13
Shannon
Dear Shannon,
I hope you enjoyed the pictures I sent you. I just wanted to show you better than I could tell you that I was the one in the end that pulled off the last heist and got the last laugh. I also sent the pictures of Kaufman to the prosecutor so he could add those charges to your case.
I must admit, your betrayal with Jock had me fucked up for a minute, but I guess karma is a bitch and then you die. Jock asked me to send you his love before he went to hell. Oh, and don't think you'll ever see Little Todd again. I guess he won't be calling Jock daddy after all. By the time you get this letter we will be somewhere unknown living happily ever after without you. I know I put you through a lot over the years, but I also took good care of you. I didn't deserve what you did to me, but you deserved everything you got in the end. I hope you get raped by a million lesbians while you do your fifteen to twenty. I'll make sure every time I make it rain in the strip clubs with the money you had stashed in the storage place, I think about grimy bitches like you.
Have a nice life, bitch,
Todd
This was my third time reading Todd's last letter. I looked at the pictures again too and just like the first time, my heart felt broken all over again.
Dugan had dropped the envelope with the letter and pictures at my feet a few days earlier and it was Lady who had opened it and read it to me. Then Lady had helped me sit down to look at the pictures of LaShell all battered and beaten and of Todd sitting in my storage room surrounded by the last of my money.
The day I saw those pictures I had thrown up about six times. I had made Lady read the letter at least two more times, although each time she did, I got sick all over again. Today I was able to read it on my own without feeling anything. I don't know if I was numb from all of the pain I'd suffered over the past year, or if I was numb because I knew that it was going to be all good in the end. Either way, at the moment, I couldn't feel shit.
Revenge came in waves and I knew that. One good hand always washed the other is the saying, but bad hands do the same too.
Right after Dugan dropped the letter on me, I got myself together and headed into the deputy warden's office, where I had met with him a few days before Dugan's visit to my cell. I sat down in front of the deputy warden and looked him straight in his beady little eyes. He leaned into his desk as far as his fat gut would allow and, with his eyes trained on me, he grunted.
“What do you have for me, Marshall?” Deputy Warden Skaggs asked me, his tone both serious and concerned all at the same time.
“I have exactly what I told you I would get: her confession,” I said calmly, proudly sitting up straight in the chair.
“And just how did you manage that?” Skaggs asked.
“I told you before, she was always hanging around me, so it wasn't that hard. Once she came to my cell that morning, all I had to do was provoke her with a few words. It worked like a charm and she started wagging her tongue. The little button wire your internal affairs investigators put on my shirt recorded that bitch admitting to sleeping with Todd and giving him inside information too. So my suspicions and all the prison rumors turned out to be true,” I replied, pushing the balled-up shirt with the small button microphone still attached toward Skaggs. He leaned back in his chair with a serious look on his face like he was lost in thought.
“What's going to happen to her now?” I asked, breaking up the eerie silence that had settled around us.
“Officer Dugan will be handled. I will not tolerate any dirty COs working in my prisons,” Skaggs replied. He looked me dead in my eyes after he said that. A funny feeling flitted through my stomach, leaving me feeling weird. It was like my sixth sense was telling me Skaggs was flirting with me on some level. I played it off like I didn't catch the vibe he was sending.
“This was good work you did, Mrs. Marshall,” Skaggs complimented. “Things like this don't go unrewarded around here. I'll see to it that the prosecutors know how you've helped us here,” Skaggs promised. I cracked a weak smile. Even if it didn't help my case, at least I would've gotten my revenge. I figured out that it was Dugan who had more than likely told Todd about my visit with LaShell. Why else would Todd even think to go after my cousin? Before I left Skaggs's office I told him about what Todd had said in his letter about leaving the country with my son. I knew Dugan probably knew all of the details. Skaggs assured me that Dugan would be arrested that day and that if she didn't give up all of the details on Todd, she would be facing some very serious charges.
“He won't get away, Mrs. Marshall. I think the police are already a few steps ahead of him. He only thinks he was smarter than them . . . Trust me, it was all planned out from the beginning,” Skaggs assured. I couldn't get any more details out of him and I didn't need to. I would just wait to hear about it later. I guess you could say from the ultimate heist to the last heist, nobody won.
14
Todd
“F
uck is she at?” I huffed as I looked at the clock on the wall inside of the small airport where I had been waiting for the past hour. Sweat dripped down the sides of my face, my stomach was in knots, and I was pacing. I looked at the clock again, which had become a habit over the past hour.
“It shouldn't take her this long. I fucking told her dumb ass what time she needed to be here,” I mumbled to myself. Out of frustration I kicked the two bags of money I had at my feet.
“All this shit might be for nothing,” I spoke to myself again. I knew that I didn't have a lot of time to wait. I was on borrowed timeâLaBeckie's borrowed fucking time at that.
Dugan was supposed to meet up with my cousin Tarsha, grab Little Todd, and meet me at the chartered plane hangar. I probably had one less hour now before LaBeckie would be calling in the fucking cavalry and putting that all-points bulletin on my ass. He was a stupid ass for trusting a career criminal like me, but he was far from stupid altogether. It wouldn't be hard to tell that I had been bullshitting him.
I had called LaBeckie and told him the meeting with Abe was going down in northern Virginia at a big warehouse three hours away from Virginia Beach. LaBeckie was convinced that he would be seizing thousands of illegal high-tech weapons and putting the head of the entire gun operation behind bars today. LaBeckie had probably already bought himself a plaque for his desk that read “Captain.”
LaBeckie and his entire squad should've been heading in the opposite direction from where I was right now. This detour and distraction was supposed to be my head start to get the fuck out of Dodge, but this bitch Dugan was fucking all of it up right now. She was going to be dead weight, I could already tell.
“Shit!” I huffed. I had probably made a mistake including Dugan in this shit. I had felt like it was the least I could do for her instead of just bouncing on her ass. Besides, there was no way I was leaving my son behind just like that. I knew how it was growing up without parents; I wasn't trying to let my son suffer like that. Nah, he would go with me wherever I went.
I had agreed to take Dugan with me. I figured wherever we settled down at, I would let her have the baby and then I'd break it to her that I didn't really want to be with her. I would make sure she was financially set and then I would bounce and take both of my kids with me. Women were too much trouble to settle down with. Fuck it, once I got to some exotic island someplace, I would just fuck a bunch of different bitches. I wasn't wifing nobody ever again.
“Yo, dude, we gotta get out of here,” Carlos, the pilot of the little plane, said as he looked at his watch with concern etched on his face. He shook his head side to side and twisted his mouth.
“We don't want to get held up by the bad weather that's coming our way. Those feds don't play when it comes to aircraft safety,” Carlos said. I shook my head in disgust and pursed my lips.
I'm about to bounce on this bitch. Nah, I can't leave my son like that. Fuck!
All kinds of thoughts swirled through my mind until I was really starting to make myself dizzy. I stopped pacing for a minute to think. I inhaled and exhaled a windstorm of breath.
“Yo, can I use your phone?” I asked Carlos. He looked at me suspiciously as if to say
Why the fuck don't you have a cell phone in this day and age?
After staring at me for a few uneasy seconds, Carlos reached in his pocket and gave me his cell phone. He wasn't trying to go too far away from his shit, either. I played it cool when really I felt mad uncomfortable under the heat of his gaze. I didn't need this dude to start asking me a whole lot of questions so I just acted like it was no big deal. If he found out I was a criminal trying to get him to take me out of the country, I'm sure he would've balked at the idea. He seemed like the straitlaced type that would have the cops on his cell phone speed dial and shit. I gave him a weak smile, turned my back a little, and started to dial the number.
Using a cell phone was against my better judgment, since street niggas like me knew the phone was always a fucking bad idea, but I had no choice: I needed to find out what was up with Dugan. I was praying it was something like she was stuck in traffic and nothing more serious than that. I didn't trust many people, so I also said a little prayer that Dugan's ass hadn't turned on me too. My nerves were raggedy with all kinds of thoughts keeping them that way.
I dialed Dugan's number, and after six rings she finally answered.
“He-Hello,” she stammered. Right away I could tell she sounded different. I shrugged and chalked that up to her seeing a strange number pop up on her phone. First instinct always the best instinct, but I ignored mine once again. Mistake.
“Yo! Laila! Where the fuck you at with my son?” I barked into the phone. She needed to know I was fucking disgusted. “I ain't got all fucking day sitting here like a lame fucking duck! You know what's up, so where the fuck are you?”
“I'm . . . I'm . . . on my way, baby,” Dugan said, with that same leery-ass voice she had answered the phone with. I let out a long sigh.
“I'm really close, just please wait for me. Todd, please . . . don't leave me,” she said, sounding like she was on the brink of tears. A cold chill shot down my spine at the sound of her voice. I scrunched up my face. Something just didn't sit right with me.
“Yo, for real, Laila, no fucking around, if you ain't here in ten minutes I'm out. No ifs, ands, or buts about that shit. A nigga on the next bird flying. You got that?” I snapped and hung up the phone without even giving her the chance to respond.
I looked down at the two bags of money I had with meâthe one from Shannon's stash and the one from Jock's stash. Another chill went down my spine. Was that a sign? I don't know but I ignored it again. Every single dollar of that money was blood money and I knew it. Mad people had died behind the ultimate heist and the last heist and I was the one with the bloody money at my feet. Maybe I should've known that it would come with the most severe karmic consequences, but when you got tunnel vision you can't see shit else. And at that moment, all I could see was that I had gotten the last laugh on Shannon, Jock, and LaBeckie.
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I had my back turned when I first heard it. A little bit of piss escaped my dick in response to it.
“Police! Police! Don't move, motherfucker!” I heard the loud commands and immediately recognized the voices. I closed my eyes slowly and held my breath once again. This shit was like déjà vu. Within six minutes of my call to Dugan, the police were rushing at me with guns drawn. All I could come up with at that moment was that that bitch Dugan had betrayed me!
“Marshall! Let me see your fucking hands!” LaBeckie screamed. I turned around slowly and could see his ugly face turning stop-sign red. I laughed but it wasn't because anything was funny. I laughed because I knew, and LaBeckie should have known too, that I was not planning on ever going back to prison. No matter what. As I stared LaBeckie right in his icy blue eyes, I reached into my waistband with the quickness of a cowboy on the draw at a duel.
“Gun! Gun!” I heard one of the officers scream. “He got a fucking gun!”
I drew my Glock but I didn't get a chance right away to pull the trigger. Those fucking cops were good with their response time. “Drop it now!” was the last command I heard before it sounded like a bomb had exploded in my ears.
Tat, tat, tat, tat, tat, tat . . .
Rapid-fire shots rang out and resounded loudly off the hollow walls of the airplane hangar. I felt my body jerking and dancing as the bullets seared through my skin and made me feel like I had been set afire. Still, I would not drop my weapon.
“Drop the gun!” LaBeckie screeched over the sound of his officer's gunfire. I could hear something in his voice that resembled concern, but I still wasn't falling for it. I held onto my gun. It was the only thing I had left.
Although I could feel myself slipping from existence, with great effort, I still managed to slip my finger through the Glock's trigger guard.
“Drop the fucking gun, Marshall!” LaBeckie screamed again. This time he stepped from behind his cover, giving me a clear shot at him. I guess he thought since we'd played cat and mouse over the years, we had built up a rapport. What LaBeckie didn't realize is that I would never have a relationship with no pig-ass cop. I would've rather die first.
With my eyes halfway open and my body riddled with bullets, I sucked in my last breath and fought to use the last ounce of strength I had. With the tiny bit of energy I had left and with malice in my heart, I lowered the gun in front of me and used my pointer finger to squeeze back on the trigger.
BANG! BANG!
Two shots left the end of the Glock before I was done for good. I never got a chance to see who or what they hit before my body crashed to the floor in a bloodied heap.
Suddenly, I was hovering above the room. I used to always hear people say when you first die you hover above your body and was still conscious of what was going on around you. Well, now I know that to be true. I saw myself down on the cold, gray concrete bleeding profusely. I was lying flat on my face and the deep, burgundy pool of blood under me grew wider and wider each second.
I could see a swarm of officers dressed in black moving frantically around me. From where I hovered they looked like ants scrambling. After watching for a few minutes, I realized they were passing right over me. They weren't rushing for me or to save me; instead, they were surrounding someone else. I couldn't see who it was because my view was obscured by the many officers trying to provide aid to the other person. I hoped it was that fucking bitch-ass LaBeckie.
A few of the officers were screaming, “Call the medics! Officer down! Officer down!”
After a few minutes I couldn't hear anything and I was no longer hovering above the scene. I couldn't see myself or the officers anymore. A shroud of black came down over me and I knew I was gone from this life. Dead, just like that.
All I could do is hope that my story was told correctly and with all the street props I deserved. I hope the headlines read:
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