High Noon (7 page)

“Hear that, Dave?” Reuben kicked back in his chair and grinned. His glassy eyes drooped. “Got a kid wants to negotiate with you. Sure, what the fuck. Come on over here.”

When Phoebe stood in front of him, Reuben passed her the phone. And pressed the gun to her belly. “Tell him what I'm doing first.”

Sweat snaked a slow, fat line down her back. Why didn't the pills
work
? Had Carter wriggled out the window?

“Mister? He's got the gun at my stomach, and I'm awful scared. We're so hot. No, we're not hurt, but we're so hot it's going to make us
sick
. If we could just have the air-conditioning back on, maybe we could
sleep,
'cept we're so scared I guess we'd need a bunch of sleeping pills or something. Please, mister, would you please turn on the electricity?

“And, sir?” She gripped the phone tighter when Reuben reached for it. When he shrugged, leaned back, the wave of relief was like giddiness. “Could you please give him the money and the car he wants? He's been real nice to us since I gave him the potato salad I made myself. He even let me go to the bathroom first. We're all just so tired we might just pass out any minute, you know?”

Reuben held out a hand for the phone, then gave her a nasty little poke with the gun to move her back. “Hear that, Dave? This girl here, she wants the electric back on. Wants me to have the money and that Caddy. Hell no, I didn't let them get anything to eat, and I won't till that electric's back on. Fact, I'm gonna go eenie meenie right now and…Where's that boy? Where is that little shit?”

“Mr. Reuben, he's right…” Phoebe shot out her arm as if to point and knocked over the bottle of Wild Turkey. “Oh, I'm sorry! I'm sorry. I'll clean it right up. I'll—”

She went down, pain searing over her face as the back of his hand slammed against her cheek. “Stupid bitch!” He lurched up, staggered. Phoebe looked straight into the barrel of the gun.

Like the wrath of God, Essie leaped off the couch and onto his back.

He bucked; she bit. Her nails scraped like razors down his face as they both screamed, both cursed. Phoebe scrambled back in a crab walk, barely avoiding a bullet as Reuben went down to his knees under Essie's assault.

“Help us! Help us now!” Phoebe shouted until her lungs burned. She grabbed the bottle, prepared to whale in, but Reuben went down, flat on his face. Weeping, screaming, Essie continued to pound him with her fists, even when the door burst open. Even when men rushed in with guns.

“Don't shoot us. Don't shoot us.” Weeping, Phoebe crawled to her mother.

 

Things slowed down to a dream, it seemed like. And in the dream people walked her through water where voices echoed and the lights hurt her eyes. Once, she fell asleep, and did dream. But the dream was so scary she pushed herself awake again.

Mama had to have X-rays of her face to make sure her cheekbone wasn't broken, and stitches to close the gash. Phoebe sat in the little room in the hospital. She didn't want to lie down, didn't want to sleep again and fall back into the dream where the gun exploded, and the bullet—like a live thing—hunted her down and killed her.

Carter slept curled up in a ball on the narrow bed. His fists were clenched, and off and on his body twitched like a horse's did when flies landed on it.

Doctors and nurses and police came in and out, and asked questions. When they did, she wanted them to go away. When they went away, she wished they'd come back so she wasn't alone.

But there'd been water to drink, to wash the grit that had coated her throat. And then icy Coca-Cola, straight from the bottle.

She wanted her mother. She wanted Mama so bad it hurt worse than Reuben's hand across her face.

When a man came in with a big McDonald's takeout bag, the smell of burgers and fries had her stomach jittering with sudden and acute hunger.

He smiled at her, glanced at Carter, then came over to sit beside Phoebe on the bed. “Thought you might be hungry. Don't know about you, but I'd rather skip the hospital food. I'm Dave.”

She knew she stared, knew it was rude. But she'd expected Dave to be old—older anyway. He looked barely older than the high school boys Phoebe liked to sigh over in secret. His hair was a light brown with a lot of curl to it, his eyes shades lighter and blue. He wore a dark blue shirt, open at the collar. And he smelled just a little sweaty.

He held out his hand, but when Phoebe offered hers, he didn't shake it. He held it, firm, just the way his eyes held hers. “I'm really happy to meet you, Phoebe. Really happy to see you.”

“I'm glad to meet you, too.”

Then she did what she hadn't done in all the hours inside the hot little house, in all the time she'd waited while her brother slept.

She cried.

Dave sat, held her hand. He didn't say a thing. At one point he got up, dug up a box of tissues and put them in her lap. When her tears slowed, he pulled the Quarter Pounders and fries out of the bag.

“My mama,” Phoebe began.

“She's going to be fine. I checked on her, and I asked if I could have a little time with you before they took you and your brother to her, or brought her to you. Looks like he could use some sleep anyway.”

“I guess.”

“I know you were scared, but you were smart, too, and you were brave.”

“I wasn't brave. I was mad.” She picked up the burger, bit in. Her stomach clenched as if deciding whether or not it would accept the food. Then it relaxed again. “Carter was brave for climbing out the window.”

“He said you told him to, that you said you'd slap him stupid if he didn't do it.”

She flushed a little because she was forbidden to hit her brother. Even though there were occasions she judged he'd earned it enough for her to break the rule.

“I guess I did.”

“Why?”

“Reuben would've hurt him. He'd've hurt him bad before he hurt me, or even Mama again. Because he's the baby, and Reuben knows Mama loves him more than anything.”

“You'd already put the pills in the food before you told Carter to climb out the window.”

“I should've put more in. I wasn't sure how many. You knew what I was trying to tell you, right away.” She picked up a fry. “I felt better when I was talking to you.”

“It was smart of you to find a way to tell me you put something in his food. It bought me just a little more time.”

“How come you didn't turn the electric back on? He got so mad about that.”

“Well, you know how you talked him into letting you go to the bathroom before you fixed his food? It's kind of like that. You try to get something back, like an exchange. Fact was, I was about to when we spotted Carter climbing out the window. I wanted to keep Reuben talking—or let you talk—while we got Carter to safety and figured out the new situation. Did you knock over the bottle to distract him, so he'd be mad at you and forget about Carter?”

“I figured he'd hit me, but I didn't know he'd get that mad. I think he'd have shot me if Mama hadn't jumped on him. I should've given him more pills, is what. Then it wouldn't have taken so long for him to pass out. Mama wouldn't've had the pills if it wasn't for him. That's irony.” She smiled a little when Dave laughed. “I learned about irony in English class. She got the pills because he made her so upset and nervous. He pretended to be nice when he met her, when they started going out. But he started picking on her, and us, and pushing his weight around. He slapped her once, right across the face.”

“She had a restraining order on him.”

Phoebe nodded. “She told him she wouldn't see him anymore and to go away. But he kept coming around, or going to her work. Following her in his car. I think more than that, but she wouldn't tell me. He came to the house one night, too, drunk, and she called the police. They made him go away, but that's all they did.”

“I'm sorry we didn't do more.”

“They told her she could get that restraining order, so she did. I don't see how it helped her any.”

“No. I'm sorry about that, too. It seems to me, Phoebe, your mother did everything right, everything she could do to protect herself and her family.”

Phoebe stared down at the paper napkin balled in her fist. “Why didn't he just go away when she said she didn't want him?”

“I don't know.”

It wasn't the answer she wanted, Phoebe decided. Worse, it was kin to a lie. She hated when grown-ups lied because they didn't think you could understand.

Phoebe ate more fries and shook her head. “Maybe you don't know exactly, but you sort of do. You just think I won't understand 'cause I'm only twelve—almost twelve. But I understand lots of things.”

He studied her another moment, as if he could read something on her face like the words in a book. “Okay, I do sort of know, or I have an opinion. I think he's mean, he's a bully, and he didn't like the idea of anyone telling him what to do, or what he could have, especially a woman like your mother. So he tried to scare her and intimidate her, and he got madder and madder because it wasn't working the way he wanted. I think he wanted to hurt her, to show her he was the boss, and it got out of hand, even for him.”

Phoebe ate another fry. “I think he's a son of a bitch.”

“Yeah, that, too. Now he's going to be a son of a bitch in jail, for a long time.”

She thought about this as she sucked on the Coke he'd brought her. “On TV, they usually shoot the bad guy. The SWAT team shoots him.”

“I like it better when nobody gets shot. What you did in there? It helped it work out so nobody died. Dying's a short end, Phoebe. I know you're tired, and you want to see your mother.” He stood, then pulled a card out of his pocket. “I want you to know you can call me anytime. You need to talk about all this again, or ask questions, or you need help with anything, you just call me.”

She took the card and read: Detective David Mc Vee. “Carter, too? And Mama?”

“Absolutely. Anything, Phoebe, anytime.”

“Okay, thanks. Thanks for the burger and fries.”

“My pleasure, that's a fact.” This time when he offered his hand, he shook hers. “You take care of yourself, and your family.”

“I will.”

When he left, Phoebe put his card in her pocket. She rolled up the takeout bag to help keep the food Dave had brought for Carter warm, shoved the trash in the waste bin.

She crossed to the window to look out. The sun had come up. She didn't know when dawn had broken or how long it had been light. But she knew the dark hours were over.

When the door opened and her mother stood there, her arms open wide, Phoebe all but flew into them.

“Mama, Mama, Mama.”

“My sweet girl. My baby girl.”

“Your face. Mama—”

“It's all right. I'm all right.”

How could it be all right with that line of stitches running down her mother's lovely cheek, marring her soft, soft skin? When her sparkling blue eyes were dull and the bruising crawled out around them?

But Essie put her hands on Phoebe's shoulders. “It's nothing. We're safe, we're all safe. That's everything. Oh God, Phoebe, I'm so sorry.”

“Not you. Not you.” Tears spilled again as Essie brushed kisses over the bruise on Phoebe's jaw. “Mama, it wasn't your fault. Dave even said so.”

“I let Reuben into our lives. I opened the door to him. That much, at least, is my fault.” She stepped away to walk over, to lean over Carter and rest her cheek on his head. “God, God, if anything had happened to you, to either of you, I don't know what I'd do. You got him out,” she murmured. “You got Carter out of the house. It's more than I did.”

“No, Mama—”

“I'll never look at you quite the same way again, Phoebe.” Essie straightened. “I'll always look at you and see my little girl, my own baby girl, but now, every time I look at you, I'll see a hero.”

“You beat him down to the floor,” Phoebe reminded her. “I guess you're a hero, too.”

“Maybe at the end of it. Well, I hate to wake him up, but I don't want to stay in this hospital anymore.”

“Can we go home now?”

Essie brushed a hand over Carter's hair, faced her daughter again. “We're never going back there. I never want to go inside that place again. I'm sorry. I'd never feel safe.”

“But where can we go?”

“We're going to stay with Cousin Bess. I called her, and she said we're to come.”

“To the big house?” The idea of it had Phoebe's eyes opening wide. “But you and Cousin Bess don't hardly speak. You don't even like her.”

“This morning, she's my favorite person in the world, save you and Carter. And we're going to be grateful to her, Phoebe, for opening her home to us when we need it.”

“She didn't open it to us when Daddy died, or when—”

“Now she is.” Essie snapped out the words. “And we're grateful to her. It's what we have to do.”

“For now?”

“It's what we have to do,” Essie repeated.

 

They rode to Cousin Bess's in a police car while Carter wolfed down the cold burger and fries, gulped down the Coke. They circled the park with the fountain sparkling in the air. The grand old house was rosy brick and soft white trim; it was lush with green lawn and tended flowers and draping trees.

It was a world away from the tiny shotgun house where Phoebe had lived for more than eight of her twelve years.

She noted her mother's back was poker straight as they climbed up the stone steps to the front door, so she stiffened hers as well.

Mama rang the bell like company would, rather than family. The woman who answered the door was young and bright and beautiful. She made Phoebe think of a movie star with her golden fall of hair and slender build.