Inescapable (The Premonition Series) (35 page)

After using the facilities, I go to the sink to wash my hands. Shock is the forefront emotion to what I see reflected in the mirror. I have indeed sprouted wings; there is no getting around it, and they aren’t just red, they are crimson. They are small, petite almost, by the standards I have seen for wings; those being Reed’s powerful charcoal-gray wings and Zephyr’s light brown wings. My wings only reach to my waist, while Reed’s are longer, almost the entire length of his body.

Can I move them voluntarily?
I concentrate on lifting them, but I have little success.
Maybe it’s because you’re tired,
I think, seeing myself in the mirror. I look wilted.
How am I going to put them away if I can’t seem to move them? I can’t even get dressed!
Feeling disgust, I turn away from the mirror and see Reed standing in the open doorway. I gasp, bringing my hands up to cover my breasts again.

Reed holds up his hand in a gesture of concern. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to frighten you. I brought you something to wear,” he says soothingly, entering the bathroom. In his hand he holds a long-sleeved, black garment that appears to be made of cashmere.

“How am I supposed to put anything on with these sticking out of my back?” I ask in a soft tone, not looking at him. I don’t want to see his reaction to my puny little wings that are bad-girl red.

“I bought several of these for you earlier, anticipating that you would need them. Here, this top slips on in the front and ties in back. You put your arms in the sleeves, and then a ribbon at the nape of your neck secures it in the back. The back of the garment is mostly bare until about midway, and then another ribbon threads through the fabric on both sides like a corset, so your wings can remain out or they can be retracted. You need only pull the ribbon tight and tie it in the back here at your waist. It will allow your wings to move freely while the fabric remains in place against your skin.”

I nod, taking the garment from his hand without looking up. Turning away from him, I slip it on. I attempt to tie the ribbon at the nape of my neck, but my hands shake, so I keep fumbling with it. Reed brushes my hands away gently, tying the ribbon for me. He then makes quick work of the ribbon at my waist. Turning me toward him again, he hugs me tight in his arms, and I nearly break down, but I manage to hold it in.

“You are so quiet, Evie. You have to tell me what you’re thinking,” Reed urges.

“I was thinking that this is a very clever design for a top. The material is so soft and warm. Thank you,” I say. “I was worried that I was going to have to wander around half naked until I can figure out how to retract my
puny
wings.” I say the last part with a measure of the contempt that I have for my new limbs.

“You don’t like your wings?” Reed asks me, sounding surprised.

“Not really…how come they’re so small, and why can’t I move them?” I ask him, looking at the middle of his chest.

I don’t even want to talk about their color,
I think.

“Evie, they are perfect,” Reed says, and when I frown, he lifts my chin so that I will meet his eyes. “Truly, they are perfect. They are small now because you are young. They will grow larger over time, but truly, they couldn’t be more beautiful than they are now. You will be able to control them soon. It will take some time, but you will learn,” he says as he gently strokes my wing.

“You like them?” I ask in surprise. “I thought there was something wrong with them.”

“Evie, you have no idea how much I like them,” he says ruefully. “You are the most beautiful creature I have ever seen.”

“How is that possible? They’re crimson!” I state blandly. “Why aren’t they white or grey, like yours?”

“They are crimson because you are a Seraph. If you were an Archangel, they would be white, or if you were a Power, like me, then they could be several other colors. Only Seraphim have your coloring, and that means you outrank Archangels, Thrones, Virtues, Cherubim, Powers…but don’t let it go to your head because you still have to listen to me while we are here,” he states, smiling.

“Don’t be ridiculous. How can I possibly outrank anybody? I’m a mutant, and if you hadn’t noticed, most angels would like nothing better than to crush the soul right out of me,” I reply dully. “You were right that day at registration, when you said we’re screwed. I’m screwed, aren’t I? I’m never going to survive.”

“You just did survive, against all odds. Zephyr is a machine when it comes to killing the Fallen…and yet, you managed to survive him,” Reed says soberly. “Not only that, I would lay odds that he would fight to protect you as well. You have won him over, and he is a powerful ally. You also survived the other one, at the formal, and you survived me as well. You have some sort of power over us. It seems that, in each situation, you find the weakness that turns us to your side. Even the fallen one was captivated.”

“I survived Sebastian because you were there, and as for you, well, I had the butterflies on my side,” I reply softly. “And I’m not so sure about Zephyr. He scares me to death.”

Reed’s face turns grim as he says, “I am sorry that I wasn’t here tonight. When I think of what might have happened to you…I don’t know what I would have done if he had harmed you,” he says anxiously. “I went to Chicago to pick up your birthday present. I was going to give it to you at the party, but Russell called me when I was on my way back to town. He told me you were coming here and why. I had already received a call from Zephyr, telling me he was here because there were souls hovering all around town. I cannot think of what stirred them all up…” he says in frustration at the bad timing.

“Zephyr isn’t the only angel in town, Reed. I spotted two more at the Delt house when I was there. I asked Russell to call you—Russell! I have to call Russell and tell him I’m okay. I left him at the party, and I was in a hurry—he knew why I had to go. He must be so worried…and nobody is watching him!” I gasp, gripping Reed’s hand urgently, brushing aside the fact that I know exactly why the souls are walking around town. “Please, let me use your phone.”

Reed hands me his phone, but I pause before dialing. I hear a crunch of tires on the gravel driveway outside, announcing a new visitor is arriving and at breakneck speed, by all indications. The car comes to a quick halt near the door to the house. Then, someone shoots out of the car, not even bothering to close the car door.

The front door opens up with a crash as Russell calls out, “Red!”

“Damn! It’s Russell, what do I do? He can’t see me like this! How do I get these things back in?” I ask Reed urgently, turning back to the mirror. I try to move them again, but they won’t budge.

“Don’t worry, I will just persuade him to leave,” Reed starts to say until I grab his arm.

“No, you can’t do that! I’m supposed to be watching Russell, remember? You have to get him to stay, and you have to help me get rid of my wings!” I plead.

“But, I like your wings,” he says, smiling sweetly while stroking them again.

I swear, if he keeps doing that I might purr like a kitten. Don’t think about that right now, just concentrate!

“Please!” I say through gritted teeth, closing my eyes and balling my hands into fists.

He is out of the bathroom in seconds, but I don’t have much time to wonder about where he has gone because he is back almost instantly. Carrying with him a full glass of what suspiciously smells like cognac, he offers it to me, saying, “Drink this. It will help you relax, and then you should have some hope of retracting them. They won’t go back in if you’re panicking. I’ll go speak to Russell, and then I’ll be back.”

A second later, Reed is gone again, and I hear him speaking to Russell in the foyer below. Shortly after that, he leads Russell toward the library. Since I don’t have time to waste on savoring my cognac, I gulp it down in one long swallow, and then I almost die. I cough and wheeze and can only breathe shallowly for a couple of minutes.

Reed tries to suppress a laugh as he enters the bathroom again. “Evie, I will never be bored with you around. Did you just drink that whole glass?” he asks me, smirking.

“Yes. Now, show me how to make my wings go back in,” I say, while wiping tears from my eyes that have nothing to do with emotion and everything to do with the cognac I just ingested.

“You have to calm down…relax,” Reed whispers as he leans close to my ear, tickling it with his breath.

“How am I supposed to relax? Russell is downstairs with the angel who was going to kill me just a few minutes ago, and I’m stuck up here with a set of bright red wings sticking out of my back, and you’re not helping me!” I say in frustration, attempting to will my wings back into my body. Glancing over at Reed, he’s smothering a grin. “You’re laughing now? This is funny to you?” I ask.

“Well, you should have seen the look on Russell’s face when I introduced him to Zephyr. He looked rather annoyed that you are here alone with us,” Reed says, smiling. “Zephyr wasn’t too pleased to meet Russell either. I wonder why…”

“Reed! Go downstairs and make sure Zephyr doesn’t kill Russell,” I say adamantly.

“Zephyr wouldn’t hurt Russell…unless Russell says something stupid,” Reed replies, unconcerned as he leans against the countertop.

“Reed! Help me!” I plead desperately.

“You want my help?” he asks, and I nod my head, glaring at him. “Okay, I will help.”

He pushes off from the counter, approaching me slowly, never taking his eyes from mine. Swiftly, he picks me up off my feet, seating me roughly on the counter. A surge of thrilling anticipation courses through me instantly while I wait to see what he will do next.

Standing between my legs, he pulls the butterfly clips from my hair, one by one, setting them on the counter, while my eyes devour every lovely contour of his angelic face. My hair hangs loosely down my back, until his hand slips under the mass of it at the base of my neck, gathering it tightly in the fist of his hand. Pulling my head back, so that my face tilts upward, he lowers his lips with agonizing slowness to mine. When our lips finally meet, his kiss sears me more intoxicatingly than the brandy, causing my face to flush and my breathing to become desperate. Gripping his upper arms with my hands, my nails dig into him lightly as I try to pull him closer to me.

“That is it, Evie, try to pull me to you,” Reed whispers against my lips. Wrapping my legs around his waist, I kiss him with all the desperate passion that I thought, only minutes before, I would never get to share with him again. Then, Reed pulls away from me.

Intense frustration shoots through me then as I open my eyes. “Why are you stopping?” I demand breathlessly, searching his face, which looks a bit too smug for my liking.

“You did it,” he smiles. I must seem confused because he adds, “your wings…” and he points to the mirror behind me.

Looking over my shoulder, I can no longer see my wings in the mirror. I am back to looking human again, but I can’t help feeling disappointment because it hadn’t taken very long at all and the method of getting them to retract is very, very, satisfying.

“Oh,” I say lamely, touching my fingertips to my swollen lips. “I thought you said I had to relax. I don’t feel relaxed.”
I feel like I’m being consumed by fire,
I think to myself.

“This was the other way to do it,” Reed replies with smoldering eyes. “You were so focused on pulling me to you that you were able to do that to your wings.”

“Oh,” I say again lamely, “thanks.”

“No, thank you,” he says softly, leaning forward and caressing my neck with his lips. Then, he whispers, “Do you want to go downstairs now?”

“Downstairs?” I stutter.

“Russell…library…” he replies, still kissing my neck lightly.

“Umm…ahh…yes,” I groan, pulling away from him. “I’d better go downstairs before Russell starts looking for me. I don’t want to try to explain what happened to your room.” Jumping down from the counter, I have to steady myself against it as the alcohol I had just chugged begins to “relax” me. “This should be interesting,” I mutter, squaring my shoulders. “Zephyr is still downstairs?” I ask, hesitating because I don’t think that I really want to ever see him again.

“Yes. He is still here. He wants to speak with you further. You are fascinating—I don’t think I am going to be able to get him to leave willingly until you answer more of his questions,” Reed replies, leading me out of the bathroom.

“What if I get the answers to his questions wrong?” I ask as fear shoots through me again, making my wings restlessly twitch inside of me. I have to calm down or they are going to come popping out of me again. I take a deep breath, trying to relax.

“You won’t get them wrong,” Reed says reassuring me, while walking with me hand-in-hand toward the library.

I don’t have time to worry about what Zephyr might do because Russell immediately rises from his chair when he sees me. Before I can say a word, he lifts me off my feet, embracing me in a bear hug that forces the breath from my body; I feel oddly comforted by it, even as low growls come from both of the angels in the room.

“How did you get here so fast, Russell?” I ask him, hoping he will set me back on my feet before one of the angels decides he has hugged me long enough. Judging by their impatient breathing, it isn’t going to be long from now.

“I told Freddie I forgot somethin’ at our dorm, so he lent me his keys. I still had my clothes in his car, so I changed on the way,” Russell says grimly, indicating the jeans and t-shirt he is wearing instead of the toga I had left him in earlier. He sets me back on my feet, but holds my hand in his. “But, ya beat me here…” he trails off.