Read Leave Her to Heaven Online
Authors: Ben Ames Williams
âYes, except that she said â I'm not sure it was that day, but she had often said the same thing â that she did not want to live to be old, that she expected to die young.'
âNow come to the day she died.' Harland felt his muscles tighten, but Mr. Pettingill's tone remained the same, and there was in this fact and in Ruth's quiet responses a deep reassurance. Under the lawyer's leading she described the picnic in meticulous detail; and she told of the hours of Ellen's agony, and of the sorry
journey to Boston, and of Harland's trip to Bangor with Ellen's ashes, and of his subsequent departure for far places, and of her long months alone, and of Harland's return, and of their many hours together during the winter that followed, and so of their marriage. Harland, listening, relived those happy hours, and he was full of pride and joy in her, and to him she seemed to shine with an inner radiance as she serenely faced the intent and avid crowd.
Mr. Pettingill at last glanced toward the clock on the wall. âWell, that's about all,' he said. âBut I'll ask you a few more questions. Was Ellen normally a healthy person?'
âShe had, all her life, occasional attacks of indigestion.'
âHow often?'
âI suppose I remember a dozen, beginning when we were both children.'
âWas she on these occasions seriously ill?'
âYes, she suffered great pain, nausea, distress.'
âWas a doctor usually called?'
âYes, always.'
âDo you remember an attack after Danny died?'
âYes.'
âWas it different from the others?'
âIt seemed to me the same.'
âDid she on that occasion have a doctor?'
âYes, a doctor and a nurse.'
âHad she before that attack eaten food you prepared?'
âYes.'
âWhat was it?'
âI cooked our dinner. Mrs. Freeman was out and we had just then no second maid. I broiled chops and made a salad, and Mrs. Freeman had left an apple pie.'
âDid you sprinkle arsenic on Ellen's piece of apple pie?'
The question came so abruptly that despite Mr. Pettingill's easy tone Harland twitched with shock; but if Ruth too was startled, she did not show it.
âNo,' she said simply. Harland felt the taut attention in the
crowded room, heard behind him in the silence the racing pencils of the reporters. Mr. Pettingill asked quietly:
âDid you, in Boston, a few days before her coming to Bar Harbor, prepare a dinner which she ate?'
âYes, she and Mr. Harland dined with me. I gave them curry.'
âDid you put arsenic in her curry?'
The repeated question was as searing as it had been when Mr. Pettingill first asked it. To Harland it was like a lash across his cheek; and he thought Ruth felt this too, for her lips paled a little and her voice was lower when she answered.
âNo.'
âWhat happened after that dinner?'
âShe had an attack of indigestion.'
âHad she medical attendance on that occasion?'
âYes.'
âWith regard to the illness that resulted in her death, was that different from her previous attacks?'
âIt seemed no worse at first, but it persisted â and she died.'
âLet's go back to the picnic, repeat ourselves a little. Did she eat anything that day which the rest of you did not eat?'
âShe had sugar in her coffee. We did not.'
Harland hardened himself for what was coming, for the third asking of that monotonous question.
âWhere did she get the sugar? I want to go over that once more.'
Ruth clearly was tiring, but she answered steadily: âWhile I was packing the hamper, she reminded me to take along some sugar for her. I couldn't find any lump sugar, so I put some granulated sugar in an envelope and put it in the hamper. When she asked for sugar during lunch, I gave her that envelope.'
âThe same one in which you had put the sugar?'
âI thought it the same one. It was the same one as far as I know.'
âWhere did you get the sugar?'
âOut of the firkin.'
âWhere did you get the envelope?'
âFrom the desk in the library.'
âWas it the only one of its kind there?'
âNo, there were several, perhaps two dozen, in a pigeonhole on the desk.'
âI show you an envelope. Is this the same one?'
Ruth examined it carefully. âIt looks just the same,' she said. âThey were all alike.'
âIt has been testified that two years later, this envelope contained sugar to which arsenic had been added. Do you know anything about that?'
âNo.'
âDid you put arsenic in the sugar you took to the picnic for Ellen's coffee?'
âNo.'
âDid you murder your sister?'
Ruth's lips drained white, but she said quietly: âNo.'
âDid you ever, while Ellen was alive, wish her dead?'
âNo.'
Mr. Pettingill nodded, and he spoke more gently. âWere you in love with Mr. Harland before Ellen died?'
âNo.'
âWhen did you realize that you were in love with him?'
âIt was some time after his return from his trip around the world.'
âDid you find, in retrospect, that you had loved him long before that?'
She smiled frankly. âThat is the sort of question lovers ask each other,' she commented, and she said in even tones, looking toward Harland with her heart in her eyes: âI feel now that I have always loved him, and I know I always will.'
Mr. Pettingill turned away. âYour witness, Brother Quinton,' he said quietly; but he had timed his questions well. Before Quinton could rise, Judge Andrus announced adjournment for the day.
Harland had a moment with Ruth, to touch her hand, to say: âI never loved you so much.' Her fingers, clinging to his, shook and trembled; and he saw that in the reaction from these hours in the box, facing hundreds of curious eyes, she was weak and breathless now.
Then she was gone, Mrs. Sayward beside her, Deputy Hatch moving ponderously on their heels. Pettingill and Roger Pryde and Harland left the courthouse together, and when they were alone, Pryde shook Harland's hand. âYou're a lucky man,' he said. âShe's wonderful.'
Harland laughed brokenly. âI don't feel lucky,' he said. âI could kill Quinton â and every spectator, and the damned reporters.'
âEasy,' Pryde warned him. âYou'll have to keep your temper. Quinton will give her a hard time tomorrow, you know.'
Harland's fists knotted, but he did not speak. Before they reached the hotel, Leick joined them; and at Harland's suggestion he stayed to have dinner with them. It was served in Mr. Pettingill's room; and although they ate almost in silence, they sat afterward in talk a while.
âWell,' Mr. Pettingill remarked. âMrs. Harland made a splendid witness; and I'm sure she'll stand up under cross-examination. But after all, her testimony is negative; just a general denial, nothing more. Quinton will point out that if she did poison Ellen she would of course deny it. I hope the jury will believe her. My idea was to let her win them, let them come to know her and like her.'
âThey did,' Pryde agreed.
âWell, we've made our denial,' the big man went on. âWe can't question that Ellen died of arsenic poisoning, nor that arsenic was found in the Bar Harbor house in a bottle bearing Ruth's fingerprints, nor that Mr. Harland and Ruth â even before Ellen's death â were pretty good friends. So â where do we go from here?'
He hesitated, and they saw that he had forgotten them. âWe
could put in some testimony about Ellen's previous attacks of indigestion,' he remarked. âCall her doctors, get their opinions that in each case â the apple pie and the curry â her illness seemed to them indigestion and nothing more. But that's still negative evidence â and Quinton would make them admit that her symptoms might have resulted from arsenic poisoning.' He looked thoughtfully at Harland. âSince we're arguing that she killed herself, we'll have to tell the jury that you and she were at odds.' His tone was a question, but Harland did not speak, and the lawyer said: âBy the way, Ruth tells me Ellen had been warned she couldn't have any more babies?'
Harland assented. âYes. I didn't know it till she told Ruth, in my hearing. The doctor never told me so.'
âWe'll check with him, see if her condition â physical condition â was such as to produce melancholia. What's his name?'
âDoctor Patron.'
Mr. Pettingill said: âMake a note of that, Mr. Pryde.' Roger did so, and the big man suggested: âBetter get him on the phone, see what he has to say.' Roger departed to do so, and Leick, sitting silently by, whittled a fresh fill for his pipe, rolling the tobacco to crumbs between his palms. Mr. Pettingill said thoughtfully: âWe're arguing she committed suicide; but we'll have to at least suggest how she could have done so. We can argue that she saw Ruth prepare that envelope with the sugar in it, and fixed up a duplicate, and took it along in her coat pocket, and switched envelopes during the picnic, when she put the real envelope in her pocket; but it's easier to argue that she made the switch at Bar Harbor, or maybe in the car.'
âWhy?' Harland asked, not understanding.
âBecause if she'd switched the envelopes at the picnic, she'd have had to get rid of the one with the real sugar in it; but she had no chance to do that. She was with you or Ruth all the time. If she just stuck it in her pocket, it would have been found by now, by whoever put her clothes away.'
âI suppose so,' Harland agreed. âRuth must have cleaned her pockets out, and she'd have found it.'
âI'll ask Ruth about that,' Mr. Pettingill decided. âOr Mrs. Freeman might know. But no, you went direct from Leick's place to Boston â took her clothes along, I suppose?'
Harland hesitated, and Leick answered. âThat's right. Mrs. Harland wrapped them up in some paper, put them in the car; and I mind she took everything out of the coat pockets, cigarettes and matches and dark glasses and a little purse and a handkerchief.'
âWell, that's too bad,' Mr. Pettingill commented. âIf we could show she got rid of the real envelope with the sugar in it at the picnic, we could nail the thing right down snug.'
Then Roger Pryde came back, saying quickly:
âDick, I've got Doctor Patron on the phone, but he wants to talk to you. Professional ethics, I suppose. I told them to switch him up here.'
Harland took the phone and heard the doctor on the line. âThis is Richard Harland, Doctor,' he explained. âWe're working on the theory that Mrs. Harland committed suicide, and I wanted to ask you â was there anything in her physical condition to produce melancholia?'
âNo, no,' Doctor Patron told him. âShe was perfectly healthy.'
âI thought possibly â I know of course that you'd told her she could never have a baby.'
âNever have a baby?' Harland heard the indignant surprise in the other's tone.
âShe told us so, yes,' he said.
âNonsense!' Doctor Patron exclaimed. âShe could have had a dozen! There was nothing wrong with her at all!'
Harland hesitated, looking at the others. âHold the line a minute,' he said, and cupped the transmitter and spoke to Mr. Pettingill. âDoctor Patron says she could have had babies all right. I remember now I suspected at the time that she just said that so Ruth wouldn't wonder why we didn't have another.' And he asked: âDo you want him to come up here, to testify?'
Pettingill hesitated. âWe can tell better tomorrow night,' he decided; and when Harland left the phone, he added, his hand caressing his heavy chin: âWell, that's interesting. Psychologically
at least.' He looked at Harland. âYou say Mrs. Huston thought Ellen got rid of her baby on purpose. Doctor Patron might know.'
Harland said wretchedly: âHe couldn't know surely. Let's not go into that.'
âWe're claiming that she not only killed herself, but deliberately tried to throw the guilt on Ruth,' Mr. Pettingill reminded him. âWe'll need to show the jury she was an extraordinarily selfish, jealous, malicious woman.' But Harland did not speak; and after a moment Leick said:
âI b'en thinking, Mr. Pettingill. That other envelope, the one with the real sugar in it, she might have thrown it into the fire.'
âPossibly,' Pettingill agreed, and sat in silent thought, and then suddenly he rose, dismissing them. âWell, we're all tired,' he said. âMr. Harland, go to bed, get a good rest. I want you to follow Mrs. Harland on the stand.'
Harland when he was alone found his brow beaded with moisture at thought of the morrow; but whatever he need do for Ruth's sake he would do. He slept easily, too near exhaustion to stay awake; slept like a man drugged.
Harland did not see Ruth next morning until in court she came to her seat beside him; he had time for no more than a secret pressure of her hand before she took the stand and Quinton rose to begin her cross-examination. Quinton said at once:
âNow, Mrs. Harland, you have pleaded not guilty to this indictment, so I don't expect you to admit poisoning your sister. But there are a few questions I'd like to ask you. Go back to the time when your Boston house was sold. Your father had a workshop where he sometimes skinned and stuffed birds, on the top floor of that house?'
âYes.'
âHe had there a supply of arsenic?'
âYes.'
âAfter your father died, did you enter that room?'
âYes. After he died, Ellen put his things in order, and â â '
âI asked about you, not Ellen.'
Ruth continued as though he had not spoken: âAnd I went in now and then to dust and clean.'
âAn unused room? Weren't the windows closed?â
âYes.'
âThen why did it need dusting?'
Ruth smiled. âI'm afraid you're not a housekeeper.'
âAt any rate, on one pretext or another, you often went into that room.'
âYes. Several times.'
âAfter your mother died, you sold the house?'
âEllen and I. We owned it jointly.'
âBut you yourself cleaned out that room?'
âMay I tell you just what happened?'
Quinton bowed. âNothing would please me more.'
âVery well,' Ruth assented. âWe decided to sell the house, Ellen and I. Ellen came one day to discuss what should be done with the furniture. She suggested that the Museum might like some of Father's things. She stayed in that room alone, saying she wished to “say good-bye to Father,” and I went downstairs. She joined me after perhaps ten minutes.' Harland saw triumphantly that Quinton's own question allowed Ruth to remind the jury that Ellen too had access to the arsenic. âNext day the Museum sent a man who selected what he wanted.'
Quinton said in an ironic tone: âWhat we want to hear, Mrs. Harland, is what you did with the arsenic in that room. I trust you will come to the point.'
âOh, I will,' she assured him. âAfter the Museum man was done, I cleaned out everything. The arsenic I put in the furnace, burned it.'
âHow much was there?'
âTwo jars, quart jars. One full, the other almost empty.'
âI don't expect you to admit that you kept any of that arsenic; but if you wished, you could have done so?'
âOf course,' Ruth assented. âI could have kept it all, but I didn't.'
âWere you alone when you cleaned the room?'
âYes.'
Quinton led her to describe the Bar Harbor workshop, inquiring what was done with the arsenic there; and she said she destroyed it the summer after Ellen's death.
âThe arsenic was there in the workshop before her death?'
âOh yes.'
âYou had the key to the shop?'
âYes. It was kept in the back entry, hanging on a nail.'
âDid you at any time take some of the arsenic and put it into a bottle and hide it behind the baseboard in your room?'
âNo.'
âYou knew there was such a hiding place?'
âYes. Ellen â â '
âDid any other living person know about that hiding place?'
âEllen knew about it.'
âBut Ellen has been dead almost two years.'
âShe and I were â as far as I know â the only ones who knew about that place.'
âHow recently have you hidden anything there?'
âI never did. Ellen discovered the loose baseboard when we were children. The carpenters forgot to nail it in place, I suppose . . .'
âNever mind your suppositions. You and Ellen used to hide things there.'
âEllen did. I came to our room one day when we were children and she had the baseboard pried out and propped open with a book, but she was furious with me for seeing her. I promised never to tell, and she told me never to dare look in there, and I never did.'
âWere you always so obedient to her wishes?'
âWe all did what Ellen wanted.'
âBut you never put anything in there?'
âNo, never.'
âI show you a certain bottle. Do you recognize it?'
âYes.'
âTell us about it.'
âIt was given to me.'
âWhen?'
âFor my birthday, I think. In August, the year before Mother and Ellen died.'
âWas that the summer you cleaned out your father's workshop at Bar Harbor?'
âNo, I did that after Ellen died.'
âAbout the bottle. What was in it?'
âIt was a bottle of bath salts. I used them once or twice, left the bottle at Bar Harbor when we went home to Boston. In the cabinet in my bathroom.'
âWhen did you see it again?'
âI'm not sure. I came to Bar Harbor in August, the year Ellen died, about two weeks before Ellen and Mr. Harland came. I donât remember seeing the bottle then, but I might have forgotten. I don't remember seeing it till I saw it here in court.'
âWhen did you first miss it?'
âI never missed it.'
âDid you use some other bath salts?'
Ruth smiled. âI never had used any before, largely because I normally take a shower. I used these once or twice, as one does, to show my appreciation of the gift; but then I forgot them.'
âWhen did you last touch this bottle?'
âI'm sure I don't know. I don't remember seeing it since the year before Ellen died.'
On this point Quinton hammered at her; but Ruth remained calm and unshaken. Then he turned to the day of the picnic, leading her to recite her every action that day.
âYou took two thermos bottles full of coffee?' he asked.
âYes.'
âHow well did you know Leick Thorne before that day?'
âAs well as I do now. I've barely seen him since.'
âYou became acquainted where?'
âMostly on our fishing trip up in Canada.' .
âDid you notice on that trip that he never drank coffee?'
âYes. The other guides drank coffee for breakfast, but even for breakfast he drank tea.'
âDid he use sugar in his tea?'
âYes.'
âWhy didn't you take tea for him to drink that day?'
âI forgot it.'
âAre you always so forgetful of those who serve you?'
âI hope not.'
âBy neglecting to take tea, you made sure he would not use sugar that day?'
âI thought nothing about it. I forgot the tea, that's all.'
âBut if you had thought about it, you would have known, would you not, that since you took along no tea, and he did not drink coffee, he would use no sugar?'
âI presume so.'
âMrs. Harland, when your sister, at the point of death, tried to tell you that she had been poisoned, why did you not try to save her?'
Ruth's tones strengthened. âI do not believe she tried to tell us anything of the sort. And in any case, we tried in every way to save her.'
âYou heard her pathetically gasp out the dreadful word “poison”?'
âYes.'
âWhat did you believe she meant?'
âI did not think.'
âI see. You thought nothing about the fact that Leick would not use the poisoned sugar, and you thought nothing about your sister's statement that she was poisoned.'
âI did not know the sugar was poisoned.'
Harland, listening, seeing how steadily she met every barb, felt his throat swell with tender pride. Then Quinton shifted his attack, demanded:
âMrs. Harland, do you love Mr. Harland?'
âYes.'
âYou first met him in New Mexico?'
âYes.'
âWas it love at first sight?'
âNo.'
âYou spent two weeks with him then?'
âWe were in the same party for two weeks.'
âAt the end of those two weeks, did you love him?'
âNo.'
âYou next saw him â where?â
âAt Sea Island.â
âDid you love him there?'
âNo.'
Harland, his fists clenched and a sick rage shaking him, spoke to Mr. Pettingill, whispering over the other's shoulder. âDamn it, can't you make him stop that?'
Quinton asked: âWhen you next saw him, at Bar Harbor, did you love him then?'
Mr. Pettingill rose slowly. âYour Honor,' he suggested. âI don't want to hinder Brother Quinton from doing the best he can with what he's got to work with; but it strikes me he's asking for an opinion, and that's not competent.'
Quinton addressed the bench. âYour Honor, love is not an opinion. It's a physical reaction. It's a fact. At one time this defendant did not love Mr. Harland. At some later time, she did. I want to fix the time when the change occurred.'
Judge Andrus allowed the question; but Quinton for the moment turned back to the sale of the Boston house, making Ruth describe again the disposal of the arsenic there. In the middle of this interrogation he asked sharply:
âMrs. Harland, when you learned Danny was dead, did you love Mr. Harland?'
âNo.'
âWhen you comforted Mr. Harland after the birth of his stillborn child, did you love him then?'
âNo.'
âHow did you comfort him?'
Harlandâs breath caught, but Ruth answered simply and straightforwardly: âI tried to find words. I put him to bed, made him rest and sleep.'
âWhere did you put him to bed? Whose bed? How? Did you undress him?' The questions pounded quick and hard; but Ruth's quiet answers robbed them of their sting. He went back to the matter of the bath salts, broke off that line of questioning to demand: âThe day Ellen died, did you love him then?' Harland, watching Ruth, saw her color slowly fade, and knew how weary she must be; and he urged Mr. Pettingill to ask a recess so that she might have a respite; but the lawyer whispered:
âShe's doing all right. She's licking him.'
Harland began, as time passed, to see that this was true. Quinton skipped back and forth over the whole fabric of Ruth's testimony, attacking with a question here, another there, like a trapped animal seeking some weak spot in the pen in which it is confined, and he pounded hard always on the point of her love for Harland. âDo you love him now? Did you love him when you married him? Did you love him a week before you married him? A month before? A year before?' Ruth's very serenity drove him to helpless fury. He was red and perspiring, his voice high and shrill. At the constantly reiterated question there were occasional titters from the tense-strung spectators, till Judge Andrus warned them to silence. The newspaper men and women at their long table finally stopped trying to record the testimony, watching Quinton's labors with a dry, amused scorn, till at last he cried:
âNow see here, Mrs. Harland. You've dodged long enough. You can answer a simple question, and I demand that you do so. just when did you fall in love with Mr. Harland?'
Ruth hesitated, and suddenly she smiled. âIf you had ever loved anyone finely and cleanly, Mr. Quinton,' she said in clear tones, 'you would know how impossible any answer is. Love is not an explosion, an impact, a blow. It begins slowly, in little sweet ways, continuing to grow through many hours and days,
continuing through long happy lifetimes to grow and to develop and to become stronger and more beautiful all the time. I love Dick more today than I ever did, and I shall love him more and more every day until I die.'
Quinton was beaten, and he had the wit to know it; yet he could not resist one last word. âThen you began to love him long ago,â he said, and before she could speak, he added quickly: âThat's all!'
Ruth looked inquiringly at Mr. Pettingill; and he came to meet her and to escort her back to her chair again. The deference in his movements was eloquent beyond any words, and every eye followed Ruth till she was seated. Then Mr. Pettingill turned and said quietly:
âMr. Harland, will you take the stand?'