JP Beaumont 11 - Failure To Appear (v5.0) (5 page)

The what? I had no idea what a krummhorn was, and I regretted asking. I didn’t want to know. Why couldn’t Jeremy be the kind of upright young man who slaved away over an IBMPC?

Kelly appeared embarrassed that I wasn’t invited to dinner. She attempted to apologize. “If we had known earlier you would be here, Marjorie could have set an extra place.”

Knowing Marjorie, that struck me as a narrow escape. “Don’t worry about it,” I said. “I’m meeting a friend for dinner, then we’re seeing a play,
Romeo and Juliet
.”

“You were lucky to get tickets this late,” Kelly said. “How did you manage that?”

“My friend took care of it,” I said.

“Who’s your friend? Someone connected with the Festival?”

Which brought me right back to Alexis Downey and the problem I had been worrying about since before we left Seattle—what exactly should I tell Kelly about Alexis and vice versa? Admittedly, with Kelly standing there unmarried and more than slightly pregnant, the dynamics of the situation were much different from what I had anticipated. Still, I wasn’t wild about telling my daughter that Alexis was this great gal and that we were down here in Ashland shacking up for the weekend at a local bed-and-breakfast.

Sexual revolution be damned, there are some things fathers don’t say to their unmarried eighteen-year-old daughters, pregnant or not.

“Alex isn’t directly connected with the Festival,” I replied carefully, “although she knows plenty of people who are. I’ll introduce you tomorrow morning. Can you come to breakfast?”

Kelly shook her head. “No, I work in the mornings, but I’m free in the afternoon. Tomorrow’s
Shrew
, so I don’t have to take care of Amber until tomorrow night.” She snapped her fingers. “Darn. I should have introduced you to Tanya.”

“Who’s she?”

“Tanya Dunseth, Amber’s mother. You must have seen her when the van pulled up. She’s the one with all the red hair, just like Amber’s. You’ll see her tonight. She’s Juliet at the Bowmer, and Kate in
Shrew
.”

“I saw her go into the house,” I said, “but don’t worry about missing introductions. There’ll be plenty of time to meet later on. Do you want us to come here and pick you up?”

“No. Jeremy works the backstage tour in the morning. We’ll ride into town together. We can meet you outside the ticket office at noon. Do you know where that is?”

“No,” I answered, “but I’m sure Alex does.”

“Oh,” Kelly said. “Well, I guess I’ll go in to dinner.”

She started away from me, moving slowly and ponderously up the stairs toward the back door. “What time is the wedding?” I asked. “Am I invited?”

Kelly stopped and stared down at her feet, although over that lump of belly I doubt she could see them. “Two-thirty,” she answered quietly. “It has to be Monday. That’s the only day the theaters are dark. Otherwise, our friends couldn’t come. And yes, you’re invited.”

She had given me the smallest of openings. Naturally, I charged in with all cannons blazing.

“What about your mother?” I demanded hotly. “Don’t you think she’d like to come, too? And what about Dave? What about your brother? Doesn’t your family deserve the same kind of consideration as your friends from the theaters?”

Kelly’s sorrowful gaze met mine while her eyes filled with tears. Without another word, she turned and fled up the steps, darting into the house. The screen door slammed shut behind her.

End of conversation. Just because she’s always led me around by the nose doesn’t mean we communicate. She bolted into the house in tears, while I marched back to my car. Marjorie Connors was lying in wait for me on the front porch.

“I said no bullying,” Marjorie declared sternly.

“There wasn’t any,” I said, all the while wondering, What’s with this broad? Who gave her the right to tell me how to treat my own daughter? “In case you didn’t notice, Kelly was delighted to see me.”

“That was before she came inside crying,” Marjorie countered.

“Look, Mrs. Connors, I merely suggested that Kelly might want to consider inviting her own mother to this shotgun wedding of hers the day after tomorrow. That doesn’t exactly constitute child abuse.”

“It upset her.”

“What are you, her self-appointed protector?”

The woman was annoying me, and I expect the feeling was mutual. Once more her violet eyes turned stormy gray.

“Don’t come around here again, Mr. Beaumont. See Kelly in town if you have to. If I find you lurking on my property, I’ll have you arrested for trespass.”

I left without further comment. There wasn’t any point. Marjorie Connors obviously had a huge attitude as far as men were concerned, although, oddly enough, Jeremy Cartwright seemed to get along with her just fine.

As I turned the Porsche around and headed into town, I realized some things in this world don’t make any sense. The situation at Live Oak Farm definitely counted as one of life’s imponderables.

Despite my previous misgivings, I had no trouble finding the Mark Anthony Hotel. It really was the tallest building in town. And it wasn’t diffi-cult finding Alex and her friend Denver, either. They were seated at a window table. Alex waved and smiled as I walked up. What I did have trouble with was turning left and going into the dining room when I really wanted to turn right and disappear into the bar.

For the first time in months, I wanted a drink. I wanted ten drinks.

“How are things?” Alex asked brightly.

“Fine,” I returned with as much phony sincerity as I could muster. I must have pulled it off because Alex breezed ahead with introductions.

“Denver Holloway,” she said, “this is the man I was telling you about, J.P. Beaumont. Everybody calls him Beau.”

Denver put down her cigarette and held out a plump hand. She was a wide woman in her mid-to-late-forties. Her dark, wavy hair was worn in a short, neatly trimmed bob with a thick fringe of bangs. Enormous brown eyes peered out from behind huge tortoiseshell glasses.

“Dinky,” she said with a self-deprecating smile. “I’m not, but that’s what all my friends call me just the same.”

I sat down.

“Dinky’s directing the play we’re seeing tonight,” Alex continued enthusiastically.
“Romeo and Juliet
set in the Deep South in the sixties.”

“In the South?” I asked. “As in southern United States?”

Dinky grinned and nodded. “Why not?”

“How can you do that?” I objected. “Doesn’t it take place somewhere in Italy?”

“Where it was set when Shakespeare wrote it is immaterial,” Dinky Holloway informed me. “It’s a love story about two star-crossed young lovers caught in the middle of a blood feud. We don’t change dialogue. Setting comes primarily through costumes and stage business. Have you ever seen
Romeo
produced before?”

I shook my head. “Not that I remember.”

An effusively sweet young man sashayed up to our table and batted his eyes at me. He
did
wear an earring. “Care to start with a cocktail this evening?”

Most of the time, that’s a fairly innocuous question, but not tonight, not when I was dealing with my own particular pair of star-crossed young lovers.

The waiter hovered expectantly. Dinky and Alex both ordered white wine. I gritted my teeth and ordered black coffee.

“Where’s the telephone?” I asked.

I wanted to call Ralph and ask his advice. Since he has no children of his own, he is free to dispense the wisdom of Solomon when it comes to other people’s kids.

The waiter smiled. “The pay phone at the top of the stairs is out of order, sir, but there’s another in the bar.”

The bar was the very last place I needed to go right then. A glance at the menu told me I wasn’t the least bit hungry. “Order me a Caesar salad, would you please?” I said to Alex. “Excuse me, but I’ve got to use the phone.”

She looked at me and frowned, then nodded. “Sure thing.”

The bar was dark and smoky, full of laughter and the comforting clink of glassware. Walking into it felt safe and familiar, like coming home after a long, difficult absence. When I paused by a barstool, the bartender caught my eye. “What can I get you?”

It would be all too easy to perch on a stool and order a hit or so of my old pal, MacNaughton. Within minutes the welcome haze of warm oblivion would settle over me. Even one, I thought, would lessen the weight of my disappointment about Kelly.

“Mac and water,” I said.

The bartender frowned. “What’s that?”

“MacNaughton’s and water,” I answered loudly, turning up the volume as though the guy was partially deaf or maybe someone who didn’t exactly speak English.

“That’s Canadian, isn’t it? We don’t carry that brand, sir. Sorry. How about CC?”

It may have been nothing but a fluke of the international liquor-distribution system, but heavy drinkers are a superstitious lot. And J.P. Beaumont is no exception. I took their not carrying my brand as a sign from the Oracle.

“Forget it,” I muttered irritably. “Where’s the damn phone?”

The bartender shrugged and pointed. “Down the hall,” he said.

We’ve come a long way from “Number please” days. The sound of a human voice—even a telephone operator’s—would have been welcome right then, but no such luck. By the time I finished punching in Ames’ number as well as the fourteen digits of my telephone calling card, my hand shook so badly I could barely hit the right buttons. On a Saturday night, naturally, Ralph was out. I didn’t bother leaving a message on his voice mail.

I slammed down the receiver and grabbed for the slender Jackson County phone book. I thumbed through the pages, scanning down the column until I located a listing for the local office of Alcoholics Anonymous. A telephone volunteer directed me to the only meeting available that evening, an N.A. (Narcotics Anonymous) meeting that would start at seven in the basement of a downtown church. Any port in a storm. I took down the address.

Still strung too tight, I went back to the dining room and managed to limp my way through dinner with Alexis and her friend. Alex and Dinky, caught up in girl talk and in reminiscing about old times and acquaintances, never noticed anything wrong. At the end of the meal, I made arrangements to meet Alex outside the theater just before our eight-thirty curtain. Engrossed in their conversation, the two chatting women happily waved me on my way.

Twelve-step meetings frequently attract unusual people. The N.A. meeting in Ashland was more unusual than most. A lot of Oregon still lingers in the sixties. Parts of it never emerged from the fifties. The rural population contains a number of Cold War, bomb-shelter-type survivalists and more than a few renegade flower children. There are also increasing numbers of chronically under-and unemployed loggers and mill workers whose jobs have disappeared right along with spotted-owl habitats.

Enterprising folks from those diverse groups had countered bad times by turning to agriculture, producing Oregon’s illicit but cash-rich crop of marijuana, which federal and state drug-enforcement agencies obligingly attempted to obliterate. Busted again, in more ways than one, and drowning in their troubles, these hard-luck Joes would appear in criminal courts where right-thinking judges ordered them into treatment.

Some of them turned up at the N.A. meeting in Ashland. They arrived in their heavy boots, flannel shirts, and bright red suspenders. Not necessarily remorseful but reasonably good-humored about it all, they joined in with the usual collection of housewives, waitresses, and professional men to form the nucleus of that particular Saturday night group. That nucleus also included several artsy-fartsy types, some of them no doubt connected to the Festival. The latter were generally better educated than the one-time loggers/hippies/survivalists turned ex-pot-growers; they weren’t necessarily better dressed.

The rest of the people in attendance were like me—out-of-towners, tourists in Ashland for the plays. Even on vacation—maybe especially on vacation—a lot of us need extra help in holding our own peculiar demons at bay.

One good thing about N.A. or A.A. is that you can go to a meeting and take away only what you need at the time. No quizzes are administered, no grades issued.

That night what I needed to hear was the Serenity Prayer. Repeating it in unison, I heard myself say what I had come there to hear: “accept the things I cannot change.” When those words penetrated my thought processes, I lost track of the world around me. I thought about what I could change and what I couldn’t.

The baby, for example, was something I couldn’t change, so I could just as well shape up and accept it. Now that I was calmer, I recalled how Jeremy had looked at Kelly just before he reached out to shake my hand. Glancing down at her, his eyes had glowed with concerned questioning and tenderness, too. He loved her, dammit. I probably shouldn’t try to change that, either.

Halfway through the meeting, I noticed that the fellow across the table kept zeroing in on me. Late fifties and heavyset, he tried to be subtle about it, staring at me only when he thought I wouldn’t notice. Once I became aware of him, he seemed vaguely familiar. At the beginning of the meeting, people had introduced themselves on a first-name basis, but I hadn’t paid much attention. Since I had never before set foot in Ashland or southern Oregon, it seemed unlikely that I knew him. No doubt the portly gentleman resembled a double back home in Seattle.

When it came my turn to talk, I said something about how unfair it seemed that even after you quit using or boozing or whatever, your damn kids could still drive you crazy. That comment seemed to strike a raw nerve with almost everyone in the room. Drinking or not, being a parent is hell, almost as rewarding as trying to nail a scrambled egg to a tree.

The guy across the table picked right up on my comment, giving the problem his own personal spin. “It’s not just kids, either,” he said. “Take me, for instance. Ten years ago, I dumped my first wife. It didn’t seem like that big a deal. She was a Lulu with a mean streak five miles wide, and we didn’t have anything in common anyway. Besides I was trying to sober up, get my life in order. I figured I could do better. And I did. I figured—‘What the hell? Better luck next time, right?’ I mean, what do drunks know about picking decent wives? Found me another wife, a real beauty, too, but now…” He shook his head dolefully, as if searching for the courage to continue.