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Authors: Jodi Picoult

Tags: #Fiction, #Murder, #Suspense, #Mystery & Detective, #Murder - Investigation, #General, #Literary, #Family Life, #Psychological, #Forensic sciences, #Autistic youth, #Asperger's syndrome

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The judge shakes his head. Ms. Sharp, I‘m quite sure you have objections to those requests?

Yes, Your Honor. I don‘t have a problem with numbers one, three, and five, but the others are absolutely prejudicial.

Mr. Bond, the judge says, why are you asking for your client‘s mother to sit at counsel table?

Well, Your Honor, you‘ve seen Jacob‘s outbursts. Emma Hunt serves as a coping mechanism for him. I think that, given the stress of a court experience, having his mother beside him would be beneficial to all involved.

And yet, Ms. Hunt is not with us today, the judge points out. But the defendant seems to be faring well.

Ms. Hunt wanted to be here, but there has been a … family emergency, I say.

And in terms of stress, there‘s a huge difference between coming to court for a motion and coming for a full-blown murder trial.

Ms. Sharp, the judge asks, what is the basis for your objection to having the defendant‘s mother sit at counsel table?

It‘s twofold, Your Honor. There‘s a concern about how to explain to the jury the defendant‘s mother‘s presence there. She‘s testifying as a witness, so she will clearly be identified as the defendant‘s mother, and as the court well knows, it is not good protocol to allow anyone other than the attorney and clients to sit at counsel table. Giving her the elevated position at table awards her more importance in the eyes of the jury, and it becomes an unexplained incident that negatively impacts the State. Moreover, we‘ve heard all too often that the defendant‘s mother interprets for him. She intervenes at his school with teachers, with strangers, with police officers. She‘s the one who burst into the station and told the detective she had to be present at the interrogation. Judge, what‘s to prevent her from writing an entire script for Jacob and passing it to him or whispering in his ear during the course of the trial to coach him into saying or doing something inappropriate and prejudicial?

I stare at her for a moment. She‘s
really
good.

Mr. Bond? How do you respond? the judge asks.

Judge, Jacob‘s mother‘s presence at counsel table is the equivalent of having a Seeing Eye dog for a defendant who‘s blind. The jury will understand if told that it‘s not just an animal in the courtroom it‘s a necessity, an accommodation being made for the defendant because of his disability. Jacob‘s mother, and her proximity to him during the trial, can be explained the same way, I say. What you‘re ruling on today, Judge, is what accommodations need to be made to ensure that my client has a fair trial. That right, and those accommodations, are assured to him pursuant to the Americans with Disabilities Act and, even more important, pursuant to the Fifth, Sixth, and Seventh Amendments of the United States Constitution. Does this mean giving Jacob some minor concessions that other defendants don‘t get in court? Yes, because those other defendants don‘t have to deal with the crippling inability to communicate effectively and to interact with other people like Jacob does. For them, a trial is not a gigantic mountain standing between them and freedom, without even having the most basic tools with which they can begin climbing.

I glance surreptitiously at the judge and make the snap decision to tone it down a little. So how do we explain Jacob‘s mother‘s position to the jury? Easy. We say that the judge has given her a right to sit at counsel table. We say that this isn‘t usual practice, but in this case she has a right to sit there. As for her role in the trial, Your Honor, I will have her agree not to speak to Jacob but instead to communicate with him via writing, and those notes can be turned in to the court at the close of the day or during each recess, so that Ms.

Sharp gets to see exactly what dialogue is going on between them.

The judge removes his glasses and rubs the bridge of his nose. This is an unusual case, with unusual circumstances. I‘ve certainly had a good number of defendants come in front of me who had a hard time communicating … But in this case, we have a young man facing very serious charges and possible incarceration for the rest of his life, and we know he has a diagnosed inability to communicate the way the rest of us do … so it would be an oversight to expect him to behave in a courtroom the way the rest of us would. He looks at Jacob, who I imagine is still not meeting his gaze. What a fair trial looks like for this defendant may well be different from what it looks like for others, but that‘s the nature of America we make room for everyone, and that‘s what we‘re going to do for Mr. Hunt.

He looks down at the motion before him. All right. I‘m going to allow for the sensory breaks. We will ask the bailiff to set up a special room at the back of the courtroom, and anytime the defendant feels the need to leave, he is to pass a note to you, Mr. Bond. Is that satisfactory?

Yes, I say.

Then, Counselor, you may approach and ask me to call for a recess. You will explain to your client that he may not leave the courtroom until the recess has been called and he‘s been excused by the court.

Got it, Your Honor, I reply.

As for your third request, I will not use my gavel for the duration of this trial.

However, I‘m not going to turn down the lights. It‘s a security hazard for the bailiffs.

Hopefully, having sensory breaks will help compensate, and I have no objection to the defendant turning out the lights in the break room in the rear of the court.

Jacob tugs on my coat. Can I wear sunglasses?

No, I say curtly.

Third, I‘ll shorten the court sessions. We will break the trial into three forty-five-minute sessions in the morning, two in the afternoon, with fifteen-minute breaks in between. We will adjourn at four P.M. every day. I assume that will be satisfactory, Mr.

Bond?

Yes, Your Honor.

I agree to allow the defendant‘s mother to sit at counsel table; however, they can only communicate in writing, and those notes must be turned in to the court at every break.

Finally, in regard to your request for the prosecution‘s questioning to be direct and simple,

the judge says, that I will deny. You can ask whatever short, literal questions you like, Mr.

Bond, but the defendant has no constitutional right to direct how the State chooses to present its case. He sticks my motion back inside a folder. I trust that‘s all satisfactory, Mr. Bond?

Of course, I say, but inside, I‘m doing handsprings. Because all of these little quirks and concessions are greater than the sum of their parts: the jury cannot help but see that Jacob‘s different from your average defendant, from the rest of us.

And should be judged accordingly.

Theo

I wake up sneezing.

When I open my eyes, I‘m in a pink room and there are feathers tickling my nose. I jackknife upright in the narrow little bed and remember where I am one of the girls‘

rooms. There are mobiles with glittery stars and piles of stuffed animals and a pink camouflage rug.

I sneeze again, and that‘s when I realize I‘m wearing a pink feather boa.

What the fuck, I say, unspooling it from my neck, and then I hear giggling. I lean over the side of the bed and find my father‘s younger kid I think her name is Grace hiding under the bed.

You said a bad word, she tells me.

What are you doing here?

What are
you
doing here? she asks. This is
my
room.

I flop back down on the mattress. Between the time my flight arrived and the Talk, I probably got all of four hours of sleep. No wonder I feel like shit.

She slips out from underneath the bed and sits down beside me. She‘s really little I‘m not good with kid ages, though. She has purple nail polish on her toes, and she‘s wearing a plastic tiara.

How come you‘re not in school?

Because it‘s Friday, silly, Grace says, although this doesn‘t make any sense to me. You have really big feet. They‘re bigger than Leon.

I‘m wondering who Leon is, but then she takes a stuffed pig and holds it up against the bare sole of my foot.

My watch is on the nightstand, next to a book about a mouse too shy to tell anyone her name. I read it last night before I went to bed. It‘s only 6:42 A.M., but we are leaving early. We‘ve got a plane to catch.

Are you my brother? Grace asks.

I look at her. I try really hard, but I can‘t see a single feature we have in common.

And that‘s really weird, because my mom has always told me I remind her of my dad. (For the record, now that I‘ve seen for myself, it‘s not true. I‘m just blond, that‘s all, and everyone else in my household has dark hair.) I guess you could say that, I tell her.

Then how come you don‘t live here?

I look around at the princess poster on the wall, the china tea set on a table in the corner. I don‘t know, I say, when the real answer is
Because you have another brother,
too.

This is what happened last night:

I got off the plane and found my parents both of them waiting for me outside airport security. What the hell? I blurted out.

My thoughts exactly, Theo, my mother said curtly. And then, before she could tear me a new one, my father said we were going to his house to discuss this.

He made stupid conversation for the twenty-minute drive, while I felt my mother‘s eyes boring holes into the back of my skull. When we reached his home, I got a glimpse of a really pretty woman who had to be his wife before he led me into the library.

It was very modern, and totally unlike our house. There were windows that made up one entire wall, and the couch was black leather and full of right angles. It looked like the kind of room you see in magazines at doctors‘ offices, and not anywhere you‘d want to live. Our couch was made of some red, stain-proof fabric, and yet there was a stain on the arm from where I spilled grape juice once. The zippers on two of the pillows were broken.

But when you wanted to flop down and watch TV, it fit you perfectly.

So, my father said, gesturing to a seat. This is a little awkward.

Yeah.

I mean, I don‘t really have much of a right to tell you that running away was a stupid thing to do. And that you scared your mother to death. And I‘m not going to tell you that she‘s out for blood

You don‘t
have
to tell me that.

He clasps his hands between his knees. Anyway, I‘ve been thinking about it, and I‘m not going to tell you any of those things. He looks at me. I figured you came all the way out here so that I would
listen.

I hesitate. He seems so familiar to me, but that‘s crazy given that I talk to him twice a year, on Christmas and my birthday. And yet, maybe that‘s what being related to someone does for you. Maybe it lets you pick up where you left off, even if that was fifteen years ago.

I want to tell him why I‘m there the story of Jacob‘s arrest, the truth behind my own breaking and entering, the phone message I never gave my mother from the bank, denying her the second mortgage loan but all the words jam in my throat. I choke on the sentences until I cannot breathe, until tears spring to my eyes, and what comes out finally is none of these things.

Why didn‘t I matter? I say.

This is not what I wanted. I wanted him to see me as the responsible young man I‘ve become, trying to save my family, and I wanted him to shake his head and think,
I sure
fucked up. I should have stayed with him, gotten to know him. He turned out so well.

Instead, I‘m a blubbering mess, with my nose running and my hair in my eyes and I‘m so tired; I‘m suddenly so freaking tired.

When you expect something, you‘re sure to be disappointed. I learned that a long time ago. But if this had been my mother sitting next to me, her arms would have wrapped around me in an instant. She would have rubbed my back and told me to relax, and I would have let myself melt against her until I felt better.

My father cleared his throat, and didn‘t touch me at all.

I‘m, uh, not very good at this kind of thing, he said. He shifted, and I wiped my eyes, thinking he was trying to reach out to me, but instead he took his wallet out of his back pocket. Here, he says, holding out a few twenties. Why don‘t you take this?

I look at him, and before I know it, a laugh has snorted its way out of me. My brother is about to be tried for murder, my mother wants my head on a silver platter, my future‘s so dim I might as well be buried in a coal mine and my father can‘t even pat me on the back and tell me I‘m going to be okay. Instead, he thinks sixty bucks is going to make everything better.

I‘m sorry, I say, laughing in earnest now. I‘m really sorry.

It strikes me that I‘m not the one who should be saying that.

I don‘t know what I was thinking, coming out here. There are no silver bullets in life, there‘s just the long, messy climb out of the pit you‘ve dug yourself.

I think maybe you should go get Mom, I say.

I‘m sure my father thinks I‘m crazy, laughing my ass off like this when a minute before I was sobbing. And as he gets up relieved to get the hell away from me, I‘m sure I realize why my father seems familiar. It‘s not because we have anything in common, much less share a genetic code. It‘s because, with his obvious discomfort and the way he won‘t look at me now and the fact that he doesn‘t want physical contact, he reminds me so much of my brother.

I don‘t speak to my mom the whole time my father is driving us to the airport. I don‘t say a word when my father gives her a check, and she looks at the number written on it, and cannot speak. Just take it, he says. I wish … I wish I could be there for him.

He doesn‘t mean it. What he really wishes is that he was
capable
of being there for Jacob, but my mother seems to understand this, and whatever money he‘s given her helps, too.

She gives him a quick good-bye hug. Me, I hold out my hand. I don‘t make the same mistake twice.

We don‘t talk in the departure lounge, or as we‘re boarding, or during takeoff. It isn‘t until the pilot gets on the loudspeaker to mumble about our cruising altitude that I turn to my mother and tell her I‘m sorry.

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