Her Firefighter SEAL (13 page)

“If Abbie needs anything, I’ll be ready.” The pin-drop silence that followed his announcement lasted for approximately three second before all hell broke loose again. “You want to reserve the ambulance?” “Does Laura Jo know you’re planning a home birth?”

There was a collective shudder at that one, and all gazes skewed to the empty bunk Laura Jo usually occupied when she hung out at the firehouse. She’d gone up to Reno for a bachelorette party, taking Abbie with her. Logically, Kade knew Abbie’s girls would have her back, and so he hadn’t said anything. Plus she’d have killed him, and he really liked living right now. But shit happened. He was living, walking proof of that, and he’d feel better when she came back on Monday and he could see for himself that she was fine.

“Laura Jo’s going to have questions,” Grady crowed.

That elicited frowns from the assembled firefighters. Kade might be the new guy, but he understood the rules. No one upset Laura Jo.

“It’s my inner Boy Scout,” he said mildly. “If there’s a problem, I’ll be ready to fix it.”

Reading up on the whole childbirth thing had seemed prudent. His limited medical training in the military had prepared him to catch the baby in an emergency, but the parts before and after were a black box.

Grady nodded slowly. “You can learn everything you need from a book?”

“You see a live model around here?” He slapped Grady on the shoulder.

As it turned out, Luke had two kids under the age of five, so he had plenty of opinions of the childbirth variety. He also liked to tell stories, so once he got started, it was hard to stop him. No worries. Any intel from the frontlines was good in Kade’s book. He started making lists on his iPhone. He needed to keep the truck gassed up and ready to go. A suitcase. Tennis balls. Jesus. He might as well pack the contents of Walmart into his truck bed, just in case they got stuck somewhere between Strong and the hospital and they had to pull a Jesus, Mary, and Joseph number and give birth in a stable.

When Luke finally ran out of horror stories, Grady summed up what every guy in the room had to be thinking. “So you think she’d call you if she had a problem?”

He shrugged. “No idea.”

A miracle. Naked privileges. Hell, maybe she’d value his EMT training. Pick one or pick them all, but he didn’t care why Abbie called. He just wanted her to lean on him a little, need him a little.

Evasion didn’t fly with Grady. “Hypothesize.”

“Maybe I drive better,” he said mildly. He’d ridden shotgun while Laura Jo drove. She got the job done, but NASCAR races proceeded at a slower pace. It was a miracle her patients didn’t have heart attacks from the speediness of their trips to the hospital. That must have resonated with Grady, because the other man nodded slowly.

Luke narrowed his eyes. “Are you seeing her?”

Kade didn’t give a rat’s ass about what other people thought. This thing, whatever it was, was between him and Abbie. They had smoking hot sex. He changed her lightbulbs and unclogged her drains. He did all the stuff she’d used Will for. He was a substitute husband without any of the emotions, and that was fine with him.

“We’re not dating,” he said, shoving his fists into the pockets of his jeans. Punching Luke wouldn’t help.

“Gotcha.” Luke looked thoughtful. “Do you want to be?”

And that right there was the question, wasn’t it?

“Not my call,” he said, evading the question, but he was afraid he already knew the answer to the question. It was a resounding
hell, yeah.
And that was the problem right there.

~*~

K
atie Lawson pointed a finger in Abbie’s direction. “You’ve been holding out on us. Spill.”

The gesture would have been more authoritative if Katie hadn’t been sporting a bedazzled headband with a shoulder-length tulle veil. Sequins were not daywear.

Someone not too far away hit a jackpot on the casino floor, the winning slot machine announcing the triumph. Abbie wasn’t sure whose idea the weekend bachelorette party had been, but rooms had been booked and a limo rented. When Abbie had made the mistake of wondering out loud if her presence would be a drag on the festivities, Katie had simply patted her on the shoulder and asked “Are you going to wear black and channel your inner Morticia Addams? Pop the baby out early on the casino floor?”

Since the answers to Katie’s questions were a resounding
hell no
, here Abbie was, with a suitcase full of clubbing clothes she could barely squeeze into, a virgin margarita, and the beginnings of a smile.

Laura Jo looked up from her margarita pouring. Her glass of lime-green salty goodness was more tequila than not. Fortunately, the tortilla chips weren’t off-limits. “Are we finding out what she’s been doing when she stood us up for the past two girls’ nights out?”

Faye grinned. She’d also passed on the margarita fun, so she was probably riding the baby train a few months behind Abbie. “I think we are.”

“Gonna find out who’s naughty and nice.” Laura Jo winked. “I’ll hold her down, and the rest of you tickle her until she tells all.”

Thank God there were some things unlikely to happen in public. “I’m more likely to pee on you.”

It wasn’t an idle threat. The bigger Baby got, the more time she seemed to spend in the bathroom. Or running to the bathroom, finding a bathroom, or planning her next trip to the bathroom.

“TMI.” Katie mock shuddered, while Laura Jo flashed a thumbs-up.

“You don’t think she’s been up to something?”

“Oh, I know she has,” Laura Jo said. “Just not something she was planning on sharing with the group.”

Katie exhaled. “Are you okay?”

Which was code for
I kind of dragged you here, so make me feel better about my decision.
She was here on a girls’ weekend in Reno, wasn’t she? How much more fine could she get?

“She’s seeing someone,” Faye said. “That’s my guess.”

Three heads turned to stare at her. And dammit, her cheeks were bright red. She hadn’t been that pink since she’d first experimented with blush in the fifth grade. Her seeing Kade wasn’t precisely a secret, but they hadn’t discussed taking their relationship public either. Or their repeat nonrelationship, as it was. She opted to skirt the truth.

“Kade and I have a thing.”

“Define
thing
.” As usual, Laura was the designated spokeswoman for their group. Probably, Abbie thought, because the woman possessed no verbal filters. If she thought it, she said it.

“He started coming by to check on me,” she said, staring pointedly at Katie.

“He meant well,” Katie said weakly, emptying her margarita glass.

“Uh-huh. He was
sent
.”

Katie eyed her glass, like maybe more alcohol or magic refills could get her out of this. “That too. He owed me, so I collected.”

“I don’t like being a favor.”

Katie winced. “Let the record show I had good intentions?”

“Road to hell,” Laura Jo announced cheerfully. “Paved with good intentions and all that. We can get you one of those cross-stitch samplers for your wedding present.”

“He made me go
fishing
.”

“You said that was fun,” Laura Jo pointed out.

It had been. “The fun was the problem.”

“Not following.”

Abbie blew out a breath. “I
liked
spending time with Kade.”

“Again, still not seeing a problem.”

“And I was lonely.”

“You have all of us,” Katie pointed out, looking as confused as Laura Jo and Faye.

“I think what Abbie here is trying to say is that none of us has a penis.”

“Speak for yourself.” Faye grinned. “Although no one’s allowed to borrow mine. I have plans for my Mr. Donovan.”

Katie blew her a kiss. “You leave mine alone, and I’ll leave yours alone.” To Abbie, she asked, “You and Kade are dating again?”

“We’re not dating,” Abbie insisted. So what if she didn’t know what to call their relationship? “We’re just friends. With benefits.”

“She worked around the penis problem,” Laura Jo observed. “Apparently Kade is more obliging than we knew.”

“I feel like a pimp.” Katie groaned, dropping her head onto the table. Yikes. Abbie was fairly certain she could see strands of Katie’s hair getting stuck in the caked-on gunk decorating the tabletop. Basic hygiene standards required more cash flow than a place serving dollar margaritas generated.

“You can’t tell a guy to hang out with a single gal and expect him to keep things platonic. It’s not in his makeup. He’ll start to wonder if she finds him attractive or what she looks like naked. Then he’ll starting plotting ways to get her naked so he can confirm or deny his hypothesis.”

“True story?” Katie raised her head, looking hopeful. “I’m not in the dog house?”

“He was unbecomingly reluctant.” She might as well put it all out there.

Laura Jo poured herself another drink and flagged down the waiter, who looked unhappy at the signal. If she’d had to make a living serving dollar drinks, she’d have felt the same way.  “You can’t drink, but this calls for fried doughnuts.”

The casino restaurant’s flagship dessert was fried doughnuts presented on something that looked rather like a Lucite earring rack. As an added bonus, said doughnuts came with dipping sauces. Abbie had eaten her weight in doughnuts last night, and tonight was shaping up to be a rinse and repeat. If she couldn’t drink her calories, she’d chew them.

Order placed, Laura Jo got back to business. “You and Kade, huh?”

“We’re friends.”

“Who are having sex,” Katie pointed out. “Kade and I are friends, and we’re not going to bed together.”

“Do you mind?” Even if their engagement had been more of a joke, and Katie was about to marry Tye, maybe Abbie had horned in where she shouldn’t have.

Katie waggled her fingers. As the designated sober person, Abbie should probably cut her off. “No. He’s all yours.”

“Are you
sure
that’s a good idea?” Faye made a face. “You haven’t been widowed for all that long, and you’ve got a baby on the way. I know things can get lonely and Kade’s a hottie, but...” She trailed off, looking uncomfortable.

This, Abbie decided, was why she and Kade hadn’t gone public. Their peanut gallery had too many opinions. “But?”

“But maybe it’s too soon. Maybe you should wait a little longer before jumping back into the dating pool.”

No one else at the table jumped in with a counterargument. Instead, there was a whole lot of margarita slurping and rummaging in the chip basket. Right. She got the message.

“Sex does not a relationship make,” she pointed out. “We’re just taking advantage of each other.”

Did the guys at the firehouse subject Kade this kind of inquisition? Granted, Kade had never expressed the slightest interest in a relationship. Sex, yes. Swapping secret fantasies, possibly. But
roses are red, violets are blue
sentiments? Yeah. He’d avoided that.

You did too
. She made a mental note to bitch slap that little voice in her head. She so did not need her own internal peanut gallery.

“Duly noted,” Laura Jo said, eyes sparkling. “And something I’ve tried to point out to the guys at the firehouse on more than one occasion. Sadly, they keep insisting on dating and falling in love. Or in lust,” she added thoughtfully. “Sometimes, my boys have a hard time telling their
L
words apart.”

“
L
words are the best,” Katie chimed in, more than a little owlishly.

Abbie opened her mouth. Unfortunately, nothing clever or sassy came out. Sure, she and Kade had enjoyed hot, glorious, naked, and sometimes dirty sex. However, she had no guarantee that he’d still be interested when she got back from Reno. Or next week, next month, or next year. They were on a day-to-day dating plan.

And... saved by the bell. Her lack of words didn’t matter, because Tye materialized seemingly out of nowhere in front of their table.

Laura Jo eyed him speculatively. “Are you spying on us? Because we definitely haven’t gotten to the best part of the night yet.”

“Ladies.” He nodded at them all, but he had eyes only for Katie. It was cute, Abbie told herself. They were getting married. They loved each other.

“Just a happy accident that you’re in the neighborhood?”

Tye tore his gaze away from Katie long enough to give her a look. The
Please, please let me be alone with her
visual plea. Taking her cue, she slid out of the booth so Katie could get out. The look in his eyes when he scooped his fiancée up in his arms was part hot and all sweet. Dammit. He didn’t care who was watching. She wouldn’t put it past the man to be sneaking into Katie’s hotel room at dark o’clock and having his way with her. Or letting Katie have
her
way with
him
. Katie’s hands snuck beneath the edge of Tye’s T-shirt, shoving the cotton up, and Abbie revised her estimate of when the couple would be hooking up. To sometime in the next fifteen minutes or so. Katie had her former SEAL wrapped around Katie’s fingers.

And... other places. Shoot. She was jealous.

“Did you come alone?” Faye craned her neck, peering around the kissing couple for her husband.

“Evan’s checking in.” Tye peeled himself off Katie and grinned at them, tossing some cash onto the table.  “Drinks are on me. I’m sure you ladies will excuse us.”

When Tye and Katie disappeared toward the bank of elevators leading to the hotel rooms, Faye bolted after them, on a manhunt of her own. Laura Jo looked over at her, grinning. “It’s just you, me, and a pitcher of margaritas.

Too bad the bedroom stampede had had the opposite effect on her. She didn’t want margaritas (okay, she totally did but she’d have to wait for a post-baby toast). She wanted...
that
. The easy camaraderie and sexy times Katie and Faye shared with their guys. And, okay, she wanted the affection too. Maybe she didn’t believe in fairy-tale love anymore, but her personal jury was still out on the possibility of finding a guy who could entertain feelings of his own for her. As something more than a fuck buddy or even a best friend. Not that she was dissing the importance of best friends.