Lancelot (14 page)

Lavaine’s jaw dropped. “No! You are—? Oh, sir, I will not say a word. The great du Lac,” he whispered, awestruck.

“Not great, just a knight with some small skill. Look there,” Lancelot said, pointing over the charging knights to the royal pavilion. It was draped with royal purple, and above the carven throne a single diamond caught the light and threw it back in a thousand glittering facets. “Do you see him there, your king, all robed in red? Look on him and you see greatness.”

“Yes,” Lavaine whispered. “I see him, the dread Pendragon. Now—oh, sir, if I should be struck blind today, I would not be sorry—no, I wouldn’t, not a bit, not now that I have seen . . .” He looked from Arthur to Lancelot, then, blushing, at the earth between his feet.

Despite all, Lancelot nearly laughed. The poor boy was so dreadfully in earnest, yet there was something touching in his innocent regard. All at once Lancelot felt better; the fog of fear and sorrow dissipated, scattered like mist before the sunrise.
I am Lancelot du Lac,
he thought,
a knight of Camelot, and if I am no more, I will give no man cause to say that I was less
. He raised the sleeve to his lips before winding it about his helm.

“While you still have the use of your eyes,” he said to Lavaine, trying and failing to repress a grin, “turn them to the engagement and let us see how matters stand.”

Lavaine laughed, a little shamefaced, and obeyed. “Look how strong the king’s knights are!” he cried. “Those northern lords cannot withstand them. See how they are driven back. Oh, sir, we must hurry, or it will be done before we strike a blow. Come, let us take our place among your friends and kin.”

“A paltry adventure that would be!” Lancelot laughed and signed the marshal over. “We shall fight for the northern kings,” he said, holding out his spear so the marshal might bind it with a ribbon proclaiming his allegiance. “Come, Lavaine,” he urged, “let us join the weaker party and see if we can change their fortune.”

Without waiting for an answer, he charged into the fray.

Lavaine followed. No sooner had he taken the field than a knight confronted him, demanding that he proclaim his name and allegiance. “Lavaine of Corbenic. I fight for the northern kings,” he managed, the words rasping in his parched mouth.

“Then you shall not pass.”

“Who denies me passage?” Lavaine returned.

“Sir Lucando Butler.”

The preliminaries over, the two retreated for a space, then charged. To his astonishment, Lavaine found that Lancelot was right. He felt nothing but the keenest excitement as they crashed together—and when he found himself still upon his horse and his opponent on the ground, he laughed aloud and turned to find another challenge.

In the time it had taken Lavaine to ride his first joust, Lancelot had unseated three knights and was preparing to engage a fourth.
The tales are true then,
Lavaine thought, momentarily diverted from the press of heaving horses and clashing armor all around him. Nor was he the only one. Several of Arthur’s knights had stopped to watch Lancelot’s advance.

“Who is he?” Lavaine heard them cry, one to another, a question none could answer.

Then the press moved closer, and Lavaine was once again in the thick of it, facing his own opponent. Sir Bedivere did not give up easily; it took three charges before the matter was decided. By the time Bedivere was off his horse, Lavaine’s charger was winded. Drawing aside to give the beast a moment’s respite, he became aware of three knights beside him, passing a waterskin from hand to hand.

“Of course it is him,” one said decisively. “It must be. No one rides like Sir Lancelot.”

“Yes, Gawain, I believe it is. Lancelot, disguised . . . and bearing a lady’s sleeve upon his helm. Well, well, so much for his injury!”

“There is no dishonor in riding with a blank shield,” Sir Gawain said reprovingly. “Nor in accepting a lady’s favor. But come, our companions have need of us.”

He rode off, leaving the others behind. “Look you,
Dinadan,” one said to the other, “I have a thought. What if we—?”

Sir Dinadan shook his head and said something too low to hear. Both knights turned to look at Lavaine, and then went off together.

Lavaine watched them for a moment. They rode a short distance, then separated, though neither returned immediately to the fight. Instead, they rode among the king’s knights, stopping every now and then to speak with one of their companions. No doubt they were spreading the word of Lancelot’s arrival, Lavaine thought, and then he had no time for thought as he was challenged once again.

This was his hardest-fought battle. By the time he brought down his opponent, he was exhausted, and his mount was lame. Dismounting, he led it aside and looked around to see Lancelot preparing to ride against another knight—Sir Gawain, Lavaine realized, judging by the shield. He paused a moment, eager to see this contest, but before Lancelot had begun his charge, he was set upon by a band of the king’s knights.

Four—no, five—no, eight charged him from all sides, and Lavaine’s shout of warning was lost in the thunder of hoofbeats. He strained to see what was happening, but Lancelot had vanished within the press. A moment later, a cheer went up from the king’s side.

“Unhorsed! He is down!”

Lavaine ran to the nearest knight. “Give me your horse!” he cried.

“Stand aside, boy,” the man, some king of Scotland by his arms, said, and lifting his shield, he dealt Lavaine a blow that knocked him sprawling. Lavaine scrambled to his feet and leapt upon the Scottish king, dragging him from the saddle. Quite forgetting to draw his sword, he raised his fist and knocked him to the ground, then mounted his horse
and forced his way through the press, leaping from the horse before it had halted to land beside his fallen friend.

“Sir—” With shaking fingers, he fumbled at the lacings of the helm.

“No.” Lancelot’s hand shot out and grasped his wrist. “Help me mount again.”

“Are you wounded?”

“It is nothing.” Lancelot’s breath came quick and shallow; his face, beneath his visor, was parchment pale and slicked with sweat.

“But—”

“Get me to my horse!”

Lavaine grasped his hand and pulled him to his feet. It was horrible to watch him drag himself up the side of his great charger, but Lancelot would hear no dissent. King Arthur leaned so far over the balustrade of his pavilion that it seemed he was in danger of tumbling out. Only when Lancelot was on his horse did the king resume his seat. When the knight took up his lance, a great cry went up, not only from his side, but from the stands, as well.

Now the force of Lancelot’s charge was redoubled. He fought like one possessed, cutting a swathe through Arthur’s knights, and one by one they fell beneath his implacable assault. It seemed no time at all until the marshal threw down a white scarf from his high seat. Trumpets blared, and the knights stilled upon the field.

“Victory,” the marshal cried, “to the northern lords. And the diamond to the knight with the red sleeve upon his helm, the knight with the white shield!”

Lavaine cantered to Lancelot’s side. He sat unmoving, his helm drooping nearly to his chest. “Sir, you have won!” Lavaine shouted. “Hear how they cry out for you! Sir, look, the king is waiting, you must go to him—”

“No.”

Lavaine leaned closer, certain he had not heard aright.

“No,” Lancelot repeated hoarsely. “Lavaine, help me—”

Then the others were upon them, pressing close. “Go, sir,” they cried, “the diamond is yours!”

“No—” Lancelot gasped, “no diamond—give me air—”

“But you have won it!” they cried. “It is your prize!”

Lancelot raised his head. “My prize—” he drew a hissing breath. “Death,” he said clearly, and as the knights drew back, astonished, he set spurs to his charger and burst through them.

Lavaine followed after. Lancelot’s horse slowed; at last it stood trembling at the edge of the field.

“Help me. Away from this place. Hurry,” Lancelot said, and Lavaine seized the reins of Lancelot’s charger and kicked the Scottish horse into a gallop, sweeping past the astonished knights and into the shelter of the trees.

“Farther,” Lancelot gasped, “do not let them find us.”

Bewildered, Lavaine led him deeper into the forest until Lancelot gave a terrible cry and pitched headlong from his saddle.

Lavaine’s hands were shaking so, he could barely unbuckle Lancelot’s armor. Blood seeped between the fastenings; his hands slipped upon the straps. When at last he lifted the breastplate, he could only stare in shock at the broken wooden haft protruding from Lancelot’s side, the spear tip buried deep within the torn flesh.

“When—how—”

“Bors. Beneath my shield. When they brought me down.”

Lancelot made a movement as though to lift himself but fell back with a groan, his hand groping blindly for his helm. He drew the red sleeve from its crest and clenched it in his fist. “Draw it out, Lavaine.”

“I cannot!” Lavaine was close to tears. “I will kill you if I draw it—”

“I will die if you do not,” Lancelot said steadily, then his face contorted, and he cried, “For God’s sake, help me, get it out—”

“Yes, all right—” Lavaine’s breath came in gasping sobs as he put two hands on the wooden shaft. “Too much blood—I cannot get a purchase—” He wiped it with the edge of his tunic and tried again. “Now—steady, sir—” He gave a great shout as he pulled the spearhead from Lancelot’s flesh.

A gush of blood burst from the wound, soaking Lavaine’s hands and spattering his face. With a hoarse cry, he threw the spearhead aside.
God help me,
he thought.
God help me, what do I do now? He needs a surgeon, not me, I know naught of healing.
But there was no surgeon to be found. The small glade was empty save for the two of them.

“You did well, my friend,” Lancelot whispered. “Thank you.” He brought the sleeve to his side, clasping it hard against the gushing wound, then his head fell back upon the leaves and his eyes closed.

I have killed him,
Lavaine thought.
I have killed Sir Lancelot.
With trembling fingers, he touched Lancelot’s neck, a sobbing moan bursting from his lips when he found the pulse beating beneath the pallid jaw. Not dead—not yet. But he soon would be.

Stop the bleeding,
Lavaine thought, staring transfixed at the spreading pool of blood.
That’s what I must do. But how?

He pressed the sleeve against the wound, staring in terror as it instantly soaked through.
God, don’t let him die,
he prayed.
Help me, send someone to find us.

But no one came.

“It is up to me,” Lavaine said aloud. “If I do nothing, he will die. But what am I to do?”

All at once, the answer came to him. He pressed the wadded fabric against the wound, and using his knife, cut
strips from his tunic to bind it round the unconscious knight’s ribs. A clumsy bandage, soon soaked through, but he daren’t think of that. He heaved Lancelot facedown across his horse and led him toward the hermit’s dwelling.

“
A
YE, it was Sir Lancelot,” Gawain said, throwing his helm across the pavilion and running a hand through his sweat-soaked hair. “I never saw his face, but I am certain ’twas he.”

“What went on out there?” Arthur demanded. “Who set upon him like that?”

“Agravaine,” Gawain said miserably, “Dinadan, Ector De Maris, Bors—”

“Bors?”

“Aye, but he didn’t know ’twas Lancelot himself. Agravaine was saying ’twas some base knight fighting in Sir Lancelot’s style, some muddled tale about how this man sought to dishonor Sir Lancelot by mimicking him—I didna catch the most of it, sire.”

“And did Agravaine believe this nonsense?”

Gawain could not meet his eyes. “He says he did.”

“I see.” After a moment, the king said, “How badly was he wounded?”

“He could barely keep his seat. And Bors said—he said his spear is broken, the tip stuck fast in the strange knight.”

Arthur walked to the balustrade and looked over the crowd below. “Find him, Gawain,” he said without turning. “Find him for me and bring him back.”

“Aye, sire, I will.”