Authors: Meryl Sawyer
Tags: #Police, #Island/Beach, #Journalism, #Legal, #Smitten
Just thinking about how Garth must have suffered, then rebuilt his life, gave her courage. Vanessa had a child and Dana had a career. Their only option was to stay—and fight.
G
arth Bradford stared at the telephone receiver still in his hand. "I'll be damned. Dana Hamilton just invited herself over.
"
"
Sue the bastards! Sue the bastards!
"
shrieked his parrot, Puni, cocking his crimson head to one side and ruffling his bright blue feathers.
"
Sue their asses!
"
"
Give me a break. Be quiet for
one
minute.
"
Garth wheeled himself into the kitchen, thankful he had enough veal for two people. He liked to cook on the weekends and fancied himself to be an amateur chef.
Tonight was suddenly special. He rarely entertained. Too often people felt sorry for him, tried too hard to help him. It was simply easier to eat alone. Dana was different. She never made him feel awkward; she always treated him the way she did the rest of the guys—with cool disdain.
Some called her a ball buster. Others claimed she was a frigid bitch. Garth figured she was a little shy, secure only when she was in court. She was most comfortable when doing something like ruling on points of law. When it came to personal relationships, that confidence evaporated.
He knew the feeling. He never dwelled on his handicap. It had made him stronger, wiser, and twice the man he would have been. Except physically.
He wanted to be friends with Dana, sensing a kindred spirit. She had always kept her distance though. That made her unexpected call even more surprising.
"
Sue the bastards! Sue the bastards!
"
Puni chanted rap-style.
"
Sue their asses!
"
Garth didn
'
t have the heart to cover the cage. Maybe Puni would provide comic relief. It was as hard to get Dana to laugh as it was to appeal her decisions. She was one tough judge.
He loved the challenge. That
'
s what he lived for.
He answered the doorbell and had to concentrate to keep from gasping. Dana? Right, but she wasn
'
t wearing those hideous glasses. Makeup made her look younger, more feminine. The dress—well,
there ought to be a law against wearing anything that sexy.
She wasn't his type—not that he could afford to be picky. Still, something in him yearned for a leggy blonde. His last relationship had ended months ago, but he was too we
ary to try again. He had his ca
reer. That had to be enough.
"Thanks for letting me come over,
"
Dana said as she followed him, putting him at ease because she ignored his wheelchair.
"Sit, sit.
"
He poured wine and she wearily dropped into the chair.
"Your call surprised me,
"
Garth admitted after they
'
d chatted for a few minutes. He placed a salad before her, then wheeled to his place. He reached for his fork, saying, "Are you concerned about the superior court appointment?
"
"
Not at all. They
'
re going to select a man.
"
"
You
'
re the best candidate. If there
'
s any justice you
'
ll—
"
"
Sue the bastards! Sue the bastards!
"
screeched Puni.
Dana laughed. "What a great parrot.
"
"
Appeal, appeal.
"
Puni moonwalked along his perch. Obviously he
'
d been watching too much MTV while Garth had been at work.
"
Sue the bastards! Sue the bastards! Sue their asses!
"
"What
'
s your parrot
'
s name?
"
"
Puni.
"
He caught the quizzical look in her eyes.
"
Short for Punitive Damages.
"
She laughed again. "I should have known.
"
Dana dutifully consumed two forkfuls of the salad, never commenting on the raspberry vinaigrette that he
'
d made himself. Something was on her mind and it wasn
'
t the pending court appointment. He didn't press. Patience was his long suit. Not always, of course, but the accident had changed everything.
Dana wasn
'
t an easy woman to get to know. Oh, she was friendly enough—up to a point. One of the advantages of his handicap—he
'
d managed to find several—was that people thought he was harmless. True, it was a subconscious thing, but people tended to trust him, to open up to him more than they would have otherwise.
Except Dana. There was an invisible shield between Dana and everyone around her. Why?
"This is fabulous,
"
Dana said with a sigh after he served the veal Normandy.
"
You
'
ve been eating at the courthouse cafeteria too much. The only place with worse food is the county jail.
"
He grinned, but asked himself why he always discounted his talents. For some reason he was uncomfortable with compliments.
"
Garth,
"
Dana began, then stopped. She gazed into her wineglass for a moment.
"
Over twenty years ago something happened to me. I thought it was done, forgotten—until today.
"
He did a quick mental calculation. How old could Dana have been
twenty years ago? Fourteen? Fif
teen? He saw acute pain and the kind of fear he often noticed in his clients
'
eyes. Uh-oh.
"
I
'
m afraid I'm being blackmailed.
"
That simple statement sent a shock wave through Garth. Blackmail implied the person had something on Dana. What? She was straighter than Cochise's arrow. More ethical than St. Peter. Still, something had happened to her twenty years ago. Now it was back to haunt her.
"I
may need you to represent me…
in court. I want to retain you.
"
Garth splayed his hands across his knees, touching the legs that felt nothing, experiencing a squeezing sensation in his chest. How could she be worried about being tried for something that happened twenty years ago? The statute of limitations
had run its course, unless…
His anxiety kicked up another notch; his chest felt so tight now that it was hard to breathe. Dana had to be involved in something that had an extended statute.
Murder. It could only be murder.
It took a second for his breathing to become normal and for his usual self-control to return. He struggled to keep his tone level, shaken by what she'd told him. "I'll represent you, Dana, but do you really think this will go to trial?
"
Dana didn't respond, and Garth wasn
'
t surprised that she
'
d stopped without telling him everything. She had retained him, professionally assuring his silence, yet she couldn
'
t quite bring herself to trust him.
"
I need to find out who is blackmailing me,
"
she
said quietly.
"
Then I'll know what to do. But I haven't any idea who to call.
"
"
Well, the two P
I
's in the islands who do most of the investigations aren
'
t worth a damn. When I'm stuck on a case—and I have been several times—I use Rob Tagett.
"
"
Really? Why?
"
"
Rob used to be a homicide detective, remember?
"
"
I was away at law school then.
"
"
He was a damn good detective until
…
"
Garth lifted his shoulders.
"
Rape charges were never filed against hi
m. It was all some sort of…
mix-up.
"
"
Then why did he leave the police force?
"
Garth didn
'
t have an answer to the question so many people asked about Rob Tagett. His unexpected departure in the wake of the scandal still fueled the rumor mill even though years had passed.
"
I
'
m positive that Rob had a good reason for leaving the force.
"
"
I can
'
t call him. He crucified me for dismissing the Tenaka case. I couldn't possibly work with him.
"
"
The presiding judge, Binkley, is the one you should blame. That case should have been heard in superior court, but they kicked it down to the muni bench because it was a political hot potato. Binkley would be damned before he
'
d put any of his buddies on the court on the spot, so he dumped it on you, hoping to ruin your career.
"
"
True, but what choice did I have? I had to dismiss.
"
"
What do you think Gwen Sihida would have done?
"
"
Gwen would have tried the case so that it would have been appealed and let the appeals court get the blame. Her father's pressing her hard to move up the judicial ladder. She wouldn
'
t risk angering the public.
"
"Exactly. Justice is influenced by politics. Do you suppose the Fowl Flasher would have been tried in New York? No way. But Hawaii isn
'
t going to become another Miami—an urban basket case. Mess with a tourist and you
'
re in court. It
'
s politics.
"
"
True,
"
she agreed with a weary sigh.
"
You
'
re not perfect. No judge is. Expect criticism.
"
Garth took a deep breath.
"
Forget what Rob said in his column. Remember, he gets paid to assassinate people in print. Call Rob. I
'
d trust him with my life.
"
3
R
ob Tagett sat on his sofa, his long legs propped up on the glass coffee table, the receiver cradled against his shoulder as he listened to his son. He could almost see the defiant thrust of Zach's chin. How similar he'd been at fifteen. Rebellious as hell. You were either hungry or horny. Usually both.
"
Listen to me.
"
He gestured with both hands as if Zach were in the
room with him instead of a thou
sand miles away.
"
Yeah?
"
How could you discuss something like this over the telephone?
"
Your mother says she found you and your girlfriend naked in the hot tub.
"
Two beats of dead silence.
"
If you
'
re having sex with a girl you need protection.
"
"
Puh-leeze.
"
How in hell was he supposed to supervise a son who lived in L.A.? For the millionth time he cursed Ellen. If she
'
d believed in him, in their marriage
…
but she hadn
'
t. He didn
'
t miss Ellen so much
anymore, but he missed Zach terribly. He hated having these intimate father-son discussions via Ma Bell, but Ellen made it impossible for Zach to visit him very often.
Yet Ellen expected him to be the one to administer discipline, to control a teenager whose hormones had staged a coup. It was really just a way of getting back at Rob, torturing him for what Ellen saw as his betrayal. Didn
'
t she care that he was the one who
'
d suffered? He
'
d been the one accused, his name, his career ruined—not Ellen
'
s.
"
Da-ad,
"
Zach said, his tone insolent as usual,
"
I can
'
t just pull out a life jacket. The babe will think I planned to screw her. That would be, like, totally nerd city.
"
Life jacket? Jesus, was that what kids were calling condoms these days? Fitting, but depressing as hell.
"
Here
'
s how you handle it. Explain that you really care for her and want to protect her.
"
Silence, then,
"
Awesome. Totally awesome. That
'
s it. Dad…
thanks. Gotta go.
"
"
Put your mother on, Zach. I'll call you next week.
"
Rob waited while Ellen came on the line.
"
I expect Zach this summer. I don
'
t want any bullshit about parties, ball camps—anything. I want to see my son.
"
Ellen reluctantly agreed and he hung up but stayed on the sofa, too upset to trek into the kitchen to see if there were any egg burritos in the freezer. The only light in the room came from the aquarium, where dozens of tropical fish as colorful as a Hawaiian sunrise swam in slow circles. His life was like
th
is aquarium, he realized, moving in endless circles
and
going nowhere.
"
Oh, crap. What
'
s the matter with you?" He vaulted to his feet and st
rode out onto the deck over
looking Sunset Beach.
"
You don
'
t have a damn thing to complain about.
"
It was true; his private security company earned a bundle without him spending much time at it. His weekly column,
"
Exposed,
"
made him a local celebrity. He was doing
all right for a kid from Galves
ton
'
s back bay who
'
d come to Hawaii almost twenty years ago.
He gazed out at the sea, heeding the call of the ocean as the surf broke on the shore. A hunter
'
s moon rode across
a cloudless sky, spilling blue-
white light on the waves. The
menehune
claimed their spirits became the wind on the north shore, their presence creating the pipeline waves that marched in from the sea like an invading army.
Not that he believed in the legendary dwarfs the way the natives did. Even on a night like tonight, when the wind was nothing more than a fickle breeze, the waves formed perfect tubes. Still, the ocean had an almost hypnotic effect on him, as if something magical
was
at work. At dawn the surfers would be back—not as many here as farther down the beach at the Banzai Pipeline—and the quiet beauty of the night would be lost. For now, though, he let the sea mesmerize him, his thoughts drifting along with the waves.
He remembered his run-in with Dana Hamilton at lunch. Aw, hell, what had he expected? She avoided him all the time. Why did he think she
'
d want to go out with him? Why did he ask her out anyway? There were plenty of women around.
What a crock. He was lying to himself. Since he
'
d been accused of rape he didn
'
t quite trust any wom
an. He doubted that he ever woul
d again. He was always aware of the damage to a career—to a marriage—that even an unfounded accusation could do.
Women could be such treacherous liars.
To protect himself he dated women with no more morals than an alley cat in heat, or the opposite, saints who'd never lie. Trouble was, the saints, like Gwen Sihida, tended to be boring. He suspected Dana was different, but he'd never have the chance to find out.
Of course, the article he
'
d written hadn
'
t helped win him any points with her. Not that he regretted it. Too often justice was a four-letter word. A pervert walked because the DA blew the case. Too bad Dana had to catch the flak.
"Let it go, Rob,
"
he said out loud. "Forget her.
"
He knew his pent-up anger, which he tried to disguise with offbeat jokes, was making him bitter. He
'
d thought that as time passed and that fateful night became a distant memory that his old personality would return. It hadn
'
t. If anything he was getting worse and he hadn't a clue why.
The telephone rang and he rushed to answer it,
hoping it was Zach, yet knowing better. "Garth? Hey, this is a surprise.
"
The image of Garth wheeling himself into the courtroom made Rob ashamed for mopi
ng around. Garth never felt sorr
y for himself, nor had he allowed himself to become bitter.
What in hell is wrong with you?
"
I
have a client who needs help—tonight,
"
Garth said. "What are you doing?
"
"Nothing. Send him over.
"
"Great. Hold on a second.
"
He heard Garth give his client the address, then cover the phone with his hand.
Rob checked his watch. Almost eleven. What couldn
'
t wait until the morning? There were a few seconds of silence and Rob imagined the guy leaving Garth's spectacular home.
He
'
d been there once for a trial lawyers' cocktail reception. Not his favorite group. If he found himself with more than two lawyers at once, he reached critical mass and wanted to run. But he liked Garth, even if he did have some crazy parrot that kept spitting birdseed and threatening to "sue your ass.
"
"Rob, this case is important to me. I don
'
t think my client can afford you. I
'
m willing to pay whatever it takes to straighten this out. Keep that between the two of us.
"
"Okay. What am I supposed to straighten out?
"
"
Blackmail.
"
There was a long pause. "Maybe something more. I
'
m not sure. That
'
s what I want you to find out.
"
"
You got it.
"
Rob hung up, then stood there a moment, realizing Garth had forgotten to tell him the client's name. He almost called Garth back, but decided it didn
'
t matter. He would find out soon enough.
He should shower before the guy arrived. On his way to the bathroom he stopped by the refrigerator, his rumbling stomach getting the better of him. Nothing. Not even a frozen egg burrito.
He rarely ate at home. What fun was eating unless you had someone to eat with you? The best he could do was take a handful of crack seed from the jar on the counter. The sweet-and-sour taste of the bits of dried plum, assorted nuts, and lemon peel did little to fill his stomach.
He was supposed to meet one of his sources later at Coconut Willie
'
s. He could get something there if he was still hungry.
He showered and toweled his hair dry. He was overdue for a hairc
ut, he decided, checking his re
flection in the mirror. S
'
okay. Tomorrow he
'
d hit the grocery store and the Clip Joint. Should he shave? Nah. Why bother?
He pulled on cutoffs that weren't too raunchy and
found a clean T-shirt in the dr
yer, along with a load of underwear he'd forgotten. The shirt had more wrinkles than crepe paper and it was a little tight. He'd probably used water that was too hot again.
The doorbell rang and he flicked on the porch light as he opened the door. For a moment he
stood there like a cigar-store Indian. "Well, I
'
ll be damned.
"
"Hello.
"
Dana's voice was low, uncertain.
"Garth sent you?
"
he asked, half-hoping she
'
d come on her own and she wasn't Garth
'
s client.
She nodded and he took one step back to let her in, wishing he
'
d shaved. Look at her! The black robes that made her look like Mother Superior were gone. She was wearing a slinky blue number that fit her cute ass like shrink wrap. Those God-awful glasses were history. Her eyes shone a luminous green. And serious as hell.
Okay, Garth said she was in trouble, but come on. This was Dana Hamilton. Blackmail? Over what? Making personal calls on the court
'
s phone? Better yet, she
'
d fudged on her taxes and the IRS would be on her cute tail if the informant turned her in to get the government reward.
"Garth explained?
"
she asked.
Not nearly enough. "A little.
"
"I have some reservations about our being able to work together.
"
That got him. He stabbed at the air between them with his finger. "Don
'
t be such a tight ass, Dana.
"
Honest to God, why couldn
'
t he control his temper? More and more he lashed out and was disgusted with himself later. "Go ahead, say what you mean. You must be desperate to be knocking on my door.
"
She glared at him, her eyes telegraphing what she couldn't bring herself to say. Finally, she looked at
the toes of her pumps.
"
Garth said you were the best, or I wouldn
'
t be here. I
'
d like to hire you.
"
"
I don
'
t know if I want to work for you.
"
He leaned one shoulder against the doorjamb.
"
I don
'
t like being treated like shit.
"
There was a moment of total silence, punctuated by the sound of the surf breaking on the beach and the wind rustling through the palms. The night was balmy, slightly warmer than usual, and filled with the scent of the tropical flowers that grew along his terrace, separating his home from his neighbors.
"
I
'
m
…
sorry. I was rude to you today at lunch.
"
All right. He'd gotten to her. She'd apologized, but only because he
'
d forced her. And she was pissed—big time—about it. That meant she'd had no choice. She really did need him. His stomach chose that moment to rumble like distant thunder.
He grabbed her arm and steered her back outside.
"
I
'
m starving. Let
'
s run down to Coconut Willie
'
s and talk. I'm supposed to meet someone there in an hour anyway.
"