Indigo Road (12 page)

“No,” he said, his voice rough. “Don’t stop.
Not unless you want to?”

Alex leaned
down and b
rought our lips together once
more in a deep kiss. I ran my fingers gently over the flared head
of his cock in the small space between us, feeling the spongy
smoothness. I thought it would feel different, but why would it? It
was a penis, like mine, albeit a different length and width. But it
was still a dick.

I waited for
the weirdness
, but it didn’t
come.

Alex
licked
and bit my skin everywhere. The
fucker bit hard, and I was strangely turned on by it. He took my
left nipple into his mouth, grazing his teeth over it harshly, then
sucking until I bucked under him. He pressed me into the mattress
and I had to remove my hand from his cock as he made his way down
my chest, kissing and biting my abs. He wasn’t going
to—?

Yep, he was.
Alex motioned for me to raise my hips so he could pull my boxers
off. Once he’d removed mine, he stood and pushed his to the
floor
, kicking them
off
his feet. Standing at the end
of the bed, he looked at me spread out on the mattress, a question
in his eyes.

Grabbing my
cock, I stroked it slowly
in
answer
.

Still not weird.

Alex climbed
on top of me again, covering
my body with
his. Skin pressing against
skin
, his hot mouth devouring
mine in a series of small nips, he ran his hands down my body as I
wrapped my arms around him, feeling the smooth expanse of his back.
Small mewls of pleasure escaped both of us.

Alex
ran his tongue down my chest toward my stomach.
His chin hitting my cock knocked the breath out of me. He
looked
up,
fear
and hesitation in his eyes. I could see the battle he was fighting,
wanting to touch me but unsure of his welcome. I answered by
grabbing my cock again, squeezing the shaft hard, and licking my
lips with a small moan. Alex’s eyes blew wide and his lips quirked,
chasing away the hesitation.

He dipped his
head and kissed the top of my dick, then kissed it again as I held
it up
, my fingers around the base. Alex’s
tongue came out and he lapped at the crown, making small,
hesitant
licks,
like he was getting used to the taste. He raised his head
and our gazes locked, the heat flared between us, and before I knew
it, Alex wrapped his lips around the head and sucked
hard.

“
Ungh, fuck.”
I let go of my dick. I had the urge to stroke and bring myself
off
, but I didn’t want to yet. It was too
soon.

Alex sucked,
not taking a lot in
as he ran a hand over
my belly, his fingers playing in the ridges of the muscles. It
tickled but soothed at the same time; the intimacy of it made my
lungs seize. He wrapped his fingers around the base of my cock and
he pushed away, studying it. When he dipped his tongue into the
slit, I just about saw stars. Girls had given me blowjobs before,
some had even been quite adept, but no one had studied my dick
before. Alex’s eyes were hungry and he seemed fascinated as he
swirled his tongue around the crown, then pulled back to look at
the shiny wetness as if he was admiring his handiwork.

“
I didn’t
think this would be so hot,” he said simply before returning to
work his tongue into my slit again. He took me into his mouth once
more and sucked, this time taking me dee
per, but he must’ve tried too hard or sucked too much as he
released me quickly, coughing.

“
Let me try
that again,” he said once he’d recovered. He sounded so
matter
-of-fact I almost laughed. I
groaned instead when he bobbed his head up and down, taking a
little more in each time. I twirled my fingers in his blond
strands, feeling the silky smoothness of his curls and trying not
to push his head down like I wanted to. Our hair had grown and we
were due for haircuts, but if this kind of action was going to
continue, I was never letting him shave his head again.

It wasn’t
long before I felt the telltale building of an orgasm start in the
soles of my feet, making
its way quickly
up my legs and tightening my stomach.

“
Ugh, I’m
gonna come…” I warned. Despite what Alex was doing,
I was pretty sure he wasn’t ready to taste me
just yet.

Alex pulled
off, but not before giving my dick one last long suck. He sat back
on his heels between my legs, pulling on his own cock and
fondling my balls as I stroked myself to
completion. I couldn’t take my eyes off what he was doing, both to
himself and to me. My orgasm ripped through me, coating my hand and
belly as Alex continued to caress my balls. He kneeled above me,
his hand a blur on his cock as he erupted over me, his come mixing
with mine on my chest and abs. My best friend’s come covered me and
it was the hottest fucking thing I’d ever seen.

Our breathing
was heavy as Alex sat back on his heels
,
and our eyes locked. The blissful fucked-out grin on Alex’s face
soon turned into something else.

THE WEIRDNESS
I’d been
waiting for arrived.

Alex climbed
o
ut of the bed and, without meeting my
eyes, went to the bathroom and quietly closed the door. I lay on
the bed, our combined come drying on my chest and abs, wondering
what had happened to put that look on his face.

Sure
, I’d had a few drinks at the
club, but I wasn’t drunk and I didn’t think Alex had had enough to
send him past comfortably happy. Was he drunker than I thought and
now wanted to step back into hetero-land? Was his curiosity now
satisfied?

Before I
could think
about
it for too long, Alex came out wearing a towel around his
waist and holding a wet washcloth.

He looked at
my flaccid dick and the mess on my body. “Um
, here.” He handed me the wet cloth and turned
away.

“Thanks.”

After
cleaning myself up, I tossed the towel into the bathroom and pulled
on my boxers. Alex had
already done the
same and climbed into bed, his back to me. I think if there had
been another bed, he would have used it.

I
crawled
under the covers and stared at
his back, the smooth expanse of skin rising and falling with each
uneasy breath.

After what seemed like ages, I found my
voice. “Alex? Are you okay?”

Alex’s
shoulders shuddered as he sighed heavily.
“I’m sorry.”

“What are you sorry for?”

“
I shouldn’t
have done…
that.” Alex’s voice was so
soft I strained to hear him.

“
Are you
saying you didn’t like it? The look on your face said
otherwise
, and I thought it was the
hottest thing I’d ever seen.”

That got his
attention. Alex rolled over and faced me in the darkness of our
hotel room, but there was enough light streaming through the thin
curtain for me t
o see the doubt in his
eyes.

“Are you serious?”

Cupping his
cheek, I brought my lips to his in a soft kiss. “Yes. I
don’t
know why my feelings have changed
now, but they have. I want you. More than want you.”

“
But…
the look on your face when I…”

“
What look? I
loved it. I mean I never thought… you know, I would find it so
hot.”

I kissed
him
again,
if
only to get the surprised look of his face, but Alex deepened it
almost immediately.

“Are you sure it’s not weird?” Alex asked
when we came up for air.

“Yes.”

“Thank God,” he said, right before devouring
my mouth again.

LYING WITH my
head on Alex’s chest, I ran my fingers through his sparse chest
hair as his heartbeat thumped in my ear, a steady, comforting
sound. His arm around me, he ran his fingers slowly up and down my
back as we talked. I was in the position a girl normally took and I
could see why most girls liked to cuddle.

I was
drifting of
f when Alex asked, “Back in
Seattle, why did you stop holding my hand?”

“
Huh? You
stopped holding
my
hand. I missed it, but I didn’t know how to tell
you,” I said, kissing his chest.

“
You
were
so sick. After Montana, I thought…
well, I thought we’d be here, doing this. But you got sick and I
was so worried I almost called your parents. Then after you got
better, things sort of returned to normal, but it was like we were
best friends again, instead of leading to something more. I tried
telling myself I was okay with that, but… I missed you, even though
you were right here.”

Leaning up on
my elbow, I looked at Alex. “I missed you too. I’ve wanted to take
this further for ages, but
I was too
scared. I didn’t want to do anything you didn’t want, and I was
scared if I pushed, I would push you away. Sometimes I thought
you’d be receptive to stepping things up a notch, but other times…”
I let the sentence hang there, fearing I’d said too much
already.

I lay back
down, kissing his chest before nuzzling against
him and wrapping my arm around his waist. Who would’ve
thought I was a cuddler?

We were
silent for a while
, the feel of Alex’s
hand running up and down my arm lulling me to sleep.

“I want it all. With you,” Alex
whispered.

“Me too.”

ALEX AND I
explored each other the next morning, but I couldn’t work up the
nerve to reciprocate the blowjob just yet. Alex said he understood
and was happy for me to take my time. I couldn’t tell if he was
disappointed or not. I touched him, though, all over, learning the
contours of his body and how he reacted to my touch, the way he
always sucked in a breath when I sucked on a nipple, his smooth
skin giving way to goose bumps when I gently ran my fingers over
his hip. I banked his different reactions for further use
later.

We explored
the city during the day, walking most places until we realized our
error. San Francisco was built on a series of hills, so walking
became a feat of endurance. By the time we got back to the
B&B
, my legs were shaking. We chose
to stay in on our second night and order Chinese. We ate while
watching a movie and made sure all our electronics were charged and
ready for our departure in the morning.

I wasn’t
really watching the movie
, though. My
mind was elsewhere. Namely on what Alex and I would do next. Would
he want to fuck me? Did I want that? He said last night he wanted
it all, but what was
all
? Would it hurt? I couldn’t
imagine all the gay men doing it if it hurt so much, but something
told me it wasn’t for the faint-hearted either. I’d tried a finger
in my ass in the shower that morning and it didn’t feel bad. It was
a weird sensation, but it didn’t hurt, just felt strange. I wasn’t
brave enough to try two, and something told me I should use lube if
I
were
going to
go any further.

Alex must’ve
sensed my wandering mind
since he grabbed
the remote, turning the TV off and climbing on top of me. In a
short period of time he had me naked and panting beneath him, empty
Chinese cartons falling to the floor. After assaulting my throat
and chest with bites and licks, he straddled my thighs and grabbed
both our hardening cocks in one hand. He spit on his palm for
lubrication and started moving his hips, forcing his dick
through
his hand and
sliding along mine at the same time. Alex threw his head back,
releasing a throaty growl when I tweaked his nipples, causing them
to harden. Sitting up with Alex still thrusting away, I took one of
his nipples into my mouth and sucked, tasting his glistening skin
on my tongue. Then I ran my hands down his back and pulled his ass
cheeks apart as I kneaded them, feeling the meaty flesh as I dug my
fingers in. I didn’t touch his hole, I wasn’t ready for that yet,
even though he let out a needy sigh every time my fingers came
close.

I bit his nipple lightly as I raised my eyes
to find him looking down at me.

“
Oh
God, that’s so hot. You should see how good you
look from this angle.”

“
Hmm-mmm
,” I murmured around a
mouthful of hard pec, flicking my tongue over the hardened
nub.

“You’re such a tease,” Alex grunted.

Alex
continued to thrust his hips
. His
cockhead sliding past mine was driving me crazy with want. I didn’t
think jerking off could feel so good, but when his thumb ran over
my slit, I just about bucked him off.

Alex
encouraged me to
lie down once more as
his hips slowed and his hand took over. With one large hand wrapped
around us both, he brought his lips to mine in a devastating kiss.
He used his tongue to mimic the action of his hand as he fucked my
mouth and took what he wanted. Alex was sucking and fucking the
breath right out of me.