Her breath exhaled in an exasperated rush, something that drew a smile from James. âHe's a disarming young man, isn't he? And very good at his profession.'
Harriet appeared a little flustered as they moved on to the next person, and so she should, Celia thought with a grin, for James had made his intentions towards her perfectly clear.
Thank goodness she wasn't seated next to Charles, Celia thought a little later, giving the bishop â who had been seated next to her â a beaming smile.
âHas Reverend Hambert seated us together so you can keep me in order, my Lord Bishop,' she whispered to him.
âI do believe it might be the other way round. He thinks very highly of you.'
âThen I'll be sure to keep a close eye on you.'
They dined at a long table set with polished silver and decorated with flower arrangements. The candlelight sparkled on the crystal glasses. Charles was close enough to send her a smile now and again.
If only you could see me now, Ma, she thought, but knew deep in her heart that she'd swap everything and go back to famine and rags if that would bring her mother back. To be brought down so low after being raised in such a comfortable environment must have been hard to endure.
They moved to the drawing room, where three rows of chairs were set out. One of the women played the piano and sang a duet with her husband. When they had finished, Thomas recited a poem about the River Thames. It had several verses, and she admired his stillness, the emotion coming from his quiet reading of it, which had just enough rise and fall to keep the audience interested.
He beckoned to her afterwards, and she took her place next to him when he introduced her. Beyond the circle of light she saw Charles Curtis. Seated on the back of a couch, one long leg dangling, he had a damnable superior smile on his face.
So, Charles was expecting a romance, was he? There
was
one in the book, a tragic love story, where the soldier hero returned from war to discover his true love married to his enemy. That was not the story she was going to read tonight, though.
She picked up her book, opening it to where the red ribbon marked it. This one is for you, Ma, she thought as she drew in a calming breath. Be proud of me.
She was well rehearsed. Harriet had listened to her read the story over-and-over, advising her on where to pause, and helping her to modify her tendency to talk too fast or overdramatize. She waited until her audience settled, then gazed around at their expectant faces in the moment it took her to get into her narrative role.
The child couldn't have been more than four years. Her name was Sarah. Barefoot, covered in sores, and with only a flannel smock to cover her shivering body, she wandered the filthy alleyways, calling out fitfully, Mamma, where are you? I'm hungry!
A muffled sob came from somewhere in the audience, then another as the story progressed. The story ended up in the same river Thomas had written about, unhappily, as most true stories about the London slums did. She admired Thomas Hambert for drawing attention to the plight of the poor there, even knowing improvement wouldn't happen in his own lifetime.
When she finished there were a few moments of silence, in which she looked over the heads of the audience to where Charles was seated alone. His enigmatic smile was now laced with wryness at the discovery of his own mistaken assumption. The women were dabbing at their eyes with lace-edged handkerchiefs, trying to compose themselves. Men spoke gruffly in case emotion got the better of them; a couple applied handkerchiefs to their noses and honked like geese.
Charles' eyes shone with moisture. He smiled ruefully at her and blew her a kiss. Then he began to clap. Others joined in and there were shouts of âWell read, Miss Laws,' and âEncore.'
Celia stood there while the applause circled around her like a storm, certain she was grinning inanely and not quite knowing whether to take her seat or stay where she was.
Thomas joined her. Beaming a proud smile all round, he said, âI'm sorry ladies and gentlemen, no encore. We can only offer you a small taste, otherwise you won't buy the book. I do happen to have a few leather special editions for sale amongst the cloth-bound ones tonight.'
âHow fortunate, Thomas, since most of us collect leather-bound first editions,' the Bishop said drily.
âI hadn't realized, my Lord,' Thomas said, looking so innocent that everyone laughed. âAs you all know, a proportion of each sale will go to a good cause. After the concert, Miss Laws, or myself, or both, will personally sign each copy bought tonight.'
âNo doubt,' James said softly.
To more applause, Thomas presented her with a posy of flowers and led her back to her seat.
It wasn't until Harriet took her hand and gently squeezed it, that Celia discovered she was trembling all over.
Twelve
The next morning, beyond Brownsea Island, where the horizon of dark, foam-lashed water met the pale sky, a thick scribble of charcoal clouds had begun to gather.
Mrs Emery displayed agitation at the sight, and her husband declared their intention to leave earlier than they'd intended, lest it rain and the road became a mire.
A breakfast of oatmeal was quickly consumed and Harriet and Celia readied themselves for the journey.
Saying goodbye to Thomas Hambert, Abigail Kent and James, who expressed his disappointment that they were leaving so early, they were soon on the road, the pair of horses clip-clopping along at a steady pace.
There had been no sign of Charles Curtis at breakfast. âHe rose early to return to his lodgings,' James told them. âHe begged me to pass on that he enjoyed the short time he spent with you ladies, and he hopes to renew the acquaintance at the earliest opportunity.'
The thought of meeting him again aroused a tug of annoyance in Celia, but mixed in with it was a strong thrust of anticipation. She would have to be careful of what she said around him.
âDo you have far to travel after you drop us off?' Harriet asked the Emerys.
âOnly to Blandford,' Reverend Emery told them, and he smiled benevolently at Harriet. âWe so enjoyed your performance, Miss Laws. Your voice carries clearly and well, doesn't it, Annie.'
âIndeed. I was quite enthralled by the performance. How clever of you to write those stories. You have such a lively imagination, and we wouldn't have missed it for the world.'
Celia was about to tell her that they were true stories when Harriet's fingers squeezed hers. âThank you, Mrs Emery,' she said instead.
âIt must be wonderful to have a natural talent for reading aloud, so the characters' voices come easily to the tongue. They sounded so real. I'm afraid that I frequently stumble over words when I read aloud.'
Celia exchanged a rueful smile with Harriet, both of them remembering the hours of practice she'd put in.
âI'm sure you are being too modest, Mrs Emery. My niece is going to read the lesson of the three wise men at the Christmas Day morning service at Hanbury Cross church. I'm so looking forward to it.'
âIndeed . . . then we must attend the service, if the weather is clement.'
âDo you have a family?' Harriet asked them.
Where the Emery couple had been as silent as the grave on the way in, now they were as voluble as a couple of gobbling geese as they talked of their seven children and their growing number of grandchildren.
âIt's so jolly at Christmastide when we're all together. There always seems to be an extra one each year. This year it is dear Bernard, who is three months old.'
By the time they reached Chaffinch House Celia seemed to have a thousand Emery names and occupations buzzing around her head, as though it were a hive of honey bees.
âOh, are we here already?' Mrs Emery said with some disappointment. âI was just about to tell you about the Peircy family, who are part of the maternal side. I was one of twelve children, you know.'
âOh, I'm so sorry we haven't more time to spend together then,' Celia said, keeping a straight face. âI found your relatives so interesting.'
âAnother time perhaps, Miss Laws.' She gazed out of the window, a frown appearing on her face. âI do hope we miss that storm. I'm sure it was just behind us.'
âNonsense, dear, we have plenty of time in which to get home,' her husband said, as the coachman helped his guests out of the carriage.
They'd hardly waved the pair goodbye when Lottie came hurtling down the path, a big smile on her face. âMajor escaped from the stable. I chased after him and got his bridle on, but he wouldn't move. Mr Hardy came out of his house. He said it was the time of the full moon, and Major was having one of his moments. He stung him with a twig,' Lottie said with a giggle, âand that made Major move. He gave a loud hee-haw and trotted all the way home by himself.'
Harriet smiled. âPerhaps the coming storm has unsettled him. We must make sure his stable is secure.'
âMr Hardy said the gate had dropped and needed a new hinge. He sent Jed round to fix it for you, and Millie paid him sixpence.'
âThat was nice of him.'
A scatter of dried leaves rattled along the road, pushed by a gust of wind.
âI'll see to Major.' Celia hoped Reverend Emery and his wife arrived home safely before the storm broke as she made her way round to the stable. They'd been a nice couple and good company on the whole.
She filled Major's oat box and his water trough and picked up the brush, as she did most afternoons. She'd discovered that brushing him relaxed the donkey when he was in a fractious mood.
âI understand you misbehaved in our absence, Major.'
Major whuffled and closed his eyes as the brush smoothed long strokes over him.
âYou know, Major . . . you're such a handsome donkey with that pale muzzle and pretty mane.'
Celia drifted off into her thoughts as she continued brushing â and those thoughts inevitably went to Charles Curtis. There was something about him that made her feel aware of herself.
âDo you know what it feels like to be in love, Major?' Then she giggled as she remembered the donkey had been gelded. âOf course you don't. But then . . . perhaps love and lust isn't the same thing.'
Charles Curtis had felt lust towards her the first time they'd met. He'd been willing to pay a fortune to satisfy that lust, even though she'd been dirty and ragged.
What was worse, he'd made her feel the same way. She'd never forgotten the kiss he'd demanded of her. She touched a finger against her mouth. How would his kiss feel against her mouth, now he was fully a man â and an experienced one at that, she thought?
She jumped when rain splattered against the roof of the stable. It was a solid building, built of stone that had withstood the onslaught of many storms. She made sure that the windows were secure and the doors were bolted on the way out.
Her dress flattened against her body as she pushed into the wind to make her way back to the house. The sky was dark, almost as black as night, and the house was filled with gloom.
In the drawing room a fire burned. Shadow dancers leaped on the wall. There was a tray of tea on the table . . . slices of cake to eat. She felt safe in this house, reassured that nothing would ever go wrong for herself and Lottie again. She could no longer imagine cold and hunger, the feeling of having to look over her shoulder all the time like a hunted creature.
Lightning flashed and thunder rumbled. Lottie came to where she sat. âStorms make me feel scared, Celia.'
Sliding her arm around the girl Celia held her close. âThe storm will soon pass over, my love.'
âYou smell like Major. Tell me about the social evening. You said you would. Did you get to dance with the handsome prince, like Cinderella did in my book of fairy tales?'
âIt wasn't a ball. It was dinner and a social performance. I didn't meet a prince . . . well not a real one, but there were some nice people there, don't you think so, Aunt Harriet?'
But Harriet was staring into space with a soft smile.
Celia laughed. âIt looks as though Aunt Harriet met a handsome prince though.'
âYes . . . James is handsome, isn't he?' Her eyes came back to the present, and sharpened. âWhat were we talking about?'
âLottie and I were discussing Cinderella and her handsome prince, and you were discussing . . . James Kent.'
âOh.' Harriet grinned self-consciously, then said again, â
Oh!
' and a blush touched her cheeks as she busied herself with the teapot.
âWhat do you think of Celia Laws now, James?' Thomas asked his nephew the following day.
âThe girl has turned my original opinion of her on its head. She is still outspoken, but interestingly so. She's also quick to learn. She worries me though.'
âWhy, James, when you can see for yourself that she told the truth and her background is sound?'
âI think Chas Curtis is taking an interest in her.'
Gazing at him, Thomas said, âIs that such a bad thing? Celia has grown into a beautiful and lively young woman, and her aunt has turned her into a lady. The difference is remarkable.'
âShe's a young woman who spent most of her childhood in the London slums picking up bad habits and earning her living by trickery. Chas is a lawyer . . . an association with a parvenu could harm his future.'
âThere for the grace of God, go I,' Thomas murmured. âI would never have imagined you'd turn into a stiff-neck, James. Only a few people close to Celia know of her background and rise to fortune â if you can call it that, for she still seems to have precious little to brag about. How would Charles learn of her unfortunate background pray; from you?'