Killing Down the Roman Line (30 page)

Emma was on the couch, feet tucked under her and holding the ice pack to her face. He knelt before her, down to her eye level. “Let me see that.”

The ice tinkled as she lowered her hands. Her eye was swelling up but her lip had stopped bleeding. She looked awful. “Not so bad,” he said.

A grimace from Emma, than a wince. The lip splitting open again at the slightest movement. She knew he was lying, she always did, but let it go. From her perch on the couch she could see partway into the kitchen. The shotgun against the wall. “What are you doing with that?”

“Lock the doors after I leave. Stay inside.”

“Where are you going?”

“Stay away from the windows.”

Emma lowered her head until her chin notched into her clavicle. He couldn’t tell if she was crying again. Did it matter? “Where are your keys?”

“In the bowl. Why?”

He crossed to the table in the foyer, fished her keys out of a misshapen ceramic bowl that Travis had made in the fourth grade and came back. Dropped the keys into her palm and folded her fingers over them. “Keep those in your pocket. If I call and say ‘leave’, you go. Just get Travis and drive to Norm’s as fast as you can.”

“Jim…”

He knew what she was going to say.
Don’t do anything stupid. Think it through
. He cut her off. There was no time for that. He squeezed her hand until her eyes lifted. “Emma, listen to me. You don’t know where I’m going. You don’t know what I’m doing. You turned your back and I just left. You understand?”

She looked at the keys in her hand and then back to him. Her left eye a runny slit against the swelling. He wondered if it would leave a mark. Something permanent that both would pretend wasn’t there.

“Make it hurt,” she said.

Not what he’d expected. Her good eye was sober and clear. No bullshit, no wavering.

The skin of her brow was cool and damp on his lips. “I promise.”

His knees popped as he straightened and went back into the kitchen. Travis was gone.

So was the gun.

~

He was on the porch. Butt up on the rail, heels bouncing off the balusters. The Mossberg next to him, the barrel tilted against the railing.

Jim let the screen door thwap behind him. Looked at his son. “What did I say about touching the gun?”

“I know what you’re gonna do.”

“Your mom needs more ice. There’s Tylenol in the medicine cabinet.”

Travis didn’t move. “What happens afterwards? After you, ya know…”

“Go back inside.”

“You haven’t thought it through. You’ll go to jail. What’s mom gonna do then? Or me? Run the farm by ourselves while you get raped by gangbangers?”

Jim crossed the porch and shooed his son off the rail. “Don’t sit on that, you’ll break it.” Travis slid down. Jim put a hand on his shoulder. “You didn’t see me. You came home, found your mom and looked after her. I wasn’t here. Got it?”

“Whatever.” Travis shrugged it off.

“Tell me you understand.” He held the boy by the shoulder. Travis nodded. “Go back inside. Look after your mother.”

29

THE OLD SCHOOLHOUSE lay west of the Corrigan farm, half a mile from the main road. A one room brick hut, built and paid for by the farmers of the Roman Line in 1889. James Corrigan and Robertson Hawkshaw had contributed the lion’s share of the funds and the labour, the two men working side by side in the August sun of that year. Children born on the Roman Line were schooled here until 1944.

The shell of the schoolhouse stood firm but the roof was little more than tarpaper. The windows long gone, the interior pilfered and abused. Three vehicles sat parked in the track leading in from the road. Puddycombe’s Cherokee, a silver Tahoe belonging to Hitchens and Combat Kyle’s shitbox Corrolla.

Bill Berryhill had brought a six of tall boys, like he was at a picnic. He found a crate to sit on and lit a cigarette. Puddycombe stood looking out the window and Hitchens leaned against the desk. Kyle couldn’t stand still, kicking debris with his scuffed combat boots. Snickering at the graffiti on the walls. Cartoonish genitalia and swear words.

Berryhill blew smoke through the room, eyed the other men. “What does Jimmy plan on doing?”

“He didn’t say,” Puddycombe said.

Hitchens snorted. “He isn’t gonna show. He doesn’t have the stomach for it.”

His whole life, Jim had never made an entrance. Never seen an opportunity, never needed to. He’d make one now. Like Clint fucking Eastwood. Clomping up the steps and pushing past the rotting door. The four men looked up at him and then down to the instrument in his hand.

“Speak of the devil,” Hitchens said.

Puddycombe, still eyeing the gun. “What are you doing with that?”

Jim looked at their hands. Tall boys, a cigarette. Nothing else. “What did you bring?”

“Tools.” Berryhill stood up, shooed Hitchens away. Two objects lay on the desk. A baseball bat and a tire iron.

Jim frowned. “That’s it?”

Kyle grunted and pulled two sticks from his boot. Twirled them around. Nunchucks.

“Toys?” Jim eye-fucked the camouflage clad weasel. “Did you pack your watergun too?”

“I got a couple surprises in the truck,” Hitchens said. “What’s the plan?”

“We fix the problem.”

Puddycombe chin-wagged the Mossberg. “Not with that. We’re just going to scare the son of a bitch, Jimmy. Leave the cannon behind.”

“You backing out?”

“No. I’m telling you to put the gun away before you shoot yourself.”

Hitchens sneered at the pub owner. “Go home then, Puddy. Leave the work to the men.”

Combat Kyle was twitching by this point, bouncing on the balls of his feet and twirling the nunchucks. Striking poses, beaming silently at the sight of the shotgun. Waiting at the door, like a dog eager to be let out.

Berryhill rose from the stool, slow and wary. The whole thing seemed a lark. “He’s got a point. I thought we were just gonna lay a beating on the guy.”

“Not you too,” Hitchens moaned. “Christ.”

Squabbling boys in a schoolyard. Who had time for this? Jim stomped to the door and spit with as much venom as he could muster. “To hell with you. I’ll go alone.”

“Quit crying, Hawkshaw” Berryhill said. “I just want to be clear on what we’re gonna do.”

Jim levelled his eyes at Bill, then the other three. “We’re not going to scare him off,” he said. “And we’re not going to beat him up.”

He walked out the door, an electrical charge juicing his bones. He felt unstoppable. Powerful. And not only had he learned to make an entrance, he’d just made one hell of an exit.

~

They decided on one vehicle only. Hitchens drove, Puddycombe grousing about his bad knee so he could snag the passenger bucket. Bill tucked a small gas can into the box and climbed in after it, leaving Jim crammed in the back bench with the rat Kyle. Even seated the wiry little man would not be still, fidgeting endlessly. He smelled foul too, dollar-store deodorant overtop unwashed clothes.

“No lights.”

Hitchens killed the headlamps and eased off the gas to a crawl, tires crunching down the gravel of the Roman Line. Straining to see the road. “I can’t see shit.”

“Puddy, can you see the road?”

“A little.”

“Guide him,” Jim said.

No one spoke save Puddycombe, directing Hitch to pull left or right to keep them out of the ditch. A box turtle could have outrun them.

“Come on. The sonofabitch is gonna die of old age before we get there.”

Hitch flared his eyes into the rearview mirror. “Would you shut up?”

“All right, all right.” Puddy said, ever the peacemaker. “We’re almost there.”

Jim listened to the men gripe. Real hardcases, he thought. Worse than a pack of grannies. Soft and easily upset. Doubts and second-guesses goosed across his spine.

Turn back. This is crazy. You’re not cut out for this shit
.

“There it is.”

The house shimmered up out of thin air. One minute nothing but black pitch, then it was there. The old haunted house. Rotten to the core with secrets, fungused with sins. Damp things that festered in the dark.

Hitchens killed the engine. Everyone shut up, tumbled out and looked up at the old timberframe shell.

Jim snagged Berryhill’s eye. “Where’s that gas can?”

Bill reached into the box and drew out the small red cannister. Innocuous looking, like he had come to mow the grass.

“I brought something better.” Hitchen ducked back into the truck and groped under the driver’s seat. He angled out a long barrelled rifle. Bolt action, looked like an old 303. He handed it off to Puddycombe. The pub owner held it awkwardly, face screwed into an embarrassed pinch as he looked at Jim.

Hitchens slid his arm deep under the seat. Plucking out a wine bottle with a rag stuffed into the neck as a stopper. Liquid sloshing inside.

“A Molotov?” Puddycombe’s mouth dropped open. “Are you totally insane?”

“Fucking straight,” Hitch said. Big stupid grin on his mug, like he’d just won the swinging dick contest. “Let’s do this.”

An electric current pulsed between the five men, coursing pole to pole. A fire in the belly, all anticipation and butterfly giddiness at the prospect of violence condoned and shared. Alien but invigorating, something not felt since they were boys. Strength in numbers, righteous in their collective consent.

“Let’s roll,” said Jim. Clichéd but effective. Good enough for George W., good enough for them. He marched for the house.

No further prompt needed, Hitchens caught up with him. Stride for stride. Puddycombe followed them. Combat Kyle started then stopped. Something felt wrong. He looked back.

Berryhill hadn’t moved.

The others stopped and looked back at him. Jim hissed. “Berryhill, let’s move.”

The big man didn’t budge. Gone was the bellicose bravado. He looked at the fuel can in his hand. “This is a bad idea.”

A vein popped on Hitchens’ brow. “Quit fucking about. What’s the matter with you?”

Bill said nothing. Kyle paced and bobbed like a swallow. He rabbit-punched Bill’s shoulder, urging him on.

“I can’t.” Bill kept his eyes down, unable to look at them. “This is crazy. Let’s get outta here.”

Puddycombe was sick with doubts too but he kept it to himself. This whole business was insane, despite all the their tough talk. Still, he was surprised that it was Bill Berryhill who broke first. Funny that. “It’s all right, Bill,” he said. “You don’t have to come. Wait here for us.”

“No.” Jim turned snarling on the big man. Up in his face. “You’re in or you’re out.”

“Jimmy…”

“There’s no halfway here.” Jim snapped at Puddy, then turned on Berryhill again. “Come with us or go home. Now.”

A wind blew up, dipping the wet clover against their shins. Head bowed and shifting his weight from foot to foot, Bill Berryhilll looked twelve years old, hammered on by older boys for his indecision.

“Fuck him,” Hitchens said. “Let’s go.”

Jim marched forward, not waiting for an answer. Hitch and Puddy followed. Kyle spat on the gravel, his face a rictus of contempt. There really wasn’t a Santa Claus. Kyle spoke, his voice steady and free of stutters. “You. Motherfucking. Pussy.”

Shame worked wonders. Bill fell in line behind the others. Kyle at the stern like a prison guard, ready to club Bill if he bolted. Neither spoke but both felt some terrible shift in their world, their status, but neither able to articulate what that was.

A fingernail of a moon drifted out from the cloud cover, casting a glow over the wet grass and stone fence. Corrigan’s truck was angled at the end of the driveway and the men moved around it and stopped in the yard. The house was dark but for a small light kindled on the front porch. An oil lantern on the stoop, the little flame warm and glowing, as if to welcome them.

“Maybe he’s not here,” Puddycombe said. The men exchanged looks, ears cocked for any sound. Crickets, nothing more.

Hitchens nodded at the vehicle. “He’s here.”

No one moved. Berryhill’s reluctance algaed over the rest of them, dampening their anger and grinding their momentum to a crawl. The old house loomed above, defying them.

Jim felt a tremor in his knees, a wobbliness like his legs were ready to turn and run away on their own. Nothing here seemed right. Too still, too serene.

“Do we call him out?” Puddycombe shifted the tire iron to his left hand, smeared a sweaty palm down his shirt.

“No,” Jim said. “Let’s get his attention. Who’s got the gas can?” Berryhill raised the canister for him to see. Jim nodded to Corrigan’s vehicle. “Burn that.”

The big man looked at the can then the SUV then to Jim. Like he didn’t understand what was asked of him.

“Pussy” Combat Kyle’s voice sounded alien to them all. He snatched the can from Bill and spun the lid off. Splashing gasoline over the hood, the roof and down the back, gleefully dousing it head to stern. He soaked a ring around the tires and flung the can under the FJ. Kyle produced some matches and lit the whole matchbook on fire. He flung it onto the vehicle and stepped back. The FJ went up with a great whoosh, the whole vehicle cooking in flames. Heat rolled off it in shockwaves that forced the men back. Hitchens, holding his homemade Molotov by the neck, stepped back even farther.

Kyle pranced and clapped his hands at the bonfire, deranged little arsonist that he was.

Jim turned away, letting the heat ripple up his back. He pumped the Mossberg’s action, spitting a round into the chamber. Shouldering the stock, raising the barrel to the front door.

Nothing happened. The door didn’t burst open, no one came running out. The rotten old house just stared down at them as if bored.

Is that all you got?

Puddy backed away from the fire. He couldn’t believe they had just torched the man’s car. How long until the gas tank blew? He yelled to Jim, “He’s not home!”

“He’s playing us.” Jim lowered the barrel and hailed the house. “Corrigan!”

Nothing. The only movement the mirrored flames in the window glass.

“Screw this.” Hitchens dug a lighter from his pocket and lit the rag wick of his bottle. “We’ll smoke him out.”

The bolt action in one hand and the Molotov in the other, he marched up the steps, dripping dollops of flame behind him like bread crumbs. Armed to the teeth, Hitchens kicked the door open and swung back to hurl the incendiary through the doorway.