Just Once (2 page)

“You’re sure the chef won’t mind a stranger in his kitchen?” I shudder at the thought of Chef Jacques, whose delicious food barely managed to rival his vicious temper. The last time I was here he ran the lodge kitchen like a drill sergeant, cursing furiously. If I look on the bright side, he prepared me for dealing with every intimidating person I met from that point on, but still, the memory of his angry face strikes fear in my heart.

“Alec is tame compared to Jacques,” Hank laughs. He laughs
now
. He was just as afraid as the rest of us back then.

“Okay. I’ll take my stuff upstairs while the staff is out, then venture into the kitchen. If anyone gets mad…”

“Tell ’em Mary sent you,” Hank finishes.

I laugh and collect my two suitcases from beside the door, then wave goodbye and step outside into a wall of chilly fog. The sun breaks through in intermittent patches, warm when I manage to feel it. It’s a five-minute walk to the lodge, and while I hear the faint sounds of ranch life, I see no one.

My assumption that nothing much has changed since my last stay appears to be correct: the girls’ bunk is still tucked on top of the main lodge, and there’s a steep wooden staircase on the end of the building that leads to a permanently unlocked bunkhouse door. Despite the fact that there are probably about sixty people eating downstairs, it’s quiet up here.

The girls’ bunk consists of a narrow hallway running the length of the building, along which are several private rooms for the senior staff. A short hall runs off to the left, leading to the two shared bathrooms and larger rooms filled with bunk beds for the rest of the girls.

I call out “Hello?” and get no answer, then tug my bags down the hall until I find a door labeled with my name. I smile as I step inside the small, sparse room: I was kitchen/cabin manager during my third year at the ranch, and this is where I slept then too. It’s unfortunately positioned directly over the kitchen and faces east, so it traps all the heat of the morning and becomes an unbearable sweatbox by the afternoon.

Even now with the fog outside, the room is hot enough that I strip down to the tank top beneath my sweater and flick the switch for the ceiling fan. When I’m not immediately rewarded with a cool breeze, I look up and gasp in horror: the ceiling fan is gone. All that remains is a mocking piece of metal from which a fan might hang.

“Oh, hell no,” I mutter. Hank and Mary said the girls had set up the room, but “set up” meant tossing a pillow and a stack of sheets on the bed, along with a quilt no one else wanted because an entire corner appears to have been chewed off by mice. They didn’t open the lone window that faces the front of the ranch, and the musty smell suggests this room hasn’t enjoyed any fresh air since its last occupant left.

The window is old and tight, but after a brief but determined battle, I step back, victorious as cool, foggy air washes over me. It helps a little, but this ceiling fan business must be addressed right away. I slept well in Hank and Mary’s house, but I prefer to unpack and settle in to a new place as soon as possible, and there’s no way I’ll be able to sleep here without the fan.

I change out of my airplane-and-sleep-wrinkled clothes and into a new pair of jeans and long-sleeved top, then head downstairs in search of coffee, and after that, a fan.

Once outside, I wind my way around the back of the lodge, which looks quite a bit like the front, minus the porch. There are flowerbeds here too, and a variety of doors lead to different parts of the lodge: the lounge, the hallway past the main offices to the dining room, access to the laundry room and supply closet, and a small phone booth—the only phone on the ranch, apart from the two in the office.

When I reach the end of the lodge, I turn the corner and find the fenced-in area that encloses the second kitchen entrance. I push open the gate and secure the latch behind me. This is where the Dumpsters are, and where people come to smoke or eat when they don’t want to be seen. It’s small but tidy, and a short staircase leads up to the back kitchen entrance.

I hear the familiar rattling of the sanitizer, the machine that sterilizes all rinsed dishes, and the murmur of voices. And then, as I climb the steps, I smell the coffee my system so desperately craves.

I peek my head in at the back of the kitchen, a square space with a pantry to my right and a long counter that runs to the front of the kitchen on my left. There are staff coffee pots on the end closest to me, and seconds later I’m sipping the hot brew like my life depends on it.

“Ahem.”

I open my eyes—I hadn’t realized I’d closed them—to find a man I assume to be Chef Alec staring at me. He’s got a spatula in one hand and spatters of food on his white apron.

“Morning,” I say, swallowing too quickly and burning my tongue. “I’m Kate.”

“Uh-huh.”

“The new kitchen/cabin manager,” I clarify.

His face registers some recognition, like he knew someone was coming to fill the position, but he looks me up and down sternly before meeting my eyes. “You’ve worked here before?”

“Yes. Years ago.”

Suddenly there’s a thud, followed by a surprised cry and the sound of breaking glass. I already know what’s happened: there are two doors from the kitchen to the dining room, and for obvious reasons, they’re labeled the in door and the out door. This is supposed to prevent collisions, but the system doesn’t always work. Obviously.

“They’ve been here two weeks,” Alec informs me. “You’ve got your work cut out.”

A pretty blond teenager in the standard uniform of jeans and ranch-issued polo shirt peers briefly over Alec’s shoulder, then disappears, most likely to report on the stranger stealing coffee.

“I start tomorrow,” I say, when it’s obvious Alec expects me to do something immediately.

I prepare myself for an angry tirade, but he merely sighs. “Not a minute too soon.”

As I turn to go back outside with my coffee I bump into a second man in a white uniform, this one closer to my age, with close-cropped brown hair and a kind face. “Hey,” he says, surprised.

“Hey. I’m Kate.”

He shakes my proffered hand. “Mark. I’m the sous chef.”

“I guessed.”

“Mark!” Alec bellows.

“I’d better—”

“Do you know who I’d talk to about getting a ceiling fan?” I blurt out before he can escape.

“A ceiling fan?”

“Yeah.”

“Ah, Shane probably?”

“Shane. Okay. Where might he be?”

“Try the barn.”

I smile politely as Mark rushes past me, then continue outside. Compared to Chef Jacques, Alec is more than tame. He’s decent. I still remember dropping a sizzling hot plate one time and bursting into tears when Jacques screamed at me so long and so loud that the entire dining room gazed at me with sympathy when I returned.

The barn hadn’t been built when I was last here, but is easy enough to find: it’s large and red and located opposite the lodge, next to the horse paddock. I cautiously approach and look inside. It’s dim and cool beyond the open doors, and instead of the expected stalls, I find myself looking into a massive, somewhat unkempt office, with a quadrant of desks on the far side next to a few dented filing cabinets.

Just inside the doors is a padded bench with a stack of weights I couldn’t lift if my life depended on it and a long row of toolboxes and various ranch implements. Eventually my eyes adjust and I can make out a man sitting at one of the desks, his back to me. “Hello?” I call.

He turns at the sound. Holy hell. The man is beautiful. He’s wearing a baseball cap pulled low on his head, but even from here I can see he’s got the cheekbones of a model and the broad shoulders of a professional athlete. Clad in jeans and a plaid shirt, he looks like something out of a Sexy Southerners calendar.

“Shane?” I ask, taking a few steps inside.

The man unfolds himself from the chair and comes forward to meet me, long legs covering the distance quickly. He touches the brim of his hat, and when he’s close enough, I can see the short edges of his blond hair and striking blue eyes. Why does this guy work in a barn office?

“No,” he says finally, shaking my hand. “I’m Brandon. Who’re you?” He looks me up and down much the way Alec did—blatant but at the same time disarmingly non-sexual.

“I’m Kate Burke, the new kitchen/cabin manager. I was told Shane might help me find a ceiling fan.”

“Kate Burke,” Brandon repeats. “You do not look like Jolene.”

I frown, not knowing what that might mean. “Who?”

He laughs. “The manager before you. She stuck it out for the first week, then packed her bags. Couldn’t cut it.”

“Why not?”

He shrugs. “Not everyone’s made for ranch life.” Again, he looks at me from head to toe.

I arch a brow. It’s not like I’m wearing a ball gown. And I’m sure he’s used to being checked out, looking the way he does, but that doesn’t mean I’m up for being inspected—and being found lacking, if his expression is any indication. “Duly noted. Is Shane around?”

“Around, yes. Do I know where? No.”

“What’s his job, exactly? Handyman?”

Brandon shrugs. “Foreman. General manager. Boss. You name it.”

“Okay, well, if you don’t mind, please tell him I’m in dire need of a ceiling fan.”

“Dire?”

“Yes. Use that word.
Dire
.”

“Got it.” He’s trying not to smile.

“What?”

He shakes his handsome head, and it takes me a second to realize I feel nothing…sexual. A year ago he’d have been exactly my type. Swap out the plaid and denim for a suit and tie, and he could’ve been my date to any number of yacht parties, gallery openings, or exclusive five-star restaurants. But now, despite the fact that I still have an apartment full of designer clothes and an entire closet dedicated to shoes, I get none of the thrill I used to feel when faced with something so pretty. I grew up wealthy and worked hard—and partied harder—to make a name for myself as a travel writer, and I’ve always been drawn to fancy, frivolous things. But six months ago I decided—not without some outside influence—it was time to grow up and leave behind my foolish impulsiveness. I would be older and wiser, no matter what, and I’m irrationally pleased to find I’m not fantasizing about a fling with Brandon. I came here to focus and behave myself, and the last thing I need is a silly summer romance to throw me off course.

With nothing better to do, I go back to my room. One step into the upstairs hall, however, I come to a standstill.

“Fuuuuuck!” comes a groaning voice from somewhere in the bunkhouse.

“Hello?” I call out.

“Fuuu—Wait. What?”

“Is someone up here?”

“Come help me!”

“Where are you?”

I’m answered with indiscernible mumbles and grunts, but I follow the sounds past the bedroom for female wranglers to the kitchen/cabin girls’ bedroom, home to half a dozen bunk beds, one of which has an ass sticking out from beneath it.

“Is that you?” a female voice asks.

I crouch down on the floor next to jean-clad legs and cowboy-booted feet. “What’s going on under there?” I press my head to the wooden floor and try to see into the darkness beneath the bed. There’s a faint sliver of a face pointed toward me, both arms extended over her head, obscuring one eye.

“I dropped something under here and when I reached in to get it, my hair got caught on a nail,” she explains. “I’ve been here forever.”

“You can’t pull it loose?”

“Not without ripping my scalp off. I tried.”

I pull back and survey the beds, which are as I remember: handmade wooden structures designed to stand the test of time. Not even our drunken antics broke them, even when we tried.

“Okay…” I say slowly. “Are you stuck to the wall or the bed?”

“The wall. I think.” She straightens her legs so she’s lying prone on the floor. “That’s better,” she sighs.

“What’s your name?”

The word is muffled. “Hailey.”

“Okay, Hailey, I’m going slide the mattress off to see if I can spot the nail you’re stuck on, okay?”

“Sure.”

I toss the pillows aside and slowly wiggle the mattress off the bed. It flops onto Hailey, who grunts but doesn’t complain, and when it’s mostly off I climb onto the wooden slats that form the base of the bed, eventually spotting the snagged hair and working it free.

Hailey groans in relief and shimmies her way out. I start to speak, but now, with her hair out of the way, I’m able to see the item she was reaching for: a bottle of vodka.

“Um…” I turn on the bed to stare at her.

Now that she’s standing in the light, I see Hailey is a little older than I expected, probably in her mid-twenties. Her mass of red hair is shampoo-commercial gorgeous, and she’s got surprisingly tan skin with a faint smattering of freckles across her nose.

She looks at me. “What?”

“Why are you searching for vodka at…” I glance at one of the alarm clocks scattered around the room. “Nine thirty in the morning?”

Hailey crosses her arms. “Remind me who you are and why that’s any of your business?”