Chapter
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I
'd been toying with the idea ever since I'd left Eddison's house. Even though I was pretty sure Eddison would give me the names of his clients, I'd decided as I'd been sitting in the car outside his house that I needed more than that. I needed to see what was in the files. Who knew? Maybe Marsha had found a juicy little tidbit and was blackmailing someone else besides Eddison. I knew I was playing a long shot, but I figured it wouldn't hurt to look. Of course, I could have just asked Eddison for them, but I didn't think he'd say yes. Or maybe I was hoping he wouldn't.
Besides, it wasn't as if the building his office was located in was going to be that hard to break into. It was set in an industrial park well off Erie Boulevard. The other buildings around it were also office buildings. Most of the people who worked in them had cleared out by six o'clock, eight at the latest. The only people who would be coming by would be the security patrol, and they probably did a round every one or two hours at the most. As I headed back toward Syracuse I decided to drop Zsa Zsa off at the house, then drive over and check out the situation. I didn't want to take the chance of having her bark at a patrol car.
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Wide Waters Plaza was deserted. I could have killed ten peopleâslowlyâand their screams wouldn't have brought anyone running. I didn't see another living soul as I drove through the industrial park. There were no cars in the lots or patrol cars on the road. I began to feel as if there had been a terrible disaster and I was the only person left alive in the world. Or at least in Syracuse. When I got to Eddison's building I stopped and did a pro forma inspection of the front doors. They were locked and alarmed as I'd expected they'd be. That didn't concern me. I wasn't planning to go in through the front anyway. I was banking on the fact that this type of building usually had a fire escape in the rear and that I could climb up it and get in through a window. Of course, the windows could be hooked up to the alarm system, too, but I was betting on the fact that the management hadn't wanted to spend the money.
I got back in the car and drove around to see if I'd been right. I was. The back did have a fire escape. Even better there was a Dumpster just underneath it. I wouldn't have any problem at all. I could just climb up on the Dumpster and go from there to the fire escape and from the fire escape to a window. My biggest problem was going to be where to leave the cab. I didn't want to attract any more attention to myself than necessary. Finally I decided to park it a couple of buildings down. That way if the cops found it, at least I'd have a little more time to get out. And if they turned up later at my door I could always claim the cab had been stolen.
I jogged back to the Dumpster, took hold of the chain around its lid and worked myself up. Now comes the hard part, I thought as I jumped up and grabbed on to the slats on the bottom of the fire escape. The metal cut my palms. For a moment I just dangled there. Then I pulled myself up. It took all my strength, and my shoulders ached liked crazy when I finally got there. I wondered if I'd pulled something as I climbed the ladder to the third floor and began trying windows. None of them budged. I was just starting to think I'd have to break a pane of glass when I found a window sash that moved. I pushed it all the way up and slipped inside. I was standing in a bathroom.
My heart was fluttering as I walked across the bathroom, opened the door and peeked outside. No one was in the hall. Of course. I was just suffering from a bad case of the heebie jeebies, I decided as I stepped out and scanned the numbers on the wall. Eddison's office was down the hall to the left. I made my way to it as quickly as I could. The lock on his door looked simple enough. I hoped it was because that was the only kind I could pick. I took my Swiss Army knife out of my pocket, pried out the nail file, and inserted it between the door frame and the lock. Then I pressed down. I heard a click and the lock gave.
As I entered I wondered why Eddison had bothered with the lock at all. It gave the illusion of safety and nothing more, but then that's all any of us ever have anyway, I decided as I made my way through his waiting room into his private office. It was furnished the same way his waiting room wasâcheaply. I skirted his desk and headed straight for the cabinet on the far wall, figuring that's where he kept his patient files. The top drawer was full of business-related items such as rent receipts, insurance forms, and telephone bills. Nothing of interest to me. I opened the second drawer. Except for a folder lying on the bottom it was empty. I took it out and looked at it.
A Mr. William Dean was afraid of flying. Recommendation: hypnosis to reduce anxiety. I threw the folder back in the drawer and slammed it shut. While I'd been following Ray, Eddison must have come up here and moved his files. He'd figured out what I was going to do and beat me to it. I was so mad I kicked his desk, but all I got for my troubles was a sore toe. Even though I knew it was useless, I checked the other room anyway. The files weren't there. As I closed the door to his office I decided that maybe Eddison had more scruples than I'd given him credit for, a fact which, given the situation, annoyed the hell out of me.
I climbed down the fire escape and walked to my car without encountering any difficulties. I roared out of the parking lot and sped down Erie Boulevard. I knew I should slow down, but I didn't want to. I was too pissed. Instead, I went faster. I was doing fifty in a thirty-mile zone when the cop pulled me over by Springfield Gardens. He gave me a ticket and a long lecture which put me in an even worse mood than I was already in. As far as I was concerned the whole evening had been a waste of time and I hate wasting time. Although truth be told, it was ridiculous for me to feel that way. If I hadn't been following Ray around and breaking into Eddison's office, I would have been sitting home watching TV. Oh, well, I decided as I turned onto Genese Street. Maybe next year I'd work on my social life.
When I got back to the house I took care of the animals and listened to the messages on my answering machine. There were three. Two were hang ups and one was a call from George telling me to call him. I did, but the line was busy, and after a second try I gave up and went to bed. Somewhere along the ride home my anger had given way to fatigue. My legs were aching and my eyes felt as if pieces of grit were lodged under my lids. I had to sleep. As I was drifting off I realized that one of the reasons I was so exhausted was because I hadn't eaten anything since twelve o'clock in the afternoon.
Next morning when I woke I was ravenous. I ended up finishing the only thing I had in the houseâa package of Oreosâbefore I got dressed and went to work. Once I opened up the shop and reconciled the drawer I made myself a pot of coffee and called George. The line was busy. I tried again at ten. This time there was no answer. It looked as if I'd missed him. I was just about to leave a message when Enid Garriques walked in.
“Do you think it would be possible to set up the aquarium today?” she asked when she reached the counter.
This was typical Enid, I thought as I hung up. Delay, delay, delay, and then, Bam. Do it now.
“I know it's short notice,” she said as she shifted the clutch she was carrying from one hand to another.
“No problem,” I replied, even though it was. Then I reminded her that we couldn't put the fish in today.
Enid nodded. “Yes, I remember.” She opened her pocketbook, extracted a check from her wallet, and gave it to me along with her keys which she told me to leave in the mailbox when I was done.
“Where do you want me to put it?”
“In my husband's study over by the wall opposite the bookcase. I'm sorry I can't be there,” she explained, “but I have a doctor's appointment. That's the problem with having diabetes. You have to spend all your time in doctors' offices. Or at least I do.” She sighed. “Then I have to go over and have lunch with my mother and my aunt.” She wrinkled her nose, indicating she wasn't going to enjoy that too much either. “I hope I don't get like them when I get older.”
“It's scary, isn't it?”
She gave a genuine smile, the first I'd ever seen. “Yes. It sure is. Why do families want to hang on to you so tightly? Why don't they want to let go?”
“Sometimes the other way isn't so good either,” I said, thinking of my experience.
“I guess you're right,” Enid replied, but she didn't seem convinced.
We chatted for another couple of minutes about how to take care of a salt water tank and then she left.
“Who are you going to get to help carry the stuff in?” Tim said after she'd left.
“I don't know. Maybe Manuel.”
Tim rolled his eyes.
“You have any better suggestions?”
“No,” Tim admitted. “I don't.”
It took seven phone calls and the promise of thirty bucks, but I finally got Manuel up and functioning. He was at the store three-quarters of an hour later, and we loaded up the cab and drove over to Garriques's house.
“Nice place,” Manuel commented as we pulled into the driveway.
I nodded my head in agreement. The house was a large, well-kept Tudor. In a another community it might have cost two hundred and fifty thousand or more. Here it would go for one hundred and eighty. One of the advantages of living in Syracuse is the cheap price of housing.
“I wouldn't mind camping out here,” Manuel told me as I unlocked the door.
“Me either.” We stepped inside. The hall floor gleamed so brightly I almost felt guilty stepping on it.
The living room was furnished with good English antiques and Oriental rugs. Enid had told me that the study was across the hall. It proved to be equally tasteful. A large desk took place of pride in the center of the room. The walls were covered with Garriques's collection of antique maps while the mantel was lined with photographs. Most seemed to consist of two youngish women now sitting, now standing, in front of a house. Something about them and the house looked very familiar, but I couldn't think what it was. I was still trying to figure it out when Manuel tugged at my sleeve.
“Are we going to get going or not?” he said.
I turned away reluctantly and studied the site Enid had proposed for the aquarium. Everything seemed to be fine. There was no reason the fish tank couldn't go in there.
“All right,” I told Manuel. “Let's do it.”
By the time we were done we were both hot, sweaty, and irritable.
“God, I didn't think it would be this much work,” Manuel said as we walked out the door. “I don't suppose you could add another ten to the thirty you're giving me.”
“Not a chance.” I put Enid's key in the mailbox. “As it is I'm already giving you too much.”
Manuel shrugged. “Oh, well. It was worth trying.”
I paid Manuel, dropped him off at his house, and went back to the store.
“I hope Garriques likes it,” I told Tim as I bent down to pet Zsa Zsa. “I'd sure hate to have to take it back.”
“He will once the fish are in,” Tim promised. “How could he not? They're gorgeous.”
“True.” I looked through the day's mail. “Did George call?”
Tim shook his head. I tried George again. No one was home. I left a message telling him to call and hung up. It looked as if George and I were playing telephone tag.
Chapter
32
I
'd planned on taking an hour and dashing back out to where I'd followed Ray and having a look around, but things didn't work out that way. First the store got busy, then Tim had a dentist appointment, and then when he got back I got a call from Hancock. A shipment of lizards I'd ordered three weeks ago had just come in. Somebody had to pick them up. That someone was me. By the time I got done with that and Tim and I housed the skinks, it was time to close up. My little trip would have to wait till tomorrow. It was too dark and I was too tired to go. Instead Zsa Zsa and I went home.
James was waiting for me. I let him in and opened a can of tuna for him. While he was eating I called George. Still no answer. I was now beginning to feel annoyed. The least he could do was call me back, I decided as I poured some Cocoa Krispies and milk into a bowl. I took it into the living room, turned on the TV, and sat down on the sofa. Zsa Zsa jumped up beside me. We sat there together as I ate my dinner and watched reruns of 1950s sitcoms. I have to get a life, I thought as I put the bowl down on the coffee table. A moment later I was sound asleep. I awoke at four with a stiff neck. I took a couple of Tylenol and stumbled upstairs and went to bed.
I must have been making up for all the sleep I'd been missing recently because I slept through my alarm. I awoke at eight-forty-five took one look at the time, pulled some clothes on, called to Zsa Zsa and ran out the door. The rest of the morning was equally annoying. One of the new lizards escaped and it took forever to find it. Then some guy I'd never seen walked in and wanted his money back for a sick fish he claimed he'd bought in the store. I knew he hadn't because we don't carry fancy goldfish, but when I explained he'd made a mistake he started yelling and screaming. I had to call the police and have him thrown out. And to top everything off Tim was late.
By the time two o'clock rolled around all I wanted to do was get the hell out of Noah's Ark. Finding out where Ray had gone seemed like the perfect excuse. I told Tim to mind the store and took off. The drive back out to where I'd followed Ray took longer the second time around, mostly because I had trouble finding the last turnoff. I drove up two dead ends before I located it. Or at least I thought I had. The road looked familiar, but it was hard to tell since everything always looks different at night. I kept going anyway. The worst that could happen was that I'd made a mistake and would have to turn around. After about fifteen feet the paving gave out and turned to gravel, and then a little later the gravel turned to dirt. As the cab jounced along I began wondering if this was such a good idea after allâmy shocks were in bad enough shape as it wasâbut I managed to make it without a damaged spring or a flat tire.
Here and there I saw signs of civilizationâa discarded soda bottle, a white porcelain sink, a pair of torn underpantsâbut mostly I saw sumac and honey locust. The afternoon sun slanting in through the trees gave the scene a nice bucolic quality. Normally I would have enjoyed it, but I was too keyed up about what I was going to find to pay much attention. After about seven minutes of driving the trees gave way to an open field. A house stood a little ways away. When I saw it I jammed on the brakes.
I couldn't believe it.
I was looking at the house Estrella's mother was supposed to have been living in.
I must have come up the back way.
What the hell had Ray been doing here?
This didn't make sense.
I drove up to the farmhouse and got out.
It was still deserted.
No one was here.
I knocked just in case. When there was no answer I tried the door. It was open. I went inside.
The place felt damp and chillyâas if the house didn't know that spring had come. Strips of wallpaper dangled from the hall walls. It looked as if someone had started stripping the walls and then gotten tired of the job and walked away. I went into the living room. A sagging sofa sat in the middle of the room. Some old newspapers were spread out on the floor along one wall. The wall itself had brown water stains on it. The plaster was beginning to buckle along the intersection of the wall and the ceilingâthe bathroom upstairs must have overflowed. I turned and walked into the kitchen. The counter was bare. I opened the cupboards. Except for a few boxes of Kraft's macaroni and cheese, they were empty. So was the inside of the refrigerator. I was turning to leave when I spied a bag of garbage over by the door that led to the outside. I went over and sniffed. It didn't smell. Someone had bagged the trash fairly recently. I didn't know whether that meant anything or not.
I climbed the stairs to the second floor, but didn't get any more answers up there. There were four small bedrooms, each of them filled with three or four sagging, dirty mattresses. From the look of them whoever had slept on them hadn't slept well. I opened each of the room's closets. Except for a baseball hat hanging on a hook in one, they were all empty. I turned and went down the stairs. Garriques had said he thought that Estrella's mother was working as a migrant laborer. Well, if she was and she'd been here, she'd moved on. I closed the house door behind me and went to check the barn. Even though I knew I wasn't going to find anything, I wanted to be able to tell myself I'd done a thorough job.
As I walked along I was aware of the silence surrounding me. The only noise I heard was the crunch of my footsteps on the gravel path that led to the barn. When I got to the entrance I stopped and looked. My impression was one of desolation. I stepped inside. The place smelled of lost hopes. Orb spinners' cobwebs decorated the walls. Bird droppings lay splattered on the hay-strewn dusty floor, though when I looked up I couldn't see any nests on the eaves overhead. I went through the stalls. They were all empty except for the last one. It contained several large yellow and blue metal drums. They were the kind chemicals were stored in. Some stood upright; others had fallen over on their sides. As I drew closer I saw the caution signs scrawled along their tops. Something told me I didn't want to get too near to whatever was inside them, and I backed away.
When I'd gone a little ways I stopped and stood there hoping that enlightenment would strike; but it didn't, and after a few minutes I left. I was almost at the main door when a glint of gold on the floor caught my eye. I stooped to get a better look. A pen lay half-hidden beneath a fallen metal rake. I picked it up. It was a Mark Cross, an expensive one from the look of it, the kind that belonged on Fifth Avenue, not in this kind of place. I turned it over in my hand and wondered who owned it and what its owner had been doing here. I'd ask Ray, I decided as I slipped it in my pocket. Dollars to doughnuts he'd know the answer.
I was still thinking about the pen as I got in my car and drove off the property. This time, though, I went out the front way. As I passed the gravestones standing on the slope of the hill I thought that soon, with no one to care for them, they'd be completely covered over with weeds. It seemed sad to be neglected like that, and then I reminded myself that I hadn't been back to Murphy's grave since he died. I lit a cigarette and looked at the flame on my lighter. Maybe cremation had a lot going for it after all. Especially if you had your ashes scattered to the winds. You couldn't be neglected if you weren't there.
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“Tell me, how do you want to dispose of your body when you die?” I asked Tim when I stepped inside the door.
He looked up from the hamster food he was shelving. “It's not a question I've given a lot of thought to. Why? Are you planning on dying soon?”
Pickles rubbed herself around my ankles. “Not as far as I know,” I replied.
“Good.” Tim went back to rearranging the shelf.
I picked up the cat and rubbed under her chin. She began to purr. “Would you feel bad if you were dead and no one came to visit your grave?”
Tim snorted. “At that point I don't think I'm going to care. If I were you, I'd be giving more thought to increasing the sales in here and less to this kind of stuff.”
“Maybe you're right.” I banished the gravestones from my mind, walked out back and poured myself a cup of coffee. Then I came back in and looked over the mail. It was all bills and circulars. The usual. I dropped the circulars in the garbage can.
“Where's Zsa Zsa?”
“She went for a walk with Lucy. She'll be back soon.”
I grunted. Lucy was eight going on twenty-five. Once in a while when things got rough at home, which was usually once a week, she came over and took Zsa Zsa out.
“Anything else?”
“Yeah. A guy named Eddison phoned. He said he wanted to speak to you.”
“Did he say about what?” As if I couldn't guess. I should have been more careful replacing things when I'd gone through his office. What had Grandma always said? Neatness counts.
“He didn't leave a message,” Tim replied. “You want to do the rabbits or should I?”
“I will after I call this guy.” I was curious to hear what Eddison had to say.
What he said was, “You were in my office, weren't you?”
“Are you accusing me of breaking and entering?” I countered. Over the years I've learned the best thing to do when you're challenged is to throw the challenge back.
“Yes, I am,” Eddison replied.
Tim stopped dusting the shelf behind the counter and listened.
“Now, why would I want to do a thing like that?” I demanded, even though I knew what Eddison was going to say.
“To look at my files.” He took a deep breath, then exhaled. “I know what you're thinking, but Marsha wasn't using my files to blackmail anyone. I was the only person she was doing that to.”
“So you say,” I observed, even though I suspected he was telling the truth.
“You'll have to take my word.”
“What if I don't want to?”
“I'm not giving you my files,” Eddison reiterated.
I lit a scrap of paper and put it in the ashtray. As I watched the edges curling in on themselves I tried to decide how badly I wanted to see what was in them. I knew I could get Eddison's client list if I pushed a little, but I had a feeling getting the contents of their files might take more pushing than I was willing to do right now. It might make more sense to look at the list first and go from there.
Eddison coughed. “Don't you understand I can't betray people's confidences like that?” he cried.
“I think I'd be more sympathetic if you hadn't done it the first time around,” I told him. Eddison didn't reply. I guess he couldn't think of anything to say. “Listen,” I continued. “I want that list over at my store in half an hour. Otherwise I'm calling Fast Eddie.” I hung up.
“Would you really do that?” Tim asked.
“I don't know,” I replied.
Fortunately I didn't have to make the decision.
Eddison slunk in the store with five minutes to spare. I scanned the list as he was leaving.
I don't know what I'd been expecting, but none of the names leaped out at me.
I thought about them on and off during the day with a mounting sense of frustration.
But no matter how many times I looked at the list I didn't recognize any of the names. I finally decided that I'd check them out if nothing else panned out, but for the time being it made more sense to concentrate on Merlin and Shirley and Ray and Eddison. I lit a cigarette and spent the next couple of minutes watching the smoke rise toward the ceiling.
Around eight-thirty I called George. I wanted to fill him in on the latest.
I got his answering machine instead. Even though I didn't have any right to be, I was annoyed and I hung up without leaving a message.
I spent the next half hour mopping the floor. At nine I closed up the store and did some paperwork. When I was done Zsa Zsa and I had a couple of Big Macs and I dropped her off at my house. Then I headed over to Ray's. I had a few questions I wanted answered. A slight breeze was blowing and the air smelled as if spring was here and meant to stay. As I got near Ray's house I could see that he was home. His car was in the driveway and one of Merlin's vans was parked on the street. I pulled up behind it and got out. The van's back doors were open.
The interior light was on. It silhouetted Ray.
His back was to me. He was hunched over a low table.
Whatever he was occupied with must have involved him completely because he didn't turn when I stepped inside.
“Ray,” I said, tapping him on the shoulder.
He whirled around.
I gasped when I saw what he was holding.