Suffice it to say: Yes, there really is an Egyptian Bridge over the Fontanka River, leading south out of central St. Petersburg. Why? No idea. Don’t care. As we raced toward it, I saw black stone sphinxes on either side—lady sphinxes with gilded pharaoh crowns—but the only thing that mattered to me was that they could summon a portal.
Bes barked something in Egyptian. At the top of the bridge, blue light flashed. A swirling sand vortex appeared.
“What did Set mean,” I asked, “about holding my breath?”
“Hopefully won’t be for long,” Bes said. “We’ll only be thirty feet under.”
“Thirty feet under
water
?”
BANG! The Mercedes careened sideways. Only later did I realize another javelin must have hit our back tire. We spun across the ice and flipped, sliding upside-down into the vortex.
My head slammed against something. I opened my eyes, fighting for consciousness, but either I was blind or we were in complete darkness. I heard water trickling through the javelin-shattered glass, and the roof of the Mercedes crumpling like an aluminum can.
I had time to think:
A teenager for less than a day, and I’m going to drown.
Then I blacked out.
S A D I E
I
T’S DISTURBING TO WAKE UP
as a chicken.
My
ba
floated through dark water. My glowing wings flapped as I tried to figure out which way was up. I assumed my body was somewhere close by, possibly already drowned in the back of the Mercedes, but I couldn’t figure out how to return to it.
Why on earth had Bes driven us through an underwater portal? I hoped poor Carter had somehow survived; perhaps Bes was able to pull him free. But dying from poison rather than drowning didn’t seem much of an improvement.
A current caught me and whisked me into the Duat. The water changed into cold fog. Wailing and growling filled the darkness. My acceleration slowed, and when the mist dissipated, I was back in Brooklyn House, floating just outside the infirmary door. On a bench against the wall, sitting together like old friends, were Anubis and Walt Stone. They looked like they were waiting for bad news. Walt’s hands were folded in his lap. His shoulders slumped. He’d changed clothes—a new sleeveless tee, a new pair of running shorts—but he looked like he hadn’t slept since returning from London.
Anubis talked to him in soothing tones, as if trying to ease his grief. I’d never seen Anubis in traditional Egyptian clothes before: bare-chested with a gold and ruby collar around his neck, a simple black kilt wrapped around his waist. It wasn’t a look I’d recommend for most guys, but Anubis pulled it off. I’d always imagined he would look rather skinny with his shirt off (not that I imagined that a lot, mind you) but he was in excellent shape. They must’ve had quite a good gym in the underworld, bench-pressing tombstones and whatnot.
At any rate, after the shock of seeing them together, my first thought was that something terrible must’ve happened to Jaz.
“What is it?” I asked, not sure if they could hear me. “What’s happened?”
Walt didn’t react, but Anubis looked up. As usual my heart did a little happy dance quite without my permission. His eyes were so mesmerizing, I completely forgot how to use my brain.
I said,
“Um.”
I know, Liz would’ve been proud.
“Sadie,” Anubis said. “You shouldn’t be here. Carter is dying.”
That jarred me back to my senses. “I know that, jackal boy! I didn’t
ask
to be—Wait, why
am
I here?”
Anubis pointed at the door of the infirmary. “I suspect Jaz’s spirit called to you.”
“Is she dead? Am
I
dead?”
“Neither,” Anubis said. “But you are both on death’s doorstep, which means your souls can speak to each other quite easily. Just don’t stay long.”
Walt still hadn’t acknowledged me. He muttered: “Couldn’t tell her. Why couldn’t I tell her?” He opened his hands. Cradled in his palms was a golden
shen
amulet exactly like the one he’d given me.
“Anubis, what’s wrong with him?” I asked. “Can’t he hear me?”
Anubis put his hand on Walt’s shoulder. “He can’t see either of us, though I think he can sense my presence. He called to me for guidance. That’s why I’m here.”
“Guidance from you? Why?”
I suppose it sounded harsher than I intended, but of all the gods Walt might’ve called, Anubis seemed the least likely choice.
Anubis looked up at me, his eyes even more melancholy than usual.
“You should pass on now, Sadie,” he said. “You have very little time. I promise I’ll do my best to ease Walt’s pain.”
“His pain?” I asked. “Hang on—”
But the infirmary door swung open, and the currents of the Duat pulled me inside.
The infirmary was the nicest medical facility I’d ever been in, but that wasn’t saying much. I hated hospitals. My father used to joke that I was born screaming and didn’t stop until they got me out of the maternity ward. I was mortally afraid of needles, pills, and above all the smell of
sick
people. Dead people and cemeteries? Those didn’t bother me. But sickness…well, I’m sorry, but does it have to smell so bloody
sick
?
My first visit to Jaz in the infirmary had taken all my courage. This second time, even in
ba
form, wasn’t any easier.
The room was about the size of my bedroom. The walls were rough-hewn limestone. Large windows let in the nighttime glow of New York. Cedar cabinets were carefully labeled with medicines, first aid supplies, magical charms and potions. In one corner stood a fountain with a life-size statue of the lion goddess Sekhmet, patron of healers. I’d heard that the water pouring through Sekhmet’s hands could cure a cold or flu instantly, and provide most of one’s daily vitamins and iron, but I’d never had the courage to take a drink.
The gurgle of the fountain was peaceful enough. Instead of antiseptic, the air smelled of charmed vanilla-scented candles that floated around the room. But still, the place made me jumpy.
I knew the candles monitored the patients’ conditions. Their flames changed color to indicate problems. At the moment, they all hovered around the only occupied bed—Jaz’s. Their flames were dark orange.
Jaz’s hands were folded on her chest. Her blond hair was combed across her pillow. She smiled faintly as if she were having a pleasant dream.
And sitting at the foot of Jaz’s bed was…Jaz, or at least a shimmering green image of my friend. It wasn’t a
ba.
The form was fully human. I wondered if she’d died after all, and this was her ghost.
“Jaz…” A wave of fresh guilt washed over me. Everything that had gone wrong the past two days had started with Jaz’s sacrifice, which was my fault. “Are you—”
“Dead? No, Sadie. This is my
ren.
”
Her transparent body flickered. When I looked more closely, I saw it was composed of images, like a 3-D video of Jaz’s life. Toddler Jaz sat in a high chair, painting her face with baby food. Twelve-year-old Jaz cartwheeled across a gymnasium floor, trying out for her first cheerleading squad. Present-day Jaz opened her school locker and found a glowing
djed
amulet —our magical calling card that had led her to Brooklyn.
“Your
ren,”
I said. “Another part of your soul?”
The glowing green image nodded. “Egyptians believed there were five different parts of the soul. The
ba
is the personality. The
ren
is—”
“Your name,” I remembered. “But how can
that
be your name?”
“My name is my identity,” she said. “The sum of my experiences. As long as my name is remembered, I still exist, even if I die. Do you understand?”
I didn’t, even remotely. But I understood she might die, and that it was my fault.
“I’m so sorry.” I tried not to break into tears. “If I hadn’t grabbed that stupid scroll—”
“Sadie, don’t be sorry. I’m glad you’ve come.”
“But—”
“Everything happens for a reason, Sadie, even bad things.”
“That’s not true!” I said. “It’s bloody unfair!”
How could Jaz be so calm and nice, even when she was in a coma? I didn’t want to hear that bad things happened as part of some grand plan. I
hated
when people said that. I’d lost my mother. I’d lost my dad. My life had been turned upside down, and I’d almost died countless times. Now, as far as I knew, I
was
dead or dying. My brother was poisoned and drowning, and I couldn’t help him.
“No reason is worth all this,” I said. “Life is random. It’s harsh. It’s—it’s—”
Jaz was still smiling, looking a bit amused.
“Oh,” I said. “You wanted to make me mad, didn’t you?”
“That’s the Sadie we all love. Grief really isn’t productive. You do better when you’re angry.”
“Humph.” I supposed she was right, but I didn’t have to like it. “So why did you bring me here?”
“Two things,” she said. “First, you’re not dead. When you wake up, you’ll only have a few minutes to heal Carter. You’ll have to act quickly.”
“Using the wax statue,” I said. “Yes, I figured that out. But I don’t know
how.
I’m no good at healing.”
“There is only one more ingredient that matters. You know what it is.”
“But I don’t!”
Jaz raised an eyebrow like I was just being stubborn. “You’re so close to understanding, Sadie. Think about Isis. Think about how you channeled her power in St. Petersburg. The answer will come to you.”
“But—”
“We must hurry. The second thing: you’re going to need Walt’s help. I know it’s risky. I know Bes warned against it. But use the amulet to call Walt back to you. It’s what he wants.
Some risks are worth taking, even if it means losing a life.”
“Losing
whose
life? His?”
The infirmary scene began to dissolve, turning into a blurry watercolor.
“Think about Isis,” Jaz repeated. “And Sadie…there
is
a purpose. You taught us that. We choose to believe in Ma’at. We create order out of chaos, beauty and meaning out of ugly randomness. That’s what Egypt is all about. That’s why its name, its
ren,
has endured for millennia. Don’t despair. Otherwise Chaos wins.”
I remembered saying something like that in one of our classes, but even then, I hadn’t believed it.
“I’ll let you in on a secret,” I said. “I’m a rubbish teacher.”
Jaz’s form, all her collected memories, slowly melted into mist. “I’ll let
you
in on a secret,” she said, her voice fading. “You were an excellent teacher. Now, visit Isis, and see how it began.”
The infirmary evaporated. Suddenly I was on a royal barge, floating down the Nile. The sun blazed overhead. Lush green marsh grass and palm trees lined the riverbanks. Beyond that the desert spread to the horizon—barren red hills so dry and forbidding, they might as well have been on Mars.
The boat was like the one Carter had described from his vision with Horus, though in better condition. Its crisp white sail was emblazoned with the image of the sun disk, glittering in red and gold. Orbs of multicolored light zipped around the deck, manning the oars and pulling the lines. How they did this without hands, I don’t know, but it wasn’t the first time I’d seen such a magical crew.
The hull was inlaid with precious metals—copper, silver, and gold designs showing pictures of the boat’s journey through the Duat, and hieroglyphs invoking the power of the sun.
In the middle of the boat, a blue-and-gold canopy shaded the sun god’s throne, which was without a doubt the most impressive and uncomfortable looking chair I’d ever seen. At first I thought it was molten gold. Then I realized it was fashioned out of living fire—yellow flames that had somehow been sculpted into the shape of a throne. Etched into its legs and armrests, white-hot hieroglyphs glowed so brightly they seared my eyes.
The throne’s occupant wasn’t quite so impressive. Ra was an old leathery man bent over in the shape of a question mark, his bald scalp cratered with liver spots and his face so saggy and wrinkled it looked like a mask. Only his kohl-lined eyes gave any indication he was alive, because they were full of pain and weariness. He wore a kilt and collar, which did not suit him
nearly
as well as it had Anubis. Until now, the most ancient person I’d ever seen was Iskandar, the former Chief Lector, who’d been two thousand years old. But Iskandar had never looked this bad, even when he was about to die. To make matters worse, Ra’s left leg was wrapped in bandages and swollen to twice its proper size.
He groaned and propped his leg on a pile of cushions. Two puncture wounds oozed through the bandages on his shin—very much like the fang marks on Carter’s shoulder. As Ra kneaded his leg, green venom spread up the veins of his thigh. Just looking at it made my
ba
feathers shiver with revulsion.
Ra looked to the heavens. His eyes turned molten yellow like his throne.
“Isis!” he cried. “Very well! I relent!”