Read In Consequence: A Retelling of North and South Online
Authors: Trudy Brasure
The mere thought of her filled the air around him with vibrancy of purpose and power. He felt that constant, aching desire to hold her….
“Master … Master!” The insistent call cut through his mental wanderings, and he stopped to face his overseer, who looked aggravated in his endeavor.
“Yes?” Mr. Thornton returned, lifting his chin in authority as the clattering din of the factory continued around them.
“That man, Higgins, wants a word with you. Says he has important matters to discuss. Shall I tell him to meet you after hours?” Williams offered, hoping for a chance to berate the new mill worker for his impertinent intrusion upon the master’s time.
Mr. Thornton cast his eyes over the multitude of synchr
onized machines to meet Higgins’ inquiring gaze as he bent over his station. “No. I’ll speak to him,” he clipped, leaving Williams standing in the long aisle.
“I called out when
yo’ passed, but yo’ head were elsewhere,” Higgins complained with a slight grin as the Master drew near.
A twinge of embarrassment flashed color into Mr. Thornton’s cheeks as he furrowed his brow in consternation.
“I’m sorry for your loss,” the worker offered in low tones, believing he understood his employer’s distracted state.
“Thank you.”
“I’ve got some figures for yo’ and a host of questions I need fair answer to afore we set to anything,” Higgins announced, training an eye on the moving arm of the loom in front of him as he deftly continued to work his station.
“Meet me at noon tomorrow, then … I’ll provide the lunch,” the Master added as an afterthought, with a slight lift to one corner of his mouth.
Higgins grinned and nodded in acknowledgement. “How’s Miss Margaret?” he continued, his face returning to solemn consideration.
“She bears up well.”
“And the parson?” Higgins asked.
The Master discerned the worried gleam in the worker’s eye with a warm glow of appreciation for his genuine care for the aging vicar. “Not as well, I’m afraid,” he admitted, feeling strangely free to converse openly with this man.
“It’s a sore trial to lose yo’r wife. I dun think the wound ever mends. I think on mine yet ever day, and it’s been these seven years,” Higgins related, maneuvering the loom in front of him all the while.
Mr. Thornton could only
nod, absorbed as he was in how it could be that he had never considered the father of two daughters as a bereaved widow. He doubted he would ever look at Higgins in a callous manner again. And with these thoughts turning over in his mind, he strode away to continue his round through the mill.
*****
When the toil of the cotton mill had ceased and the masses had been freed until morning, Mr. Thornton followed straightaway the path to
Crampton with an eagerness to see the one whose beguiling image had chased his thoughts all day.
He had taken only a few steps inside the house when she came rushing to greet him. Soft gleaming eyes told him of
her own lonely longing. No words were needed as she willingly thrust herself into his waiting arms.
The anxiety of hours vanished as he felt the press of her form against his. She offered
, and he received, sweet kisses of glad reception. Chaos might reign without, but this touch of lips, this assurance of her affection, stilled all the restless rattlings of his soul and chased away the contumelies of existence.
Relaxing his hold on her, he looked into her eyes with wonder, his arms wrapped around her waist in possessive pleasure. She was here, swathed in the requisite clothes of this era — his very own goddess of love and delight. The memory of the morning’s bliss stirred his desire. He pulled her close for one more kiss, staving off the urge to take her home at once.
Instead, he climbed the stairs to go to his grieving father-in-law whilst his wife stayed to sew in the parlor below.
Mr. Hale clung to these nighttime visits as a drowning man gropes for something solid to save him. The days he spent silently spinning doubts and flinging hard-wrought questions to the Divine, whom he was
ofttimes more tempted to curse than praise. To his son-in-law’s patient ear, he delivered many of these doubts and fears, the dark and twisted knots of which seemed to unravel in the open discourse with one who was unmoved by the rough course of faith through the deep sea of grief. The younger man offered carefully reasoned words to steer the shipwreck back to chartered territory as one who has himself navigated such perilous waters.
Margaret remarked to her husband at the end of each of these long sequestered talks how much her father seemed altered for the better by his visits.
It was the third such evening, when Mr. Hale endeavored to apologize for keeping his daughter from her rightful home, that John discerned the moment was ripe to lay bare the path intended for the widower’s future.
“Margaret does not wish for you to be alone,” Mr. Thornton gently explained.
“I’m certain I can manage. I have my books …” the old man returned, casting a blank gaze to the volumes on his desk.
“There is no need for you to keep a separate house. Marlborough Mills has many empty rooms at present. You could have your own study as well, to which you could bring your pupils.”
“I should not like to interfere …” Mr. Hale protested, shaking his head as his brow crumpled in doubt.
“It is not an interference to welcome family under my roof. It would please me very much to be able to take up our conversations most every evening. And surely, you must know Margaret would be very content to have you near,” John declared.
The older man fumbled with his fingers, rubbing and interlacing them in dazed contemplation, his eyes vacantly trained upon this restless motion.
“You do not need to answer at present. But I hope you will consider it,” the son-in-law said softly.
More silence.
An image of the future’s promise appeared to John’s thoughts. He smiled at the possibility of the vision’s persuasive power and opened his mouth to share it. “I should like very much for you to be around to read to my children.”
Mr. Hale snapped his head around in questioning surprise.
John dropped his gaze for a moment as a rush of warmth gave a tint of color to his face. “Of course, there is no news at this time. But I expect it will not be long …” he stammered in a low voice.
“Of course,” his father-in-law echoed as he looked wonderingly about in wholly new contemplation. “Are you certain there are enough rooms?” he asked after several moments of pregnant silence, lifting a hesitant gaze up to his daughter’s husband.
*****
“He will come, then?” Margaret guessed eagerly from her husband’s triumphant smile as he descended the stairs.
“He has not given the precise word, but I feel certain it is settled,” he said, coming to where she stood and reaching out to draw her close.
She threw her arms around his neck, jumping into his embrace. “I knew I could trust you!” she breathed in joyous relief.
“I will take every opportunity to please you, for such reward,” he replied, only half in jest, unable to contain a broad smile.
Ignoring his teasing remark, Margaret slackened her hold as a contingent concern came to mind. “What of Dixon?” she queried, gazing up to him with cautious hope.
“What of her?” he echoed, wishing the subject away.
“We must take her on as well.”
“Must we?” he returned with a pained expression.
She nodded, her eyes dancing at his affected protest.
“Then, I suppose she must come,” he conceded with a sigh of defeat. She tightened her grasp around his neck once more in beaming gratitude.
“Now, I believe I am sorely in need of reward for my magnanimity,” he announced with a devilish grin, his arms tightening about her waist.
A matching smile spread over her face as she stretched up to oblige him with a kiss.
By November, Mr. Hale had moved into the great stone house across from Milton’s largest cotton mill. Crates of books had been carried up to Mr.
Hale’s spacious new study and favorite pieces of furniture and numerous treasures from the Helstone parsonage had been chosen from the Crampton house for placement throughout the Thornton homestead.
The anxiety of change could be seen in the flashing of Hannah Thornton’s eyes with every new alteration to her long established order and arrangements, yet she outwardly maintained her rigid poise, calling upon all the practiced forces of her self-control to steady herself from the shifting tides that swept away the old and thrust in the new. She had endured much more than these trifling matters in those long-ago days when she had struggled to lay clear before her son the path that had allowed him to rise to greatness. This was his hour in which he might reap the full reward of all his sowing. She would not stand in his way, nor reprove his choices. This was his house, and it was his right and privilege to fill it now as he pleased while she stood aside to play a lesser part.
Although unreasonable jealousy flared at times, and the fear of uselessness suffocated her will to continue on, Hannah bit her tongue when tempted to censure Margaret or her son for any indulgence in new practices that conformed to their unified sense of principle and family.
It was
a certain ease to Margaret’s spirit that her father abode within the walls wherein the center of her affections would dwell. But not all at once would the burden of grief be lifted from the widower’s heart. During the first confusing days after his arrival, Mr. Hale largely remained shut up in the quiet sanctuary of his study, and Margaret worried he would swiftly form the habits of a recluse.
Fanny essayed to be politely patient amid the upheaval around her but could not understand the fuss being made over an old parson, and she told her mother so in whining tones whenever the two were alone. The proud young girl soothed her nettled thoughts with confident dreams of soon setting up her own grand household when she became mistress of Mr. Watson’s estate in
Hayleigh.
So it was with simpering smiles that she received
Adolphus Watson’s attentions when he came on Sunday afternoons to promenade along the high street with her in the crisp autumn air.
John and Margaret would chaperone the couple, strolling some distance behind them and enjoying the opportunities to take pleasant walks together. Husband and wife would exchange knowing looks
glinted with mirth during Fanny’s frequent stops to exclaim over some trinket or luxurious fabric on display in the windows of Milton’s finest shops.
“I do believe Mr. Watson would make a gift of anything she sets her sights upon!” Margaret whispered to her husband on one such occasion as she watched Fanny fawn over a fur-lined coat of extravagant style.
John smirked at Watson’s besotted admiration of the loquacious beauty at his side. “Then it’s fortunate for him the shops are closed today,” he quipped in lowered tones.
Margaret smiled in agreement. “But surely, she wouldn’t allow him to buy her anything so costly,” she added dubiously as she watched Fanny’s antics.
“His pockets are deep; I have no doubt Fanny will seek to find out how deep,” he answered, shaking his head at his sister’s petty interests.
“John!” she chastised him as a grin stole over her face.
“Providing Watson takes care to retain some spending sense, I see no harm in it. If they both enjoy the game, it may well be a perfect match,” her husband surmised.
Fanny fluttered her lashes with beaming pleasure at some word from her attending beau and happily threaded her arm with his to resume their ambling walk.
Margaret looked up into her husband’s face. Soft smiles traced both their lips. His eyes met hers with a glittering intensity of feeling, the look passing between them silently acknowledging the depths upon which
their
marriage was founded.
After reaching home, the foursome put up their coats, cloaks, and bonnets before entering the large drawing room, where the fireplace worked assiduously to keep at bay the chilled outside air.
Margaret was pleasantly surprised to find her father still seated across from Mrs. Thornton in his easy chair, just as they had left him after luncheon. At their arrival, Mrs. Thornton put her sewing away, and Mr. Hale closed his book and smiled warmly at the younger set.
The room soon filled with casual conversation. From the prospects of this winter’s severity to Watson’s travels on the continent, Fanny sprinkled every subject with animated frivolity. Although the newlyweds occasionally added their say, they were content just to be seated together in this relaxed family atmosphere. The day passed very pleasantly, despite the dreary weather out of doors.
Margaret stepped into her father’s study later that evening to wish him good night. Books lined both walls surrounding a broad mahogany desk. A loved painting from the parsonage preserved the green hills of Hampshire amid the brick and stone of industry that loomed outside this refuge. Gold-toned patterns in the wallpaper shone in the angled light from the brass lamp that lit the scattered pages and volumes spread out before the vicar’s bowed head. Seated in the old leather chair Margaret knew from childhood, Mr. Hale looked comfortably at home in this private space. As well he should, Margaret smiled to herself, for John had seen to furnishing the room much like his own study, ordering the shelving to be built along the walls, much to Fanny’s annoyance as it resulted in days of incessant hammering and sawing near her room.