Having My Baby (23 page)

He shut the door and headed straight for the dog, but the animal ran, making its way down the middle of the road. Derrick stuck a hand out as if he were a traffic cop and tried to stop the next car, but the car swerved around him and the dog and whizzed by in a blur.

“Are you crazy? Slow down,” he called after the car.

The dog was confused. From the looks of it, the poor thing hadn’t eaten in days. Its fur was matted and one of its eyes was swollen shut. When it wasn’t running, it walked with an uneven step. A kindred spirit, Derrick thought.

“Derrick,” Jill called from the car. “You’re going to get yourself killed out there.”

This was the second time in less than an hour that Jill worried over him: first his leg and now this. “Don’t worry, darling,” he called back. “I promise to return unharmed.”

She rolled her eyes at him and then pulled her head back into the car.

It took him twenty minutes to get his hands on the mutt. With the ugly beast in his arms, he waited for traffic to pass so he could cross the street safely and get back to his car.

The windows were rolled down and Jill was sitting in the back seat feeding Ryan.

Standing on the safe side of the road and looking into the open window, he let Jill take a look at the dog. “I never should have wasted my time, let alone risked my life, to save the mutt. Look at him, would you?”

The dog angled its head. One ear stuck straight up, the other ear flopped to the side. One eye was swollen shut. A thick scar cut through the right side of the dog’s mouth, causing its yellow crooked teeth to show and making it look as if the animal was smiling. The upper part of its body was bald while the rest of the dog’s body had random patches of wiry, coarse grayish fur that looked more like human hair than fur.

Jill wrinkled her nose. “What kind of dog is it?”

“Good question. At this point, I’m not even sure if it is a dog.”

She laughed.

“I don’t see any houses nearby and it doesn’t have a collar. I guess I’ll have to take him home and make a few calls to the local vets in the area and see if anyone is missing a dog that looks like a cross between a Siamese cat and a giant Chihuahua.”

Jill climbed out of the car with Ryan in her arms and shut the door behind her.

“Why don’t we put Ryan’s carrier in the front for the rest of the ride home?” Derrick asked.

“That’s too dangerous,” Jill said. “I’ll sit in the front with the dog to keep him from jumping on Ryan.”

Once the baby was buckled into his car seat in the back and Jill was in buckled in the passenger seat, Derrick set the dog on her lap. She wrapped her arms around the ugly thing, her nose wrinkling when she got a whiff of skunk and who knew what else.

He watched the dog for a moment, making sure it wasn’t going to try and escape or bite his way out of her arms. “Are you all right?” he asked. “The dog seems friendly enough.”

“I’ve never seen a scarier looking animal,” Jill said. The dog tried to escape from her lap, but she held tight. Every once in a while the dog would stop and sniff Jill and then go back to sniffing the dashboard.

Derrick climbed in behind the wheel. “Are we good to go?”

“If you want to make a quick trip to the dentist for a cleaning, I’m sure I’ve got another few hours left in me.”

He looked at her and grinned. “Is that sarcasm I’m detecting?”

The smile she gave him in return made his heart beat a little faster.
What the hell was wrong with him
?
Did he have feelings for Jill
?
How could that be
? He was confused, he told himself. Maggie was the only woman for him.

Jill’s phone rang. Keeping one arm around the dog, she somehow managed to answer her cell phone by the second ring. By the time she hung up, he was pulling the car into the parking lot of their apartment building.

“Another problem with the magazine?” he asked.

“It’s always something,” she said. “Every month we test some of the main recipes, but this month we’re scheduled to have a cook off featuring three busy stay-at-home moms. The restaurant we were planning to use fell through. As you already know, our tester chef quit and I haven’t had time to find someone to replace her.”

“Anything I can do to help?”

“Not unless you have a restaurant-size kitchen I can use.”

The dog was excited at the prospect of getting out of the car. Jill struggled to hang on while he pawed at the window. “Calm down,” she said, giving the animal a gentle pat on the back. The dog looked at her with one ear pointed forward.

Derrick jumped out of the car and came around the front so he could grab hold of the dog. “I’ve got the beast,” he told her. “I also happened to have a restaurant-size kitchen you can use.”

Chapter Eighteen

Sandy straightened her newly-fitted pencil skirt, retrieved her compact mirror from her purse and checked her lipstick. Then she took a deep breath and headed inside the office building. The click of her three-inch heels made a racket as she walked across polished slate. She made her way to the directory where she searched for Connor’s name. Her newly manicured nail followed the list of names until she came to Dr. Connor Baylor, Suite 300.

Perfect
.

She’d had a pap smear three months ago, but she wasn’t the squeamish sort, and she figured an extra examination never hurt anyone. The elevator doors opened. She stepped inside and pushed the number three button. The ride up was smooth and uneventful, but once she stepped into the hallway and saw Suite 300 looming ahead of her, her heart rate kicked into high gear.

Pull it together, girlfriend
. Sandy hadn’t felt this out of sorts since her date two years ago with Glenn Price, a semi-famous singer from Britain. She walked into the lobby, signed in, and took a seat with the other women waiting their turn. After filling out the paperwork, she picked up
Sports Illustrated
and rifled through the pages, trying to get her mind off of what she was doing…and what she would say to Connor when he opened the door and saw her sitting on his examination table.

She didn’t have to wait long.

The nurse led her down the hallway and to the third room on the right. Dr. Connor Baylor was nowhere in sight. The nurse had her stand on the scale. Next, she took Sandy’s blood pressure and temperature. “Go ahead and put this gown on, top and bottom. Dr. Baylor will be in shortly to see you.”

Sandy stripped down to her thong underwear and push-up bra. She then took her time folding her clothes and setting them neatly on the chair in the corner of the room. A knock sounded on the door. Only a minute had passed since the nurse left the room. She figured the nurse had forgotten something. “Come in.”

When she turned to the door, she noticed Connor’s broad shoulders filling the opening.

The nurse stood directly behind him and tried to get a peek at whatever had stopped him in his tracks, but he kept her at bay. “Sorry,” he said. “I thought you were—Sandy—what are you doing here?”

“Hi, Connor.” She reached for the paper gown. “You were so quick I figured it was the nurse again.”

His gaze started at her feet and quickly worked its way upward, settling on her face.

His expression, Sandy realized, was unreadable. If anything, she would have to guess that he was not pleased. “I’ll leave you alone while you get the gown on and then we’ll talk.”

“Whatever you say, doc.”

He gave her a tight smile and backed away, shutting the door behind him.

Man, oh, man. Connor Baylor needed to lighten up. He acted as if he hadn’t seen it all a thousand times before. She took off her undergarments and put on the paper gown as instructed. She took a seat on the edge of the examination table and swung her legs straight out in front of her so she could admire her pedicure. Her nails had been painted a deep red, matching her lipstick.

Endless minutes ticked by before a knock finally sounded on the door. This time the nurse came in first and then assured Dr. Baylor that the patient was ready for him. Connor Baylor was obviously a stickler for rules.

He took a couple of long strides into the room. He wore a crisp white lab coat over a polo shirt and a pair of wrinkle free khaki-colored slacks. He was tall and broad shouldered and his demeanor bordered on stiff and unyielding. His square jaw was cleanly shaven, revealing a healthy tan. All of the Baylor brothers were good-looking but this particular one took her breath away. No wonder the waiting room was packed with females waiting to be seen by Dr. Baylor. His hair was thick and neatly cut around the ears. He was dashing and debonair, a man who would stand out in a crowd of George Clooney look-alikes.

It was quiet while he read whatever was attached to the clipboard. “So, you’re not pregnant?”

“Nope. Not pregnant. Not unless it was a case of immaculate conception.”

He didn’t laugh; in fact, he hardly flinched. Nurse Ratched, his sidekick, was just as unflappable.

“It says here that you haven’t had a pap smear in two years. Why is that?”

She lifted her shoulders and said, “I’ve been a very bad girl.”

He looked at the nurse. The two of them were speaking some sort of sign language that didn’t require the use of their hands. He turned back to her once again and looked her square in the eyes. “The last doctor you saw was Dr. Bricca?”

She nodded.

“You’ve decided to change doctors?”

Duh
. She nodded again.

“Why is that?”

“I guess you could say I’m impulsive.”

“I see.”

“After meeting you, I thought you seemed like the type of doctor who would take extra good care of his patients.”

“I think I know what the problem is,” he said. “I want you to get dressed and meet me in my office when you’re done.”

Without waiting for a response, he headed out the door.

She looked at the nurse. “Is he serious?”

The nurse picked up the clipboard and made a note. She leaned back against the counter and said, “He’s a busy man. You don’t really think you’re the first woman to come in here looking for more than a quick examination, do you?”

“You’re not implying what I think you’re implying, are you?”

“Go ahead, play your little game,” the nurse said as she headed for the door, “but you should be aware that you’re not the first female to come into Dr. Baylor’s office to flaunt your goods. And you won’t be the last.”

Sandy stared at the closed door after Nurse Ratched left.

Suddenly, she felt painfully self-conscious.

What was she doing here
?

What a fool she was. She dressed in record time before quietly stepping out of the office and heading for the back door, where she slipped out of the building unnoticed.

Chapter Nineteen

It was early on Saturday morning when Jill jumped at the sound of a high-pitched screech. “I’ll call you right back,” she told Chelsey before clicking her cell phone shut and running outside her apartment. She saw Derrick rushing down the stairs with the dog. He had made a leash out of strips of cloth. “What was that noise?” she asked. “Was that you or the dog?”

He stopped three steps from the bottom. “Very funny,” he said, looking over his shoulder at her. “Hank and I have been kicked out of the apartment building by the manager.”

“Hank?”

“Yeah, I thought that was a good name for the beast.”

“You can’t leave me,” Jill said.

He grinned. “I’m pretty sure that’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever said to me. I didn’t know you cared.”

She raked her fingers through tangled morning hair. “You know what I mean. My parents are coming tomorrow and you promised to do a taste test after I cook a trial dinner today.” He was also going to watch Ryan while she finished an article for the magazine and returned some calls, but she kept that to herself. Her shoulders fell in defeat. “I need you.”

He looked at his watch. “I’m taking Hank to my place in Malibu. I’ll be back before you can say, ‘What would I do without Derrick Baylor in my life?’”

“What would I do without Derrick Baylor in my life?” she said.

He winked. “Now say—”

She cut him off with a huff and headed back inside her apartment.

Jill shut the door behind her and looked around at the mess: There were boxes of diapers stacked in the corner of the room. Formula and bottles covered the kitchen counter. Dishes filled the sink and papers were scattered across the coffee table. The portable crib took up most of her small living area. She had set it up there so she could keep an eye on Ryan while she got things done. She looked at Ryan and watched him kick his legs and stare wide-eyed at the toys that dangled from a plastic band tied from one end of the crib to the other, high enough that he couldn’t hurt himself.

She smiled at her son. “Did you hear what your mother just said to your father? She said she needed him.” Straightening, she moaned as she found herself looking into the mirror on the wall directly across from where she stood. “What are you doing to yourself?” she asked her reflection. “What do you want?”

“I want him,” her reflection answered.

“Well, that’s too bad,” she told herself, “because he’s taken.”

We always gave up too easily
. Her sister’s words came back to haunt her. Laura was right. She never stuck up for herself. She never fought her parents for her independence and she never fought for Thomas. Hell, she never told Thomas what she wanted either. Their relationship had been a farce. She’d always felt more alone when she was with Thomas than when she was without him. She had never once been honest with herself. It was time to grow up.

The truth was she liked Derrick and he liked her.

She needed to develop a backbone and see if what they shared could grow into something more. A broken heart never killed anyone, she told herself.

The remainder of the day flew by. It was amazing what one person could accomplish with the right motivation. She had dressed in a pair of dark jeans and a green halter top that made her green eyes pop. The vitamins she’d been taking had given her hair more shine and her skin looked better than ever.