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Authors: Charles de Lint
Tags: #Fantasy - General, #Fiction - Fantasy, #Fiction, #Fantasy, #General, #Science Fiction & Fantasy, #Science fiction
My first inclination was to pick an obscure fairy tale to work with but, as I reread those old stories, I kept coming back to the trickster figure of Jack—the Jack of “Jack and the Beanstalk.” “Jack the Giant-Killer,”
or the Wee Jack stories of Scottish folklore. Jack wins out as much by luck as by pluck; Jack’s both foolish and clever. And enamoured as I am with the role of the trickster in all his guises, I soon realized that I had no choice: It had to be a Jack tale. The creative process being what it is, the words came to paper as soon as I settled on “Jack the Giant-Killer” as the principal framework for
The Jack of Kinrowan
. As the novel grew, other tales and bits of folklore kept adding themselves to the brew. And so you’ll find traces of “Kate Crackernuts” in here, elements of the seven brothers who became swans, the youngest son of three who sets off to make his fortune, and all sorts of traditional folkloric material, from Billy Blinds to the restless dead of the Scottish Highlands.
I owe a great debt to Terri Windling, not only for sparking this particular story in my mind, but for her friendship and astute editing over the years. My wife Mary Ann also plays a major role in my creative processes, serving as the most discerning and beneficial of first readers. (And I used to just think that I was lucky that she married me.) My friend Rodger Turner has also provided valuable feedback on works in progress on an ongoing basis and I’d like to thank him here as well.
The source material for this novel of Urban Faerie has its roots in a lifetime of reading folk and fairy tales, and from years of listening to and playing traditional music. Some specific sources would include: K.M. Briggs, author of studies such as
The
Anatomy of Puck, A Dictionary of Fairies
, and a couple of outstanding novels, of which I’d particularly recommend
Hobberdy Dick;
Alan Garner, known better for his Young Adult fantasies perhaps, but also a fine collector and reteller of traditional English fairy tales; and Jane Yolen, who over the years has produced a body of beautiful fairy tales that rivals any of the masters. The gruagaghs I got from Robin Williamson, one of the few surviving bards still practising his craft.
For those of you who are interested in more Urban Faerie stories, I currently have a second novel in draft form entitled
Drink Down the Moon
, a loose retelling of “The Ogre, or Devil’s Heart in the Egg.” This one centers more on the fiaina sidhe, the solitary faerie briefly mentioned in
The Jack of Kinrowan
, and deals primarily with one Jemi Pook, a faerie sax player in an r&b band. Perhaps we’ll meet again in its pages.
—Charles de Lint
Ottawa, winter 1987
JACK THE GIANT-KILLER
CHAPTER ONE
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The reflection that looked back at her from the mirror wasn’t her own. Its hair was cut short and ragged like the stubble in a cornfield. Its eye make-up was smudged and the eyes themselves were red-veined and puffy. She hadn’t been crying, but oh, she’d been drinking…
“Jacky,” she mumbled to the reflection. “What’ve you done to yourself this time?”
Five hours ago she’d numbly watched the door of her apartment slam shut behind Will.
“You’re so goddamn predictable!” he’d shouted at the end. “Nothing changes the routine. It’s just night after night of burrowing away in this place. What do I have to do to drag you away from your books or that glass tit? This place is a prison, Jacky, and I’m not buying into it. Not anymore. I’m tired of going out on my own, tired of… Christ, we’ve got absolutely nothing in common and I don’t know what I ever thought we
did
have.”
He’d stood there, red-faced, a vein throbbing at his temple, then turned and walked out the door. She knew he wasn’t coming back. And after that outburst, she didn’t
want
him back.
There was nothing wrong with being a homebody. There was nothing wrong with not wanting—not
needing
—the constant jostle and noise of a party or a bar or… whatever. Maybe it was better this way. She didn’t need what Will offered any more than he seemed to want what she had. So why did she feel guilty? Why did she feel so… empty? Like there was something missing.
She remembered going to the window, reaching it in time to see Will disappearing down the street. Then she’d gone into the bathroom and stood in front of the mirror looking at herself. What was missing? Could you see it by just looking at her?
Her waist-length blonde hair hadn’t been cut in twelve years—not since she was, God, seven. She was wearing her favorite clothes: a baggy plaid shirt and a comfortable pair of old Levi’s. When she walked down the street, did people turn to look at her and maybe…
laugh? Did they think she was some kind of hippie burn-out, even though she’d barely been out of diapers during the sixties?
She wasn’t sure what had started it, but one moment she was just standing there in front of the mirror, and the next she had a pair of scissors in her hand and the long blonde tresses were falling to the floor, one after another, while she stood there saying, “I’m not empty inside,” over and over trying to find some meaning in what she was doing. And when she was finished, she was more numb than when Will had walked out the door. There was a stranger staring at her out of the mirror.
She remembered fumbling with her make-up,
smudging it as she put it on, smearing it some more as she knuckled her eyes. Finally she bolted from the apartment herself.
The October air was cooling as it got dark. The streets of Ottawa were slick from the rain that had been washing them for the better part of the afternoon. She walked aimlessly, stunned at what she had done, at how light her head felt, at the touch of the wind on her scalp.
She had gone into a bar and had a drink. Then had another. Then lost count. And now she was here, in some grimy bathroom, the sound of the bar’s sound system booming through the ceiling from upstairs, some strange-looking punk-rocker staring back at her from the mirror, and she was too lost to do anything.
“Get out of here,” she told her reflection. “Go home.”
The door opened behind her and she started guiltily as a pair of young women entered the washroom. They were sleek, like
Vogue
models. Styled hair, high heels. They regarded her curiously, and Jacky fled their amused scrutiny, the washroom, the bar, and found herself on the streets, stumbling, because she was far from sober; cold, because she’d forgotten to bring a jacket; and empty… so empty inside.
She took Bank Street south from downtown, leaving behind the unhappy mix of old-fashioned stone buildings and new glass-and-steel office complexes that looked more like men’s cologne containers when she walked under the Queens-way overpass and into the Glebe. Here stores still fronted Bank Street, but the blocks running east and west on either side were all residential. When she crossed Lansdowne Bridge, she turned east by the Public Library, following Echo Drive down to Riverdale, crossed Riverdale and walked down Avenue Road until she eventually reached Windsor Park.
Her route took her in the opposite direction from her apartment on Ossington, but she liked the peaceful mood of the park at night. The Rideau River moved sluggishly to her left. The grass was still wet underfoot, soaking her sneakers. The brisk walk from downtown Ottawa had warmed her up so that her teeth no longer chattered. The night was quiet and she was sober enough to indulge in one of her favorite pastimes: looking in through the lit windows of the houses she passed to catc’h brief glimpses of other people’s lives.
Other people’s lives. Did other people’s boyfriends leave them because they were too dull?
She’d met Will at her sister Connie’s wedding three months ago. He’d been charmed then, by the same things that had sent him storming out of her life earlier this evening. Then it had been “a relief to find someone who isn’t just into image.” A person who
“valued the quiet times.” Now she was boring because she wouldn’t do
anything
. But he was the one who’d changed.
When they first met, they’d made their own good times, not needing an endless tour of parties and bars. But quiet times at home weren’t enough for Will anymore, while she hadn’t wanted a change. Had that really been what she’d wanted, she asked herself now, or was she just too lazy to do more?
She hadn’t been able to answer that earlier, and she couldn’t answer it now. How did other people deal with this kind of thing?
She looked in back yards and windows, as if expecting to find an answer there. The houses that fronted Belmont Avenue and backed onto the park where she was walking were mostly brick or wood-frame, dating back to the fifties and earlier. She moved catlike in the grass beside them, not going too close to the lit windows, not even stepping into their back yards, just stealing her glimpses as she moved slowly by. Here an overhead fixture lit a huge oil painting of a Maritime fishing village, there subtle lighting gleamed on two marble statues of birds—an eagle and an owl, the light behind them hiding their features, if not their profiles, and making soft halos around their silhouettes.
She paused, smiling at the picture they made, feeling almost sober. She moved on, then tensed, hearing a sound in the distance. It was a deep-throated growl of a sound that she couldn’t quite place. She looked around the park, then to the house beside the one with the two marble birds. Its windows were dark, but she had the feeling that someone was standing there, looking out at her as quietly as she was looking in. Catsoft. Silent against the rumble of sound that was getting louder, steadily approaching. For a long moment she returned the gaze of the hidden watcher. She swayed and shivered, sobriety and warmth leaving as she paused too long in one spot. Then she caught a glimpse of movement at the far end of the park.
It looked like a young boy—no more than ten or twelve, judging from his size, though she knew that could be deceptive in the dark. He ran under a pool of shadows thrown by the trees near the river, came out of them again, disappeared into another splash of darkness. And then the sound was all around her. She stood stunned at its volume.
It was the roar of an engine, she realized. No. Make that engines. Her gaze was drawn back to the far end of the park where the boy had first appeared and she picked out the source of the deep-throated roaring. One by one the Harleys came into view until there were nine of the big chopped-down machines moving down the concrete walkway that followed the river. Jacky gasped when they left the concrete. Their tires ripped up the wet sod. They were coming towards her, the thunder of their engines unbelievably loud, their riders black featureless shapes.
She stumbled backwards, looking for a place to hide, and came up short against a cedar hedge. Her heart drummed a sharp tattoo in her chest. Then she saw that they weren’t after her. It was the boy. She’d forgotten the boy…
He was running across the grass now, the nine bikes following in a fanned-out half-circle, engines growling. Jacky vacillated between fear for the boy and her own panic. She shot a glance at the window of the house behind her and saw the hidden watcher clearly for a moment. A tall man, standing there in the safety of his house, watching…
She turned back, saw the boy stumble, the bikers closing in. They were frightening shapes in the dim light, not quite defined. Growling beasts with shadow riders. They circled around the fallen boy, a grotesque merry-go-rounding blur with whining engine coughs in place of a calliope’s music, until something snapped in Jacky.
“No!” she cried.
If the bikers could hear her above the roar of their machines, they gave no notice. Jacky ran towards them, slipping drunkenly on the grass, wondering why there weren’t lights going on all up and down the block behind her, why there was only one man watching from his window, a silent shape in his dark house.
Around and around the bikers rode their machines, tightening the circumference of their circle, until they finally brought their machines to skidding halts. Sod spat from their rear wheels as all nine Harleys turned to face the boy. The riders fed gas to their machines so that they lunged forward like impatient dogs, hungry for the kill, held back only by the leather-gloved grips on the brake levers.
The boy rose in a crouch, speared by the beams of nine headlights. And it wasn’t a boy, Jacky saw suddenly. It was a man—a little man no taller than a child, with a tuft of white hair at his chin, and more spilling out from under a red cap. He had a short wooden staff in his hand that he brandished at the bikers. His eyes glowed red in the headbeams of the Harleys, like a fox’s or a cat’s.
She saw all this in just one moment, the space between one breath and the next, then her sneakers slipped on the wet grass underfoot and she went sprawling. Adrenaline burned through her, bringing her to her feet with a grace and speed she wouldn’t have been able to muster sober, that she shouldn’t have at all, drunk as she was. She saw the little man charge the bikers.
A spark of light leapt from the leader of the blackclad riders. It made a circuit of each biker, crackling from hand to hand until it returned to the leader. Then it arced out and the staff exploded. Not one of the riders had moved, but the staff hung in splinters from the little man’s hand. A second spark made its circuit, darting from the leader to the little man. He stiffened, dancing on the spot as though he was being
electrocuted, then he crumpled and fell to the ground in a limp heap. Jacky reached the closest biker at the same time.
As she reached out to grab the black-leather clad arm, the man turned. She looked for his face under his helmet, but there seemed to be nothing there. Only shadow, hidden by the smoked glass of a visor. She stumbled back as the rider twisted the accelerator control of his bike. The machine answered with a deep-throated growl and the bike pulled away. One by one they moved out, the roar of their loud engines dwindling as they drew away. Jacky watched them return the way they’d come. She hugged herself, shaking. Then they were gone, around the corner, out of sight. The sound of the machines should have remained, but it too was cut off abruptly as the last machine disappeared from view.