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CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
Having a panic attack, he ran down the stairwell and almost tumbled over his feet and all the way down. He heard sirens. Unsure if they were from a squad car or ambulance, he didn't linger around to find out. Gripping the straps of his book bag, he flew out of the exit door and down the street like he had a cape on his back instead of a book bag. Lonnie truly wished he was a superhero so he could have powers to disappear, go back in time, and get away with killing . . . even if he wasn't killing bad guys.
Halfway up the block from his apartment building, the cops zoomed right past Lonnie. Only focused on the boy's address, they were suited up with bulletproof vests and extra clips for their weapons on their waists. The goal, given from their captain that they planned on executing, was to apprehend Lonnie Eugene McKay and save the day.
The longer the serial killer roamed the streets, the worse off the Detroit Police Department was. Not all press is good press, especially for those of the judiciary system. If the citizens feel like they aren't protected, the cops aren't doing their jobs or are qualified to handle crime, and all hell could break loose. The captain had gotten strict orders from the mayor, who was tired of his city getting negative shine, especially with an election coming up. The two cops headed to Lonnie's were at the bottom of the totem pole and doing the dirtiest work. All they wanted was their paychecks and to get their captain's foot up off their necks.
Lonnie stopped in his tracks and spun around to see if his fear was right . . . and it was. The squad car swerved in front of his apartment building; then the two cops leaped out with their pistols drawn. Lonnie's heart was pounding so hard and fast that he thought it was going to pump out of his chest. Ducking down behind a parked car with his eyes glued to the cops pounding on the main door and ringing every bell, he snickered; knowing they were only moments away from finding Trina. He didn't wait on them to search his apartment or for the coroner to arrive and carry Trina's corpse out. Lonnie stood up, took a deep breath, and then ran as fast as he could, getting the fuck out of Dodge.
* * *
Over leaves, trash, and dirt on the ground, Lonnie walked through the cemetery looking for his mother's grave. He saw gigantic marble headstones, benches customized for loved ones, and even regular tombstones with loving messages etched on them—all noting the resting places of deceased people who must've been better off than him and his mom. The cheapest plot he could afford only noted his mother's last name and year of death. Sitting down on top of where she was buried, he then lay down and stared up at the sky. As her body was in the ground, Lonnie believed her soul was looking down on him from heaven.
“Ma, I'm so sorry.” A broken-down Lonnie, full of tears and pills, wasn't apologizing because he wasn't able to bury her properly, but for being a disgraceful son.
Just like when he used to sit in her room on her bed and talk for hours, Lonnie curled up on the ground and lay his head on her gravestone like it was a pillow. Like a little lost boy, he wanted his mommy. If he could've, he would've gotten a shovel and dug six feet down to his mother and got inside the casket she was resting within. Dumping some coke out of the bag onto the flat granite engraved stone, he leaned his head over just enough snort it up.
“Ma, I killed some people, mainly women. Four women and one man is who they found, but a couple they didn't. There's still more out there.” Lonnie was talking frantically like he was speeding against time. “It's not my fault, though. I swear it's not. It's like these voices, Ma—they tell me to kill. I even heard you tell me one night everything was gonna be all right. Was that really you, Ma?” The tears that were gathered in Lonnie's eyes began falling freely. He sniffed and sobbed, then cried loud and hard. “Do you hear me, Ma? It's not my fault. Do you know what I've been through since you died? It's been nothing but pure hell. Why didn't you take me with you? Why did you leave me here to struggle?”
Lonnie's emotions were bubbling over. High off the new drug, his body was experiencing a euphoric feeling it's never felt before; yet, it was breaking down at the same time. He was none the wiser.
Calling himself confessing, he started talking aloud telling her about everything he went through from the time she died, starting with the caretaker's girlfriend. He even told her about Kevin, the X-pills, and how he couldn't keep his manhood up to have sex. Lonnie divulged every detail of how the pills made him feel, how he killed each woman, and how the power he felt after killing them made him feel like a man. He then told her about Trina and the strong connection he had to her. He told her from start to finish about their relationship, all the way down to the bitter end. He swore he saw lightning and felt the earth beneath him shake. The more Lonnie talked, the more Lonnie snorted. Then he started hearing voices telling him to kill himself, so he tried.
“See, Ma, I told you they talk to me. Can you hear them?”
Taking out the still bloody box cutter he'd killed all of his victims with, he sliced a line on his own wrist, then snorted a little more blow. He then cut himself again, but a little deeper this time, followed by snorting a little bit more blow. Wanting to go for the gusto, Lonnie stuck the bag up to his nose and inhaled as hard as he could. As soon as he put the bag down and lifted the box cutter up to slice at his wrist again, his fingers trembled and got numb. Two seconds later, his entire body shook in an intense spasm, and Lonnie's head hit his mother's gravestone before he passed out.
Lonnie Eugene McKay had overdosed.
CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
Lonnie sat blank faced until the judge's count got all the way to “three” from her countdown. His lawyer had been trying to get him to rise out of respect to hear the verdict, but Lonnie didn't give two shits about respecting a woman or what the verdict said. His utter disregard for women is what had eighteen-year-old Lonnie facing natural life behind prison without the chance of parole. Lonnie knew he wasn't walking out of the courtroom a free man, so he didn't understand why he needed to kiss the judge's or jurors' asses.
The judge smiled like she was the devil's partner in crime, if he had one. She reveled in the fact she was about to send one the most notorious serial killers of Detroit's history away. The case had gotten news coverage all over the nation, wanting to know the mind of a criminal as brutal as Lonnie had been. They all wanted to know why he targeted women. Beside the bum, who was still connected to one of his victims, Lonnie had killed a gang of women. With them finding five of the bodies on their own, there were still a few spaced around the city he wasn't sure they'd ever find. And Lonnie sho' wasn't gonna lead them to their bodies. He smiled strangely at the thought of maggots eating them and them rotting.
See, Lonnie was on a whole new set of pills.
The undertaker, while doing his rounds of the cemetery, found Lonnie overdosed on his mother's plot. He recognized the boy's face immediately from when he buried his mother since he had been required to hold her body for such a long time. And especially now because his face had been plastered all over the television. Instead of waking the boy and telling him to run for his freedom, he called 911 on his cellular device and said he wanted the finder's fee for the tip.
Lonnie woke up to the cops reading him his rights while putting silver bracelets on his wrists. It was after booking that they sent in a psychiatrist to analyze him. He was labeled a druggie, a manic-depressive individual, a ticking time bomb, and a whole bunch of other stuff that meant the jail got to keep him heavily sedated, and he remained by himself. Alone, away from the rest of the population while awaiting his trial, Lonnie went even crazier. He was forced to quit coke cold turkey, which sent him in sorrowful places more times than he could count. He'd even tried committing suicide while behind bars, only gaining himself a “weak man's” reputation.
Locking eyes with the judge with a sinister smile as she smiled back, they were smiling for two different reasons. Lonnie was now thinking about how sweet it would be to slice and dice her. The cameras zoomed in, snapping pictures and taking live footage of Lonnie and the judge. She was getting ready to be famous and loved it. No one wanted to miss a beat or speak a syllable. Tension was radiating throughout the courtroom.
“Lonnie Eugene McKay, as you stand in front of me like I stated before, I am sad to be here; we all are. However, here we are. Once again, I beseech each and every person inside this courtroom to refrain from any outbursts.” Upon opening the envelope, the judge read what was written on the paper. She raised her head and read out loud,
“Lonnie Eugene McKay, you have been found guilty—”
Not giving her a chance to finish fully reading the verdict, going against everything she'd just said, the families cheered loudly, creating an uproar within the courtroom. The judge, trying to keep her composure and remember she was sitting high on the throne within the courtroom and couldn't celebrate as she truly wanted, finally banged her gravel. “Order in the court. Please, calm down. I need order in my courtroom now.”
With everything going on in the courtroom around him, Lonnie continued to stand unmoved and unfazed. He didn't care about the guilty verdict, but the way the judge was mocking him. Like the women he'd killed, she too was deserving of his wrath. Wriggling his fingers, he wished he weren't handcuffed. Not hearing a word his lawyer was whispering in his ear, Lonnie could only think about how good it would feel to kill one last time.
There wasn't one person within the courtroom with a hung head. All the families there were mournful over their losses, even though their losses had been like trash and in homeless shelters. Except for the granddaughter who'd been in the wrong place at the wrong time, Lonnie couldn't understand why the others were crying like they cared. That's why he was completely uncaring and heartless of them telling him how evil, coldhearted, and heinous he was.
Looking over the crowd of people in motion, it's like the room silenced and all movement froze when the oversized courtroom door opened and a man in a wheelchair Lonnie thought looked familiar was wheeled in. Staring at Lonnie with the look of death in his eyes, Lonnie stared back just as hard but also with curiosity of who the man was. Lonnie didn't realize who he was until he was wheeled right behind him and an arm's length away.
“I hope your cell mates rip your asshole apart, motherfucker. My daughter liked your pathetic ass. I hope she haunts you every day of your miserable life—then you die a slow and painful death.” Trina's father wished a living hell on his daughter's killer. Finding out about Trina in the hospital sent the old man into a flare-up. He got even sicker when he was forced to cremate Trina because he couldn't afford to bury her. He planned on finding a man behind bars with Lonnie who'd be willing to make the teen suffer just as much as his daughter did.
“I got news for you, sir; I've been living a miserable life for the last few years. If you can make sure I die tomorrow, I'll thank you right now.” Lonnie refused to apologize, even though an apology wouldn't have done shit.
Trina's father tried swinging his fist and punching Lonnie, but the guard grabbed his hand and ordered the man's caretaker to wheel him out of the courtroom. Emotions were high. Lonnie laughed loud and devilishly, bidding Trina's father farewell.
Two officers came over to escort Lonnie out of the courtroom. They too were wearing smirks, for they loved their jobs of locking criminals up. Looking at the court TV cameras for their few seconds of fame, they moved to grab Lonnie's arms, one on the left and one on the right. Neither of them had any idea Lonnie had one last act of craziness to show them.
“You're gonna rot for the rest of your life, you scumbag motherfucker,” the guard said, but away from the camera so only the crowd could read his lips. Like the judge, he didn't want to get in trouble for expressing his true feelings about the case. Both of the court officials had to keep their jobs. Their celebration would occur once the room was cleared.
Lonnie, however, was motivated by the cameras. Not liking that everyone was cheering, jumping for joy, and filming him at his lowest point, he felt his adrenaline surge once again. This time, it wasn't from an X-pill, Adderall, Abilify, the liquor mixture, or the coke he missed the most; it was pain and frustration he'd been pushing down and self-medicating. Taking a deep breath, he looked over at the security guard with so much mouth, pulled his head back to make the blow more powerful, and then rammed his forehead directly into the officer's. Not expecting the mighty blow, the officer's legs crumbled, and he fell to the floor.
“Order in the court. I need order in my court,” the judge yelled over the crowd's explosion over what just happened. “Bailiffs, clear the room and get this piece of scum the hell out of here. I want his ass locked in the hole, never to see the light of day again. Lonnie Eugene McKay, you disgust me. I know your mother is looking down on you from heaven shaking her head.” She didn't care about the rules she was to follow as she spat venom on Lonnie. The judge's words were led by emotion because she was a woman who'd just presided over a court case that unveiled so many atrocious acts on women. She wished she could haul off and kick his ass herself.
“Hey, Judge, you better make sure I stay locked in that hole these pasty-white cocksuckers are about to take me to. 'Cause if I ever get out,
you're
the first chick I'm gonna be looking for.”
* * *
THE END
Also Available July 2016
 
 
From Ms. Michel Moore
and Marlon P.S. White
I Can Touch the Bottom
CHAPTER ONE
Years up in that motherfucker; straight wasted. Caged up like some wild animal that's used to roaming the streets. Alienated from my people like a nigga had the plague or something. I swear, I hope the garbage-mouthed rats that sold me out rot in hell. You don't turn your back on a real one like me; we a dying breed, and that's on everything. Yup, hell, yeah, them bastards tried to hold me up. And yeah, they slowed me down, that ain't no lie. But fuck outta here. I'm back on the block in full swing on some O. G.
shit. On top of my game where a guy supposed to be. Now if that ain't God blessing my hustle, then I don't know what the hell you call it. Stack was tipsy, feeling good as he turned up the sounds in his truck. For him, everything was lovely. He'd done his time in the penitentiary, and now it was time to live like a king; stress free.
Yeah, tonight was a good-ass night for me! Matter of fact, the entire day was off the chain. The streets was acting right with my money, and them dusty females at the club was acting like they never seen a dude as polished as me. Shit can't get no better. Now all I need to do is get my stomach off craps, and I'ma be all the way a hundred.
Stunt profiling in the butter-soft leather seats of his truck, all was well with Stackz as he reminisced. Blasting the rhythmic sounds of jazz, the music flowed out of the custom-installed speakers. Each beat of the multiple instruments seemed to be felt deep in his muscular built bones. Content with life, his fingertips tapped on the side of the steering wheel. Off into his own world, the semiwasted young-style gangster with an old-school mentality wanted and needed something hot to put on his empty stomach. After throwing back several double shots of 1738 at Club A.F.S.C., short for another fucking strip club, he was about spent.
Fighting the beginning numbness of a slight headache, he felt the rumbling movements of his ribs trying to touch his spine. Realizing he couldn't fight the need for food to soak up some of the liquor in his system any longer, he knew he had to get right. Stackz finally turned the radio's volume down to focus. Slowing down, he hit his blinker and busted a quick U-turn. Knowing relief from hunger was only minutes away, he pulled up to a local favorite late-night spot. They served breakfast twenty-four/ seven which always came in handy when the pancake and scrambled eggs with cheese munchies kicked in. Stackz and his close-knit crew were semiregulars at the greasy spoon. They often stumbled in there to get their grub on after clubbing or getting wasted. But this time was different. Stackz wasn't crewed up with his team of menacing cohorts. He was rolling solo.
Looking through the huge neon-lit window, he immediately took notice that the “hood” restaurant was unusually empty for that time of night; a perfect setting for the impossible to be made possible. Any and everything was subject to jump off after 2:00 a.m. in Detroit, and no one, not even the toughest gangster, was exempt from getting got if caught slipping. Being cautious, Stackz had second thoughts of even stopping at the hole-in-the-wall, yet his stomach growling once more made up his mind for him. Stackz wasn't scared of the crime-plagued city at all. Matter of fact, he felt the city oughta be scared of him. He'd just come home after serving time in prison and was still on parole. But that wasn't going to hinder him from being the man he was on the streets or handling business on a daily basis; legal or not. And on that note, Stackz reached over to the passenger,s seat, grabbing his pistol. After putting one up top, he placed it on his lap.
Fuck that ho, a motherfucker don't wanna act a fool tonight bullshit; a nigga straight hungry as hell. Chili fries with cheese is just what a brother need to get me back right
, Stackz thought as he pulled to the side of the building.
Stackz put his vehicle in park. With no worries, he jumped out of the triple-black Jeep Commander, gun in hand. Like a hawk hunting for prey, his eyes searched the general area, being mindful of his surroundings. Tipsy not drunk, the trained street soldier was on high alert and on point. Pausing momentarily, he tucked the rubber-gripped .45-caliber thumper in his waistband, adjusting it. He was a hood sniper when it came to automatics, so the fact he had his “li'l act right” with him, he was all good. Pulling his shirt down in an attempt to conceal the illegal peacemaker, Stackz reassured his still-disgruntled stomach that satisfaction was shortly on the way.
Shutting the truck door, he hit the lock button on his keychain. Checking the lot once more, he headed toward the restaurant entrance. As he made his way past the window, Stackz took notice of the people inside; three guys who appeared to be silly and harmless and two young females. Listening to their laughter from the outside, he assumed they were here on the same buzzed mission he was: needing a greasy fix.
With confidence, Stackz pushed the glass door wide open, stepping inside. It was whatever. On some Martin Luther King shit, tonight, he was fearing no man. As if on cue, all the laughter he'd overheard while walking up abruptly ceased. It was as if Jesus had jumped off the cross or Tupac's ghost had appeared for a final farewell concert; all eyez were on him. After a few brief seconds of uncomfortable silence, the three initially-perceived-to-be-harmless dudes took on the form of pure thirstiness. Although Stackz felt he was outnumbered when it came down to it, he knew he was good with the hardware and would put in work, if need be. Maybe it was the 1738 flowing through his bloodstream making him paranoid—and maybe not. But whatever the case, Stackz immediately felt like the trio of guys possibly had some bullshit brewing and put his game face on.
Making eye contact with both of the girls, Stackz had the ability to quickly study people's body language and act accordingly. It was a gift that his grandmother passed down to him; one he often used to his advantage. The lighter skinned one with all the weave appeared to be wild. Smacking on her gum, sucking her teeth, and talking loud, she was everything that Stackz didn't like in a woman. He might have been locked up for some years, but he knew she was out of order. Her clothes were too tight and definitely too revealing for his taste. Whoever she was, Stackz could tell she was trying too hard. Not wanting to stare at the group of people too much longer, he quickly glanced at the other female. Immediately with ease, he read something in the caramel-complexioned female's mannerisms that said she wasn't down with the clown antics her group was into. Stackz made a mental note that although she was cute in the face and had potential, she was dumb as hell for hanging with dudes that appeared to be bottom-feeders.
“Hello, there, can I help you?” the girl behind the security glass asked, pen in hand as he approached the counter.
“Umm, yeah, dear, let me get some chili fries with bacon, Swiss, and American cheese, along with fresh chopped onions,” he calmly responded, still being aware of the eerie silence since he'd come inside the building.
“Will that complete your order?” she leaned closer to the bulletproof glass, getting a whiff of Stackz's cologne that had somehow floated through to the other side.
“Yeah, sweetheart. That's it,” Stackz replied, taking his money out of his pocket. While waiting for the total, he stared down at her name tag which read Tangy. He thought he knew her but couldn't call it for sure. Although he and his boys were semilate-night regulars, the virtually unskilled cashiers working the graveyard shift changed like clockwork. Waiting for the female who seemed somewhat familiar to give him his total, it suddenly hit Stackz where he remembered her from. She was T. L. people; his young soldier who he'd raised from a youth. He ran with a lot of chicks, but this girl's cat-shaped eyes were what he remembered.
Tangy had run with Stackz's protégé a few summers back and easily knew who he was. As soon as he had walked through the door, her heart raced. Tangy hoped her hair was on point and wished she'd worn her good push-up bra. She always had a secret crush on Stackz, like most females from around the way, even if they were banging one of his boys. Stackz always dressed nice, stayed driving good, and most importantly, was rumored to have a big piece of meat between his legs he knew how to work. She wanted nothing more but for him to sit in the dining-room area and eat his food, but with the three stooges and their girls still tucked away in the corner of the restaurant acting a fool, Tangy knew that would never happen. She was disgusted, constantly giving them the side eye as she rang up Stackz's order.
No rookie to the streets, Stackz peeped her unease and body language. He felt like something was up and knew right then and there he should get ready.
“That will be $5.37, please, Stackz,” she quietly announced, seductively licking her lips.
Like Stackz thought he knew who she was, the fact she called him by his street name confirmed he was right. Tangy did, in fact, used to run with T. L. Nevertheless, Stackz was used to females openly flirting with him so he paid her no mind, especially at this moment. Without hesitation, he pealed a twenty-dollar bill off his medium-sized knot and slid it to her, insisting she kept the change. Just then, Stackz overheard the biggest of the three guys posted in the far corner try to go hard.
“Who in the fuck this pretty-ass nigga think he is! All fly guy and shit with his red Pelle on and rocking them overpriced Robin's Jeans. He must not know where the hell he's at. He gonna mess around and get all the shit ran, plus that truck he drove up in.”
Stackz clearly wasn't moved by his hating punk-ass comment. He knew just where he was; in the heart of the city; the city that he got hella money in. Stackz had already killed the nigga with all the mouth and his homeboys eight different ways in his mind before he could blink twice.
Got me a few to go, I see. Any sign of fuckery and they people ain't gon' be able to sell enough fish dinners or raise enough money in a GoFundMe account to bury they asses quick enough.
“Stackz, you heard that right?” Tangy asked on the sly.
“Yeah, baby girl,” he grinned, winking his eye. “I know where I am; just where the fuck I wanna be.” Casually, he turned, looking over his shoulder at the trio, especially the one with the big mouthpiece. “Listen up, you ho-ass nigga; this ain't what you want. This right here ain't what you looking for tonight; none of y'all. So fall back with them bitches and relax. Don't tempt me to show out.”
Overly intoxicated, the three drunk wannabe thugs huddled together, obviously getting their courage up to attack. With ill intentions of going for bad, each kept looking over in Stackz's direction, hoping their intended target was just talking that ballsy shit to convince himself he wasn't about to get got.
Stackz had already sized the dudes up when he first stepped inside the restaurant and knew if and when the time came, he'd lay all they asses down; the two groupie skanks also, if need be. In Detroit, females were known for having “gangster moments” too. So fuck all that “I'm innocent and was just with him because” bullshit. In Stackz's eyes, everybody could bleed blood if they jumped into the murderous street arena; hoes included. Holding his own, like the O. G. he was, Stackz stood by the counter. With his phone in one hand and the other ready to whip out his .45 and go to work, he was hyped.
“Dang, why y'all always stay on some unnecessary crap?” one female remarked loud enough so Stackz would hopefully hear. What she was really doing was dry snitching on the always drunk, belligerent clowns she was sitting with. She'd been around them long enough from time to time to know they were seriously out of their league where this guy was concerned. The way he stood and carried himself, Ava knew dude was right; trouble with him was definitely not what they wanted. “Look, Leela, I'm ready to go right fucking now. Fuck this dumb shit! Y'all tripping!”
“Naw, Ava, slow down—chill; we good. You always acting like you too good to hang out with me and my friends,” Leela smartly replied with a look of disdain.
“Yeah, and creeps like these right here is the reason why I don't fuck with your ass on the regular.” She stood to her feet, leering over at the plotting haters with disgust.
“Creeps, huh?” Mickey had been called worse in his life so he let that little insult roll off his back like water but took offense to her trying to cause a scene. “Yo, Leela, shut your sister the fuck up,” he urged in a hushed tone as to not be heard by their soon-to-be victim. “Calm her uppity-acting ass down; all loud and shit. She gon' spook dude before we even get a chance to run his pockets.”
“Oh, hell to the naw,” Ava loudly clapped back at Mickey, not caring who heard her. “I'm out of this motherfucker for sure! I ain't into catching no cases or bodies for the next dummy; especially your thirsty-trapping ass. Y'all do y'all!”
“Dang, sis, hold up for a few,” Leela cut her eyes. Reaching over in an attempt to grab her little sister by the arm as she tried heading toward the door, she knew things were about to get out of hand.
“Yeah, hater, listen to Mickey and your sister. We on to something big right now, so chill! You can break out when we done and not before.”
“Fuck your bum ass,” Ava instantaneously snapped on Devin, the biggest in size of his wannabe tough crew; the one with all the mouth Stackz had overheard. “You might run Leela's simpleminded self 'cause y'all fucking around, but you ain't running nothing this way. You can bet that much.” Still protesting her readiness to leave and the fact she wanted no part of whatever they were on, she pulled away from her older sibling's grip.
Devin grew heated. He hated to be contradicted, and hated even more for Ava to talk down on him and his boys. She had a bad habit of behaving like her shit didn't stank and she wasn't born, raised, and still posted in the same part of the city as he was. He didn't want her hanging with them anyhow tonight, but in between Leela wanting female company and Mickey always hoping he could one day get on, here Ava was; going against the grain, as usual. “Look, girl, I swear on everything I love, I'm straight bulldogging and skull tapping that ass if your people blow this lick for me with that bad luck mouth of hers.”

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