John Lescroart (16 page)

After that, Treya had never felt the same about Jonas Walsh.

Afterwards, of course, he'd apologized, told Treya he'd been under a lot of stress, yack yack yack. But she saw it from him, heard about it from Elaine, too many other times. Even today, at the lunch they'd just left—Jonas unwilling even to listen. He knew the truth. It was obvious. Everybody should just stop wasting his precious time.

But for some reason, Elaine had put up with it, even apologized for him. “He's under a ton of pressure every day, Trey. Life-and-death stuff. You watch, after we start a family, he'll get his priorities straight. He's got a great heart.”

Now Treya looked across at the dejected figure and, in spite of their differences, she felt for him, as she felt for herself. The world as they both knew it had ended, and neither felt ready to move on. A gust of wind slapped at the window, and they heard the beginning of rain.

His hand was still resting over his eyes, his face half hidden. The voice came out guttural, low enough—almost—to be distant thunder. “She was talking about leaving me,” he said.

Though she'd heard him clearly, the truth of it didn't seem to register right away. She would not have believed it possible that Elaine had come close to making that decision and kept it from her. “I'm sorry, what?”

“You didn't know?” Now he did look over. “She really didn't tell you?”

“Are you joking?”

“Am I joking?” He shook his head. “She told me she hadn't told anybody yet. I didn't believe her.”

Treya sat back, stunned by the news. “She didn't tell me,” she said simply. Then added, “She never even said she was unhappy.”

Another half laugh. “Well, there you go.” He brought his feet down off the desk, swiveled in the chair to face her. “I wasn't going to let her go. I told her I'd change.”

“From what?” But, of course, she knew.

He made a face. “All the hours. But hell, it wasn't like she didn't work around the clock, either. Still, I told her I could take on less work. I would.”

“Was that it, then, the hours?”

“That's what she said—if we weren't ever going to see each other anyway, what was the point . . . ?” He left it hanging.

“But?”

Another awkward shrug. He began to say something, stopped, blew out some air. After a minute, he raised his eyes again, met Treya's. “Hell, you know me, Trey. I'm not the best person in the world. I know I've been shitty to you and there's no excuse for that. I guess Elaine, too, taking her for granted. But my work . . .” He paused, realizing that this wasn't going to fly. “No, not my work. It was me. I know it was me.” His eyes implored her to believe him.

“So what happened?”

“Nothing, really. At least no one event. That's what she said. But I think it was.” The rain suddenly picked up, loudly tattooing the window. Both of them turned their heads, then Walsh brought his attention back to her, continued. “A couple of weeks ago, you might remember, we had a weekend planned, go up to Mendocino, leave the pagers home . . .”

“But you had some intern problems and it didn't happen.”
Treya suppressed a smile. “She did mention something about that.”

“I bet she did.”

“Well, okay, she wasn't happy, Jonas, but she didn't talk about moving out.” Treya paused. “She said she just thought you two needed to find some time to talk, get some things worked out again.”

“She told you that?” A show of great relief. He leaned into the chair, stretching out. With both his surgeon's hands, he combed the flowing black hair straight back off his forehead. “That helps.”

The words—the self-absorption they betrayed—struck Treya like a blow. “How does that help, Jonas? How can it possibly make any difference now?”

“No. I don't mean . . .” With an apologetic gesture, he started over. “Of course it doesn't. What I meant was I thought she'd made up her mind—she
told
me she'd made up her mind. But she might have listened.” Again, his eyes implored her to believe him. “I could have changed. I could have convinced her to stay, don't you think?”

Treya shook her head sadly. “I don't know, Jonas. I really don't know.”

“I wasn't going to let her go,” he repeated, now almost to himself. “I would have done anything.”

She was pretty sure she knew what Jonas Walsh thought he was trying to say. But what she heard sent a chill up the back of her spine.

 

There was a message from Jackman on her desk, another summons to his office.

His secretary flashed some attitude this time. It was subtle enough to allow denial if it ever came up, but Treya read the message clearly—uppity girl wasn't making any friends putting the moves on another partner. Same as she had with Elaine. Too good to work with the rest of us. And admitted inside right away, too, yes ma'am. Certainly, Mr. Jackman. No waiting for this paralegal, and isn't that a fine how-do-you-do when Mr. Jackman had been
known to keep
the mayor
waiting? Girl must think she is
something
.

But there was nothing Treya could do about the jealousy. It was an office, after all, filled mostly with women working for powerful men. The claws were out, protecting territory, at all times.

So Treya entered the sanctuary, and Jackman told her to take the seat set up in front of his desk. She took it, then thanked him for the lunch. “It was a nice idea. I think people really appreciated the opportunity to talk.”

The senior partner shrugged. “I'm afraid it may have upset Dr. Walsh, and that wasn't my intention.”

“No.” She paused, wondering how much more to say. “He was upset to begin with, sir. He and Elaine . . .” This time, she stopped dead. He and Elaine what?

“Of course, of course. Naturally.” Jackman hadn't gone behind his desk. Instead, he moved an out basket from the corner of it and threw a leg across, settling into a casual pose. “When was the wedding going to be?”

“June.” She cleared her throat. “June.”

He nodded for a moment. “It's awful,” he said. “Just awful.”

“Yes, sir.”

He nodded again, got up, walked a few steps back to his own window and looked at the rain. It almost seemed to her that he was steeling himself. To fire her early? She held her breath.

“Well, Treya,” he began, then caught himself. “Do you mind if I call you Treya? What kind of name is that, by the way?”

A feeling of relief washed over her. It felt like the first time she'd smiled in a week. “Treya's fine, and I don't know what kind of name it is. I think my dad was just weird, sir. He liked the sound of it. I've got an older brother named Sixto, if that's any help, and he's the first child.”

“Sixto?”

“We call him Six.”

“And who wouldn't?” Smiling, Jackman walked the
few steps back from the window, put his haunch on the desk again, leveled his gaze at her. His expression grew serious. “So, how is it going on the job front?”

She drew a quick breath, put on her brave face. “Not too bad, sir, though it's only been a couple of days. I've still got a few weeks on Elaine's files.”

“But you do have some other work lined up?”

“Not quite yet. But I've put the word out. I'm sure it'll begin to trickle in before long. These things don't happen overnight.”

“No, I know that.” But Jackman easily read between the lines. There wasn't much, if any, firm work for her on the horizon.

“My first choice
is
to stay here.” Her expression revealed that she hadn't premeditated the remark, was somewhat embarrassed by it.

“Well, that's good news. It's refreshing to see loyalty in a person nowadays.” He threw a quick glance over her shoulder, but he wasn't looking at anything. His mind was working. “Well,” he said matter-of-factly, “I didn't want to step on the toes of any of my colleagues if they'd already claimed you to work, but since it appears they haven't, it happens that I might have a small project of my own if you could find some time. It's mostly grunt work, I'm afraid, an old civil case that's been on continuance for four years and now suddenly Judge Branard has decided he's ready to review data, all of which needs to be updated. It's probably five hundred deadly dull hours, but it would give you some billable hours until you can fill your book.”

Five hundred hours! He was giving her five hundred hours of work. Twelve weeks' reprieve! She struggled to keep her face impassive, and wasn't entirely successful. “I'd be very interested in that, sir. I could start—”

He nodded genially, interrupting her. “Next Monday will be fine. The files are still in storage and I've got to get them moved up here. And I wouldn't want you to give it all your time—say twenty hours a week—I know you've got Elaine's work to finish. But I must warn you
again, this is a tedious job. You might want to look it over before signing on.”

She heard herself say that that was a good idea, although she knew she would dance barefoot on hot coals if it meant keeping her salary and benefits.

“Let's say nine o'clock Monday morning, then?”

“Yes, sir. And thank you.”

He smiled at her. “You might not thank me when you see what it is.” He turned to look at the rain hammering the window. Told her it was good to see the rain. They needed rain.

She didn't get up.

Perhaps she would like some coffee. He always had some in midafternoon—he tended to go all logy after lunch. He had his own espresso machine. She could bill the quarter hour or so to administrative.

When he'd made and poured it, he set the cups on the coffee table and gestured her over to the couch, where they sat on opposite ends, four feet apart.

It was excellent coffee.

Jackman took a sip, nodded with satisfaction, placed the cup back on its saucer. He stole a glance at her, waited while she tasted the brew, put her own cup down. Apparently reaching some decision, he turned slightly toward her. “I want to ask your opinion about something if you don't mind.” He took another moment, choosing his words with care. “About Elaine.”

Treya came forward on the couch, put her elbows on her knees, leveled her eyes at him. “You have concerns about the case.”

“I don't know if I'd go so far as to call them concerns. If it wasn't a politically charged death penalty, I don't know that I'd have given it another thought. But since it is . . .” A shrug. “I don't know. I ask myself what I would have thought if the police hadn't so conveniently found Mr. Burgess leaning over the body, if the D.A. hadn't already crawled so far out on her public limb. What would you have thought, Treya? You knew her better than anybody else here.”

“If what, specifically?”

“If she'd been found shot with no suspects close at hand.”

She let out a long breath, remembered her coffee and picked up the cup to get herself a little more time, held it in front of her mouth. “But that wasn't what happened.”

“How do we know what happened?”

She had not asked herself why the hypothetical question had been so difficult for her. Maybe it was just easier having a ready answer to a painful question—she didn't have to keep coming back to it. Now, however, it looked as though it wasn't going to go away. “When he talked to me, Lieutenant Glitsky wanted to know the same thing—if I knew anybody who might have wanted to kill her. I told him that no one who knew her could have . . .”

“Is that what you really think?” Jackman leaned toward her, onto something. “This Lieutenant Glitsky,” he pressed, “he's not a cop playing lawyer games, is he?”

“No.”

“Yet he had a confession and still wondered about if he had the man who'd actually killed her? That sounds like doubt to me.”

Treya shrugged. “He said he'd need evidence even if it proved to be Cole Burgess. He told me he'd plead not guilty and they'd have to convict him at trial anyway. They could expect years of appeals. So if they could put Elaine with him at a clinic or a school or something, maybe they'd have a motive, and that would help.”

“But he was really asking about other people?” Jackman suddenly got up, paced a few steps with his hands in his pockets, turned back to her. “What I'm getting at is what that woman said at lunch in the conference room, that everybody knew Elaine had enemies. And nobody really seemed to dispute it. I knew of a few problems, so I'm guessing you must have as well.”

Treya sat back into the deep cushions. “I suppose I must be a little like Jonas. It was hard enough getting it settled in my mind, just putting the bare fact of it someplace . . .” She shook her head as if to clear it. “I don't
know why you brought this up exactly, sir. What do you think I should do?”

Jackman came back to the couch, sat again at the far end of it. “I'm not completely sure myself. It's just that no one knew Elaine better than you did, so you of all people might want to keep an open mind about who killed her. Or why.”