His Perfect Bride (31 page)

Leaving her standing in his study, Richard set off to check the marchioness’ chambers. Considering Miss Ashley didn’t mention checking upstairs, he hoped to easily find Brianna.

Climbing up the stairs two at a time, he hurried to her door. Grasping the door handle, he was relieved to find it locked. She was inside. Knowing she had a reason for isolating herself, he refrained from going through his bedchamber and entering unannounced. Lifting his hand, he rapped his knuckles on the door.

“I said go away, Ashley. I already told you, I don’t wish to talk about it.” Brianna’s muffled voice came through the door. So the governess had been lying, but why? Since there was obviously a motive, he knocked again. “Please,” Brianna begged, her voice full of pain. “You don’t understand how hard it is to live like this.”

Richard reeled back as if he had been struck. Had he really made life that difficult for her? Although he knew he had been harsh, he had believed he was doing the right thing, but now he was not so sure. Brianna became so important to him that allowing her to endure this misery was unacceptable. He needed to do something to right the wrong.

“Do you want to know what the worst part is?” her tearful voice continued. “I have not only lost my inspiration to paint, but I have lost my desire to.”

His mouth fell open. Painting had always been a large part of her life, and he could not imagine her ceasing the activity. With her simple words, he felt his heart break, and he staggered backwards.

Brianna, his wife, sat in there hurting because of him. He hesitated, realizing he could finally put a name to the feelings he had been experiencing. Although a foreign thought, he was not surprised. He loved Brianna. He had no trouble admitting it now while enduring the proof stabbing through his chest.

He straightened. He had to fix this. He had to remove her pain and once he had, his would be alleviated as well.

Thinking over her actions and requests this past month, he realized she didn’t want anything too outlandish. Neither could they be overly harmful to his reputation or hers. Although still greatly concerned over her well-being, he understood he had reached a point where he would have to trust her judgment.

The image of his perfect bride that had been the driving force in his decisions regarding his wife melted away and was replaced with the perfect image of Brianna. He would no longer force her to become something she was not, for the woman he’d fallen in love with was ideal just the way she was.

As he stumbled into his bedchamber, and then to the door leading to the marchioness bedchamber, he felt his overwhelming love for Brianna filling him, propelling him forward. Opening the door, he saw his wife seated on the edge of the bed with her face in her hands. Without hesitation, he rushed to her side and pulled her into his arms.

“Oh, Brianna, I’m so sorry,” he said softly.

“What are you doing here? You should not see me like this,” she cried and buried her face into his chest.

“You are wrong. I should be forced to see the effects of my decisions.”

She went silent for a moment and then spoke in a muffled voice filled with misery. “I just don’t understand why you don’t trust me. When have I proven myself to be so untrustworthy?”

“Never. It’s not that I don’t trust you, but rather everyone else around you. I worry over your safety, but I now understand what I have been doing to you,” he admitted, then tilted her face back so he could look into her eyes. “I’m no longer going to try to change you or your nature. From this day onward, you will have more freedom, my love.”

The sadness drained from her face, replaced by unadulterated joy. “Really? You will grant me the use of the carriage? Without my having to ask for permission?”

Richard nodded and cupped her face. “Yes, my love.”

“And walks through the estate, will I still be required to bring Maude along with me everywhere?”

“Only if you chose to invite her. I will leave the decision up to you.”

“Why?” she asked with a slight frown. “Why the sudden change of heart?”

“Because I love you.” He waited for the words to sink in before he continued. “I fell in love with you just the way you are. You are perfect, and I love you more than I can say,” Richard rasped

“Though I can’t always promise to obey you, I do promise not to embarrass you, and I will never endanger myself or our child.” Her voice grew thick with emotion. “I love you, too. You make me feel safe, cared for, and, until most recently, you allowed me to be myself. Hearing you say I may do so again is like painting a rainbow.”

The beautiful words resounded through his body, giving him more pleasure than he thought possible. Bending his head down, he captured her lips.

As he pulled her tighter against him, he was grateful the door remained locked. The only thing he cared about now was Brianna. Their guests and the hunt no longer mattered. Desperate to prove his overwhelming love to his wife, he brought her down on the bed, intending to make this moment memorable for both of them.

A Preview from the next book in the Perfect Series: His Perfect Game

Greyson Thorpe, Viscount Merrick, gritted his teeth as perspiration dripped down his face. This was it: The game he had been waiting for. After months of preparation and endless plans, everything rested on this one moment, on this one hand. Piercing his opponent with a steely gaze, Greyson reveled in the man’s discomfort.

Hammond Everett, Duke of Donetic, had something Greyson wanted, and he would do anything in his power to obtain it. The stakes in this game were higher than Greyson could afford to lose, and he didn’t refer to the paltry funds scattered about the gaming table. They didn’t amount to anything compared to the vast fortune he had amassed from his luck at cards.

The duke shuffled his cards again. Although his face remained masked, his fingers shook and his Adam’s apple bobbed, betraying his true state. He presented the sight of a man who lacked faith in himself. Greyson could not have asked for a better display.

Slicing his gaze to his own hand, the cards neither assured his victory nor elicited distress. Normally, overconfidence served as his gambling companion, but tonight it eluded him.

“Place your final bets,” Andrews commanded, signaling that the end drew near.

“Hauney is a sizable estate and has always managed to run on its own income.” The duke’s wager, no doubt, was meant to prove his assurance in his abilities.

Greyson froze. Could the duke be bluffing, or had he lost? He could not bring himself to believe it was over.

“Very good, Your Grace.” Andrews accepted the paper. “Lord Merrick, your counter?”

“Ambliet will do. It’s equal in size and fortune.” Greyson’s attention slid back to his opponent. “I also wager Merrick.”

The duke’s eyes widened before he regained control of his reaction. Greyson didn’t change his expression nor did he lower his gaze. He knew the only other estate owned by the duke was Donetic. Judging by his narrowed eyes and thin lips, he would not back down.

“I accept and add Donetic. I suppose the outcome of the game will see one of us ruined.”

Greyson inclined his head, biting back the response that these two estates were not his only holdings. Instead, he silently accepted his final cards from Andrews. Desperate to learn his fate, he glanced down at his hand. His heart accelerated and his stomach clenched, but he showed no outward sign of his reaction.

With an arrogant smile, the duke waved his free hand forward, indicating he expected Greyson to tip his hand first. Without removing his eyes from the duke’s face, Greyson placed his cards face up on the table. One second passed before the duke’s face fell, and he slammed his cards down.

After years of masking his reactions, Greyson had no trouble containing outward signs of his relief. The moment felt surreal. He finally held the means to obtain something more valuable to him than all the estates in England.

“You are a-a cheat,” the duke sputtered, his face red. “The odds of you drawing a better hand than mine are too great.”

Greyson gripped the arms of the chair with more force than it deserved. Although familiar with this reaction from his opponents, countering in his usual manner would not serve him. He needed to remain calm.

Glancing at Andrews, he noticed the man had moved back several paces and eyed him warily. As most of the employees were aware, being called a cheat was the one insult Greyson could not abide.

Refusing to be baited, he turned his attention to the table and pocketed his winnings. As he lazily turned his gaze back to the duke’s now purple face, he fingered his brandy glass.

“In a room with this many patrons, I can’t believe you would make such a claim,” Greyson replied, lifting the glass to his lips.

“It’s possible.”

“Are you challenging me?” Greyson’s voice shook, unable to disguise the depth of his rage.

“I have nothing to lose. You have drained my coffers and taken my estates.”

The matter-of-fact response helped Greyson regain control of his anger.

“Don’t be too hasty in declaring your ruin. Allow me to buy you a drink. Then we can discuss this civilly.”

“I don’t have anything more to add.” The duke crossed his arms as if daring Greyson to refute him.

“I do.” Greyson stood, stretching to his full height and staring down at the man. “Will you not humor me?”

“Five minutes,” the duke conceded, shifting his eyes around the gathered crowd.

Greyson nodded and then stepped away from the gaming tables. What he wanted to say would be better suited at a more private location. Their repartee already drew more attention than he intended. He could see the tongues wagging with tales of the bastard viscount.

His hands involuntarily clenched into fists. Over the years he had perfected his mask of indifference, but, unfortunately, he had never managed to prevent his emotions from presenting themselves in some other manner. Relaxing each finger individually helped him to reclaim his calm demeanor.

After they were away from the majority of the curious ears, he turned to the duke.

“The brandy at Thorpe House far exceeds the quality of the swill they serve here. Perhaps we can take our discussion there.”

“What is your game, Merrick? I demand you tell me now.”

Greyson leaned forward, pitching his voice low. “Don’t forget I hold your vowels, and therefore the power. I could easily make my new holdings widely known. Your cooperation, however, will keep my mouth closed . . . for now.”

“So, you wish to hold this over me first? With or without my fortune, I’m not a man you should cross.”

“Neither am I.” Greyson kept his challenging gaze focused on the duke until the man began to squirm. “Now, I think we will be able to come to an agreement. If you wish to hear me out, join me at my townhouse. However, if you prefer not to, I’ll be lenient and give you one month to vacate
my
property.”

Without waiting for a response, Greyson turned and strode from the club. At this point, he didn’t care if the duke followed him. If the man refused to accept the offer, it would not set him back far.

With the holdings gained tonight, he could find someone else to buy. Everyone had a price; it was determining what it was that took time. The idea didn’t bother him as he had become accustomed to waiting.

Regardless, he still had faith in the duke. Although prideful, the duke was not a fool. Greyson fully expected the man to join him that evening. With the duke, he would be a step closer to gaining the one thing he craved, the one thing he had been denied all these years.

“Wake up, my lady.”

Willimena Abigail Everett, or Abigail as she preferred, rolled over and pulled the sheets over her head. She could not think of one good reason why Mary would wake her at this hour, so she didn’t feel inclined to listen. The sun had not even snaked its way through the curtains to drag her from the world of dreams.

“It’s your father,” Mary pressed.

The mention of him ripped Abigail from her drowsy state the way nothing else could. Dread sliced through her body, leaving her gasping for breath. Good never came from a summons from her father, particularly in the middle of the night.

“How long has he been calling?” Abigail asked, jumping out of bed and settling herself at the dressing table.

Sweeping the black powder forward, she began generously applying the coloring to her hair. If he were in one of his dark moods, it would not serve her to flaunt the reminder of his late father’s penchant for redheaded women.

Seeing her hair in the looking glass also reminded her to disguise the slight Scottish lilt in her voice. Although she had spent many years practicing an English accent, her heritage always threatened to shine through when she was unaware.

“Not long, but Lewis told me he has been drinking.”

“Then I want to wear my brown dress.” Abigail now had no question about his plan for the evening.

“But it’s—”

“I know it’s becoming threadbare in places, but I will not have him destroying another one of my gowns. I don’t have that many left.” She kept her tone level, as if discussing the beatings she endured at her father’s hand was a most natural occurrence.

The sorrow and pity in Mary’s eyes nearly destroyed her calm. “I’m sorry, my lady.”

“I know. Now quickly help me cover my hair.”

There was no time to style her hair, so Abigail wore it loosely down her back. If nothing else, the fullness would add more protection between her flesh and her father’s belt. Brushing a lock of hair off her shoulder, she took a deep breath. Every second she wasted here would make her punishment more severe.

“Where is the dress?” Abigail inquired as she looked around.

“I have not finished collecting your armor.”

“We don’t have time. I don’t believe he would notice the change in my appearance if he has been drinking.”

When Mary appeared with the dress, Abigail quickly tugged the thin fabric over her head. The armor would have offered additional protection, but it was too late now. She would have to go without it.

Years ago, before her debut into society, her mother suggested Abigail make herself less presentable in order to deter potential suitors. In agreement with their scheme, Mary had fashioned several pieces that affixed under Abigail’s clothing in order to obscure her curves and make her appear larger. Any gentlemen still showing interest changed their mind after speaking with her mother. Abigail had no idea what occurred during those discussions, but she felt grateful for them regardless.

They had also conspired with the dressmaker to select colors that were unfavorable with her light skin tone. The final piece of her armor was a pair of black oversized glasses to obscure her face. Her mother had them specially crafted for her with glass lenses.

Glancing over at her glasses, she decided to forgo them tonight. The chance of them breaking was too great, and it only enraged her father more to be forced to replace something he damaged during one of his fits.

Once ready, Abigail squared her shoulders and made her way downstairs. Crossing into the drawing room, she was surprised to find it empty. Her father always conducted this business here, and his absence frightened her. Could he be planning something worse than normal?

The sound of her father’s laughter brought her eyes to the open doorway.

“There you are, my dear,” her father exclaimed. His face hardened as his gaze dropped down to her threadbare gown.

As he stepped several paces into the room, Abigail noticed a gentleman following him. She immediately realized her mistake and dropped her head. Not only was her clothing choice wrong, but she regretted her decision to forgo her armor.

“Willimena,” her father snapped, drawing her attention back to him. “I have found a husband for you.”

Abigail’s eyes widened as she gaped at her father. Shock robbed her of the ability to speak. After years of avoiding the fate she would suffer with a husband, in one instant, all her efforts had been rendered useless.

Her head spun. Surely this was a bad dream, or at the very least a misunderstanding. Sliding her eyes to the unknown man, she hoped he would refute her father’s words. Unfortunately, his unblinking stare only served to confirm it.

As she surveyed him, steely grey eyes assessed her from under dark lashes. His black hair was cropped short around a masculine face. A dusting of hair shaded his cheeks as if he had forgotten to shave that morning. Standing taller than her father, she found him to be quite an imposing figure.

“I-I don’t understand,” Abigail sputtered.

“This is Viscount Merrick, and, as of right now, you two are betrothed.”