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Grey leaves that night and I cry, I try not to but I can’t stop, I will see him in just under a week. Will calls round the next morning to see how the weekend went, I tell him that we never talked about the baby and when he asks why I don’t really know.

The girls come down with James on Monday afternoon, they play in the garden while James and I chat, he wants to know how I feel about him and Will. I tell him I’m happy for them as long as he doesn’t mess Will about, I tell him about Grey and he is really surprised, firstly that I knew him and secondly that I was willing to try with someone else. I don’t tell him about the baby either.

We spend the day playing with the girls and then Will gets the BBQ going for dinner

“Cam, will you be ok with the girls if I take Will back to London with me for a few days?”

“Of course we will be fine, Will wants to go?”

“Yes”

My phone bleeps and I grab it to read my message

“Hey Cam, made it home safety can wait to see you”

“I’m counting the days x”
I reply

We pack Will and James off and we decide to watch a film in the new cinema room, we are at the end of the second Disney film when Victoria asks me

“Auntie Cam is Will your boyfriend?”

“No sweetie he is my friend”

“But Auntie Cam why don’t you have a husband and a baby, you would make a great mummy” Elizabeth says

“Thank you, I’m happy I have you two”

“I know you do but we don’t see you very often and we don’t like to think of you by yourself”

“I’m not always by myself, Will lives next door”

“But Auntie Cam I really want to be a bridesmaid for you”

“I’m sure you will one day sweetie, I just need the toilet watch the film I will be back in a minute” I leave the room and walk to the toilet, I quickly swipe at the tears running down my face, the girls were going to be bridesmaids at my wedding to Edward. I sit in the toilet and just think about life, then about Grey, I need to tell him about the baby, I slowly rub my hands over my belly, I will do that as soon as I can when I get there.

The next two days fly past and before I know it Will is back, he takes over playing with the girls as I think he can tell I am shattered. I’m sat at the table drinking a glass of water when Elizabeth comes running in

“Auntie Cam, Will says we are going to the cinema this afternoon”

“Does he?”

“Yeah, we are all going”

“Well you better tell your sister to go shower and change then”

“Will do”

I smile as she runs back outside and shouts to her sister, Will comes in

“You ok Cam?”

“Tired”

“You can relax at the cinema, I booked us in”

“Ok, come and tell me how you got on in London”

“Yeah it was really good, you want to hear the details?”

“NO”

“Yeah, we did lots of things; he even took me to the office”

“He did?”

“Yeah but he introduced me as Cam’s friend” he says making quotation marks with his fingers

“That sounds like James”

“Anyway, come on get ready the film starts in an hour”

Well the week has dragged on and it eventually gets to Friday, I’m sat in first class really excited to see Grey, we have been texting all week and it seems he is as excited to see me.

I eventually get through arrivals and walk through the doors expecting to see him instead I am greeted by a man holding a card saying Cam. I walk towards him “Hi I’m Cam”

“Hello Cam, I’m Robert, Grey says sorry he couldn’t be here but filming has over ran for the day and that he will meet you at home”

“Oh ok thankyou”

“This way, can I take your bags?”

I arrive at Grey’s half an hour later, Robert helps me with my bag and then leaves saying Grey shouldn’t be long. I wander around his apartment looking at his things, I decide to take a shower to freshen up after the journey, I go careful not to get my hair wet as I’m too tired to dry it again. I dry off and wrap myself in a dry towel as I open the bathroom door Grey walks in through the bedroom door, I stop dead in my tracks, wow, he’s dressed in his black leathers and looks good enough to eat.

“Hi” I say

“Jesus Cam look at you, get rid of the towel”

I do as he asks and drop the towel, I seem to be stood here for ages while he just looks at me “Grey” I almost whimper

“Fuck Cam, I planned to make love to you but I think that will have to be later, right now I want to fuck you and fuck you hard”

I whimper again, I watch as he starts to walk towards me, my knees feel like jelly as he removes his jacket and t shirt, he flicks open his leather trousers and I can see he has no boxers on, fuck he looks hot, he reaches me in two more long strides as his hand grabs the back of my neck and pulls me to him, our lips touch and it almost makes me shiver, the kiss is getting harder and so is Grey, I can feel his rock hard cock against my belly “I’ve missed you Cam” he says as he pulls away, I watch his eyes as they move lower over my body, his hands reach for my tits, he slowly pushes me backwards until my back is against the wall, I rest my head back against it as his mouth finds my nipple, I almost scream as he bites it, he moves to the other and this time I do scream when he bites that one, he slowly kisses on down my stomach, I tense a little as he kisses over my small bump, he doesn’t say anything or stop but carries on down, once he reaches my pussy he throws my leg over his shoulder and as I try to balance his mouth is on me, there is nothing gentle about the way he licks and sucks at me and with the fastness and pressure he is using I can feel my orgasm coming “Ahh Grey” I moan as I grab the back of his hair and pull hard, he must feel I’m there as he pulls his face back, he loves to watch me orgasm, he uses his fingers whilst his other hand holds my hip to steady me “Fuck Cam you look so beautiful” I hear him but cannot speak as my orgasm races through me, I eventually push his hand away and open my eyes, he is level with my face, I look at his eyes  and the smirk on his face, there is no bigger turn on than a man that really wants you, my hands reach up to his chest, as I drag my nails down over the muscles, he quickly pushes his trousers down and lifts my ass up, my legs automatically wrap around his waist and my hands reach around his back, my head drops forward so I can watch him enter me, he runs his cock through me, making me inhale with pleasure, he circles my entrance “Cam look at me” my eyes dart to his as he thrusts up entering me fully “Ffffuck Grey”

“You ok”

“Umm yes”

He gently pulls out and thrusts up again, moving me up the wall, “Fuck” he says as he takes a step back, he holds onto my ass so just my upper back and shoulders are touching the wall, as he thrusts hard again, this time I don’t move but I’m sure my eyes must roll, I’m leant so far back that my hands can just reach his shoulders, I need him harder and faster and I know the way to make that happen is to dig my nails in, it works and he enters me again hard enough for me to inhale sharply, he slowly moves his hands up to my shoulders and pulls me forward, so he is carrying me on his cock, he walks to the bed as I lower my mouth to his neck and bite him, I feel his cock twitch inside me so I know he likes it, he gently lowers my shoulders on to the bed but remains standing, he grabs my shins and brings my legs from around his waist and places them up his body, he holds my ankles and then looks to my eyes “you ready Cam” I nod my head as pumps fast and hard into me, I feel my second orgasm building and grab the sheets on either side of my body, this seems to edge him on as my orgasm erupts making my body almost stiff, as I come back down and open my eyes I watch as Grey thrusts forward, his head is thrown back, as he pulls back he comes right out, his hand grabs his cock as his head comes forward his eyes meet mine then lowers to his cock, my eyes take the same path, I watch as his hand grabs his cock and moves roughly up and down, he shouts as he comes, shooting it all over my belly. I watch as he smiles then gently rubs it in “wow Cam you wouldn’t believe how long I’ve wanted to do that” I can’t speak so I hum a reply. Grey gently lowers himself down beside me as we try to catch our breaths. After five minutes when I can breathe properly again, I gently roll on top of Grey “thought you might want to share the sticky stuff” I say as I lower my mouth to his.

I wake to my alarm the next morning and the feeling of having Cam spread over me is amazing. After showering last night I made us some dinner and then made love to her slowly, taking my time exploring her. I gently stroke her hair as I look at her fast asleep, I whisper “I think I’m in love with you” I gently get out from underneath her and make my way to the shower, come out and dress in jeans and t shirt, I wander to the kitchen and make a cup of tea for Cam, I take it back to the bedroom and put it beside the bed, I gently stroke her face

“Cam, I have to go to work” I wait until she tries to open her eyes “I’ve left the studio address on the side in the kitchen, if you get bored come over, I will see you later for dinner” I lean down and kiss her, I grab my jacket and one last look of her in my bed before leaving.

I make it to the studio in record time, I love my Harley, I’m walking towards my van when I hear someone shout my name I turn and see it’s Nikki

“Hey Grey, how you doing?”

“Hi Nikki, great thanks and you?”

“Yeah amazing, so did Cam arrive ok?”

“Yes thanks for sending the car to get her”

“You’re welcome, hey we’ve just had some brilliant news, Max Peters called he wants you for his next film”

“That’s good”

“Wait a minute, it starts filming after this one but the good news is, it’s in England”

“Wow, that’s great Nikki”

We hug and she leaves, I watch her go and realise she’s not that bad after all. I carry on into my van and I’m just taking my jacket off when there’s a knock at the door “Come in” I look up to see who is it and my heart sinks, it’s fucking Pearl. My co-star, I’m not sure she’s the full ticket, her acting is great but she gets so into her part that she really thinks I’m in love with her “What’s up Pearl?”

“Hi Grey, I was lonely so I thought I would come see you…”

“Ok well I’m off to makeup in a minute”

“What I had in mind won’t take long”

“No thank you Pearl” I brush past her and out the van and quickly make my way to makeup.

The day goes well and we finish on time, the crew are going for drinks, I decline, I just need to get back to Cam. A quick ten minute ride and I’m home. I walk into the apartment and shout out for Cam

“I’m in the kitchen” she replies

I walk to the kitchen and stand in the doorway watching her, she has tied her hair up in a bun, she has flour on her t shirt “What you making”

“Steak and chips and a chocolate cake for pudding”

“When will it be ready?”

“Umm ten minutes”

“I’ll grab a shower” I walk towards her and kiss the back of her neck, she stops and stills “I could fuck you like this looking all sexy and homely”

“Get in the shower before I agree and spoil dinner”

I place another kiss on her neck and walk off towards the bedroom “Did you have a good day?” I shout

“Yes, I caught up with some friends and you?”             

“Yeah the usual”

I’m back out and ready for dinner in nine minutes, as I walk back to the kitchen I see Cam has set the table, there are candles and everything “Wow Cam this looks amazing” I watch as she smiles at me, she managed to change and let her hair down while I was in the shower, I sit down as I watch her bring the plates over and place mine in front of me “This looks soo good”.  We eat in silence until I ask her about her friends

“We used to go to school together, they were both on the soccer team, they left England about five years ago, I came and visited them in their first year here, I speak to Andrew occasionally on the phone and sometimes skype Henry. They have invited me out tomorrow as well”

“That’s good, are they gay?”

“No they are not, actually they are both good looking men and slept with most of the girls in our year and the years above and below”

After dinner Cam announces that she would like to watch a film I’m in, so we make ourselves comfortable on the sofa and I put the film on. I watch her as she is watching me on the screen, she smiles; she raises her eyebrows but doesn’t say a word. Once the film has finished she turns to me

“Wow Mr Film Star, that was brilliant and you, you are one sexy man, now take me to bed”

“Yes Mam” I reply as I grab her hand and pull her up from the sofa, I almost pull her to the bedroom, she needs a pee first, so I strip as I wait for her, when she finally comes out the bathroom she is wearing some sexy cotton little shorts and a vest, like the set I saw her wearing before

“As sexy as you look in that, take it off” I demand

I watch as she strips and walks towards me, my first instinct is to do her fast and hard but I enjoyed making love to her last night and I want to do that again. I take my time and once we finish Cam falls fast asleep I suppose she is suffering from jet lag.

I do the same as yesterday, try waking her up she mumbles when I tell her I’m leaving, this time when I get to the door I take a photo of her, I lost the others I took when I smashed my phone

When I get to the studio I decide not to go to my van but straight to makeup, I don’t want another run in with Pearl.

The mornings filming goes well and its soon lunchtime, I send a quick text to Cam to tell her to have a nice time and to drive carefully; she was hiring a car for today. I’ve finished my lunch and check my phone again; strange Cam always replies quickly, I make my way back to my van to call her in private.  When I ring her and she doesn’t reply I try the number again and again, I’m getting stressed, I grab the bottle of whiskey from the cupboard and pour myself a glass, I knock it back in one thinking it will help me calm down, I didn’t ask if she had had a thing with either Henry or Andrew as I didn’t want to sound stupid but I wish I had asked now, all sort of things are running through my head wondering if she is up to something with either one or both of them. I pour another glass and knock it back and decide to have a mouthful out of the bottle, I try her number again still no answer. Then there is a knock at the door “come in” I say as I drink another mouthful from the bottle

“Hey Grey” it’s Pearl

“Hey Pearl“

“What’s wrong?”

“Fuck all, what do you want?”

“Just thought I would pop in make sure you are ok”

“I’m fine”

“Can I have some” she says pointing at the whiskey, I pour her a bit in the glass and hand it to her and take another long drink from the bottle, I try the number again still nothing

“FUCK” I shout

“Hey Grey, you need to calm down and I know just how to do it” she says walking towards me removing her short dress, she stands in front of me in just her underwear, I take another drink, shit I can’t even focus now, I sense her hands on my jeans, as I look down she drops to her knees and undoes my button and zip, I try to tell her to stop but nothing comes out, I watch as she releases my cock and is about to put me in her mouth when I hear a knock at the door “Fuck off” I shout and look back down to Cam, shit it’s not Cam but Pearl. I look up at the door as it opens and there is Cam, I push Pearl away “Cam” she doesn’t answer but turns and leaves, slamming the door.

“FUCK, get off me” I push her away and pull my jeans up, I race to the door, I’ve had too much to drink and can’t open the door

“Grey, leave her, you’ve had too much to drink, let her calm down”

I punch the door and turn to Pearl “Get the FUCK out, you have ruined everything” I watch as she puts her dress back on and quickly leaves, I walk back to the bottle and take it to the sofa, I collapse down on the sofa and drink some more. I’ve lost her, the first girl I ever loved; I wipe the tear as it runs down my face.