Lady Eve's Indiscretion (6 page)

He glanced over at her. “You're pale, Eve. Has another megrim been afflicting you?”

The shops and stately homes of Mayfair sped by, though in a couple of hours the streets would likely be too crowded to proceed at such a lively pace. “A gentleman would not remark such a thing.”

He leaned a little closer, as if imparting a confidence. “A lady would not be gripping the handrail as if her driver were about to capsize the vehicle.”

Dratted man. She relaxed her grip.

“Take a breath and make yourself let it out slowly.” He said this quietly too, still in that conspiratorial tone. Eve wanted to elbow him in his ribs. Out of deference to the welfare of her elbow, she took a breath.

Which did help, double drat him.

“We have two perfect gentlemen in the traces,” Deene said. “I traded your brother Devlin for them and got the better of the bargain.”

“How old are they?” Another breath.

“Rising six, and the most sensible fellows you'd ever want in harness.”

Eve considered the horses, a pair of shiny chestnuts, each with white socks on both forelegs. “Why didn't Devlin want them?”

“They're quite good size for riding mounts, but I think mostly he wasn't looking to add to his training responsibilities.”

There was nothing in Deene's tone to suggest he was being snide, yet Eve bristled. “You saw Devlin at Christmas. He's doing much better now that he's married.”

Deene drove along in silence, turning the horses through Cumberland Gate and onto The Ring. Eve kept breathing but realized part of the reason she was in such difficulties.

Since the accident, she'd driven out only with family. She didn't know if this eccentricity had been remarked by Polite Society, but given the level of scrutiny any ducal family merited, it very likely had.

Her brothers hadn't been on hand to drive her anywhere for ages. In recent memory, she'd driven out only with her mama. While Her Grace was a very competent whip, even a noted whip among the ladies, Deene at the ribbons was a very different proposition.

A more confident proposition, in some regards. For one thing, he was a great deal larger and more muscular than any duchess; for another, he was former cavalry; and on top of that, he was just… Deene.

“I did not mean to scold,” Eve said. “Devlin had us worried when he came back from Waterloo.”

Deene kept his gaze on the horses. “He had us
all
worried, Lady Eve.”

She wanted to ask him, as she'd never asked her own brother, what it was that made a man shift from a clear-eyed, doting brother with great good humor and a way with the ladies, to a haunted shell, jumping at loud noises and searching out the decanters in every parlor in the house.

Except she knew.

She must have moved closer to Deene, because he started in with the small talk.

“The leader is Duke, the off gelding is Marquis. They're cousins on the dam side.”

“There must be some draft in them somewhere,” Eve remarked. Quarters like that didn't result from breeding the racing lines exclusively. “They've good shoulder angles too. Have you ever put them over fences?”

This earned her a different glance. “You're right, they do. I suppose the next time I take them out to Kent, I'll have the lads set up a few jumps. Is His Grace still riding to hounds?”

“In moderation. I think you do have a loose shoe on the… on Marquis. Up front.”

“How can you tell?”

“The sound. That hoof sounds different when it strikes the ground. Listen, you'll pick it up.”

They clippety-clopped along, though to Eve the sound of a tenuous shoe was clear as day.

“Your brothers said your seat was the envy of your sisters,” Deene remarked a few moments later. “When they talked about you taking His Grace's stallion out against orders, they sounded nothing less than awed.”

“I was twelve, and I wanted to go to Spain to look after my brother. Proving I could ride Meteor seemed a logical way to do that.”

“I gather your plan did not succeed.”

She hadn't thought about this stunt in ages. Meteor had been a good sort, if in need of reassurance. He was in the pensioner paddocks at Morelands now, his muzzle gray, his face showing the passage of years more than his magnificent body. Eve brought him apples from time to time.

“I had a great ride, though.” It
had
been a great ride. Her first real steeplechase, from Morelands to the village and back across the countryside, with grooms bellowing behind her, her brother Bart giving chase as well, and all hell breaking loose when she'd eventually brought the horse back to the stables.

“I bet it got you a stout birching, though.”

She had to smile. “Not a birching. His Grace stormed and fumed and shouted at me for an age—not about riding the horse, but about taking him without permission—then condemned me to mucking stalls for a month. Mama was in favor of bread and water and switching my backside until I couldn't sit a horse anymore.”

“I gather you were sad when the punishment ended?”

He was a perceptive man, and he'd also known her before.

And there it was again, the great divide in Eve's life: Before the Accident versus After the Accident. She forced herself not to drop the thread of the conversation, because that divide was private, known only to her.

She hoped.

“I learned a very great deal in that month from watching the horses, listening to the lads, and seeing them working the horses in the schooling ring. I learned how to care for my tack, how to properly groom a beast and not just fuss about with the brushes, how to tack up and untack, when a horse was cool enough to put away, what to do with an abscess or a hot tendon.”

She fell silent. In some ways that had been the happiest month of her childhood.

Of her life.

Beside her, Deene went abruptly alert. Eve followed his gaze to where a little girl was playing fetch with a spaniel. The governess or nanny was on a bench nearby, reading a book.

“Take the reins, Evie.”

Before Eve could protest that she
couldn't
take the reins, she did not
want
to take the reins, and she
would
not take the reins, Deene had thrust them into her hands.

He hopped out of the still-moving vehicle and approached the child.

“Uncle Lucas!” The girl squealed her greeting and pelted toward Deene, arms outstretched. The horses shifted a bit at the commotion, making Eve's insides shift more than a bit.

“Steady, gentlemen.” Thankfully, she still had the equestrian skill of sounding more relaxed than she felt. While Deene swept the child up in a hug, Eve also made her hands and arms relax, then her middle, lest the horses pick up on her tension and decide to leave the park at a dead gallop.

She exerted the same discipline over her thoughts as she had her body.

“And, ho.” Obediently, both geldings shuffled to a halt. “Stand, gentlemen.” She gave a little slack in the reins, and thank God, and perhaps Deene's ability to train a team, the horses stood like statutes.

“Shall I hold 'em, miss?”

The tiger—whose existence Eve had completely forgotten—scrambled off the coach and stood blinking up at her.

“That won't be necessary. I don't think his lordship will be long.”

The nanny was speaking to Deene in low tones, her hand plucking at her collar. Deene kept the girl perched on his hip but reached out with one hand and snatched the ball from the woman's hands. He pitched it quite hard, then set the girl down while the dog ran off after the ball.

While Eve watched, Deene took the girl's hand and led her over to the curricle.

“Lady Eve, there's somebody I'd like to introduce you to. This is my niece, Miss Georgina Dolan. Georgie, Lady Eve is my friend, so please make your curtsy.”

The girl dipped a perfect curtsy. “Pleased to meet you, my lady.”

She came up grinning, as if she knew she'd done it exactly as instructed.

Eve smiled down at a pair of dancing blue eyes framed by fat, golden sausage curls.

“Miss Georgina.” Eve inclined her head on a smile. “A pleasure. Is that your dog?”

“Charles. He's the best. My papa got him for me when I turned seven. Are these your horses?”

“They belong to your uncle.” Who remained at the child's side, holding her hand. “Their names are Duke and Marquis. I'm sure your uncle would let you pet them.”

“Uncle?” She turned a wheedling smile on Deene. “I don't want to pet them, I want to
ride
them.”

“Which would get horsehair all over your pretty dress, my dear, and render your nanny apoplectic.”

The governess, a prim blond, was looking nervous enough, standing just a few feet off, the ball at her feet, the dog sitting nearby and panting mightily.

“You took me up before you a long time ago,” the child said. “When I was just a baby.”

“You were not a baby, but it was a long time ago,” Deene replied, his smile tight. “I'm sure your papa would ride out with you if you asked him.”

A mulish expression blighted otherwise angelic features, giving the girl a resemblance to her uncle. “He will not. Papa is too busy, and he says I can't have a pony until I speak French and we're in the country, which won't be until forever, because the roses aren't even blooming yet.”

Deene's lips flattened, which was a curious reaction to a child's predictable griping.

“I'll bet you can draw a very pretty pony, though,” Eve suggested. “One with bows in his mane and even one in his tail.”

The child shot Eve a frown. “I thought a bow in the tail meant the horse kicked.”

“At the hunt meet, it can mean that. In your drawing, you can make it just for decoration.”

The nanny had approached a few feet closer, her expression almost tormented. Clearly, the woman wasn't used to having her charge plucked from her care. Deene's glance at the governess was positively venomous, but thankfully aimed over the child's head.

“Can you play some fetch with me and Charles, Uncle?”

“Eve, would you mind?”

“May I play too?” For some reason, she did not want to leave Deene, the child, and the woman to their own devices.

“Oh, please!” Georgina shrieked and clapped her hands together. Marquis took a single step in reaction, which should have sent Eve into a blind panic.

“Settle, Marquis.” The beast flicked an ear at Eve's voice and held still.

Deene had only to glance at his tiger, and the boy was up at the horses' heads while Deene himself helped Eve from the vehicle.

“We can play catch, all of us,” Georgina caroled, grabbing Eve and Deene by the hand, “and Charles will run mad between us. He loves to run and loves to come to the park. I love to come to the park too, and I think Miss Ingraham does also. She reads lurid novels, though I would never tell Papa.”

Children were like this. Eve used to volunteer to watch the little ones in the nursery at church, and this startling honesty was something she'd forgotten. She'd been this honest once:
I
don't want to pet them, I want to ride them.

She played catch, berating Deene sorely when he threw the ball too high over her head, tossing it gently to the girl, and keeping an eye on the fretful governess. When even the dog was too tired to play anymore, Deene went down on one knee.

“Give me a hug, Georgie. I must take Lady Eve home now, and if we play any longer, you'll have to carry Charles back to your house.”

The girl bundled in close and wrapped her arms around her uncle's neck. While they embraced, Deene's hand stroked over the little blond head, the expression in his eyes… bleak.

He kissed the girl's cheek, stood, and led the child over to her caretaker. “My thanks for your patience, miss.”

The woman muttered something too low for Eve to hear, and then Deene was handing Eve up into the curricle. The tiger climbed up behind, and Deene just sat there.

He did not take up the reins.

He did not speak.

“Deene?” His face was set in a expression Eve hadn't seen before—angry and determined, for all she couldn't say exactly which handsome feature portrayed which emotion, or how.

“Lucas?”

“You'll have to drive, Evie.”

She didn't question him. He was clearly in no state to take the reins. She unwrapped them, took up the contact with each horse's mouth, glanced back to make sure the tiger was holding on, and gave the command to walk on.

“Is there a reason why you're off balance, Deene?”

He snorted. “Off balance? A fair term for it, and yes, there are many reasons, the most recent being that the climbing Irish bastard who sired my niece had to go and give the damned dog my father's Christian name. Dolan's disrespect is about as subtle as a runaway ale wagon.”

***

As Eve sat beside him and drove the horses along at a relaxed trot, Deene became aware that he was grinding his teeth, which was hardly proper conduct in the presence of a lady.

“I beg your pardon for my language, Lady Eve.”

She didn't take her gaze from the horses, just sat serenely on the bench. “I didn't know you had a niece.”

He should have realized the child might be in the park at an odd hour. He'd set his spies loose in the mornings, when most nursemaids took children for an outing. Now he'd know to keep watch at all hours.

“I am barely allowed the appearance of being her uncle.”

“Her father is protective?”

Deene counted to ten; he counted to ten in Latin and then in French. “He is barely deserving of the name Father. The child is kept virtually prisoner in her own home, and she has no friends. I am not permitted to call on her, though I am permitted to send her presents, and she sends the occasional carefully worded note of thanks. Dolan would never look askance at material goods, but he treats that girl…”