Chapter 20
H
arry ran into Patricia the following day at an afternoon tea given by one of the leading socialites in Athens, in aid of a children’s charity.
Harry had let herself be talked into attending by Elena, who told her that it was a cause that Iakovos had long supported.
“Well, if it isn’t the happy homemaker,” Patricia said when she spotted Harry, standing somewhat awkwardly on the fringe of a group of chattering women.
Patricia stopped, her face a picture of horror as she gazed at Harry’s belly.
“Good god, are you having a
litter
?”
Harry was too uncomfortable to put up with any crap from the infinitesimally small blonde.
“Thus speaks the woman who doesn’t have a child,” she snapped.
Patricia’s face froze.
“You inhuman bitch,” she growled before pushing past Harry and quickly leaving the tea.
Harry had a horrible feeling that she’d said something wrong, but she had no idea what.
When she returned home shortly thereafter, pleading a very real headache as her excuse to leave, she tackled Elena, who was out next to the pool sunning herself.
“How’d the tea go?”
she asked, looking up from a stack of fashion magazines.
“It was fine.
What do you know about Patricia?”
Harry asked, getting right to the point.
“Patricia?
You mean Iakovos’ Patricia?”
Harry grimaced.
“Iakovos’ previous girlfriend, yes.
Do you know if she has any children?”
Elena frowned, slowly shaking her head.
“I don’t think she does, no.
She never mentioned a child, but I didn’t see her much.
She and Iakovos were only together for a little while, you know.”
“Two years,” Harry said grimly.
“Well .
.
.
yes, but that’s really not very long.”
“If she doesn’t have children, why did she get so .
.
.
oh, lord.”
She must be infertile.
Perhaps she’d been trying to get pregnant and couldn’t, and then the very pregnant Harry waddled up and snapped at her.
“Nice job, Harry.”
“Are you talking to yourself?”
Elena asked, sitting up.
“No.
Yes.
Oh, hell.”
She went back into the coolness of the apartment, feeling horrible.
“Dammit, I’m going to have to apologize.”
She called Dmitri, being too embarrassed by her bad behavior to admit it to Iakovos.
“Dmitri, I’m going to ask you to do something and not only not ask questions about it, but also don’t mention it to Iakovos.”
“Is it anything illegal?”
he asked, the hint of a smile in his voice.
“No.”
“Then I’ll do it.
What do you need?”
“I want Patricia’s phone number and the hotel she’s staying at in Athens.”
“She has an apartment here, actually, assuming you’re talking about the Patricia who does design work for Iakovos.”
“That’s the one.”
“All right.
Here’s the address.”
Harry wrote down the information, thanking him for not telling Iakovos.
“I don’t normally like keeping secrets from him, but so long as you’re willing to take responsibility for this, I’ll keep quiet.”
“I’m not going to do anything to hurt her,” Harry reassured him.
“Quite the opposite, as a matter of fact.
Not only am I going to apologize, I’m going to give her some work.”
She could have sworn Dmitri choked at that news, but as he didn’t say anything more, she hung up, gathered together her purse and her digital camera, and called a cab.
Forty minutes later she pressed the buzzer outside Patricia’s door, clutching a bottle of local wine.
Patricia’s expression upon seeing her when she opened the door was not pleasant, but Harry had never shirked a duty when it was necessary.
“What are you doing here?”
Patricia asked.
“I’m here to apologize.”
“You can’t come in,” Patricia said stubbornly.
Harry held out the bottle.
“I brought booze.”
“All right, you can come in, but you can’t stay long.”
Patricia snatched the bottle and turned on her heel.
Harry followed her into the apartment.
“I assume you’re not going to have any of this wine.”
“You would assume correctly.”
Patricia’s mouth twisted as she brought the opened bottle and a glass into a sunny living room.
Harry looked around and acknowledged that she was right to do what she was about to do.
“You have a cute apartment.
Did you decorate it yourself?”
Patricia shot her a glare that should have at least stunned Harry.
“Of course I did.
Look, I don’t know what you want from me, but I really am not in the mood to play nice, so why don’t you get off your chest whatever you came to say, and we’ll move on.”
“I came to apologize for what I said at the tea.
I don’t know why it upset you so much, but it did, and I feel bad about that.
So I’m sorry.”
Patricia sat down, taking a big swig of the wine while Harry stood awkwardly, unsure whether she should sit or just leave.
“So you say you’re sorry, and it’s supposed to make it all good again?”
“I don’t know what else I can do,” Harry said, feeling at a loss.
“Obviously, I touched on a sensitive area.”
Patricia closed her eyes for a moment, then poured herself another glass of wine, and gestured toward the door.
“All right, you apologized.
Now get the hell out of here.”
Harry was silent for a moment, then nodded and started for the door.
“No, wait a minute.
Oh, Christ, this is ridiculous.
I don’t want to talk to you.
I don’t want you in my house.
I don’t want to see you in that stupid dress, standing there feeling sorry for me.”
Harry turned around slowly.
She knew the sound of pain when she heard it, and although she had no love for this woman, she would never forgive herself if she just walked off and left another person in pain that had its origins in her actions.
“My dress,” she said, smoothing a hand down over her giant belly, “is extremely cute.
I ordered it online.
It’s from New York.”
The dress
was
cute—the empire bodice was navy blue and white stripe, while the flowing skirt was in matching navy.
It was very sailor-like, and Harry had fallen in love with it when she saw it online.
“And as for feeling sorry for you, I’m not, but mostly because I have no idea why you were so upset about what I said, unless you’re infertile, and thus my comment was unusually cruel.”
Patricia swore, standing up, the wineglass still in her hands.
“I loved Iakovos, you know.”
Harry stood very still.
“Then I do feel sorry for you.
I can’t imagine anything worse than loving him, but not being loved in return.”
Patricia’s face twisted into a cruel mask.
“You think you’re so different from me, don’t you?
You think he won’t get tired of you, too, in the end?
Oh yes, you were right there, damn you.
He got tired of me; he said that we no longer had anything to offer each other.
God damn it, I was going to dump him, and he dumped me first.”
She sat back down, poured more wine, and tossed it back.
“If you loved him, why did you want to break up with him?”
Harry asked slowly.
“Because I didn’t love him.”
She ran her hand through her perfect blond hair.
“Oh god, just shut up and sit down.
I can’t stand looking at you.”
Harry sat down in a straight-backed chair as Patricia stomped off to the kitchen.
She returned in a minute with a tall glass of orange juice that she shoved into Harry’s hands.
She wasn’t terribly fond of orange juice, but sipped at it to be polite as Patricia poured herself another glass of wine.
“Just so we understand each other,” Harry said after a minute of silence, “you’re not going to make me jealous of your previous relationship with Iakovos.”
“Because you’re so perfect for him?”
Patricia sneered.
“Because you think he won’t get tired of you like he did me?”
“Yes,” Harry said.
“Because he loves me, and I believe that love is not just infatuation.”
“Maybe you are perfect,” Patricia said, her face twisting again.
“Maybe he is.
I hope he is.”
“You hope he’s happy with me?”
“Yes.
Because then when I take him away from you, it’ll be that much more satisfying.”
Her smile was glittering, as cruel as the sun is bright.
“You don’t think I can do it, do you?
I can.
I know what he likes.
I know what drives him wild.
I know what he wants from a woman, and I can give it to him.
I
have
given it to him.
I kept him by my side for two years, longer than any other woman, longer than you.
If I wanted him again, I could take him away from you.
And do you know what?
I’ve just decided I want him again.”
Harry stood up slowly, looking down at the beautiful, bitter blond woman.
“I don’t play games when it comes to Iakovos,” she finally said, her heart heavy.
“So I’m not going to tell you to go ahead and try.
I love him.
I know he loves me.
We’re getting married in three days, and having twins in less than two months.
If you want to spend your time and energy trying to destroy that, then that’s what you’ll do.
But you have to ask yourself if what you’ll destroy is my relationship with him, or your own soul.”
Patricia swore, and Harry went to the front door again, intending to wash her hands of the woman.
As she reached for the door, Patricia made a horrible moaning, gasping noise.
“I’m not infertile.
I had a daughter.
She was killed.”
Goose bumps crawled up Harry’s back as she turned around.
Patricia’s face was a mask of indifference, but her fingers were white around the stem of the wineglass.
“I’m sorry.”
Patricia made a gesture with the glass, then splashed more wine into it, her hand shaking.
“It was six years ago.
She would have been ten this year.”
Harry returned to her chair, not wanting to ask what had happened, but curious nonetheless.
Patricia took a long, shuddering breath.
“My husband fought me for custody when we divorced.
He told the judge that a workaholic wasn’t any sort of mother for Penny.
When the judge didn’t agree and gave me custody, my husband .
.
.”
Harry had a horrible feeling of what was coming.
She wanted to comfort Patricia, but there was an air of tense fragility about her.
“He grabbed her and ran.
Right into the side of a commuter train.
The bastard.”
The last word was spat out as Patricia’s face crumpled.
Harry moved awkwardly to the couch, her arms around the now sobbing Patricia, her own eyes streaming in sympathy.
“I’m sorry.
I’m so sorry,” she kept saying, wishing there was something she could do.
In time Patricia pulled away, mopping at her face with a couple of tissues.
“Don’t think this changes anything,” she said in a low, ugly voice.
“I don’t like you.
I plan on taking Iakovos from you.”
“No, you won’t,” Harry said, sliding forward on the couch so she could hoist herself up.
“Shows what you know,” Patricia said, blowing her nose with more tissues.
“You won’t because you know how precious life is, and you would never take away my babies’ father.”
Patricia’s jaw worked, but she said nothing, just looked away.
“Leave me alone.
Just take your fat body away and leave me alone.”
Harry went to the door for a third time, looking back to say slowly, “I want to hire you.
I want you to redecorate our apartment before my babies come.
I know you’re expensive, and busy, but I want you to do this.
I think you are very talented, and I know that you’ll help me transform our apartment into a home.”