How to Train Your Dom in Five Easy Steps (18 page)

He wanted Eddie worked into a state by the time he fucked him. He wanted him so desperate to come, he could do it at a word. And so he told Eddie that while squeezing his balls.

“Fuck, yeah, please. Do it.”

Jeff glanced back at the toys on the chest. The ball-crusher press was a scary-looking thing, but it would mean he’d be able to properly concentrate on Eddie’s arse and cock, and not have to worry about his balls dangling around, all lonely and neglected.

Getting it on was a little tricky, especially with the way Eddie arched and protested, but eventually Jeff had the cold steel cylinder clamped shut, trapping Eddie’s balls inside. He tugged down on it a little, watching the strip of skin at the top stretch.

“Remember,” Eddie rasped. “Just a quarter turn at a time.”

“You said a half turn.”

“Changed my mind. Sir.”

Jeff smiled as he met Eddie’s challenging gaze. “I’ll tell you what I’m going to do. I’m going to turn this thing really slowly. So slowly a dirty pain slut like you is going to be begging for more. But I’m going to keep on going until you’re begging me to stop. And then I’m going to get to work on your arse. I’m going to see how many fingers I can get up there, and if you’re a good boy and open up for me, I’m going to give you my whole fist. How does that sound?”

“Fuck me!” Eddie moaned, breathlessly.

“I’ll fuck you after. I’ll open up your arse with my fist, and then I’ll fuck right into it, so deep you can feel me banging into your throat. How’s that?”

“Yes. God, yes.” Eddie was gabbling and nodding his head, and Jeff felt a surge of pride. Not just in himself for finally getting the hang of this domming and dirty talk, but in Eddie for being so bloody brave. He had to be in a huge amount of pain from those clamps already, yet there he was, begging for Jeff to crush his balls and fist him. What a trouper.

Jeff wound the press with an almost glacial slowness. But he didn’t want to hurry. Not when this was making Eddie’s toes curl and his head thrash. Even his cock was joining in on the fun, dripping onto his belly. The sparse hair there was slick with sweat, and if Jeff could have reached in without risking knocking the spreader bar and causing even more pain, he would have licked him there. As it was, Jeff had to settle for licking his lips.

Although there was one place he could still lick… As he twisted the press, Jeff stared at Eddie’s hole. It was looking pink and puffy now that Jeff had played with the beads for a while. He could yank them all out and lick it. He hadn’t realised blokes did that to each other, but in his searches for gay BDSM video clips, he’d found one where the Dom was licking his own spunk out of a well-fucked sub. It had made him hot and cold all over, and he’d barely been able to watch it. He’d never risk screwing Eddie without a condom, but in principle, the licking probably wasn’t so bad. Eddie was clean. He could see that. And the way that sub had reacted in the video was just obscene.

It couldn’t be so very different to giving head to a woman. Less juicy, but then again, there was all that lube oozing out. Jeff swiped his finger through it and licked the tip.

Okay, maybe not. That tasted horribly sweet and made his tongue feel numb. Revolting. He’d have to do it before getting any lube in there. Next time.

The last time.

But he didn’t want to dwell on that. He wanted to work on Eddie. The man whose voice was now so hoarse Jeff could barely understand him, but he seemed to be begging him to stop. Jeff let go of the press carefully, and took hold of Eddie’s cock with one hand—still hard, thankfully—reaching in carefully to cup his jaw with the other. “You okay?”

“Yeah, fuck, yeah. Think so. Phew!” Eddie’s eyes finally focused on Jeff’s, and he smiled weakly. “Knew you’d be good at this. Knew it from the start.”

It was kind of humbling, to know that finally someone believed in him. Jeff’s eyes stung. Must have been the sweat dripping into them. “Next you’re going to know you can take my fist.” He held it up in front of Eddie

Eddie groaned, but his pupils dilated. “Make sure you don’t get it into a fist until you’re way inside. Fingers first, not knuckles.”

“I know. I’ve been doing my research.”

“And plenty of lube. And a glove. Shit. We don’t have any gloves.”

“Don’t worry. I’ve got gloves.”

“Not washing-up ones. You need the thin ones. Like doctors have.”

“Yeah. I’ve got them.”

“Knew you were a pervert.”

“Absolutely.” Jeff didn’t mention they were for cleaning the toilet, as it just didn’t sound all that sexy. “I’ll be back in just a moment. You okay being left like that?”

“Yeah. Don’t be long, though.”

Jeff raced down the stairs and dug around in the under-sink cupboard. There they were. He pulled a single glove on as he ran up the stairs, not wanting to waste a moment. Or to give Eddie time to change his mind.

Eddie was still lying there. He looked so fucking sexy, his balls in a steel can and his nipples stretched out by the clamps, arms and legs spread wide by the cuffs and bar and rope. And that collar round his neck! Jeff picked up his phone and snapped a few more pictures. Wank fodder for the week ahead. Better than anything you could find online.

“You’ll have to send those to me,” Eddie rasped.

“You’d get off on that, would you? Seeing yourself like this? All spread open, used and abused.”

“Too right.”

“Dirty bitch.” Jeff slapped Eddie’s arse and yanked on the beads.

“Fuck, fuck, fuck!” Eddie yelled as the beads tore out of him. “Fuck, that’s good. Again!”

“You don’t get to choose. You just get to lie there and take what I give to you. And next I’m giving you a surprise.”

For a moment Jeff thought Eddie was going to protest, but then he gave him a slow smile.

Yeah. What a trouper.

“Surprises are good. I like surprises.” Eddie thought he did, anyway. “It had better be a good one, though.”

“It should be.”

Eddie heard a drawer open and shut, but because of being tied up, he couldn’t crane his head to get a look at whatever Jeff was fetching. The mattress dipped as Jeff climbed back on, and then Eddie felt whatever it was at his hole. It was moist and cool. Some kind of buttplug? Jeff pushed it inside a little way, then eased it out and circled it round.

“Mmm, that’s nice. What is it?” Eddie was starting to be lulled by the sensation when the burn started to hit him. “Oh my God. Is that ginger?” Of course it was bloody ginger. Nothing else felt quite like it. He started to clench up, but Jeff was already pushing the ginger root back into him.

Jeff chuckled. “You told me to buy some. Seemed a shame to let it go to waste.”

Eddie tried to calm his breathing. The ginger heat was amazing, but only for a while. “You’ve got to be really careful not to lose it inside me. Seriously. It fucking kills if it’s left in for too long.”

Jeff plunged the root deeper inside him. “Don’t worry. I’ve been reading up on figging. I know what to do. You just trust me. Give in and enjoy yourself.”

Eddie took a few more deep breaths and started to relax into the sensation again. He knew he’d be whimpering with pain in a few minutes, but for now it was good. So fucking good. If he could just let go and trust Jeff. And stay still, because every time he wriggled his nipple clamps squeezed tighter. Yeah, Jeff was turning out to be a wonderfully creative sadist. Curse him.

The ginger was becoming unbearable when Jeff finally pulled it out. Of course, that didn’t stop the burn. That would keep building for a while yet, but he was grateful for another squirt of lube to cool him down.

“Ahh, thank you, Sir.”

“Good boy. You’ve been such a good boy. You ready for more?”

“No more ginger.”

“No. Now you get my fingers. I’m going to fist you, and you’re going to take it all.” Jeff prodded some fingers inside. They slid in easily, reactivating the ginger burn, but in a fucking gorgeous way.

Eddie moaned with pleasure.

“You like that, bitch?”

“Yessir.” Eddie’s voice came out thick. “How many’s that?” He could never tell by feel alone.

“Just two. Here’s the third.” That was a bit more of a challenge for Eddie to relax into, but Jeff persisted and eventually it slid in too.

Now Eddie’s attention was entirely focused on the stretching burn in his arse. He’d never have chosen to have a figging right before a fisting, but it was actually working quite well, taking away some of the sharper, stinging pain and replacing it with a hotter, fiery pain. He could deal with that better. At least, he kept telling himself that as Jeff worked his hand.

“I’ve got four fingers in you now. Can you feel that? All four. I’m going in right up to my knuckles. Just my thumb to fit in now. You think you can take my thumb?”

No! But Eddie nodded anyway. “Please. Yessir, please. Now.” It felt so fucking good, being stretched that wide. Pain and pleasure blew away his awareness of everything else.

“Jesus fuck. That’s so sexy,” Jeff was saying. “I’ve got my thumb in there too. Almost there. You’ve just got to relax a little bit more for me. You can do that, can’t you? You can be a good boy and let me in.”

Eddie whimpered every time Jeff plunged his hand in. He couldn’t take it. Those knuckles were just too fat. But he wanted to. God, how he wanted to. “Yes,” he found himself saying. “Yes. Do it. Come on.” He repeated the mantra over and over, and with a bright burst of pain, Jeff’s fist pushed all the way inside him.

“Oh my God. I did it. You did it.”

Eddie panted desperately, so full he could barely breathe, let alone speak. He wanted Jeff to take his hand out, and he wanted him to plunge in deeper. But Jeff kept perfectly still, and eventually Eddie managed to get himself back under some kind of control.

He managed to open his eyes and peered past the chains and spreader bar at Jeff, who was staring down at Eddie’s arse. Jeff appeared to be as in awe of the whole thing as Eddie was. “I can feel your heartbeat,” Jeff said. “Or maybe it’s your pulse, I don’t know. I’ve never felt anything like it.”

“Feels great,” Eddie managed to force out.

“Can I move now?”

“Yeah. Move. Please.” Eddie almost regretted giving Jeff permission when he started pulling his fist back out again—the stretch!—but then Jeff plunged back in, and this time the sting of his knuckles was more bearable. And he kept doing it, until Eddie was sobbing with the mingled pleasure and pain, wanting it to go on forever and to stop right now. His nipples burned as he writhed, his balls throbbed in the press, and it was all too much.

“Enough! Stop,” he pleaded. His safeword was on the tip of his tongue, but then Jeff withdrew completely.

Eddie moaned, regretting it already as the exquisite fullness gave way to an empty void, but he had to something about his balls. “Please. The press. Take it off.”

“God, sorry. Of course.” Jeff did something, and blood rushed back into Eddie’s balls, the pain of it making him cry out. He was going to come if he wasn’t careful.

“Please. Fuck me. Please. I want to come. You inside me.”

Jeff went to undo one of Eddie’s ankle clips, and he protested. “No, like this.”

“Are you sure you’ll be comfortable?”

“No, but it’s so fucking sexy. Please.” Comfort was overrated. During sex, at any rate. “Do me hard and fast.”

“You don’t get to give the orders.” Jeff was gazing at him through the tangle of legs, clamps, chain and spreader bar. The intensity of his gaze made Eddie feel even more naked and debauched. “But lucky for you, I’m fucking desperate to give you a good pounding.”

Eddie had to wait for an age while Jeff went to get suited up, although it had probably only been a few seconds. And then Jeff was back, pushing into him with brute force. “This how you want it, bitch?”

“Yes, yes, like that.” Eddie’s balls throbbed, his nipples burned, and his arse was tender from the combination of ginger and Jeff’s fist, but all those aches and pains only turned him on more. He concentrated on them, and on the glorious thrusting of Jeff’s cock. He was holding on to Eddie’s legs and slamming in hard. So hard Eddie was pushed up the bed so his head slammed against the headboard.

“Oh God!” Jeff said. “Gonna come. You first.” His face contorted in what looked an awful lot like pain. “Come on, bitch. Shoot all over yourself. Do it. Now.”

Eddie didn’t even need to touch himself. That command, along with Jeff nailing his prostate, set off a chain reaction inside him. His balls hurt so good as he shot, drenching himself in come.

“Yeah, that’s it,” Jeff said. “Good boy. So fucking good. Feeling you come.”

Eddie forced his eyes open to watch Jeff as his face went slack, and he groaned, hips jerking.

“So fucking good,” Jeff mumbled, leaning heavily against Eddie’s legs.

Eddie hissed. There was good pain and there was bad pain, and now he’d come, the bad pain was making itself known above the rush of endorphins.

“God, sorry.” Jeff had forced himself up onto his knees and was fumbling with the spreader bar.

One of Eddie’s nipples screamed in protest. “Clamps first!” he demanded.

“Yep. Right. Uh, how do these things work?”

After a few moments of mind-bending pain and sobbed instructions, Jeff finally released both of Eddie’s nipples, followed in quick succession by the collar, bar, arm and leg cuffs. Eddie couldn’t move. He just let his limbs fall to the mattress, powerless to stop them. “Ungh,” seemed to be the only thing he could manage to say right now, and he wasn’t even sure it was a proper word.

He tried again. “Ugg.” No, those were boots. “Hug.” That was it. What he wanted.

And Jeff seemed to understand him this time, because the next thing Eddie knew was a pair of powerful arms wrapping round him, and being pulled over to pillow his head on a beautifully furry chest.

“That was amazing,” Jeff said softly, and Eddie could hear his voice rumbling inside his chest. “Thank you.”

“Meant to be my line,” he mumbled before giving in to the inevitable and sleeping.

Chapter Twenty-Three

Jeff woke to the sound of birdsong and a soft breeze stirring the curtains. That wasn’t particularly unusual. What was unusual was the warm body pressed up against his back.

And more to the point, the hard cock pressed up against his arse.

Jeff lay there, not moving, trying to work out whether or not he liked it. There was something dangerous and exciting about the feel of Eddie’s erection resting there. Like he was only a few inches away from breaching Jeff’s most holy of holies. And that was also terrifying, because wouldn’t it hurt like buggery? Well, of course it would. It bloody well
was
buggery.

But buggery didn’t seem to hurt Eddie. And, to be honest, given the size of what came out of Jeff’s arse some mornings, Eddie’s cock should be able to slip in easily enough.

The thought made him squirm. He didn’t know whether to push back against Eddie or to roll away. But he’d been reading up on anal sex—thank fuck for the Internet—and it seemed even straight blokes sometimes liked a bit of action up the back passage. He’d spent an uneasy half hour watching home videos of blokes being “pegged” by their girlfriends, and hadn’t known whether he was more turned on by the submissive men or the girls with strap-ons. That was one confusing, hot and sweaty wank session. No, sorry,
research
session.

Jeff wriggled some more, unable to help himself as his own dick stiffened right up to match Eddie’s. Eddie just snuffled against his neck, his breathing still slow and deep.

If Eddie started humping Jeff’s bum in his sleep, he wouldn’t move. Well, he would if there was any danger of penetration going on, but he’d just lie there and take a frot against his arse crack. It wouldn’t mean he was gay or anything. Just a little bit bi. And he wouldn’t be being submissive if Eddie was asleep. Jeff was fairly sure it was impossible to dominate if you didn’t have any of your conscious brain involved.

And so that was why he didn’t mind being the little spoon. It was kind of nice having Eddie’s heavy leg draped over his, and the gusts of warm breath against the back of his neck. He’d certainly never felt like this with Sarah. He’d always been the big spoon. Back when spooning was still in the picture. It hadn’t been welcomed for the last couple of years.

He probably should have realised something was very wrong back then, but he’d just slowly become used to the idea that the sex and intimacy were tailing off the longer they spent together, and he hadn’t realised quite how much he’d lost until he tried to cuddle up to her one night and she ended up getting so grumpy with him, she buggered off to the spare room so she could get a “decent night’s sleep”.

And she’d stayed sleeping in there for the last six months of their relationship.

Somehow, Jeff didn’t think Eddie would do something like that. Eddie was an altogether more tactile kind of person. And if there was a problem, Eddie would tell him about it. He wouldn’t expect Jeff to somehow be able to figure out what it was from spiky body language and cryptic messages left on the fridge.

Although those might genuinely have been shopping lists.

Eddie nuzzled a bit closer and murmured something sleepy sounding.

Jeff’s hips twitched without his say-so, pushing his arse back against Eddie’s cock. Oh my God, it was nestling right in the crack now. Hot and damp and heavy. Shudders quaked up and down Jeff’s spine. Felt like he was falling. Spinning out of control into some new state of being. And he just wanted to throw his arms out and enjoy the ride.

Although that was just a figure of speech. If he threw his arms out now, he’d probably wake up Eddie and end up pitching the duvet onto the floor. Sexy snuggling wouldn’t be nearly as much fun in the cool morning air.

A sound scraped across Jeff’s consciousness. A sound that shouldn’t have been there. A key in the front door.

Oh fuck! There were only two people who had access to his spare key—his folks—and he didn’t want either of them seeing Eddie here. He sat bolt upright. The clock read 9:30. Shit, had they really slept in that late?

“Mmm, come back to bed,” Eddie mumbled sleepily.

“Shhh!” Jeff clapped his hand over Eddie’s mouth. Eddie’s eyes widened, then he blinked the sleep out of them.

Footsteps sounded on the bottom of the stairs.

“Shit. Oh shit.” Jeff was paralysed. He had to do something. Now.

“Jeff sweetheart? You still in bed?”

“Hang on, Mum. I’m coming down.”

He leapt out of bed and pulled on his dressing gown.

Eddie was propped up on his elbows now, giving Jeff a look that wasn’t exactly a challenge but definitely questioning.

“Just, erm, be quiet for a bit, yeah? I’ll get rid of her.”

Eddie rolled his eyes and slumped back onto the pillows. Jeff made a quick scan of the room. Nope. Even if he hid Eddie in the wardrobe or under the bed, there was still way too much kinky stuff on show for his mum’s eyes. There were cuffs tied to the bedstead, for fuck’s sake. “Back soon,” he promised and nipped out the door.

His mum was halfway up the stairs. “I heard voices. You got a girl up there, Jeff White? Well, come on, let me meet her.”

“I said I’d come down, Mum. For Christ’s sake, give a man a bit of privacy. What are you doing here anyway? It’s not cleaning day.”

“Well, that’s a charming welcome.” Mags huffed and walked up the rest of the stairs. Jeff blocked the bedroom door with his body. “I was going to make you both a cup of tea, but I reckon you can get your own now. Anyway, you’re a dark horse. You never told me you was seeing a girl this weekend.”

“Mum, keep it down.”

“What? You ashamed of your old mum now? Or is it her? Had a case of the beer goggles last night, did you?” She gave a dirty laugh. “Your little brother certainly brought a few tramps home in his time.”

He bloody well would be ashamed of her if she kept this up. “No. She’s sleeping. Come on, downstairs.”

Mags gave the bedroom door a longing look and spoke in a stage whisper. “Well, if this is going to be serious, I want you to bring her round for lunch later. Been dying to see you settled down with a nice girl. Not like that Sarah turned out to be. Snotty cow. Come on, you bring her over so me and your dad can make sure she’s good enough for you.”

“She’s got to go home before then.”

“Why? Oh Jeff, she isn’t married, is she?”

“What? No! Just, oh come on. Downstairs. It’s none of your business. I’m a grown man, for fuck’s sake. And we need to have words about you just letting yourself in here without warning me.”

“I sent you a text half an hour ago. It’s not my fault you’re knackered after a night of passion.” At last Mags set off down the stairs, saying something about needing to borrow a pair of secateurs. The reason for her visit, apparently. Jeff gave the bedroom door one last guilty glance and set off after her.