Authors: EMILIE ROSE
CHAPTER TWO
D
ELAINEY
SETTLED
INTO
her leather-backed chair, ready to throw everything she had into this pitch meeting, having spent a week brainstorming for the most interesting and stellar idea for a new show in the hopes that the gods of television were smiling down on her and would grant her a boon.
Her nerves buzzed from too much caffeine, but she was operating on too little sleep and couldn't chance that she might doze off at the most inopportune time. Calm down, she told herself sternly, working hard to breathe slowly and steadily to still her shaking fingers.
This is only the single most important meeting of your life, so why stress?
Ugh.
Frank Pilcher, head of programming, sat at the head of the long conference table, looking as austere and foreboding as ever, and no matter how many times Delainey tried smiling and putting on her best face, he rarely appreciated her efforts. In short, that man terrified herâmore so now than ever because that baleful stare seemed centered on her more than anyone else. Or maybe she was just being paranoid....
“
Vertical Blind
has, in the history of this network, lost more money in the first six weeks than any new show given the green light from this company in the past five years. What have you got for us to lose money on this time, Ms. Clarke?”
Oh. Maybe she wasn't being paranoid. Was it possible to slide down in her chair and slink from the room on the power of her own mortification? A shaky smile fit itself to her lips and she opened her day planner with all her notes and ideas, but her eyesight had begun to swim.
“Well?”
“Uh, yes, well,
Vertical Blind
did not perform as well as we had hoped,” Delainey admitted, clearing her voice when a small shake betrayed her. “But, I have been studying the demographic test groups and have found thatâ”
“Conversely, Ms. Yaley, your show,
Hubba Hubba,
is blowing all projections out of the water,” Frank said, cutting Delainey off in midsentence, causing her cheeks to flare with heat as she had no choice but to sit and nod in response to Frank's assessment. “The kids seem to like watching one train wreck after another ad nauseum.”
“Yes, sir. We are very pleased with the momentum of
Hubba Hubba,
” Hannah said with a smile. “The show easily snags the seventeen to twenty-five age bracket, and already we're getting calls from quality advertisers eager to place their product in the commercial slots. Overall, I'd call
Hubba Hubba
a smashing success, one the network can be proud of.”
“It's lucrative for sure, but something to be proud of? I wouldn't go that far,” Frank said, surprising both Hannah and Delainey. “Although
Vertical Blind
dropped like a stone, the concept was, at least, less inane than
Hubba Hubba.
”
Hannah lost her smug smile and nodded, unsure of how to respond, not that it mattered because Frank had moved on. “There was a time when we made quality programming. We need to find a way to do that as well as continue to make money. Thus far, we've missed that mark. I want to hear ideas that do both. And I don't want to hear any more ideas about shows that follow young, drunken idiots around all summer,” he warned the group with a dark glare. “I want to hear something people can really get behind and care about, and not because it's filled with debauchery or alcohol-soaked shenanigans.”
Hannah pretended to study her notes, as if she'd actually jotted something down that might fit the criteria, but Delainey knew for a fact that since
Hubba Hubba
was a hit, Hannah had been looking for several different ways to copy its success, relying mainly on the same format and concept.
Which left the floor open for Delainey to take the stage and show Frank what she could do. “Actually, as I was saying, I think I may have some ideas you might like,” she started, flipping the pages until she came to the circled ideas. “I was thinking there aren't any cooking shows aimed at teensâ”
“Teenagers don't cook,” Ira West interrupted drily. “I should know. I have two at home who barely know how to operate the toaster.”
“Right, scratch that,” she said, drawing a line through the idea and moving to the next. “So, America loves an underdog. I was thinking of something along the lines ofâ”
“Alaska!” Frank snapped his fingers with a wide smile that looked wholly unnatural on his face, and her hopes plummeted when she realized he hadn't been listening to a word she'd been saying. “We need that guy who saved the little girl from the mountains.... What was his name? It's been all over the news. Fascinating stuff. He's a tracker. I didn't even know that people still did that.”
Tracker? In Alaska...? She stared in confusion, hating that she'd spent all that time scribbling notes on pitches she'd never get to present when she should've been watching the damn news instead. She looked around the table, and confused expressions mirrored hers until Ira ventured, “I think his name is something like Trick? Trent? It's a weird name, I remember that much....”
Suddenly, Delainey's lips felt numb. Could it be? No way. It wasn't possible. But...he was the only tracker in Alaska who might've had the skills to rescue that girl.... What the hell...she'd take the chance and hope she was right. “Might it have been Trace Sinclair?” she supplied in a small voice, hoping to God that fate wouldn't be that cruelly interested in watching her squirm like a gutted worm on a hook.
Much to her chagrin, Frank snapped his fingers with open glee. “That's it. Trace Sinclair. That's a name with charisma. And his job is interesting, too. Sort of a throwback to the old ways. Is he an Indian of some sort? Maybe his skills were passed down from his ancestors....Wouldn't that make a good story?”
“He's not a Native Yupik. He's as white as you and I,” she murmured, hardly able to believe they were discussing Trace Sinclair around the war room table. “But he's the best tracker in the state of Alaska, or so I've heard.”
Hannah turned slightly hostile as she asked, “And how do you know so much about this man?”
That was privileged information and she was not about to spill her private details, but when she saw the avid interest in Frank's eyes as well as the envious looks around the table for having valuable information, she immediately sat a little straighter and smiled more brightly as she answered without hesitation. “Oh, Trace and I grew up together in Homer. We're great friends. He and I chat all the timeâwhen he's not out saving lives, of course,” she proclaimed, hoping she wasn't struck down by lightning for blatantly lying through her teeth. It wasn't that she didn't know himâoh, Delainey knew Trace better than anyone on this planetâbut she'd definitely lied about their close ties.
Truth was, Trace probably wouldn't spit on her if she were on fire.
But no one else had to know that, least of all anyone at this table.
“So if you're such close pals, how come you didn't know who Mr. Pilcher was referencing?” Hannah asked, suspicious.
“Honestly, sometimes I forget that what Trace does is so exciting. And my mind was focused on all the great ideas I'd planned to pitch today,” she said, trying to steer the conversation back to her advantage.
Frank waved everyone else into silence as he pinned Delainey with an expectant look. “Schedule a meeting with this man,” he said. “I want to meet him.”
A flush of fear crept up her neck as she faked an airy laugh. “Oh, Mr. Pilcher, I hate to be the bearer of bad news, but Trace is way too busy for a trip to California, even if it were to meet someone as important as you. But the next time I chat with him I'll let him know you're a fan.”
“I think he'll want to hear what I have to say,” Frank said. “I think the next big thing is going to be the heroes of Search and Rescue, like your friend, Trace. Imagine this...cameras following Traceâis he good-looking?” Frank paused for Delainey to answer.
“Very,” she admitted. “The camera would love him. The female fan mail would be astronomical.”
Frank liked her answer. “Excellent. The cameras follow Trace as he tracks people in the Alaskan wilderness, saving lives. We could play up the dramatic elementâwill he or won't he save them? You have to watch to find out! This could be big.”
“I'd be happy to go to Alaska to talk to this Trace Sinclair. I could be on the first flight out tonight,” Hannah offered.
Hannah alone with Trace? Delainey knew she had no room to be territorial, but the idea of Hannah putting her moves on Trace made her want to howl. “I'll go,” Delainey said quickly. “I know the area and he and I are already friends, so it makes sense for me to go.”
Frank agreed. “Delainey has a point,” he said, causing Hannah to deflate somewhatâand that made Delainey happy.
Emboldened, Delainey added, “I can almost guarantee that I can get Trace to agree to shoot a pilot, Mr. Pilcher. I doubt Trace would even talk to anyone else.”
“Is he a difficult sort of fellow?” Frank asked.
“Not difficult,” she hedged, praying for forgiveness. “But I know we'd have a better chance of success if someone he felt comfortable with brokered the deal.”
Frank agreed with Delainey's completely fictitious logic, and she wanted to fall face-first onto the table. Maybe she should've gone into screenwriting instead of producing. Seems she had a flair for making stuff up. Good grief, what was she getting herself into? Frank looked pleased with himself as he announced, “It's a done deal then. Delainey will go to Alaska and talk to this Trace Sinclair immediately. The story is hot right now and I want to hook into the momentum.”
Just talk to Trace? Maybe that was doable. She knew for a fact Trace wouldn't agree to a pilot, but Frank didn't know that and surely he wouldn't fault her for failing, right? But just as Delainey's despair had begun to lift, Frank added, “Don't come back without a signed contract in your hand.”
Oh, hell. There went her career. She managed a nod as if her mission were completely possible, and she scooped up her day planner, phone and other miscellaneous items before scurrying from the war room, her heart beating hard enough to make a bruise.
What had she done? Had she just promised to deliver Trace Sinclairâa notoriously private individualâto the head of programming when she had less than zero chance of success?
She was sunk.
She might as well have promised Mr. Pilcher to deliver a unicorn while she was promising the moon.
Go back and tell him the truthâthat Trace Sinclair probably hated you for breaking his heart and splitting when he'd needed you the most.
Delainey swallowed, not quite sure if she was choking down a ball of shame or regret. Either way it didn't feel good, and she wondered if she was on the cusp of a nervous breakdown.
She was on the brink of losing everything. She'd left Homer to make a name for herself in Hollywood as the next Nora Ephron, and thus far all she'd managed to do was scare off every talent in the area as the kiss of death. No one wanted to work with her, and she was dangerously close to losing her condo. Sure, she'd overpaid in the first place, but she'd assumed once she started making the big bucks, the mortgage would be a snap. Well, the big bucks had yet to pour in, and Delainey was suffocating under that monster payment. But she loved her condo. It had represented her new beginning, a bold, fresh start after wrenching herself out of a lifestyle that had nearly sucked her in under the guise of love.
She couldn't lose her condo.
She couldn't lose her job.
Bottom line: if Trace Sinclair stood between her and success, she'd truss him like a Christmas turkey and deliver the man with a bow perched on top of his blond head.
Watch out, Alaska. I'm coming home.
CHAPTER THREE
T
RACE
WAS
AN
early riser by habit, but this morning he buried his splitting head beneath his pillow, with a groan, to escape the sunlight slanting in from his bedroom window and stabbing him in the eye.
God, he would never drink like that again.
Ever.
Damn reporter. He knew it wouldn't be a good idea to start talking about himself and what he did for a living, because invariably someone with a nose for research would turn up his sister's case and his role in it. Simone's death was always a juicy story, no matter that it was nearly a decade old. And just when Trace had started to relax, the woman peppered him with questions from the past.
“When you were searching for thirteen-year-old Clarissa Errington, were you worried you might have a repeat of what happened with your youngest sister, Simone Sinclair?”
That one question had frozen Trace's lips and he'd simply stared at the woman, immediately filled with disgust. “I'm not here to talk about the past,” he said, shooting a glare at Peter for putting him in this predicament. Peter looked chagrined but motioned for him to continue. “We can talk about the Errington case and that's it,” he practically growled, but the woman was a bulldog and didn't let it go.
“Tell me how it felt to save young Errington and how it contrasted with not being able to save your sister. Are you in this business because of your sister? Did that one tragedyâ”
“This interview is over.” He ripped off the mic clipped to his shirt and tossed it to the ground. The reporter looked aghast and shocked, which only went to prove that she didn't have the sense God gave a goose. He sent Peter a stony look, and Peter dropped his head in his hand in frustration. The last thing Trace saw before he left was Peter talking to the reporter. Whether Peter was trying to smooth things over or trying to stand up for Trace was unknown, and Trace didn't care. It was time for that beer.
One beer had turned into two, then three and then he lost count.
And now he was paying for his indulgence.
He made his way into the kitchen and made a pot of coffee, then gulped down three aspirins with a swallow of water while he waited. Trace bent over the sink and splashed his face several times with ice-cold water. The frigid shock chased away the grogginess but made his head want to explode. Just as he was about to pour a blessed cup of the strong, dark brew, he was stalled by a polite but firm knock on his door. What the...? Very few knew where he lived and even fewer visited. And those who would, rarely bothered because he was never home.
He stalked to the door and jerked it open, ready to scare off whoever had the misfortune of knocking on his door today, but when he found who was standing on his doorstep, for a moment all he could do was stare in total shock as awareness rippled through him like an unpleasant virus bent on destroying him from the inside out.
“Hello, Trace.”
An attractive but entirely too thin platinum blonde stood smiling at him with white gleaming teeth. Was this some kind of joke? Some kind of sick prank? She looked different but he'd recognize those green eyes anywhereâ Hell, he'd stared into them enough times to sear them into memory forever. “What are you doing here?” His voice was flat, emotionless and entirely unwelcoming, but she didn't seem to notice. She started to speak, but he interrupted her. “Forget it, I changed my mind. I don't care.” And then he slammed the door in her face.
Delainey Clarke had balls of steel to show up on his doorstep. Balls of ever-lovin' steel.
“C'mon, Trace, don't be rude,” she said from behind the door. “I need to talk to you.”
“There's nothing you could say that I would want to hear,” he called out, going to his coffeepot and pouring himself a cup. He lifted the cup to his lips and heard the door opening. She'd always been a pushy broad, which probably worked in her favor in California. He turned with a scowl, but she didn't seem to mind that he wasn't exactly ushering her in with open arms. “Don't you understand what a slammed door means? It means
you're not wanted,
” he said, emphasizing the words.
“Once you hear what I have to say, you're going to thank me,” she assured him with a bright, completely fake smile that he could see right away was part of her gimmick.
“I don't care what you have to say,” he disagreed, pointing to the door. “You can show yourself out, the same way you showed yourself in. And lose my address.”
“Trace, please?”
“No.”
The sudden tightening of her jaw nearly made him laugh. Delainey had never been much of a poker player. Everything she felt and thought ran across her face like a ticker tape. “Why do you have to be such a jerk all of the time?” she asked, crossing her arms. “The least you can do is just humor me and listen to what I've got to say.”
“And why should I do that?” he asked, almost conversationally. “Because we parted on amicable terms? Because you're a decent person? Because you always have everyone else's well-being in mind?” Delainey's stare narrowed and he laughed because they both knew none of those reasons were true. “My point exactly. You have no leverage with me. I don't care what you're selling. And trust me, the minute I saw that fake smile you pasted on for my benefit, I knew you came with something in mind.”
“Fine,” she said with a dark glower. “You've caught me. I need your help, and if there was anyone else on this planet I could ask I would. But of all the dumb bad luck, you're the only one I can ask.”
“Sucks to be you.”
“Is that all you've got for me after everything we've been through?” she countered, her eyes glazing a little. “At one time, you loved me.”
“A long time ago.” He stared, unable to believe she threw that card down. “A
very
long time ago.”
She held his stare and after a long moment said, “Listen, I suppose you have no reason to care any longer, but I'm on the verge of losing everything if I don't succeed in convincing you to become the next star of the network I work for.” At his incredulous expression, she pushed forward in a rush. “You don't understand. This could be good for both of us. I'm not asking you to do something for me without being compensated. Trust me, the money is good. And if the pilot gets picked up, it could mean even more money with endorsements and commercial deals, and I could help you navigate the tricky contractâ”
“You mean you would help me negotiate a legal document?” he mocked, and she stopped her spiel. He gave her a patronizing look. “I wouldn't trust you to negotiate my cell phone bill.”
“I could lose everything if I don't land this deal,” she said, her eyes filling for real this time. “Please help me, Trace. All you have to do is agree to film the pilot, and anything after that we can renegotiate. I need this. My last three shows have tanked and no one wants to hear my pitches anymore. I'm like the black plague of Hollywood.”
Trace sipped his coffee, unable to believe her nerve and unwilling to believe her tears. “I'm sure you'll figure something out. You're a resourceful girl.”
“Damn you, Trace,” she muttered, wiping at the moisture leaking from her eyes. “I never realized how much of an unfeeling bastard you are.”
His mouth twisted in a wry smile. “Funny, I thought the same thing about you when you threw my offer of marriage in my face right about the time when my entire world was crumbling. I guess what they say about karma is true.”
“That's not fair and not even the same,” she said hotly. “Are you such a weak individual that you'd dredge up the past to hurt me now?”
“I'm not dredging up anything. I'm stating facts. And I wasn't the one who brought up the past first. You tried to guilt me into dancing to your tune by bringing up our history. But, honey, what you don't realize is that for me, the past is simply that and I have no interest in revisiting it.” He walked away with a wave. “Sorry for the wasted trip. I hope your plane doesn't drop into the ocean on your way back to California.”
He heard her gasp and then the front door slammed again as she bolted. He hoped that was the last time he saw Delainey Clarke ever again.
And he'd mistakenly thought his crippling hangover was the worst way to start his day....
* * *
R
UDE
. O
BNOXIOUS
. Petty. Selfishâa litany of unflattering words skipped across Delainey's brain as she drove back into town. And after she'd exhausted all the mean words she could think of to describe the man she'd once fancied herself madly in love with, she tried feverishly to think of a way to salvage the situation.
Perhaps she could find another tracker who might be willing to step into the limelight.... But even as she entertained the idea, she discarded it. That curmudgeon Pilcher wanted Traceâno substitutes would sufficeâand if she didn't deliver the man, her tiny cubicle of an office was going to get a new resident and she'd be out on the street.
How could Trace be so cold to her after everything they'd been through? They'd been high school sweethearts and his sister, Miranda, had been her best friend. At one time, they'd been thick as thieves. And now? Well, she was surprised at how much it stung that he couldn't stand the sight of her. For the briefest moment, she toyed with the memory of Trace, his dark blond hair a tousled mess, and his eyes warm with adoration as he stared down at her, his touch as gentle as a summer breeze. Trace had always been the quiet type, but with her he'd opened up. They'd spent hours, fingers twined together, planning an imaginary future that, now as she recalled the details, had been plainly impossible given her dreams and goals.
“We'll have two kidsâtwins!âand they'll be the cutest kids on the planet, of course,” she'd chattered happily one day their senior year while they were lying side by side on his parents' roof, staring up at the summer sky. “And you'll, of course, be the best dad in the world because you're so patient and kind and super smart. I'll work in California and come home on the weekends, or maybe you could do something in California and we could get a cute apartment together. I can't wait to live someplace where you can wear shorts and a T-shirt nearly all year long. I'm tired of all the snow and freezing my tail off.”
Trace had laughed at her impassioned declaration and then had distracted her by sealing his mouth to hers, and his tactic had worked...for a time.
But in the end, Delainey had had no intentions of staying in Homer, no matter who was doing the asking. Sadness tugged at her heartstrings for the loss of something special, but she didn't see the sense in crying for the past when there was nothing that could be done about changing it. Besides, her future wasn't in Homer. She belonged in warm, sunny California, where the beaches were dotted with surfers and bikini-clad girls. Already she felt the Alaskan chill seeping into her bones, trying to take up permanent residence in her marrow. No, she may have been born in Alaska to a fisherman's family, but Delainey was meant for bigger things, which is why Trace was going to help her get what she needed, whether he wanted to or not.
So how was she supposed to encourage Trace to do something he plainly didn't want to do?
Hollywood was filled with difficult people; she'd just have to find a way to work around Trace. And if she couldn't do that, she'd find a way to
compel
him to sign on the dotted line.
She detoured from her route and headed for the Search and Rescue office. Perhaps if she couldn't get Trace to see things her way, his boss could.
There was more than one way to skin a catâand she was desperate enough to try anything.