someone had been dragged back inside after putting up
one hel of a fight. My mind immediately thought of the poor
human who had been possessed to act in such a way. The
scratches in the porch were deep enough that shards of
wood must have been driven beneath her nails. I shuddered
to think what other damage had been done to the afflicted
sister.
The wraparound porch was long and sheltered with pretty
white awnings and posts. A pair of wicker rocking chairs
sat beside a table stil set for afternoon tea. Insects had laid
claim to the biscuits on the plate and the tea in the china
cups had grown moldy. A string of rosary beads lay on the
ground as if someone had dropped them in a great hurry.
The screen door looked scratched and the mesh torn as if
someone had tried to rip it from its hinges. Xavier and
Gabriel exchanged uncertain glances.
“Here goes,” Xavier said with a heavy sigh. He reached
out and lightly pressed the brass doorbel . Immediately the
sound of chimes echoed dimly from within. For several long
minutes they were met with nothing but silence.
“They can’t ignore us forever.” Ivy folded her arms across
her chest. “Ring again.”
Xavier obliged, holding the bel down longer. The chimes
reverberated more loudly this time, sounding almost
ominous as if heralding a message of impending disaster.
If only the sisters knew that help was waiting outside. There
was a rustling sound in the foyer, but the door remained
unopened. Ivy or Gabriel could have blown it apart in a
heartbeat, but I supposed that wasn’t the best impression
to make when trying to convince a nervous nun that you’re
on the same side.
“Please open the door.” Gabriel leaned against the fly
screen, his words coaxing. “We’ve come to help.” The door
opened a crack, the security chain stil on. A face appeared
and surveyed my brother with caution.
“My name is Gabriel, this is my sister and these are our
friends,” he continued soothingly. “May I ask your name?”
“I’m Sister Faith,” the nun replied. “Why are you here?”
She was soft-spoken, but I could hear her voice was
distorted with fear. Ivy decided to step forward and declare
their intentions.
“We know about Sister Mary Clare and the cause of her
il ness,” she said in a voice fil ed with compassion. “You
don’t have to hide anymore. The creature that has
overtaken her—we can send it away.”
“You can do that?” Hope crept into the nun’s voice, but
only for an instant before she became suspicious again.
“I’m sorry I don’t believe you. We’ve cal ed on every priest
and minister in the county. They’re powerless against it.
What makes you any different?”
“You have to trust us,” Ivy’s said solemnly.
“Trust is somethin’ we’re a little short on these days.” The
nun’s voice broke off with a quiver.
“We know things,” Ivy pressed. “We have knowledge
others cannot possess.”
“How can I be sure you’re not one of
them
.”
“I take it you believe in God, Sister,” Gabriel said.
“I’ve seen things …” Sister Faith’s voice faltered, as
though she were unsure what to believe anymore. Then she
remembered herself. “Of course I do.”
“Then believe that He is here now,” Gabriel said. “I know
your faith has been tested in the extreme, but it is not
without cause. You have been touched by darkness, but you
have not been broken. Now you shal be touched by light.
Blessed are the pure in heart for they shal see God.
Blessed are those who are persecuted for righteousness’
sake for theirs is the Kingdom of Heaven. Let us in, Sister;
let God return to your home. If you turn us away you are
succumbing to darkness.”
Mol y stared openmouthed at my brother and there was a
dead silence from inside the house. Then, slowly, the
security chain was released and the front door of the abbey
swung open. Sister Faith stood in the doorway, her eyes
fil ed with tears.
“Oh my stars,” she whispered. “So He has not forsaken
us.” Sister Faith was a robust-looking woman in her sixties
with pale skin and a fresh-scrubbed face. Faint wrinkles
were etched around her eyes and mouth and I wondered
how many of those she had accumulated over the last few
months. A lamp on the hal table il uminated the wide foyer
and curved staircase, but there was a stale smel in the air.
While Gabriel and the others made their introductions I
moved away to study the framed black-and-white
photographs on the wal . The glass in every frame had been
shattered so the images were blurred, but I saw they
recorded the official opening of the convent in 1863.
Original y the convent had been built to house a group of
Irish nuns who ran it for half a century as an orphanage and
refuge for young women who’d fal en into disrepute.
Sister Faith led us silently past a parlor where rows of
thin mattresses had been lined up on the floor—the sisters
were clearly too afraid to sleep upstairs. As we climbed the
sweeping staircase I caught a glimpse of the storerooms,
infirmary, and a rustic-looking kitchen al located on the
ground floor. The place would have been beautiful once;
cozy in winter, bright and airy in the summer, but now it was
a broken home. The kitchen floor was littered with broken
utensils as if someone had thrown them around the room.
Broken chairs were stacked in a corner and torn linen lay in
a heap by the door. I guessed from these observations that
the sisters had tried to expel the demon on their own with
little success. I looked away from the shredded pages of a
Holy Bible. The sight made something deep inside me
churn. It was strange to visit an earthly location so damaged
by demonic activity. Something fierce and terrible had
shaken the house to its very foundations, knocking over
ceramic vases and toppling furniture. It was also stiflingly
warm, and even in my spirit form I felt the heat crawling
across my skin as though it were alive. Mol y immediately
tore off her jacket, but the others didn’t move, despite their
discomfort.
On the second floor we passed the sleeping quarters
with rows of cel -size bedrooms now stripped of their
mattresses and the communal bathrooms. Final y we
stopped at a winding mahogany stairwel leading to the
attic where Sister Mary Clare had been isolated for her own
safety as wel as the safety of others. Sister Faith hovered
uncertainly at the foot.
“Can you real y return Sister Mary Clare to the hands of
God?” she asked.
“We’l need to assess her condition before we can
answer that,” Gabriel replied. “But we wil certainly try.”
Ivy touched Sister Faith gently on the arm. “Wil you take
us to her?”
The nun peered worriedly at Xavier and Mol y. “Al of
you?” she asked in smal voice. “Are you sure about that?”
Gabriel gave a tight smile. “They’re tougher than they
look.”
At the top of the stairs was a single locked door. I could
sense the evil pulsing behind it even in my astral form. It
was like a physical force, trying to repel the presence of Ivy
and Gabriel. In addition to the mustiness there was another
smel seeping from under the door, the smel of rotting fruit
when the flesh has turned saggy and gray and insects have
begun to burrow into it. Xavier flinched while Mol y coughed
and covered her nose. My siblings showed no reaction.
They stood together, shoulders touching in a gesture of
complete unity.
“I do apologize about the smel ,” Sister Faith said self
consciously. “But there’s only so much air freshener can
do.”
Outside the door, only a candle lit the tiny landing. It sat
on an antique dresser dripping wax onto its silver holder.
Sister Faith dug into her deep pockets to produce an old-
fashioned brass key. Behind the door we could hear
muffled thumps, ragged breathing, and the screech of a
chair being dragged across timber boards. A sound like
grinding teeth and a sharp crack like snapping bone
fol owed. Sister Faith crossed herself and looked
desperately at Gabriel.
“What if you can’t help her?” she whispered. “What if the
Lord sent us his messengers and that fails too?”
“His messengers do not fail,” Ivy said calmly. She
produced a black hair tie from her pocket and methodical y
pul ed her curtain of golden locks into a ponytail. It was a
smal gesture, but I knew it meant she was preparing for a
violent struggle.
“There’s so much darkness in there.” Sister Faith’s face
was creased in pain. “Living, breathing, tangible darkness. I
don’t want to be responsible for the loss of life—”
“Nobody is dying tonight,” Gabriel said. “Not on our
watch.”
“How can I be sure?” Sister Faith shook her head. “I’ve
seen too much now … I can’t trust … I don’t know how I’m
supposed to …”
To my surprise, Xavier stepped forward. “With al due
respect, ma’am, there’s no time to waste.” His voice was
gentle but firm. “You’ve got a demon tearing apart one of
your sisters and we’re on the brink of an apocalyptic war.
These guys wil do everything they can to help you, but you
need to let them do their job.”
His gaze went blank for a moment as if he were
remembering something that happened a long time ago.
Then he refocused and put a hand on Sister Faith’s
shoulder. “Some things are beyond human understanding.”
If my spirit form had al owed it, I would have cried at that
moment. I recognized those words as my own. I had
spoken them to Xavier that night on the beach when I’d
taken a blind leap of faith and thrown myself from a cliff,
letting my wings break my fal and revealing my true identity.
When I had convinced Xavier it wasn’t al a bizarre prank,
he’d been ful of questions. He’d wanted to know why I was
there, what my purpose was, and if God real y existed. I’d
told him:
Some things are beyond human understanding.
Xavier hadn’t forgotten.
I remembered that night as if it were yesterday. When I
closed my eyes, it al came flooding back to me like a tidal
wave. I saw the cluster of teenagers around the crackling
bonfire, embers spitting from the flames like fiery jewels
until they sank into the sand. I remembered the sharp smel
of the ocean, the fabric of Xavier’s pale blue sweatshirt
beneath my fingers. I remembered the way the black cliffs
had looked like looming puzzle pieces against the mauve
sky. I remembered the exact moment I had tilted my body
forward and left gravity behind me. That night had been the
beginning of everything. Xavier had accepted me into his
world and I was no longer the girl pressed up against the
glass looking in on a world I could never be a part of. The
memory of it made me ache with longing. We had thought
facing Gabriel and Ivy after I’d exposed our secret was a
chal enge. If only we’d known what lay in store for us.
The sound of the key turning in the lock drew my attention
back to the present. Xavier’s words had encouraged Sister
Faith to reveal what lay behind the closed door. Everyone
seemed to hold their breath as the smel of rotting fruit grew
stronger and a ripping snarl shot though the air. It seemed
that time stood stil as the door swung open in slow motion.
The room was rather ordinary; sparsely furnished and
only somewhat larger than the cubicle-size bedrooms on
the second floor. But what we found crouched inside the
room was anything but ordinary.