of us with Jones blood are up this June morning clothed in our right mind. So I pray the full moon won't bring no sorrow this time. I'm up early to pick cucumbers. It's Friday and the heavens opened last night and let out enough rain for Ma to announce that we wouldn't be going in the cotton field to chop today. We chop for Ole Man Taylor, who owns this land, this house, and most of Rehobeth Road. His great-great-granddaddy owned all of this land during slavery. He lets Ma plant whatever she wants on the land that he don't use. Working our crops, not his, suits me just fine as I happily roll out of the bed. Softly, my feet touch the old sack that we use as a rug. Soft enough for me to not wake up Ma,
who is sleeping across the kitchen in what we call Ma's room. My room is the girls' room, because that's where my sister BarJean and me slept together when she lived at home. Her real name is Barbara Jean, but no one is called by their real name on Rehobeth Road. That includes me, who would prefer Patricia to Pattie Mae any day. There's a boys' room upstairs next to Uncle Buddy's room. That's where my big brother Coy, whose real name is McCoy, slept until he moved up North at sixteen back in 1945. So I guess it ain't nobody's room right now.
BarJean moved up North last year and she said she ain't never living in these sticks again, never. So I guess this ain't the girls' room no more, it's my room.
When I was really little, we all slept upstairs in this big old brown house. Not one drop of paint on it. By looking at it no one would ever know that rich white folks lived here first. When it was white, this house was the main house of the plantation. After the white folks left, the slaves moved in. That's why we call it the slave house. But it was surely a
plantation main house first. Taylor's Plantation. It's still carved on a silver bell that's hanging from a tree in the backyard. Big lettersâ
TAYLOR'S PLANTATION
. Ma said during slavery that bell was used for ringing at feeding time. Not the animals, the slaves. I think that old bell is worth some money because Mr. Spivey, who owns the antique store over in Scotland Neck, has been trying to get Ma to sell him that bell for years. Ma told him, “You know I don't own this house, so I shoo don't own that bell. You need to ask Ole Man Taylor.” Mr. Spivey ain't going to ask that mean man nothing, so that bell just hanging there reminding us of slavery.
Maybe revenge is sweet because my grandpa, Braxton Jones, who lives right down the road on his own land, said that the Yankees ran all them white folks away after the Civil War. He said the Taylors didn't come back for years to claim this land. My grandma, Babe Jones, said, “Braxton don't know what he's talking about because he wasn't even born then.” Grandpa said, “No, I wasn't born, but I knows what my pappy Ben Jones told me.” I don't know who's right and who's wrong, but Uncle
Buddy said, “It don't matter because don't nobody but poor-ass niggers want this raggedy damn house now.”
He better not let Ma hear him say that after she let him move in with us when I was seven. Yep, right after breakfast the day Uncle Buddy arrived, he came home with us and never left. When he moved in, Ma packed all our stuff and moved us downstairs on top of each other like sardines in a can. Everybody except Coy. Just because he is a boy, he got to stay upstairs. There was plenty room upstairs for all of us. Ma says every day that God sends, that it don't look right to folks here on Rehobeth Road for her to be sleeping upstairs with a man that ain't blood kin. Raised in the same house and she talking about he ain't blood kin. But she said Uncle Buddy is more than welcome here, because he gives her $35.00 a month for rent and food. That money goes a long way because he doesn't eat here much. As a matter of fact, Uncle Buddy ain't hardly here at all. He's up at 4:00 and out the door by 5:00. Off to the sawmill in town where he been working since he arrived. He is the
only colored at Quick's Sawmill. I don't think the white folks there like him very much, because he said they think all coloreds belong in the cotton field.
He told me the only cotton he picking is his T-shirt up off the floor. Uncle Buddy works half a day on Saturday, but he always hangs around in town to wait for me so we can have meat skins biscuits together while Grandma gets her grocery. That's the only day a week I get to go into town other than school days. I am Grandma's official grocery helper. She doesn't know it, but Grandpa gives me a quarter every week for going with her. Grandpa doesn't know it, but I would go for free just to be with Grandma and to go into town.
I best stop thinking about town and my quarter and get myself in that cucumber patch. I get myself past Ma. Past the old breakfast table with chairs that don't match and out the door. I close it with ease and Ma never move. It don't seem like nobody up on Rehobeth Road but me and my dog Hobo. Uncle Buddy gave him to me four years ago. He found him wandering around at the sawmill.
Nobody claimed him for a month and he became my dog.
I don't want to explain to Ma why I am trying to get these cucumbers off the vines so early. Ma thinks it ain't never too hot to work. I prefer not to get too black, myself. But that ain't my only reason for trying to beat the sun today. I want to finish my cucumbers and help Grandma with her strawberries all before 4 o'clock. That way I can rest before going into town with Uncle Buddy for my first picture show tonight. That's right. We are going to the movie house for the first time in my life. My clothes are all laid out on the bed down the road at Grandma and Grandpa's. I took them yesterday so I will be ready tonight. I'm wearing my blue and yellow checked skirt and my blue top. I hope Ma don't say nothing about me wearing my Sunday go to meeting shoes on a Friday night. She definitely will, so I better get ready to hear her fuss. Uncle Buddy and me will be leaving right after supper. First things first. I got to get these cucumbers picked.
