Honor Thy Teacher (5 page)

“Shh…You need
discipline.,
” I whispered as I gently rubbed her backside
.
She relaxed underneath me.
I took a moment to get control over my breathing.
I
stood upright again and smacked, this time harder
. “You have no self-control.” I
continued. 
She gripped onto the edge of the desk as I continued to punish her. She was enjoying herself. 
“You need someone to teach you how to be a good girl.
Someone to punish you when you are ba
d.”
 
I was struggling not to come at the very thought of fucking her. No one has ever made me feel so out of control while being completely in control. Fuck. I rubbed gently over her where I had stuck. She pushed back against my hand as I let my fingers dip between her legs.
She wanted more. I smacked her one last time. She was panting heavily as she lay sprawled out across my desk. She was beautiful.

“Get to class.”
I panted
.
She lay still for another moment.
I circled the de
sk and began putting back on my shirt.  After a moment, she regained her composure and stood upright. I came back around and grabbed her
books, holding them ou
t to her. She took them, unable to look me
in the eye a
nd left the room as quickly as she
could.
I sat down on the edge of my desk to catch my breath. I was wrong. There was no forgetting about Emma. She has pushed her way into every fiber of my being and I
couldn’t
get enough of her.

Chapter Eight

Everything that had happened over the last few days had evaporated. My thoughts
are consumed
with Emma. I promised myself I
wouldn’t
touch her. I promised myself I
wouldn’t
hurt her but now it was inevitable. I completely lost control of myself and it felt incredible and heart breaking at the same time. I had already forgotten my last lesson.
Respect.
If I
respected
Emma
I would have le
t her live her life free of me.

I made my way down the hall to leave for the day, lost in my own guilty thoughts.

“William!” Angela called from just outside of the office.

“Fuck” I cursed under my breath. “Not a good time, Angela.” I said, checking my watch to show her I was in a hurry.

“It will only take a minute. Let me walk you to your car.” She joined my side and we continued out to the parking lot. “Look, I’m sorry about the other night.” She began. My eyes quickly followed the scent of flowers that filled the air. Emma was perched on the curb, leafing through her textbooks. 

“Don’t be sorry.” I said coldly. I
didn’t
care. Angela
didn’t
even register on the scale of things I gave a shit about. Right now, all I wanted to know is why Emma was sitting on the curb looking sad and forgotten. Where was her car? Had she wrecked it? Is that how she injured her arm?

“I don’t want you to be angry with me, William.” Angela looked genuinely concerned about my feelings.
Too little, too late.

“I am fine.
All good things must come to an end.
” I said and kissed her lightly on the cheek.
She stared at me for a moment, her expression blank. She struggled to regain her composure before s
he smiled and ducked inside of her car. I waited for her to pull out before heading back across the lot towards Emma who was deeply engrossed in her book.

“No ride?” I asked, startling her.

“My Aunt is hit and
miss
when it comes to responsibility.”
She looked like she wanted to say more, but stopped short. She lives with her
aunt?
I wanted to know more. Where were her parents? Why
wasn’t
she driving? What the fuck did she do to her arm?

“I never miss.”
Her green eyes burnt into mine.
Her looking up at me was a
sight
to behold
.
Come on. I’ll take you home.”
I turned and made my way back across the lot. I
didn’t
give her a chance to think about it. I wanted to be alone with her so I could find out more.

I opened the door for her and took her books. She looked like she was questioning
whether or not
to go with me. Part of me wished she
would have
said no.
That’s
right. Run the other way.
She
didn’t
run. She slipped delicately into the front seat.
I threw her books onto the back seat and slid in beside her. I was getting in way too deep with her and I knew it. 

I sped out of the parking lot, trying to place as much distance
between us and prying eyes as possible
. As we reached the light, I realized she
wasn’t
wearing her seatbelt.
Thoughts of her injured arm and missing vehicle filled my head.
I leaned over her, inhaling the delicious scent of flowers as I grabbed the seatbelt and pulled it across her body.

“Wouldn’t want you to get hurt.”
I had to smirk at those words coming from my mouth after I had bent her over my desk and spanked her.
“What happened?”
I asked glancing down at her pink bandage.

“Long story” She replied, averting my gaze. I had no patience for games. I was already pissed enough that I even cared.

“What happened?” I
asked again,
this time with irritation in my voice. I was not asking, I
was demanding a response.
She sighed heavily.

“I drank a little last night. I knocked down a picture and accidentally cut myself
trying to clean up the mess.” She explained holding up her
hand
. “No big deal.”
Her words dripping with sarcasm.
I
whipped the car to t
he side of the road and before she could say anything, I had unbuckled my
s
eatbelt and was facing her
.
A bee drawn
to
the sweet nectar of a flower.
My mouth hovered over hers as her breathing quickened
.

“Do not talk to me like that. It pisses me off and you don’t want to see what I do when I am pissed off.”
I was beyond angry
.
I
stared at
her
for a long moment before
gently running the pad of my thumb against her cheek and down over her
bottom lip
. I
couldn’t
be angry with her.
There
was
a million things I could be with her, anything she wanted.
“You don’t want this.” I whispered quietly, warning her
.

“Yes I do.”
She whispered. I slipped my hand along her neck and back into her long thick hair.
I
couldn’t
help myself. I needed to feel her.

“You don’t have any idea what you are getting yourself into.”
I replied. She licked her lips and let them slowly part. I had no control over myself any longer.

“Please” she begged and my body gave way to carnal wanting. I gripped my fingers tightly in her hair and pushed my lips hard against hers. I slid my tongue slowly inside and she pushed back against it with her own. She moaned quietly
as h
er hands began exploring my body.
She arched her back towards me and I soon
wouldn’t
be able to stop myself from fucking her right here along the busy street.

“We can’t do this here.”
I struggled to catch my breath. I hoped she
wouldn’t
ask me to take her home.

“Where?”
She asked as she pushed her lips against mine again. Fuck. I captured her bottom lip in my teeth.

“My place” I pulled back from her to gain my composure. I kept my fingers laced in her hair, tugging gently.
“I have to explain some things before this goes further.”
I warned her. She bit her lip and nodded. “You have no idea what that does to me.” I released her hair and pulled back out onto the highway.
Maybe she was just looking to be my sub. Maybe it was nothing more than physical attraction. I could fulfill those needs for her,
couldn’t
I? At what risk? If I was the one who got hurt in the process, and not her, I could live with that.
It was bad karma that I was owed
from countless indiscretions. It would be worth it, to be with her.

Chapter Nine

We pulled up in front of my warehouse a few minutes later. She looked frightened and I realized I should have warned her that I
didn’t
live in a normal home. We pulled inside and the large bay door closed behind us, encapsulating us in darkness. I got out and quickly made my way to her side of the car and opened her door. I
couldn’t
wait any longer. I needed to feel her against me.
This is what she wants
I told myself.
I pulled her from the car
and pressed her back against the cold metal
. My hands wandered down her back. I grabbed her ass and pulled her body tight against mine. I wanted her to feel how badly I wanted her. My lips brushed against hers. “You can say no at any time.” I reminded her. She bucked her hips against me and I struggled not to throw her on the hood of the car and fuck her right here.
“Do you understand?”
I asked, breathing heavily. She nodded her head yes
, her breathing rapid and shallow
. I slipped my hand up and wrapped it in her hair, tugging harshly.
“Do you understand?”
My lips brushed across her earlobe and I felt her body shiver against me.