“What’s out there?” I said.
“Nothing,” Shaun said, shaking his head. “Just that smell.”
The smell of a burned forest. Unseen, a bird called, the sound echoing.
“Shaun—you’re okay?” I remembered an image: Shaun was the wolf who’d been attacked first.
“I’m fine,” he said, but he looked tired and seemed to be favoring a shoulder. All I remembered from the attack on me was
shock and anger.
“Could you tell what it was? What do you remember?” I asked.
He shook his head. “It’s blurry. Things are always blurry the morning after—you know. But I could have sworn it had hands.
Like it grabbed me and shoved me. It was strong—it must have been huge.”
“But did you see anything?”
“No, nothing. But the smell—”
“Fire,” I said. I could still smell it, and the odor triggered a feeling of fear.
“Something’s hunting us. I don’t like it,” Mick said, scowling and surly. He was short but stout, built like a brick wall
and just as tough. Dark hair in a buzz cut, black eyes looking out. Still gleaming with a little wolf. He and Shaun were some
of the first to back my takeover of the pack. I couldn’t have a better pair looking out for me. I might have been the alpha,
but I couldn’t do it without them helping me. I didn’t rule by force, but by friendships.
“Let’s get back,” I said, urgent now, hurrying. I wouldn’t let go of Ben’s hand. My mind was coming back to me, and the pieces
of my body clicked back together after shifting. “I need to make some phone calls.”
The four of us went back to the cars.
“You think this is connected to the Tiamat cult?” Ben said. “That this is the attack we’ve been waiting for?”
“The burned door, the smell of fire here—what else could it be? It was waiting. All this time it was waiting for the full
moon.”
“Maybe it’s a coincidence. Maybe it’s random,” Ben said. Even he didn’t sound convinced.
“That would be worse, don’t you think?” I said.
Because then I wouldn’t know where to start with trying to figure this out.
F
irst, I called Odysseus Grant.
We’d kept in frequent touch since the message appeared on New Moon’s door. He’d been keeping an eye on the Band of Tiamat
on their home turf. He didn’t believe any of them had left Vegas, which meant the group of lycanthropes that had kidnapped
me, and the vampire priestess that had tried to sacrifice me to her goddess, had sent someone—or something—else to leave that
note at New Moon. And, I believed, whatever had come after us last night. I told him the latest news.
“The full moon was the trigger,” Grant said, after I told him what happened. “I can’t say that I’m surprised.”
“We should have expected it, is what you’re saying.” I paced the living room, holding my phone to my ear with one hand, scratching
my greasy hair with the other. I was still feeling stiff and cranky, off-balance, Wolf’s shadows lurking in my mind. The bars
of the cage she lived in most of the time hadn’t quite closed yet. I didn’t feel quite human, and I didn’t want to be talking
on the phone. I hadn’t even showered yet. This seemed more important.
“Maybe. But there’s more to this. You said no one was hurt but that this thing was powerful. You could have been hurt.”
“It sure seemed like it. It came out of nowhere. We outran it.”
“Anything else you remember? Any detail at all?”
“Fire. The smell of burning coals. And a shape, something with hands that could fight. I don’t know. It’s not very clear.
It’s all in wolf senses. Makes it hard to remember.”
“I understand. They’ve sent something after you, that much is obvious. I’ll learn what I can. If we can identify it, we can
get rid of it.”
I already felt better. Right up until he said, “Whatever it is will strike again. Now that it’s exposed itself, it won’t go
back to hiding.”
“What does it want? To scare us? Or to kill us?”
He paused before admitting, “I don’t know.”
This was my fault. I’d brought this thing here. “I don’t suppose you know of any cool charms that might work against something
like this. Holy water, old Indian arrowheads, that sort of thing.”
“Can’t hurt to try,” he said, as close to encouraging as he ever got. “I’ll call you when I learn something.”
“Okay. Thanks. I’ll talk to you soon.” Sooner rather than later, I hoped.
T
hat evening, I called to tell Rick about the new development. We agreed to meet at New Moon to discuss.
The first time Rick came to New Moon, I had to invite him in.
I shouldn’t have had to. The legend about having to invite vampires in applied only to private residences. Public places,
where people were free to come and go at will, were open to vampires. But Rick had come to New Moon and stopped at the threshold.
He’d looked at me through the glass doorway, only mildly perplexed, like this wasn’t the biggest problem he’d faced all day.
“This is awkward,” he’d said.
“What? What’s the matter?” I’d said through the glass.
“There’s something odd about this place.”
I’d gotten a big grin on my face. Crossed my arms, regarded him smugly, and seriously considered not inviting him in.
“That’s because it’s not yours,” I said. Then I opened the door and invited him in, because when all was said and done, he
wasn’t just the Master vampire of Denver. He was my friend.
“Arturo never would have let you get away with this,” he’d said.
Arturo was the previous vampire running Denver, and this was a place within his city where lycanthropes had power.
“Well. Thanks for not being Arturo.”
This night, we sat in the back, at what had become my usual table. Rick leaned back, looking over the thinning late crowd.
We were down to barflies and a birthday party in the far corner.
I was distracted, tapping my fingers, waiting for the building to burn down. “You ready for me to tell you what happened last
night?”
He made a palm-up gesture, giving me the floor. I told the story again, and it seemed even more vague and less likely than
when I told it to Grant. The whole thing was turning into a dream. Rick listened thoughtfully, attentively, brow slightly
furrowed. In a lot of ways, of all the vampires I’d ever met, Rick had stayed the most human. He could still engage in the
problems and concerns of mere mortals. At least, he could make it look like he did, finger tapping his chin, his dark eyes
thoughtful.
I finished, and he sat back in his chair.
“You didn’t get a good look at it? You don’t know what it was?”
“I don’t know. I don’t remember seeing anything, only what it felt like. Maybe it wasn’t a thing, but a force. You’ve been
around for five centuries. Does stuff like this happen a lot? Have you ever heard of a monster that likes to attack werewolf
packs on full-moon nights?”
“And also could be summoned by a vampire,” he said.
“Or has something to do with Tiamat. Maybe this isn’t a vampire thing.”
“I think this goes beyond the Tiamat cult,” Rick said. “The cult leader might be using this as an opportunity to get a foothold
in this territory.”
“Rick, just because the cult is run by a vampire doesn’t mean this has anything to do with vampire politics. Does it?”
He glanced away, seeming to ponder, and didn’t answer. And wasn’t that just what I needed right now, to worry about vampire
politics, as well?
Sighing, I said, “We wanted something to happen so we’d have information. So we’d have something to work with. But I feel
like we’re worse off than before.”
“We both have contacts,” he said firmly, decisively, in a way that was probably meant to sound reassuring. “We’ll do our research.”
“Like standing on rooftops, looking for patterns?”
He seemed to be scanning the crowd. It made me nervous, because I could never forget what he was, and the look in his eyes
was appraising. I didn’t want him treating my restaurant like
his
restaurant. He absently tapped a finger on the table.
I was about to say something catty to him when he said, “I called Dom. To ask his opinion, for old times’ sake.”
Dom, the Master of Las Vegas, was only a figurehead. I wasn’t entirely clear on the situation, but he was there to divert
attention from the real powers there. Like the priestess of the Tiamat cult.
“What did he say?”
“He told me I’d be better off if I stayed out of it and suggested I’d be happier if the local alpha werewolf wasn’t so uppity.
You seem to have made an impression on him.”
“Dom doesn’t know anything,” I said.
“I know. He refused to talk about the vampire priestess of the cult. Whatever we’re up against has him cowed.”
Hell, it had
me
almost cowed. This wasn’t anything I didn’t already know. “How does that fit into your pattern?”
“I know Dom. It would take more than a two-bit cult to cow him.”
I hadn’t been that impressed with the guy, but Rick had known him for at least a hundred fifty years. Maybe there was more
to him. What I didn’t want to hear was that we were dealing with something more powerful than a two-bit cult, though it certainly
didn’t feel two-bit to me.
I rubbed my hair and sighed. “I just don’t want anyone to get hurt.”
“I know. We’ll do our best.”
Our best didn’t always keep people from getting killed.
W
hen my phone rang at work the next day, I jumped at it, hoping it was Grant with a glorious revelation, or at least a piece
of news that would help explain what was after me and the pack. But it wasn’t. I didn’t recognize the voice.
“Is this Kitty Norville?”
“Yes, can I help you?”
Anxious, the man asked, “I was wondering if I could ask you a few questions about Ted Gurney.”
“Ted Gurney? I’m not sure—” But then the name clicked, and the world around me lurched. My stomach froze in the same moment
the caller said, “Theodore Joseph Gurney.”
T.J.
T.J. had been my best friend. He’d protected me, saved my life, helped me adjust to being a werewolf when I was new to it
all. He showed me how I could use the lycanthropy, how it could make me strong, if I could learn to integrate both sides of
my being. He’d died in my arms, his heart torn out of his chest by the alpha male of our pack. The pack I had taken over,
after watching that same alpha die by the claws of a dozen angry wolves.
Revenge was supposed to make me feel better.
Grief for him had turned into something like a land mine. It would lie quietly for days, weeks even, me not thinking of him,
not dwelling. But then something would come along to set it off. Then his death felt like it happened yesterday.
I couldn’t hide my suspicion. Why was this land mine bringing up T.J. now? “Why do you want to know about him? Why are you
calling me?”
He sounded like he’d prepared the speech. “I have a copy of a police report of a murder that happened outside your apartment
a little over a year ago. You’re listed as a witness, and you named Ted Gurney as the murderer.”
Here was a ghost. Metaphorical, but here he was. I could see T.J.’s face appearing before me.
“Who are you?” I demanded, half rising from my chair, ready to growl.
He hesitated. I could almost hear him swallow. “My name is Peter Gurney. I’m his brother.”
That knocked the wind out of me. I sank back, trying to figure out what to say, what to think. T.J. never told me he had a
brother. I didn’t know anything about his life before I met him.
Peter Gurney filled the silence. “I’m looking for my brother. I’ve spent the last year tracking him down. It hasn’t been easy,
I know he doesn’t want to be found. But I really need to find him. The trail dried up here, and the last sign I can find of
him anywhere is this police report. I need to know: Do you know him? Did he really kill someone? Do you have any idea where
he is?”
He didn’t know T.J. was dead. I didn’t know how I was going to talk to this guy.
“Where are you? Are you here in Denver?” I said.
“Yeah.”
That made it harder, and maybe a little easier. I wanted to look him in the eye. For T.J. “Can we meet some- place? I can
answer your questions, but I’d rather do this in person.”
“Yeah. Okay.” He sounded nervous. He had to suspect what was coming, didn’t he? “Just tell me where.”
I sent him to New Moon and met him there half an hour later.
P
eter was waiting just inside the front door, glancing around like he wasn’t sure he wanted to be here. He was younger than
I was expecting. Twenty, maybe. Lanky, boyish, scuffing a nervous foot on the floor. But I spotted him right off. He looked
like T.J.: dark hair, sharp face. A young T.J., like he might have been as a teenager. Weirdly, though, his scent was different.
T.J. worked on motorcycles and always smelled a little like grease. He also smelled like wolf, of course. He smelled like
all the familiar little parts of his life. Peter didn’t have that. He smelled like travel: fast-food restaurants, gas stations,
clothes that needed washing. No wolf at all.
I greeted him as I walked in. “Hi, Peter? I’m Kitty.”
“Oh. Hi.” We shook hands.
“Let’s sit in back.” I gestured him to my favorite table in the back of the bar, where we wouldn’t be disturbed. “You want
anything to drink? Soda, tea . . . double whiskey?” My smile, like my humor, was weak.
“Just water,” he said, and I relayed the request, water for Peter, soda for me, to one of the staff while we settled in.
We looked at each other across the table. I had so many questions. I didn’t know anything about T.J.’s past. Nothing of him
remained after I’d lost him. Suddenly, here was a connection, answers—evidence that he’d ever lived at all. I wanted to cling
to Peter, but he wouldn’t have understood any of that. At least not until I had a chance to explain what had happened to his
brother. Which I didn’t want to do. I didn’t want to be the one to extinguish his hope.
Peter spoke first. “Kitty, can you tell me where my brother is?”
There was no way to soft-pedal this. Out with it, that was all I could do. Calmly, methodically, I started in on it.