Authors: Christy Reece
bed and snuggled deeper into her soft, warm pillow. Squirrels again--trying
to get into the attic. They did that this time of year. Daddy would have to run
them off tomorrow. On the edge of sleep again, she heard another sound.
"McKenna."
Someone was calling her name. McKenna sat up, her heart thundering
in her chest. She gasped to see a tall, dark figure in the middle of her room.
Damon!
"What are you doing here? How did you get in?"
"Your window was open."
Keeping her voice barely above a whisper, she said, "My daddy will
kill you if he sees you in here. You have to leave."
He laughed. It wasn't a laugh she'd ever heard from him before. It
sounded almost nasty, not like the Damon she knew and loved.
She put her feet on the floor; she had to make him leave. Daddy
would never understand this and would never forgive Damon for sneaking
into her room.
Before she could stand, Damon pushed her down and then came down
on top of her. Though fearful of having him in her home in the middle of the
night where her parents might hear, she wrapped her arms around him to
kiss him. Instead of the passionate yet tender kisses she was used to and
expected, he ground his mouth onto hers. He was hurting her. She tasted
blood and knew he'd cut her lip.
She pushed at his shoulders, trying to dislodge him. Why was he
acting this way? Finally managing to get him to move his mouth from hers,
she whispered, "You're hurting me."
"I'm about to show you what real hurt is, McKenna. You've cockteased me for the last time." He pushed her nightgown up; she felt his hands
on her bare legs and then extreme pressure between her thighs as he thrust
deep inside her.
* * *
A harsh sob jerked her out of her memories. Lucas's arms held her as
she shuddered against his chest. "I was a virgin. I thought he understood that
I wanted to wait. He had never pressured me before. I didn't realize I
screamed until the light in my room came on and I felt him being pulled off
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me. Oh God, why did I have to scream? If only I hadn't screamed..."
Swallowing hard, she returned to her memories.
"Bastard! Get off my daughter!" her father shouted.
Sobbing, McKenna lay on the bed, unable to move. Damon had raped
her...why? How could he have done this to her?
Damon's harsh laughter woke her from her shock. "She ain't your little
girl anymore. She's mine."
The slamming of a fist into flesh caused her to sit up. Her father was
on top of Damon, pummeling his fist into Damon's face. She screamed
again. Her father jerked his head around and looked at her; tears swam in his
eyes, and she saw love and compassion in his beloved face.
Her body and heart aching, she held out her hand and whispered,
"Daddy?"
A loud blast pierced the silence. Her daddy's face changed from shock
to pain, and then in an instant he fell onto the floor.
McKenna shouted, "No!" and threw herself onto her father's lifeless
body. Damon pulled her away from him and dragged her out of the room.
Her mother stood in the hallway, a phone in her hand. McKenna barely
registered her mother's pale, panic-stricken face before Damon raised the
gun and fired. A red stain suddenly appeared on her mother's white
nightgown; she dropped the phone and fell to the floor.
Screeching her pain, McKenna whirled around and clawed at Damon's
face. He slammed her against the wall; her head struck so hard she literally
saw stars.
"Nobody comes between me and what belongs to me," he growled.
"You were mine the moment we met. Your parents were too stupid to realize
that. Don't you make the same mistake."
Sobs tore through her. She was crying so hard she could hardly
breathe. Her mama and daddy...
Oh dear God. Mama. Daddy. Amy!
She had
to protect Amy!
"You have to go," she babbled. "My mama called the police. They'll
be here soon."
"Police ain't coming. I cut the phone lines before I came in. You think
I'm stupid or something? Now, where's that sister of yours?"
"No. You can't hurt Amy. I won't let you. Please, Damon. I'll do
whatever you want, but you can't hurt Amy."
"You do what I tell you to do and I won't. Understand?"
Barely able to stand, she leaned against the wall and nodded.
"Good. Go get some clothes and let's grab your sister."
"You said you wouldn't hurt her."
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The smack of the back of his hand against her face busted her lip, but
it woke her up, too. No longer faint, she straightened and said woodenly,
"What do you want me to do?"
"Get some clothes. I'll get your sister."
"If you hurt her, I'll kill you." She said the words softly, but he heard
them.
Instead of reacting like the maniac she now knew him to be, he smiled
and said, "You can try."
She ran, stuffed some clothes into her bag, and then ran back out. She
would be crazy to take him at his word. Rushing down the hallway to Amy's
room, she found him kneeling on the floor, trying to coax her sister out from
under the bed.
"No!" McKenna flew at him, pushing him away. "Leave her alone."
Damon backhanded her in the face, knocking her down. Lying on the
floor, she could see Amy's terrified eyes gleaming at her.
Oh God, please
help me save her
.
Getting back on her knees, she tugged on Damon's arm. "Please,
Damon. I'll do anything...
anything!
I swear. Just don't hurt her."
"I ain't going to hurt her. I'm just trying to get her to come with us."
He looked back at Amy. "Come on out here, little girl. I'm not going to hurt
you."
Amy didn't utter a sound; McKenna knew she was too terrified to
move.
"Tell her to come out or I'm going to shoot her under the bed."
"Dammit, Damon. Leave her alone." She was sobbing, pleading...she
didn't care what she had to do. She'd already lost her mother and father--she
couldn't lose Amy, too.
Damon grabbed McKenna by a hank of hair and jerked her down till
she lay on the floor. "Tell your fucking sister to get out here or I'm going to
shoot your head off."
McKenna gritted her teeth. She didn't care if she died. She deserved to
die for bringing this monster into her home. No matter what she had to do,
she would save Amy.
But Damon's threatening words had worked. McKenna heard her little
sister's trembling voice say, "No, I'm coming...don't hurt Kenna...I'm
coming."
"Amy, please, no."
"There ya go," Damon coaxed. When Amy came within reaching
distance, he grabbed her arm and dragged her the rest of the way out.
McKenna pulled Amy away from Damon. Getting to her feet, she
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placed Amy behind her. "Let me lock her up in the closet or something. She
won't call the police, I promise."
Damon got to his feet and grabbed McKenna by the shoulder. "Shut
the fuck up!"
Swallowing a sob, she nodded.
"Did you get your clothes?"
She nodded again.
"Then let's go."
"But Amy--"
"She comes with us."
"Why can't she--"
He pointed the gun toward Amy's head and snarled, "She either comes
with us or I shoot her. Your choice."
As much as she wanted to get Amy away from him, she had no
choice. Willing herself calmness so she could try to figure something out,
she turned and said, "Amy, pack some clothes."
Her little sister stood shivering, obviously in shock. McKenna took
her hand and walked with her to the closet. "Here, I'll help you."
Taking some of her summer dresses and shoes, they dumped them
into Amy's backpack, lying on the closet floor. No one spoke but both were
more than aware that Damon stood behind them, the gun pointed at Amy.
Zipping the bag, McKenna turned. "What now?"
He gestured with the gun. "Let's go to your parents' room. Get what
cash they have, get their ATM and credit cards. We'll use them till they're
canceled."
Acting on automatic, careful to keep Amy at her side, she walked the
short distance to her parents' bedroom. Her eyes focused on the bureau
where her father kept his wallet. She refused to look around, to think about
all she had lost, what she had caused. She took the wallet from the dresser
and turned.
Damon grabbed the wallet from her hand and pulled out several bills
and credit cards. "Okay. Where are the car keys?"
"Hanging on a hook in the kitchen."
"Get them. Then let's get out of here."
"Damon, please...let Amy--"
The gun pointed at McKenna this time. "Every time you argue or
disobey me, you're going to pay for it. Now, either get your sister in the car
with you or I kill her here. It makes no difference to me."
Knowing she had no choice, McKenna put her arm around her sister
and led her through the house. They stopped in the kitchen and McKenna
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grabbed the keys. Refusing to allow herself one last look at the life she had
destroyed, she took her sister's arm and went out the door.
Amy was crying now. Soft, silent tears. Did she know what Damon
had done to their parents? McKenna hoped not...but feared that she did.
Her father's vehicle was a small, old truck he used to drive back and
forth into town. Her mother's car was newer, larger.
Damon pointed to the car with his gun. "Get in the car. Put your sister
in the backseat. You sit up front with me, where you belong."
Opening the back door for her sister, she helped Amy in and put the
two bags she'd packed in with her. She got into the passenger seat and
watched as Damon came around and settled himself into the driver's seat.
He turned and smiled at her. "Now we can be together like we were
meant to be."
Returning to the present again, McKenna found herself curled into
Lucas's strong arms. Her face was hidden against his chest, and ugly, souldeep sobs tore through her. This was the first time in years she'd completely
let go. The first time in years she had allowed herself to recall everything
that had happened.
Lucas held her, pressed kisses to her head from time to time, and
allowed her to cry. Finally there were no tears left. She lay in his arms,
exhausted and so sad she could barely think straight.
"And Amy?" Lucas asked softly.
Breath shuddered through her body. "We were about fifteen miles out
of town, going down the highway. I don't know why she did it. Maybe she
thought she could get help; maybe she realized Damon would kill her when
he got tired of having her with us. She never said anything, never gave any
warning. I had my head against the window, kind of going in and out of
consciousness. The next thing I heard was the door opening."
"She jumped out?"
McKenna nodded.
"And?"
"I screamed at Damon to stop. He refused. I turned around and she
was lying in the middle of the road...just lying there. Still in her pink
pajamas. Not moving. I couldn't just let her lie there...I jumped on him,
determined to make him stop. He hit me in the head with his gun, knocked
me out. When I came to, we were miles from home."
She swallowed. "I listened to the news on the television when we
stopped at a motel. She was found, taken to a hospital. She told them what
Damon had done...about my parents. And then she died."
Lucas had no words to convey his sorrow for what she had gone
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through. Just losing one parent was bad enough, but to lose both parents,
along with your sister, and to hold yourself responsible? Beyond hell.
Would she tell him the rest? He knew most of it, but she didn't know
that and the last thing he wanted was for her to know he'd dug into her past.
That would come later when they were able to talk about this openly. Until
then, he'd wait and see if she could bear to tell him the other horrific parts.
He didn't have to wait long.
"He took me to somewhere in Kansas. A friend of his had a place
there. I knew I had to get away from him, but I couldn't think straight. My
head was splitting open; I kept passing out. He locked me in the bathroom
with no windows. Told me I had to stay there until I learned obedience.
Finally he let me out." She shook her head and added, "I have no idea how
many days went by."
She was silent again. He risked asking her a question, one he had to
know. "Where did the scars come from?"
"Mostly from Damon...though I've picked up a few over the years."
"The cigarette burns?"
"Damon," she whispered. "He'd come into the bathroom, light a
cigarette, and talk, telling me things would be better once I learned
obedience. Then, when he was through with his lecture and his cigarette, he
would force me to the floor and put out the butt on my skin."
Lucas closed his eyes. He had to hear everything. "And the thin scars
on your thighs and back?"
She took a shuddering breath. "He came in one day, said he was going
to test me, give me some freedom. I had to do it...I had to try to leave. At