Read How to Beguile a Beauty Online
Authors: Kasey Michaels
Why, were she the dramatic sort, she would say that she was alone in the midst of a multitude, which was not a very pleasant place to be.
“If the exercise weren't so fatiguing,” she told herself, “I should most probably throw myself to the floor and drum my heels against the carpet. Nicole
always vowed it made her feel better. But I'm much too polite and restrained and civilized. Much too dull and boring. No wonder I sit with the desperate wallflowers. I may as well be invisible. Then again, if my inside were on my outside, if I were to act as I think and damn the consequences, like Nicole, I should probably shock everyone to their cores, including myself.”
Lydia allowed herself another deep sigh before she lifted her slightly pointed chin and dutifully went in search of her pelisse and bonnet. The bonnet with the sky blue ribbon Captain Fitzgerald had picked out for her last Season, saying it went so well with her eyes. Thus armed, she then headed for the staircase, having firmly decided that she was a Daughtry, not a mouse, and it was time she began acting like one.
“I
T WILL BE A YEAR SOON
,”
Tanner Blake, Duke of Malvern, remarked as he accepted a glass of claret from his friend Rafe. “Sometimes it all seems a lifetime ago, and then at others it feels like yesterday.”
He knew he didn't have to say more than that for Rafe to understand to what he was referring. Last year's battle was a fact in all of their lives, one never to be forgotten.
“At least this time it looks as if Boney will be staying where we put him.” Rafe took up a seat on the facing couch in the large drawing room, a handsome man with a firm jaw and intelligent eyes. He put forth his glass in a toast. “To Fitz. And to all the good and true men who died in that damned unnecessary battle.”
Tanner solemnly clinked glasses with his friend. He wasn't the sort who indulged overmuch in spirits, but it was easier to trust the wine of France than it was the cloudy waters of London. He was much of an age with Rafe, but knew he looked younger, thanks to his dark blond hair with its tendency to wave when he neglected his barber, and to features
his late mother had often cooed over as being “nearly Greek.” It was only his eyes, seemingly turned a deeper green in the past year, which aged him beyond the schoolroom.
“They're calling it all Waterloo now, you know, because Wellington stayed at an inn there while he wrote his dispatch to Parliament after the battle. I suppose it's as good a name as any. A grand and glorious battle, they say now, a great victory for the Allies, destined to be one of the most memorable battles in history. All of these gushing fools forgetting that if they had just locked up the man more securely, none of it would have happened. To Fitz,” Tanner said, raising his glass. “To Fitz, and to the restâand to stout locks.”
Both men drank, then fell silent for some moments, each of them lost in their memories of Captain Swain Fitzgerald and all the other good friends they had lost.
“I think she's doing much better,” Tanner said at last, because it wasn't a far leap in his mind from the captain to Lady Lydia.
Rafe nodded his agreement. “To forget him would appall her, but Lydia knows that he'd want her to go on without him. You've been very good for her, Tanner.”
“Have I? It's no secret that she saw me as a constant reminder of what she'd lost, at least at first. But our time apart may have taken some of the edge off the events of that day last spring. I'd like to think we've become friends this Season. It's what Fitz wanted.”
“And you, being such an honorable man and all of that, also feel obligated to make good on your promise
to a dying man. Tanner, I appreciate what you've done, what you're doing. Left on her own, especially now that Nicole has quit the city, it's no secret to either Charlie or me that Lydia would prefer to return to Ashurst Hall and a quiet life.”
“I enjoy her company,” Tanner said, his eyes shifting toward the carpet at his feet. “Taking her out for the occasional drive, visiting the Elgin Marbles. I certainly wouldn't say I've felt any of it a hardship.” He lifted his gaze again. “Have there been any suitors? I should think you'd be knee-deep in them.”
Rafe shook his head. “Oh, no, let me correct that. There has been one, but I sent him away. Damn near booted him down the stairs, as a matter of fact. One dance at Lady Hertford's ball, and the mushroom had the nerve to come propose marriage to Lydia's dowry, and then only after his plea for Nicole's dowry fell on deaf ears. It hasn't been easy, coming home from the war, falling into the dukedom, dealing with the twins who, to my shame, I barely remembered. Thank God for Charlie's steady common sense.”
“Your wife is much too good for you, yes, but then you've always been a lucky bastard.”
Rafe grinned, his eyes twinkling with mischief. “Don't tell her. She mistakenly believes I'm quite the grand catch.”
Tanner sat back against the cushions, content to be with his friend, in this place, in this time. He enjoyed visiting Grosvenor Square, and would miss Rafe when the Season was over and they all deserted the city for
their country estates. It probably would be another year until he saw Rafe again. Or Lydia.
“Rafe? Just because her sister isn't here, Lydia can't be allowed to shy away from Society for the remainder of the Season.”
“I know. But Charlie is adamant in refusing to go into Society as she is. Women,” Rafe said, his handsome features softening. “She's never looked more beautiful to me, but she has vowed that until she can see her own shoe-tops again, she is banning herself from all social engagements outside this house. And now that Mrs. Buttram is spending the majority of her time with her wrapped foot on a cushionâgout, she tells usâI imagine it's up to me to boost Lydia out of here from time to time.”
“Not necessarily. My cousin is in town, andâ”
“The one you're to be betrothed to at any moment, according to my wife, who may not go out in Society, but still manages to know every piece of gossip?”
Tanner once again took refuge in examining the fine Aubusson carpet. “Jasmine Harburton, my third cousin, yes. Her father seems to take the marriage as all but an accomplished fact, and he's a man not known for his reticence. The rumor has come back to me a dozen times, and I've been told at least two adventurous souls have written down a wager on the thing in the betting book at White's. Supposedly it was my father's deathbed wish that I marry Jasmine, you see, bringing their small estate into our holdings. She's an amenable enough young woman, but⦔
“But, honorable man that you are, you're finding yourself growing rather weary of dead people planning out your life for you?” Rafe suggested, and then quickly took a sip from his glass, keeping his expression blank.
“Thank you for saying that for me. When I say it, or even think it, I feel rather cold and callous. Especially where Fitz is concerned. But, God, Rafe, the man was dying. Clinging to my hand with his last strength as the battle still raged a few miles away from that pitiful ruined barn where I'd found him. I would have agreed to anything he'd asked at that moment, to make his passing easier.”
A flash of pain crossed Rafe's features. Fitz had been his closest friend during six years of war on the Peninsula. If he hadn't inherited the dukedom, hadn't been handed the responsibility for his sisters and mother and all of the Ashurst estates, he would have gone to Brussels with his friend for that last confrontation with Bonaparte. Instead, he had stayed behind, to work inside the War Office. Tanner knew what the man thought: Rafe could never know if his presence on the battlefield might have made a difference, to Fitz's future, to his own. “But now?”
Tanner saw Rafe's expression and mentally kicked himself for a fool, bringing up old pain. Yet fool he was, as he debated as to whether or not he should keep his own counsel. But this was Rafe, his good friend. “And now I'm here because I want to be here. I think I've known that from the moment I first pulled Lydia into my arms as she flailed at me in her grief.”
Rafe shook his head ruefully as he slapped at his thigh. “Right again. Blast that Charlie, she's always right. She was right about Lucas, and now she's right about you. How do women do it?”
“I don't know,” Tanner admitted, almost sighedâ¦except that women sighed; men got themselves royally drunk. “Lydia no longer sees me as the enemy, her personal agent of death or whatever, but now I'm Fitz's good friend, probably a constant reminder of him. Hell of a turn, isn't it? He asks me to take care of her, watch over herâ¦and I'm seeing myself as usurping his place in her life. I doubt that's what he had in mind.”
“And now you're feeling guilty, disloyal? Don't do that. The past is the past, Tanner. It's gone.”
“Is it? She loved him, Rafe. It's too soon. I need to give her more time.”
“Don't wait too long, my friend. If Fitz's death taught us nothing else, it taught us that the luxury of time is just that. A luxury.”
Tanner got to his feet, unable to sit still any longer. “Now that she's out from beneath Nicole'sâ¦well, shining star, I supposeâ¦let me take her into Society, Rafe. My cousin's chaperone can easily handle them both. Lydia needs to understand that she is a beautiful young woman, inside and out. She always allowed Nicole to shine while she positioned herself in the background. If I'm to seriously pursue my suit, she needs to first find someone to compare me with other than Fitz.”
“You want her to be courted by other men? Is that what you're saying?”
“God help me, yes, I suppose I am.”
“You don't fear competition?”
“Not
live
competition, no, heartless as that sounds. A good man in life, in death I fear Fitz has been raised very nearly to sainthood by what was at the time a younger, very impressionable girl. She's known only his companionship and now, to a very small extent, mine. I want to win her, I won't lie about that, but not by default.”
“Charlie has mentioned to me, and not all that kindly, that men in love all seem to have maggots in their heads. Once again, Tanner, you're proving the woman right. However, since you seem to be offering to take my place shepherding Lydia around Mayfair, who am I to argue, or to point out the obvious pitfalls? Although I will ask this, as I am Lydia's brother and protector. You aren't also using her to teach a lesson to Miss Harburton's father about his presumptions?”
Tanner didn't understand for a moment, and then smiled. “Well, now, Rafe, do you see that? I'm not as unselfish as you might think, am I. Even if I didn't realize it until you pointed it out to me. Thank you.”
“You're welcome, I suppose. Ah, what tangled webs we weave, and all that rot.”
“I'm not weaving a web. I'm being quite serious. I didn't even consider using Lydia to throw hints to Thomas Harburton and his assumption that I will wed hisâ” Tanner cut off his protest as he turned toward the foyer, to see Lydia walking toward the doorway to the drawing room.
Nicole, bless her energetic self, seemed to explode into a room, bringing her wide smile and dancing eyes with her, as if every moment was a party, an adventure. Lydia walked with such grace, almost floated, her posture the dream of any boarding school mistress, her movements never exaggerated as if trying to draw attention to herself. Both twins were magnificent, but when they were together, it was only natural for the eye to travel first to Nicole.
Men were so easily dazzled by the obvious, making straight for the glittering diamond, overlooking the perfect pearl.
What would the gentlemen of the
ton
see now, when Lydia made her appearances in the Park, in the ballrooms all across Mayfair? Would they see what he had seen from the very start?
Was he out of his mind, as Rafe fairly well suggested, to allow any other man within twenty feet of her when he already knew he wanted her for himself?
Probably.
“Lydia,” Tanner said, bowing in her direction. “I thought some fresh air might be welcome after the past few days of rain. We should be just in time for the Promenade.”
She gifted him with a small, elegant curtsy. “Good afternoon, Tanner. How nice of you to think of me. Hyde Park? I've only been there in the mornings, to take the air. I heard it is a sad crush at five in the afternoon. Are you sure you wish to dare it?”
“Oh, he'd dare anything. Wouldn't you, Tanner? He's
a very daring man,” Rafe said, kissing his sister on the cheek. “And now, if you'll excuse me, I believe I have to go grovel at my brilliant wife's dainty feetâthe ones she increasingly insists I tell her still exist. Tanner, were you planning to attend Lady Chalfont's ball this evening?”
Tanner looked at him, grateful for Rafe leading him so easily into the moment. “The invitation is among those stacked on my mantelpiece, yes. And I hear it may prove to be an entertaining evening.”
“Wonderful. Lydia, do you hear that? You now have an escort, unless you wish my company instead. I really do need to work on my speech for Parliament, the one that will most probably earn me a few whistles and cat-calls when I again mention that it's time we began taking care of our poor soldiers.”
Lydia looked from Rafe to Tanner, confusion clear in her eyes. “I shouldn't wish to take you away from such an important speech, just to squire me. But, Tanner, there is no reason for you to sacrifice yourself in the role of chaperone, either. I have no crushing desire to attend the ball in any case.”
Tanner offered her his arm and walked her toward the foyer, throwing a silent
thank you
back over his shoulder at Rafe. “What? And miss out on those wonderful Gunther Ices I hear are to be served in the supper room? I've been looking forward to them all day, now that I think of it. And I also heard that her ladyship has commissioned an ice sculpture in the form of a pair of extremely long-necked swans. Ten feet high, I'm told. In this heat? We really should want to be there for the
moment those long, delicate necks melt and the whole thing comes crashing down. Hugh Elliot has promised me he'll be there, watching, just so that he can shout
off with their heads
at just the correct moment.”
Lydia looked up at him and smiled with those marvelous blue eyes of hers, clearly unaware that he immediately felt a figurative kick to his stomach. “You're making that up as you go along, aren't you, just so that I'll agree to the evening?”
They walked outside, to his waiting curricle. “Ah, and that you won't know unless you allow me to escort you to the ball, will you?”
“True. All right then, I accept your kind offer, sir. But there had better be swans.”
“I admit I can't guarantee that, but at least I'm sure of the Gunther Ices. Lady Chalfont
always
has Gunther Ices, as they're her husband's favorite. Right after brandy, cigars, Faro banks and, rumor has it, a fiery redheaded opera dancer in Covent Garden. And here we areâup you go.”